"By the way, he isn't my boyfriend anymore."

Wow. How is it possible that eight words just completely filled me. I stayed in my room that entire night just thinking about what Alex said to me and I kinda wondered why she even bothered to tell me that. We weren't friends and that was about the most civil conversation we've had in the entire time we've know each other. To bad I had other things to worry about in 1…2…3…

BAM

Something just fell through my window. Let's just say I have never been more scared in my entire life, but also hopeful. I was hopeful cuz I might have finally gotten the chance to have all my problems end. I mean if it's someone trying to hurt me than at least I don't have to deal with what's happened to me and what was currently going on in my life. Oh well, my luck's not that good.

"JAY! What do you think your doing coming in my room?... How about anywhere near me?"

"Just thought I'd stop by so we could talk." And once again he gave that stupid smirk.

"About?"

"Let's see how did you put?... Oh yeah. Me STALKING you."

"Oh that."

"Yeah" Then came the silence.

"Well are you gonna explain yourself?"

"I'm not stalking you, okay Greenpeace? I'm just a little thrown by you."

"Why?"

"I vaguely remember you kissing oh I believe 4 weeks ago."

"And…your point?"

"Why'd you do it?" I didn't want to explain myself to him. Especially when I don't even know why I did it. So I just changed the subject.

"Why'd Alex dump you?"

"She didn't, it was a mutual decision. Do you really think we'd be hanging with each other if she dumped me?"

"Okay…You can leave now."

"Not until you answer my question."

"I DON'T KNOW…OKAY!"

"No need to get all snappy Greenpeace. It was just one question." As he said this he stepped closer to me. Once again tears were in my eyes. Why is it that every time I'm around him alone I begin to cry.

Trying to hold back tears I said, "Can you just leave?"

"No…Not until I see something." He moved again this time he was pressed fully against me and it's just my luck that there's a wall behind me, so I can't move.

"What are you doing?"

"Seeing something"

He began to run his hand up my thigh and untie the strings on my pajama pants. I don't know why I didn't stop him. I just looked in his eyes. They weren't blue like usual, they were grayish and unreadable. It kinda scared me. He pulled them down and I don't know why, but I stepped out of them. He didn't even have to ask me.

"Okay Greenpeace. Now just go with it."

He began to kiss me and play with the seem of underwear and I let him. He slowly moved me to the bed and pushed me on it. What was happening and why wasn't I stopping it? We had been on my bed for a minute now and he decided to ask me something.

"Is this okay?" I just looked at him and started to kiss him again.