Hey, hey, hey!! I realized I've been doing a lot of unreleased songs for my one-shots. So I thought that I'd do one that was actually on an album for this one.
Disclaimer: I don't own any Twilight characters and whatnot. Nor do I own Tied Together With a Smile. Put it this way: If you've heard of it or think you've heard of it, I don't own it.
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Leah ran a brush through her too-short black hair. Looking in the mirror, she sighed. Her hair hung against her head like always: very flat. She knew that if she felt like it, she could make it look like that pixie vampire's. What was her name? Oh, well. It didn't matter. Nothing honestly mattered anymore. She wasn't pretty. Not that she cared. She had never cared about how she looked. It was just that spending a lot of her time around those perfect leeches, Leah had to take a hit on her self-esteem.
Seems the only one who doesnt see your beauty
Is the face in the mirror looking back at you
You walk around here thinking you're not pretty, but thats not true,
Because I know you
She walked downstairs, passing her mother in the kitchen. The front door opened just as she was reaching for the knob, and in walked Seth and Jacob. Leah sucked in a sharp breath. Seeing Jacob always made her do that. They looked at her funny, and she rushed out the door.
Hold on, baby, you're losing it
The water's high, you're jumping into it
And letting go, and no one knows that
You cry, but you don't tell anyone
That you might not be the golden one
And you're tied together with a smile
But you're coming undone
Walking down the main road on the reservation, Leah wiped away the tears slowly making their way down her face. There was something about Jacob that drew her in. But that same thing pushed her away. He reminded her so much of Sam, saying how much he hates having his choices taken away. And then, when it finally happens, he acts like it's the best thing in the world. That was the part that pushed her away. Jacob was also different from Sam. Jacob seemed to actually care. Of course Sam cared, too. But Jacob's way of caring was trying to imagine what it's like, whatever you're going through. Sam just said it would all be okay. Like he did the night he left her for Emily. But it would never really be okay.
I guess it's true that love was all you wanted
'Cause you're giving it away like its extra change
Hoping it will end up in his pocket
But he leaves you out like a penny in the rain
Oh, 'cause it's not his price to pay
Not his price to pay...
Leah found her favorite cliff edge, and sat down. The tears were coming faster and faster now. She looked up towards the darkening sky and wished she could grow wings. Then she could fly away from this Hell hole of a town. She'd always wanted to see the world, after all.
Hold on, baby, you're losing it
The water's high, you're jumping into it
And letting go, and no one knows that
You cry, but you don't tell anyone
That you might not be the golden one
And you're tied together with a smile
But you're coming undone
She smiled at the thought of seeing the world, and then frown, remembering that was what Jacob was going to be doing soon. With them. Her sobs grew louder and louder, until they were carried away with the wind, and off to places she wished she could be.
Hold on, baby, you're losing it
The water's high, you're jumping into it
And letting go, and no one knows that
You cry, but you don't tell anyone
That you might not be the golden one
And you're tied together with a smile
But you're coming undone
Hold on, baby, you're losing it
The water's high, you're jumping into it
And letting go, and no one knows that
You cry, but you don't tell anyone
That you might not be the golden one
And you're tied together with a smile
But you're coming undone
You're tied together with a smile
But you're coming undone
Goodbye, baby
With a smile, baby, baby
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