Authors Note
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Gggrrr these lines…where the hell do they go?! They keep disappearing .
Hopefully they'll show up this time
Okay this chapter was extremely hard to write because I had no idea which way I should go with this.
So I kinda took a little bit of both, so let's see where this goes shall we?
Disclaimer: I do not own Inuyasha or the song "Apology" by Makeshift Romeo
Scene changes from "Apology" by Makeshift Romeo
Chapter IV - Now What?
Kagome'sPOV
"OH MY GOSH IT'S BEAUTIFUL!!" I practically squealed in excitement as soon as I stepped into our hotel room.
We entered the hotel room and I could see that Sesshomaru and Rin gave Sango and me nothing but the best. It was big, no no HUGE, with its own living room, DVD player, flat screen TV and a leather couch. The bedroom had twin beds each for Sango and me, and the closed door in the far right of the room was probably the closet, the other closed door next to it was most likely a bathroom. There was also a mini kitchen that was divided with a little divider, and looking more closely all the counters were marble, and we had nice fluffy white carpet.
"Thank you so much Sesshomaru and Rin!! This is way to much I can't thank you enough," I said facing them as they placed our suitcases near the door walking in behind us, with the others following.
"Haha think nothing of it Kagome, we're just glad you enjoy it," Rin smiled.
"Damn, you guys must have like 500 channels on this thing," interrupted Miroku, as he had already made himself at home, sitting on the couch with his feet up on the glass coffee table a few feet in front of the couch, while clicking through all of our channels.
"Hey get your feet off of that!! That's gross Miroku!!" Sango said automatically already snapping at him.
(sigh) It's like Miroku asks to get hit.
I began to wander around our hotel as I explored our rooms better. The bedroom was beautiful as it had the twin beds with each headset up against the left wall with two lamps installed into the wall between them, with a small drawer underneath. On the right side of the room there was also a smaller normal sized TV on top of a long desk/drawer thingy with two large wardrobes on both sides of it. The far closed door on the left of the room was indeed the closet – a walk in one. The door next to it was the bathroom just as I'd predicted also.
After walking back out towards the living room I saw Inuyasha leaning against the wall, arms crossed as he just stared at our carpet like as if it were the most interesting thing in the world – probably lost in thought I presumed. He sure didn't change that much, he still had those beautiful golden orbs, smooth skin, silver long hair and those bangs of his covering his forehead. I watched as his little dog ears would automatically twitch around to the noise that was being made around the room as everyone explored the hotel room. Even though I was still scared of him his dog ears were still cute. He wore baggy faded blue jeans that sagged a little along with an oversized Ecko Unltd. red shirt and red Phat Farm shoes with wide white shoelaces. Over all simple but had made him look even hotter. Even while lost in thought he looked more like a Greek god more than anything else. Wow Kagome, he's the guy who tortured you all through grade school and all you can think about is how hott he is.
"Well I think we should leave the girls to their room and let them get settled in, they must be pretty tired. Kagome we'll have someone come pick you up at 7 tomorrow to take you to the studio. Don't worry about getting dressed or anything, come in your PJ's if you want, we're going to redo everything any way," Sesshomaru informed me.
"See you tomorrow Kagome," Rin waved on her way out the door, "Miroku come on out, you can catch up with them later. You too Inuyasha," Rin called to them, much like as if they were little children having to leave Toy's R Us.
Inuyasha walked out silently not even saying goodbye or a wave, but Miroku wasn't that easy.
"Bye little Kaggy!! I'll be sure to visit you tomorrow," he said as he came over, and gave me a hug.
"Bye Miroku!! See you later," I said smiling as I gave him a hug back then waving at him enthusiastically. He then walked over to Sango, telling her his way of goodbye.
"And goodbye my dear Sango," he said as he stood in front of Sango taking her hands in his, looking into her eyes, "I shall see you tomorrow for 'parting is such sweet sorrow, that I shall say good night till it be morrow'," he said romantically quoting Shakespeare, making Sango blush with what I took as embarrassment. Miroku then slowly let his hands slip from around hers and walked out the doors as Rin smiled widely mouthing 'bye' as she shut the door.
"Awww you guys would make the cutest couple!!" I said happily towards Sango as I watched her still embarrassed stunned face.
"Shut up Kagome," she said warningly as she glared at me.
I just giggled and let the subject drop. I took my suitcase over to the bedroom placing it on the farthest twin bed in the room and began to unpack.
To my ray of sunshine
You're the only thing that gets me by
&&when i think of you
I know in my heart that i never tried from the start
Inuyasha'sPOV
"Haha here you go Inuyasha!! Isn't it beautiful? I bet if it had a face it would smile," said a cheerful smiling giggling Kagome. Her small hands held out a small daisy flower right in front of my face.
"Keh, its just a stupid little flower, flowers are stupid anyways," I answered, looking away from her smiling face towards the green grass I was sitting on.
"Aww 'Yash, don't call them stupid," she said as she began to scowl, at my small comment.
Kagome placed her 'smiling' daisy behind her ear so that it brightly lighted her whole composure on her face. Then she simply plopped down next to me, lying down with her hands behind her head looking up at the clouds.
"Hey Inuyasha, are you okay? Your arm's bruised," she asked looking at my arm more closely trying to see what happened.
Alarmed I quickly stood up and pulled down my sleeves.
"Nothing, nothing at all, I'm alright, uh…I got to go now, bye Kagome," I called over my shoulder already running off towards the playground.
I hastily opened my eyes breathing heavily of my memories long ago.
"Kagome…" I whispered sitting up in my bed, head in hands reviewing over the images of the dream.
"Why'd I do those cruel things to you, why'd I always have to take my anger out on you? You were the only who ever asked if I was okay…" I solemnly said into my dark lonely room. I heard the soft pitter patter outside, as the rain hit against the large wall sized window. Slowly turning my head to the right, looking out all I could see was the smudge images of the overviewed trees as the dark night was occasionally lit up by the lightning, as its partner, thunder, aroused the loud cracking drums.
Giving a heavy sigh I threw the blankets off of me, slid out of my warm bed and, walked over to the kitchen downstairs to get myself a glass of water.
Grabbing a glass from the cabinet and getting water from the purifier on the fosset I didn't notice the two pairs of golden eyes watching me intently from behind.
"What happened couldn't sleep?" asked a deep voice.
"Holy shit Sesshomaru!!" I said freaking out and barely catching the glass in mid air from breaking on the marble sink. Water flew all around and thankfully mostly landed in the sink. "WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING UP!?" I yelled towards my brother as he just looking at me bored and calm as ever.
"Will you shut up, your going to wake Rin, I was hungry so I came down and made myself a ham sandwich," Sesshomaru answered with a mouthful of his sandwich.
"Its 4 in the morning and you came to make a fucking sandwich?!" I half yelled/whispered towards him still enraged that he caught me so off guard.
"Yup," was his simple reply. I glared at him and turned back to re-fill my empty glass. "You still didn't answer my question," he stated still trying to push the subject of why I was up at this hour.
"Yes I couldn't sleep," I answered him, as I watched his sandwich getting smaller and smaller.
"It's Kagome isn't it," he said slyly, probably thinking of how he's going to backfire my answer on me.
"NO I just couldn't sleep Sesshomaru," I said stressing out his name as a threat hinting to drop the subject.
"Okay whatever you say," he said getting up from his chair while licking his fingers, walking out of the kitchen and going back to his room.
With Sesshomaru gone I was left alone with my thoughts to haunt me.
What do I tell her? How do I make it up to her?
My questions were only answered by the loud clap of thunder outside.
These feeling I have for you
Will never fade away
I just can't be without you
So this is the day you'll hear me say
That I was wrong
Kagome'sPOV
I love the rain, it always had a way of calming me down, but tonight it seemed to be in delay for I had a thousand thoughts running through my mind.
Why was Inuyasha at the airport? Is he planning to do something to me tomorrow? How will my modeling career go? Why'd they choose me? More and more questions seemed to be popping up as the seconds ticked away.
Turning towards the digital clock on the small cabinet underneath the lamps, its neon lime green letter read 3:45. Giving a deep sigh I tried to possession myself on my cozy bed trying to force myself to fall asleep even though I knew it was futile. Closing my eyes, an image I didn't want to see appeared, Inuyasha's face as he was in deep thought leaning against the wall. Quickly I opened my eyes to remove the image.
What was with him today anyways? Thinking over today's events I pictured all of Inuyasha's reactions towards my arrival…gah what am I thinking?! I need sleep. Come on Kagome sleep already!!
So pushing that thought out of my head I once again tried to fall asleep. I wonder if he's okay – that one single thought popped up, making me reopen my eyes once again. Giving another heavy sigh I couldn't help but worry. Why was I worrying? This guy practically ruined my childhood…but still…why must I be so kindhearted? I really got to stop this. MUST….SLEEP!!! And with that I forced my eyes closed and thought of any good memories I could conjure up, while listening to the rain's soothing lullaby.
BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP
Shut up…
BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP
What the hell is making that annoying stupid noise??
BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP
THAT'S IT!!
Turning over I attacked the stupid alarm clock practically slamming down the snooze button almost breaking the clock in the process. When my enemy the clock had been defeated, I laid back down eyes automatically closing.
There finally it stopped…now I can…go back….to….
"Now Lady Kagome, your going to probably end up breaking it," said a man's voice I didn't recognize.
I shot open my eyes to come face to face with some strange tall thin man.
I let out a bloodcurdling scream and slapped at him as a reflex. Apparently I made contact as I heard the man yell out as he staggered backward.
"Kagome!! What's wrong, wha – who the hell is he?!" Sango asked frantic as she saw the tall thin man dressed in a suit catch his body against a wall.
"I say Lady Kagome, you sure do hit harder than mother," the strange man said regaining his composure while rubbing his welled up red cheek.
"WHO THE HELL ARE YOU!?" both Sango and me practically screamed at the top of our lungs. Grabbing the nearest thing near me, the clock, and Sango grabbing the nearest thing to her, the phone, which we were prepared to throw as our temporary "weapons" if he couldn't give us an answer.
"Please Ladies!!" yelled the man in panic as he waved his arms frantically in front of him as a defense and show he meant no harm, "I'm the one who is to come pick up Lady Kagome and take her to the modeling studio," he said as quickly as he could.
Slowly lowering down our "weapons" we still eyed him queerly. Even though he looked like he was someone to come pick me up, since he had on a tux and white gloves with a really bad comb over and a mustache like in the old movies where you curl up the ends, I still didn't believe the guy.
"Then how the hell you'd get in here?! Aren't you suppose to wait outside or call or something?!" yelled Sango about ready to throw the phone at him.
"I…I…no no Sesshomaru ordered me to come in and wake Lady Kagome thinking that she wouldn't be ready. Which she wasn't, so he told me that by all means to take her to the car if she tries to struggle. He gave me a key and everything, please Miss I mean no harm to Kagome I've only come to take her to the studio.
Sango relaxed at this and placed the phone back on the drawer. The butler/chauffeur I guess relaxed extremely too, thankful that Sango wasn't going to throw a phone at him.
"Now Lady Kagome are you ready to go now?" he asked, as I still had the clock resting in my hand, probably looking like a mess.
"Uh…yeah hold on I'll be done in a minute just let me get – AUGH!!" he didn't wait for me to even get dressed!! He just simply picked me up as if I weighed nothing throwing me over his shoulder like I was some garbage bag being taken to the dump. I was still in my pajamas here and all messy and gross!! How dare him!!
"Put me DOWN!! I need to get dressed and ready!! What are you doing!! PUT ME DOWN!! Sango HELP!!" I yelled struggling as much as I could as he began walking out of the door, out of our hotel room.
Sango seemed to just be watching amused as I was being dragged away by one of Sesshomaru's henchmen!!
"Bye Kagome have fun!!" she said waving as if she was saying goodbye to a daughter going off to her first day of school. Augh Sango!!
"PUT ME DOWN!! I NEED TO GET READY!!" I said still screamed, kicking, hitting, and struggling about as much as I could to try and get out of his hold, all attempts futile as his hold was as hard as stone.
"Please Lady Kagome stop struggling and calm down your going to wake everyone up in the hotel. It does not matter if you are in pajamas many models come in with their pajamas, don't worry about it they'll fix you up. Now stop struggling ma'am this will be a lot easier," he said sounding a little annoyed by my actions to get away.
Excuse me?! He's telling me to "calm down" when he's the one who practically barged into my hotel room, rudely awoke me, then kidnapped me from my own hotel room at 7 in the morning while dragging me off over his shoulder to his car?! Now how wrong does THAT sound?! I think I have every right to make this as difficult as possible for him!!!
"No I WILL NOT calm down sir!!" I yelled.
A few of the people in the hotel came out of their rooms to see what all the noise was, only to see a screaming teenage girl being take away by a tall man in a tuxedo.
And did any of them do something to help?! NO!! What if I was seriously being kidnapped?! What kind of people are they?!
The man just ignored my comment still walking, going down the elevator and out to the parking lot without one single person asking what he was doing with a girl over his shoulder and where he was taking her to. Damn good for nothing people!!
I heard a car door opening, then being placed in the car, no practically thrown into the backseat as he shut the door behind me, and walked around to the front of the car and began to drive me away.
"I CAN WALK YOU KNOW!!!!" I screamed still refusing to remain 'calm' as this weird guy threw me over his shoulder once again and began to walk me into the studio.
"Sir Sesshomaru I must say this one was rather…difficult," he informed Sesshomaru as he placed me back on my feet in front of Sesshomaru.
Sesshomaru had the weirdest smile on his face as he looked at me with amusement.
"Sesshomaru!! How dare you send one of your henchmen to come kidnap me and practically throw me around like a doll!!," I screamed at him enraged, my arms glued to my sides as my hands were balled into fist, anger clearly visible on my face.
And yet he still dares to smile.
"Calm down Kagome, I can see that you weren't ready since he had to drag you here," he said still amused.
"Lady Kagome here was not even close to ready as you can see," he said waving his hand over my attire, "her friend and her were going to throw a telephone and a clock at me for my intrusion," the butler guy said simply, hands behind his back.
Blushing red I seemed to remember exactly what I was wearing. Here I was with a white tank top with a small cute little ducky in the middle, and my aqua pajama pants covered with little ducks on it. Aww crap, how embarrassing.
Sesshomaru I think finally cracked and couldn't take it anymore as he gave out a loud cheerful laugh. How creepy. "Kagome my dear, you truly know how to make my day," he said after he controlled his laughing fit, wiping tears of mirth from his eyes. "Are you ready Kagome? You've got a long hard day ahead of you," he said his voice suddenly having a dark tone to it.
"Umm…yeah I guess so?" I said slightly afraid of the tone in his voice.
"Alright then have a good day, Ms. Higurashi," and with that and a snap of his fingers a bunch of people, make-up artists, hair designers, hair styles and anyone else took me away to "fix" me.
AuthorsPOV
Kagome was forced to wear more articles of clothing than she's even worn in her entire life combined. From casual wear to the most elegant designed dresses there were.
Make-up, lipstick, lip-gloss, eye shadow, blush, eyeliner, teeth whitener, contacts, eye brows tweezed, cover-up, mascara, everything and anything.
Clothes consisted of shorts, jeans, skirts, long skirts, t-shirts, tank tops, dresses, bathing suits, pretty much anything ever created.
Accessories were put on and taken off quicker than a light could be turned on or off.
Kagome could hardly blink, move, or breathe. She felt like a Barbie being thrown around but into different articles of clothing constantly. Make-up that could probably kill a clown from such over use and hair that was more elegant that Japanese Geisha.
Kagome was dragged in at 7 and dragging her out at 8….exhausted wasn't even close to how Kagome felt. Her face had never felt so heavy and her body had never felt so tired. Her feet and back ached, along with her cheeks. Every step she took felt like she was going to collapse onto the ground and fall asleep right there and then.
Kagome'sPOV
"So Kagome how was your first day," a cheerful Shesshomaru asked, a bright smile plastered on his face.
Was he serious?
"Ugggghhhh," I groaned. I don't think I could of gotten anything else out at the moment.
"Wonderful!! I knew you'd just love it!!" chirped Sesshomaru clasping his hands together in front of his chest as if it were the most exciting news he's heard all afternoon.
I don't know what face I gave him but I'm pretty sure it went with the saying "if looks could kill."
Sesshomaru didn't seem to take the hint as his grin only grew wider.
Damn how I would love to wipe that stupid grin off of his face, but my arms are too tired to move and my face hurts too much to scowl any harder than I'm already doing.
"Your driver is waiting out in the front Kagome, so don't worry you just have to walk out these doors down that elevator then exit through the main doors," he said pointing at the doors I first had to reach, "good-bye Kagome, I'll see you tomorrow, oh and be here on time or else I'll send someone for you like last time," he said hanging with a some-what threat, as he walked away whistling an unknown tune.
Looking towards the destination in front of me I slowly began to make my way out to the driver supposedly waiting for me.
FINALLY!! I made it. I'm hungry, tired, and pissed off. Of all freakin' days the elevator is supposable 'broken'?! HA so this is the life of a model. Oh how wonderful. I had to go down 10 flights of stairs to finally get down to the bottom, now THAT hurt like hell.
"I'm going to kill Sesshomaru," I mumbled under my breath as I walked out of the building looking for my 'ride'.
"Too late I called it."
Now I'm trying to change
&&I'm finally starting to see
It's my fault that your gone
&& this is my apology
My eyes widened and I stood where I was not daring to move. What is he doing here? Where's Sesshomaru?! Gah!! I take it back I don't want to kill Sesshomaru!!
"Its okay Higurashi, I promise I won't hurt you," he said as he pushed himself off of the wall from where he was leaning and started to walk towards me.
Oh no, oh no, oh no where do I go? What do I do? WHERE THE HELL IS MY DRIVER!?
He kept getting closer and closer and like the stupid little cowering puppy I was I just stood there wide-eyed and petrified. 'Run!! RUN!!' I keep screaming at my legs, but no matter how loud I screamed in my head I was clued to the concrete.
He kept getting closer and closer, those golden orbs looking at me keeping me in my place. Then for some reason my legs started to slowly descend backwards. I started backing up slowly but was still locked in his gaze. 'Stop looking at him and run Kagome!!' I screamed at myself. But still I couldn't get away. I felt my shoe hit something hard behind me and finally my whole body hit it, the wall. 'CCCRRRAAAPPP!!'
In a swift movement he had me pinned to the wall. His hand were on the wall on both sides of my shoulders his face only a foot from mine as he still had his gaze locked on mine.
'Scream Kagome!!! Do something!!' I desperately tried to tell myself but I was traumatized I was so scared. I shut my eyes tightly and waited for whatever as coming. Please someone help m –
"I'm sorry."
I remember the first time that I looked into your eyes
I couldn't believe you were mine
now I'm empty inside
how could I leave u behind
these feelings I have for you will never fade away
I just cant be without you
now I realize that I wasn't right
W-what? Did he just…?
I shot my eyes open, amazed and stunned by what he just said. Disbelievingly I stared at him shocked. He hung his head slightly his silver bangs covering his eyes as I continued to listen.
"I don't know what to say to you Kagome, I really don't. I'm not even sure of the reason I'm saying sorry for. I'm sorry for everything I ever did to you but I know that no matter what I do could it make up for all that. You have every right to hate me, to tell me you never want to see me again after what I did to you. But please Kagome, give me a second chance to make it up to you," he said sullenly.
He was sorry? I kept trying to get it through my brain that Inuyasha Takahashi was sorry. No way. I knew I should say something to him, but what do I say? I don't even believe that he actually said sorry. I wonder how hard that this was for him. 'Think of something Kagome!! He just said he was sorry,' I told myself.
Now it was my turn to look down at the ground.
"Your right Inuyasha, sorry won't make up for everything;" I began quietly, I could feel his gaze on me now, as he lifted his head up, "but I don't hate you Inuyasha."
That must have shocked him because I could feel his body go tense as if he couldn't believe that I didn't hate him. Even I don't understand as to why I don't hate him.
He looks like he really is sorry.
"You really hurt me Inuyasha, you have no idea how bad…but you really look sorry, so I want you to prove it to me," I answer almost with a sigh. I don't know what made me give him a second chance but…oh I don't know. I looked up from the ground at his stunned face. Then out of no where his face broke out into the biggest smile it could manage as he picked me up by my hips and twirled me around as if I was a five year old little girl.
I was wrong all along
Now im trying to say im sorry
Can u forgive me
Its my fault that your gone
&&this is my apology
To my ray of sunshine
This is my apology
I was so surprised of his actions I let out a light scream while he twirled me. Gosh he must be happy, because after that he crushed me in a bear hug.
"Thank you Kagome!! I promise, I'll do anything I can to make this up to you," he said happy and relieved.
I'm not exactly sure what happened, but I would have never seen this day coming even in my wildest dreams.
"Umm…Inuyasha, your going to kill me if you hug me any tighter," I squeaked as he automatically let go, "and I kinda wanna go home but my driver isn't here apparently."
"Oh by the way, I'm your driver," he said giving me a smirk.
Wow lots of surprised today
Getting into the car my mind finally noticed how tired I was exactly. My eye lids began to get heavy as I rested my head on the window and slowly fell into a bliss while thinking of all that's happened today.
Finally that's over with. Dammit I hate this chapter but I'm sick of
Writing this thing over and over again .
I HATE YOU CHAPTER!!
I promise to try &&make the next one WWWAAYY better
So yeah I'll just make it better on the next chapter
Ya'll know what to do REVIEW!!!
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Chapter V:: There are some people I'll take a bullet for &&others I want to put a bullet in
Kagome finally decided to give Inuyasha a second chance, how will he slowly make it up to her? Will Miroku give some romantic advice? What the heck? They're stuck? How? Where? What the heck are they doing? Who's this new model I keep talking about? Who's the strange man that visits the corporation?
Find out next time on
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