Guren dreamed about him that night. She thought about seeing him around the hideout, helping Orochimaru out. She envied him so much. He was more than just a pawn in her lord Orochimaru's eyes. She would never be more. She dreamed about the missions they had been on. She hated him so much. But he had saved her so many times, she'd be dead if it wasn't for him.

"K-Kabuto," she sat up in the bed. She wanted to see him after dreaming about him.

"How do you feel?" he was awake, sitting in the chair with his clothes on.

"Great now that you mention it. I wouldn't think it was possible after all that pain.

"I'm sorry I hurt you. I thought the least I could do was heal you."

"We're still behind enemy lines aren't we. You waited for me to wake up didn't you?"

"You're clothes should be dry by now. Put them on and, we'll get out of here." Guren looked at the foot of the bed where her clothes lied folded neatly.

"Alright, thanks," she slipped her undershirt on, followed by her skirt. She fastened her obi and put her shoes on. "I'm ready," she walked over to him.

"Um," he pointed at her messy blue, let down locks.

"What's wrong with you? I said I'm ready," she didn't get what he was saying.

"All except your hair," he laughed.

"Dick, why didn't you just say so?" she grabbed her hair up in it's usual spikey due. "Shit, where's my ponytail holder," she looked around the bed, still holding her hair up.

"Here, I have an extra one," he took one off of his wrist.

"Haha, thanks," she put her hair up with it. "It's kinda weird, how many guys carry around ponytail holders," she teased him.

"The ones that wear ponytails, duh," he pointed at it.

"Hmm, and what a cute ponytail it is," she smacked it like a cat.

"Hey-hey, you've done messed it up once," he stopped her. She turned away, as if she had been reminded of a dark secret. "What's wrong?" he dropped his expression.

"What happens now?" the somberness in her tone made the wind feel icy.

"I don't know, but first we need to return home," he grabbed her wrist to pull her into a desperate kiss. She gasped when he pulled away. She wrapped her arms around his neck, pulling him into an even more passionate kiss.

"Don't stop," she looked up at him with sad eyes.

"We have to go back at some point," he said with a serious tone.

"We can stay here," she hugged him around his waist, laying her head on his chest.

"No we can't, you know we can't," he pulled her off, his hands on her shoulders.

"We can't be together if we go back. I want to be with you, Kabuto," she cried.

"I know but we have to," he started to walk away.

"No!" she cried out, grabbing his wrist to stop him.

"Goddammit, Guren! Don't you think I don't want to go back! Don't you think I want to stay here with you! I can't! The idiot in me wants desperately to stay. But the smarter side of me knows it's time to go back!" he walked another step towards the door.

"You think you're an idiot for falling in love!" she sobbed.

"Falling in love isn't something a nija is privileged with. You knew this when you became a ninja and so did I," he looked at her with sympathetic eyes.

"I don't want to be a ninja anymore. I just want you," tears streamed down her face.

"Nonsense, you know as well as I do, we have no other choice but to go back."

"I love you, don't you love me?"

"Yes, of course I do."

"And Orochimaru, would he stand for that?"

"I'm unsure. I don't believe this has ever happened before. Not among his followers anyway."

"I don't want to go back," she cried.

"Shh, neither do I," he held her close to him. He pet her back to calm her. "Come on, we need to go now," he led out the door.

"Alright," her voice was so reluctant as she followed him out the door.

The two of them reached the hideout. "I'll report to lord Orochimaru. You can go take a shower and get some rest," Kabuto led the way inside. They walked through the hall til they reached Orochimaru's sitting room.

"Kabuto, tell me how did it go?" he asked before they had even went inside.

"It was a mission success," he handed him the scroll they got.

"Good work. What was with the hold up?"

Guren peeked in to listen.

"We got stuck behind enemy lines over night, so we made camp."

"I see," he glanced over at Guren. "Guren come here child," he called to her.

"Yes my lord," she walked over to him.

"Something in your eyes betray you. Are you hiding something from me?" he smiled.

"No my lord, I never would-"

"That's a good girl, you may run along now," he interrupted her.

"Yes," she bowed before leaving.

"Hmm," he looked Kabuto over. His face was blank as usual, with the same cold stare he always had.

"What is it lord Orochimaru?"

"I'm suspicious of her, but not of you," he smiled.

"What would make you say that?"

"Her eyes, they aren't their usual cold with evil intent. It's almost as if they've somehow softened. Yours aren't different in anyway, same devious Kabuto," he chuckled.

"Heh," he smirked.

"I'm pleased with you, you may go."

Kabuto disappeared without hesitation.

Guren hopped in the shower, letting the warm water wash over her body. "What did he say when I left?" she lathered her hair with shampoo.

"He's suspicious of you," Kabuto answered her from outside her bathroom door.

"What about you?"

"I guess I'm just better at hiding my expressions than you are," he laughed.

"You're not worried?"

"If he doesn't suspect anything of me then he doesn't suspect us."

"You speak as if we're not within his walls."

"I think we maybe in the clear."

"You are anyway. What else did he say?"

"You're eyes weren't cold with evil intent as they usually are."

"What's that suppose to mean?"

"That you've softened up in some way. I don't know. I think he saw sympathy maybe even love in them."

"And you think we're in the clear?"

"Yeah."

"You're stupider than I thought you were."

"Just trust me. I know lord Orochimaru well."

"Not well enough to know if he'd allow us to be together."

"No, but I doubt he'd be terribly mad about it."

"What makes you say that?"

"At least we didn't fall in love with an enemy ninja."

"Hahaha, that just makes it all better doesn't it?" she laughed.

"Yeah, well I'm going to bed, night."

"Night," she answered back. He left in the direction of his room.

Guren brushed her hair out on her bed in her night clothes. She thought about the night before. Just her and Kabuto. She laid down to go to sleep. "Ahh, Kabuto," she sighed his name into her pillow. She began to dream as she drifted into a deep sleep.

"I'm going to kill him and make you watch," Orochimaru grinned at her.

"No, we didn't do anything wrong. Why would you do this?" she asked him.

"Because ninjas aren't meant to fall in love." Kabuto was kneeled in front of him with a blind fold on. Orochimaru chopped off his head with his grass blade. "Love," he repeated the scean. "Affection," he did it again. "Symapthy," he repeated it again. "Ninjas need none of these things," he did it one last time. "Don't worry I'll spare your life, Guren," he smiled at her disappearing into a haze of black shadows.

"Kill me!" she screamed.

"Ahhh!" she screamed, sitting up in her bed. "It was just a dream."

Guren creaked the door to Kabuto's room open.

"Whos there! What do you want!" he readied a kuni.

"It's me," she answered. I thought I was paranoid.

"Guren? What are you doing up so late?" he placed his kuni back on his nightstand.

"I can't sleep," she rubbed the sleepy dust from her eyes.

"Come here." She walked over to him. "Come on," he held his arms out so he could hold her. She sat beside him, letting him wrap his arms around her. "Tell me what's wrong."

"I had a nightmare."

"Well, it's over now. You should try to go back to sleep."

"Can I uh-"

"Can you what?"

"Can I sleep with you?"

"Sure, I don't care," he laid back on his pillow. He scooted over to the wall, giving her some room to lay down. She laid beside him, snuggling up to him. "Better now?"

"Yeah, it's almost as if nothing else matters," she laid her head close to his.

"I know," he cradled her in his arms. She ran her hands along his bare chest, feeling every crease and smooth surface. She trailed her hands down to the rim of his boxer. "Uh, Guren, what are you doing?" he asked in a nervous tone of voice.

"Nothing," she straddled him.

"No you're not," he argued.

"Yes, I'm doing nothing.

"No you're not," irritated, he grabbed her wrist from him.

"What's the matter?"

"What's the matter is you're sleeping in the same bed as me, that's bad enough. What's really a matter is what you're scheming."

"I don't see what you're going on about. I'm not doing a thing wrong," she smiled mischievously.

"This isn't funny," he glared at her. "Do you want lord Orochimaru to find us out? Is that it? Are you purposely putting us in danger of being found out? Cause if you are, so help me god-"

"Kabuto," she placed her lips over his to silence him.

"What kind of sick game are you trying to play, cause this isn't fucking funny? You know he could kill us without even trying. Hell that'd be the best case scenario. He would probably kill one and leave the other out of dispite."

"That's what I dreamed about. It scared me, so I had to see that you were alright."

"I'm alright, this isn't alright. This is the kind of thing people do when they're just begging to get caught," he held her hands together close to his chest.

"I want you, incase I don't get another chanse. I want to be with you at least one last time," she gazed at him with sad eyes.

"Dammit, Guren, don't give me that look," he turned away, but could still see her looking at him.

"Please make love to me, Kabuto, it might be our last chanse to," she parted her lips to kiss him.

"Just in chase?" he asked weakly.

"Yeah," she flicked a glance up at him from behind long lashes.

"How come I can't ever resist you?" he whispered.

"Why do you try?" He gave into her, kissing her with unbrakable passion.

"Can you do me a favor?" he gasped.

"What is it?"

"Can you do what you were doing to me earlier?"

"What this?" she groped him like she had been doing before.

"Yeah," he gasped.

"You like that, love?"

"Hell yeah," he pulled her into a deep kiss. She slipped her hand in his boxers, rubbing him furociously. He yanked at her hair, moaning in her mouth. He turned her over on her back.

"Now wait a second, that's not fair," she whined.

"You'll be alright," he smirked, snaking his hand into her underwear.

"Mmm, uhhh," she quirmed at him touching her. He kissed at her pulse on her neck. "It feels so good, uhhh ahh," she gasped. "Ooooh, right there, keep it right there," her muscles clenched. Her vagina pulsated, sending heat throughout her body. "Uhhh," she came hard. He lifted her shirt up over her head. He kissed down her collarbone, unsnapping her bra. She rested her hands on his head, panting. He slid her bra from her shoulders, gently caressing the shivering skin of her arms.

"You're so soft," he whispered. He kissed down her breast, pushing the other one up with his corresponding hand. He placed his mouth over her nipple, gently suckling on it. Her chest heated like it was on fire.

"Mmm, Kabuto," she moaned low. He groped at her as he sucked, his soft moist lips clamped onto her. He kissed gently down her body. He pulled her panties down her thighs, parting her legs aside.

"You're so wet," he started kissing her clit.

"Mmmm, Kabuto," she pulled at his bangs.

"My tasty girl," he kissed her on the mouth, taking her panties off. He positioned himself inside of her.

"Mmm, it feels so good," she smiled up at him.

"Much better than the first time, huh?" he kissed her.

"Uh huh, much better."

"I can make you feel even better than you do now," he bared his weight on his arm above her head. He kissed her passionately, moving in and out of her faster and deeper, hitting her G-spot each time.

"Uhhh, ohh god, Kabuto!" she dug her claws into his back.

"Ughh," he groaned in ecstasy.

"Uhhh, ahhh," she bucked into him feverishly, clawing at his neck. He kissed her aggressively. "Mmm," her moans muffled in his throat. He raked his fingers through her hair frantically, thrusting into her hard and fast. "Uhhhh, oh Kabuto, ahhh," she screamed as she came all over his hard shaft.

"Ohh god, you make me so fucking hard," he yanked her hair hard, pounding into her even harder.

"Kabuto, I love you pulling my hair," she moaned.

"Yeah, something long hair is good for," he kissed her deep. "Oh, shit, I'm close," he moved about her faster. "Ohh, god, ohh, fuck!" he closed his eyes in ecstasy as he came all inside of her. They both panted to catch their breath. "Guren," he gazed into her eyes before kissing her gently.

"Oh, Kabuto, don't stop. Please kiss me some more," she gaped at him, lusting for his lips to massage hers once more.

"Alright," he smiled, kissing her passionately. They ran their fingers through eachothers hair, frantically caressing one anothers face.

"Kabuto," she whispered his name.

"Yes, Guren, what is it?"

"I don't want this night to end," her eyes suddenly turned sad as they staired into her lovers eyes.

"Niether do I," he cuddled beside of her. "I also wish it could last forever," they kissed once more.