I got up the next morning and proceed to get dressed. I wore the same thing I wore yesterday, minus the bondage coller. I didn't want anyone to notice me after what happened at the dinner table yesterday. Sure enough, when I got down to breakfast, all of the other Gryffindors (except for Lily) tried to sit as far away from me as possible. Who can blame them? I'm the psycho bitch that tried to use a fork to castrate Sirius right in the middle of dinner. I could see all of the boys crossing their legs whenever they got near me. I guess this is how it's gonna be for the rest of the year. I thought sadly.
My classes sucked. I had trouble following a lot of the time. No wonder I need tutoring! When it was time for lunch break, I went outside and saw my only two friends, Lily and Severus hanging out under a tree. I walked over to them.
"Oh hi Abby". said Severus.
"I take it school life isn't going so good?" asked Lily.
"Yeah no shit!" I exclaimed. I pulled out a box of cigarettes. "Want a fag?" I asked them. At first they looked surprised. Then Severus and Lily looked at each other and shrugged as if to say "Ah what the hell" and they both grabbed one. As we smoked together, I spoke to Lily about my concerns.
"I am so damn worried about the tutoring sessions later! The idea of being alone with those two boys just sends chills up my spine!" I confessed.
"Make sure you bring a fork just in case!" Lily joked and we all burst out laughing, even Severus!
"No really. How am I supposed to put up with them!" then I turned to Severus. "How do you handle those pricks Severus?" I asked.
He hesitated and then muttered "Run. Run as fast you can. That is all I can say". After we finished up our cigarettes, I asked Lily one more question.
"Hey Lily. About Remus. I noticed some scars on his face. Do you know who did that? Was it his family or did the other three do that to him?" I asked.
"What?" said Lily. "Remus always had those scars. The other three certainly did not do that to his face and I doubt his family did that either."
"Why do you think that?" I asked. Before she could explain, it was time to go to the rest of my classes. The only positive thing I could say about them was potions class. It was a joint class with the Slytherins and my potions partner for the year was Severus. At least I got paired up with someone friendly. Then the moment of truth came: tutoring time. I walked out of my room and into the Gryffindor commons room with a pit in my stomach. Sitting by the fire place, I saw them.
Sirius Black with his piercing gray eyes and that grin. The grin that attracted numerous girls and resulted in an untold number of teen pregnancies. I'm too good to fall under his spell though. Right? And Remus Lupin. His scarred face told an intense story. He's seen some shit and you could tell. Remus seemed rather cold and distant. The ice to Sirius' fire. Sirius spoke first.
"Have a seat..." he said gesturing toward a spot by the fireplace. I was frozen with nervousness. I can't do this. I thought to myself. Why can't I have tutoring sessions with Severus instead? Why these two? Sirius will undoubtably make advances towards me. And Remus? His icy exterior could be hiding the exact same fiery lechouresness as Sirius for all I know! Then Remus spoke.
"It's okay. We really don't want to do this either." His voice had a calming effect on me. I unfroze and sat down by the fire place, but closer to Remus than Sirius.
"So I guess we begin. I was thinking basic charms today..." said Remus.
Remus did most of the talking throughout our tutoring session. Sirius seemed rather uninterested. Yet he kept glaring at me and on Remus with a look of what I can only describe as "angry concern". What was he mad and concerned about? Was he worried about me hooking up with Remus and did that idea offend him? Sorry Sirius. But I found Remus to be far more likeable than you. The more I talked to him, the more he reminded me of Severus and the punks back home. Why the fuck does he hang out with someone as AWFUL as Sirius Black!? I didn't get it. Then as we were wrapping up with the charms, I blurted out something automatically.
"Who wants to shoot up in the hallways?" Remus and Sirius froze. They knew what I met. Then Sirius spoke.
"Finally. Fun stuff. Let's go." Remus glared at him and then said.
"We can't do that! What if Dumbledore finds out!?
"Oh don't be a fuckin' twat. We always find our way out of stuff like this." Sirius countered. 'Always find their way out of this'? What was that supposed to mean.
So me, Sirius and Remus went out to a secluded hallway, one of the many in the corridors of Hogwarts. I grabbed my heroin needle and ripped up a part of my uniform to use as a tourniquiet.
"Who wants first dibs?" I asked. Sirius raised his hand first, obviously. I wrapped the cloth around his rolled up sleeve. He had nice biceps from quidditch. I positioned he needle to inject into his arm.
"Ready?" I said.
"Go for it" said Sirius. I injected it slow and deep into Sirius. The heroin rush kicked in instantly.
"Whoah! This is nice! Your turn Mo-er-Remus." He said.
What was that about? No matter. I grabbed the cloth and went over to Remus. He hesitated for a moment then walked up muttering "I am not a twat" to himself under his breath.
I did to him what I did to Sirius. The heroin defrosted his icy exterior and he seemed to have all the boisterousness of Sirius but without being a total cunt. I then shot up and we sat around and talked. Sirius fell asleep. I was alone with Remus. I then asked him a question.
"I see you have scars on your face. I take it you have a rough home life." He seemed confused at first and then shocked.
"I am not being abused by my mom and dad!" He stated angrily.
"Sorry." I said back. "But those scars have to come from somewhere."
"I don't want to talk about it." He muttered. He was being evasive. I could tell. What did he have to hide? Then I began to feel sleepy. Oh fuck! I knew I shouldn't have trusted that dealer! I bet he mixed in sleepy medicine or date rape pills or something! Soon, me and Remus were asleep. I began to have a nightmare.
I was back home. I was lying in my bed in my bedroom. And standing in my doorway was my ugly hamplanet of an aunt. She was yelling at me. When she yelled, she sounded like a man.
"I TOLD YOU NOT TO HANG OUT WITH THOSE BOYS!" She yelled.
"THEY'RE MY FRIENDS YOU DUMB BITCH!" I yelled back.
"SHUT THE FUCK UP! WERE YOU FUCKING THEM!" She screamed hoarsely.
"NO! THEY'RE JUST FRIENDS!" I screamed back.
"I'M GONNA CHECK!" She yelled and she marched in. TW: Lesbian incest pedo rape with fingers Oh no. She was gonna inspect my vagina again to make sure I wasn't having sex. She did this multiple times. I remembered this night in particular. It was the night she was so forceful, she broke my hymen.
She pinned me down with her weight and ripped off my pants. NO! NO! OH GOD NO! NNNNNOOOOOOOOOO! STOP IT! I'M BLEEDING! STOP SCREAMING! UGH! OH GOD!
I woke up screaming. Remus woke up from my screams. Sirius didn't. He must be a heavy sleeper. I ran over to Remus and hugged him tightly while crying. Hugging Remus felt so good. He was like a stress ball in a way.
"What happened?" He asked. I told him everything. About my fat bitch of an aunt.
"Why don't you live with your parents?" He asked as he held me tightly.
"They're dead. They died in an accidental fire." I replied.
"I'm sorry." He said.
"Don't be. I don't really care." I said back.
"You don't care that your parents are dead!?" He gasped in shock.
"Why should I care? I never knew them. I was two when they died. They were never really a part of my life and I see no reason to give a shit about them." I explained.
"Okay then...we better get to our rooms. I'll wake Sirius up." He said as he let me go. Remus walked over to Sirius and began kicking him.
"Wake up you bastard!" He yelled. Sirius didn't wake up so Remus kicked him harder and then he woke up.
"Ah! What the fuck you twat!" He cried. "You almost broke my fucking nose!"
"We fell asleep and we have to get back to our rooms before we get caught." Remus said calmly. So we back to the Gryffindor dorms as quietly as possible. I climbed into bed and lay there. Thinking about what happened in the hallways. Not the flashback to my lesbian rape of course, but what Remus did to me. It felt so good. I began to wonder what it would be like if I grinded on him. Slowly but methodically dry humped Remus. Then my fantasy began to get better. I then began kissing Remus. Soon one thing led to another. Tongues were involved. Then we got naked. He inserted his penis into my pussy and we had sex. Little did I know that while thinking about this I came. Hands-free. My pants were wet with lady juice and it smelt like fish. Oh shit. I thought. That's not good. But I was too tired. I fell asleep.
So yeah. I gave you a REAL rotten lemon, but a little one at the end. Sorry I didn't mention it sooner. But being raped by a fat lesbian is one of my worst nightmares. I wanted to incorporate that into my story.