A/N: The fourth Chapter! This is a sad one, letters from George to Fred about how he's dealing with his grief.

I wish I owned George.

I'd comfort him.


Fred,

I don't understand how you could do this to me.

Death was supposed to be our last great adventure together.

But you went first and left me out.

-George.


Fred,

Some days I wish I'd get an uncurable disease, because that way I wouldn't have to deal with this anymore.

I feel like part of me is missing.

-George.


Fred,

I spoke with Harry today.

He told me that I couldn't keep doing this to myself.

I kept thinking, "why not?"

It's my choice to be miserable, right?

-George.


Fred,

I can't manage to hold a normal train of thought anymore, because you aren't here to finish it.

There's no one around to finish my sentences anymore either.

-George.


Fred,

My grief has been controlling me lately,

I have no idea how to fix it.

I could really use you now brother.

I never got to say bye.

-George.


Fred,

Do you know how much of a relief it is to fall asleep?

I used to dream of you.

Firewhiskey helps me pass-out.

I want to get better.

-George.


Fred,

It was Christmas yesterday.

I don't understand how anyone could dance or sing.

You weren't at home.

You should have been.

It's been five Christmas's without you now.

-George.


Fred,

There's a fine line between living and existing.

I think I've forgotten where it is.

I don't think I can continue doing this much longer.

I miss you.

-George.


Fred,

Some days, I almost convince myself to just go the distance and join you.

But I'm too much of a coward for even that.

How pathetic is that?

-George.


Fred,

I ran into Angelina today, small world isn't it?

She's beautiful.

She misses you too.

I want to take her out for coffee.

You wouldn't mind, would you?

-George.


A/N: So what did you think? A little bit of a happy ending?