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2B
He watches as Kurt walks away from him with a grim smile. Shuffling his feet he makes himself get off the bleachers and head the opposite direction from the smaller boy.
Putting the headphones in he closes his eyes and presses play.
There's a fire starting in my heart
Reaching a fever pitch and it's bring me out the dark
Finally I can see you crystal clear
Go ahead and sell me out and I'll lay your ship bare
See how I'll leave, with every piece of you
Don't underestimate the things that I will do
There's a fire starting in my heart
Reaching a fever pitch and it's bring me out the dark
His breath hitches as he hear her voice again. He hopes she starts off every tape with song if only to listen to her sing one last time.
The scars of your love remind me of us
They keep me thinking that we almost had it all
The scars of your love, they leave me breathless
I can't help feeling
We could have had it all
She stops singing and he swears he can hear the tears roll down her cheeks before she says in a voice that breaks his heart.
Jesse. You're next.
His hands clench into fist with the small mention of St. James' name.
You know. I actually though I could have loved you. Loved Jesse! You were everything I'd ever dreamed of. You loved to sing. You loved musicals. You were perfect. Except your weren't not even close.
Everyone warned me about you. They said I should have kept away. Even my daddies said to stay away from you. And they love everyone!
But I didn't listen. Why should I? I wanted this. And hey you liked me. I wasn't the one doing the chasing this time. It was you.
So after the third time you called me and asked me out. I though why not. And I let you in.
And then you used me.
Why? You didn't even know me. And you decided to go with her plan without even knowing me.
He can hear the pure anger in her voice as she talked. Anger she had never shown anyone. She had just taken it all in stride. Or so everyone though.
But it wasn't all like that. At the beginning it as good. You were a great boyfriend at the beginning. You transferred to my school to be with me. I had never been so flattered.
And I finally had someone in that choir room that backed me up. Someone that didn't hate me. Someone that understood the importance of winning. Someone that loved music just as much as I did.
Except it wasn't like that at all.
He hears her breath hitch as she talks and he knows she's trying to keep the tears at bay.
You know I defended you when everyone said you were just using me. I was going to give you my virginity. I was going to give you all of me.
He can't help but smirk because he knew that she defiantly not given Jesse her virginity.
I do have one thing to thank you for. For helping me find my mom. If it wasn't for you I wouldn't have meet her. So thank you for that. I finally knew who my mom was.
I was willing to forgive you about going behind my back. I understood. You had done it all for Shelby. Because she was your coach. She could make or break your future.
I could forgive that.
Because truth be told I would do anything to win. Anything. And if that included doing what you did then I would have done it.
He can't help but agree. He knew she would do anything in her power to win. And she would just take in stride as another thing to help her get to the top.
But then you egged me. EGGED ME! I'm a vegan you fuckin idiot.
He smirks at her curse because he knew just how mad she had to be to say one. She had once told him that cursing was signs of bad mannerism and unprofessionalism.
Those were baby chickens! You egged me. That I cannot forgive. It was worst than being slushied. So much worst.
He knows she's crying now. His fist clench as he hears her cry softly. He remembers going over to Carmel High and slicing their tires. And even though they weren't together yet he had never felt more satisfied in his life.
But you know what. Your egging. It gave me Noah. And that was the best thing you could have ever given me.
He smiled softly thinking back to when she had shown up at his door steps.
After two minutes of trying to ignore the knocking on his from door he finally got off his bed only to hear his sister shout up the stairs "Noah! There's a girl here for you. And she's pretty!"
Hurrying down the stairs he found them standing in the small hall "Hey." he said a bit awkwardly before turning to his sister "Brat. What happened to not opening the door to strangers?"
"She has cookie." Sara shrugged before adding sarcastically "I really don't think she's here to kill us."
Ruffling her hair he rolled his eyes "I don't need your fuckin' tude Sara." he responded before steering her up the stairs "Now go do your homework. Ma is checking it when she gets home."
Sara rolled her eyes at him before stomping up the stairs.
"So?" he asked stuffing his hands in his jean pockets.
Rachel shifted nervously holding two containers in her hands. "I brought some cookie and brownies."
"Not that I'm complaining babe, cause I love my cookies and brownies but what are you doing here with delicious dessert?" he asked eyeing the containers.
Rachel followed him into the kitchen putting the two containers on the table "The cookie are a Thank You for standing up to me and slashing Jessie's tires even though that's highly irresponsible and juvenile of you. If I had done it, I wouldn't have gotten caught." she smiled at him.
He just shook his head laughing quietly. She was probably right.
"The brownies are an I'm sorry you got caught and now you have to pay for the tires. And I'm sorry you're probably grounded." she continued. "I made some for Finn, and Matt as well."
With a grin he took a bite out of the sugar cookie "Babe these are fuckin awesome." he told her with a smirk "Thanks. And yeah I am grounded until I'm like dead. Crazy Jew Ma is like seriously pissed. She said the only way she will ever forgive me is if I give her a gorgeous Jew daughter in law and beautiful Jew grandchildren. I told her I gave her Beth but that just made her mad because she really hates Quinn."
He was surprised to see hear her laugh loudly with her head thrown back. He decided she looked beautiful laughing.
"Actually she get's here any minute now. So you should probably leave before she tries to plan a wedding or some shit." he commented before watching her smile slowly fade "Not that I want you to leave it's just that ma is seriously batshit crazy and she will call the rabbi if she even sees me talking to you. I swear, Berry."
She laughed again before stepping closer to him and placing a hand on his chest, leaning up she placed a quick kiss on his lips.
Before she could step away from him he lightly gripped her hips "Did you give that too Finn and Mike too?" he asked seriously.
"No." she smiled nervously.
"Good." he responded before leaning down and catching her lips with her.
Rachel leaned against him wrapping her arms around his next returning his kiss with just as much enthusiasm.
"Not that I want you to leave but my ma gets here in like a few minutes because she has crazy Jew-Ninja senses that tell her when I have a girl in the house. And if you stay here any longer we will be getting married by tomorrow." he said in a whisper.
She laughed against his lips before pulling away "Okay. I'll see you tomorrow?" she asked biting her lip nervously.
"Pick you up at eight babe." he said with a small smirk before leading her to the front door.
His ma arrived not five even minutes later.
Shaking his head at the memory he laughed.
His ma had never meet Rachel. Not because Rachel didn't want to meet her. But because he was way to scared of the craziness that would insure. Because he was sure that putting Rachel Berry and Hannah Puckerman in a room was just asking for trouble.
Now he wished he had allowed his ma to meet her. Maybe then she would understand how he felt and why he didn't want to go to school.
Pressing the play button he held his breath as music began to play and she began to sing.
The scars of your love remind me of us
They keep me thinking that we almost had it all
The scars of your love, they leave me breathless
I can't help feeling
We could have had it all
Rolling in the deep
You had my heart inside your hand
And you played it to the beat
Baby, I have no story to be told
But I've heard one of you and I'm gonna make your head burn
Think of me in the depths of your despair
Making a home down there as mine sure won't be shared
The scars of your love remind you of us
They keep me thinking that we almost had it all
The scars of your love, they leave me breathless
I can't help feeling
We could have had it all
A/N: How was that? Okay so I totally change the time line again. I'm sorry. I just can't decide where this takes place. But probably before like the third season. BUT hey we finally get to see how they got together! And some of Crazy Jew Ma! I'm sorry about the late update. College is a serious cockblock. No lie. But I'm on break so I can write again without feeling like I'm going to fail every class.
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