Okay I'm going to rant about the last 2 episodes of Law & Order… SPOILERS in the first paragraph here, What the hell was that…. I mean this is my dream world, this story is I love but. (I know the show isn't real either but still) I want Brian and Olivia to be together, she needs something to go right for her. I love you and then a kiss on the forehead, really. THEN LEWIS the ultimate psyco but no one was there to see it then Olivia's career is ruined. Let me know what you all think or feel. Sorry I haven't updated anything in a while everything in life is all of wack right now.

Olivia was sitting in her office as Fin and Amanda interviewed the worker. Olivia was so tired, she just needed a few days off for herself. She never would do that though there was too much work to be done. Which brought her back to the child she still so desperately wanted. Olivia thought about how everything was going in her life. She had a pile of work, she still never scheduled a time to get to Brian's to get the rest of her things. She hadn't even started looking for a place to live. She had pile of utter chaos on her desk. At this rate she may just live with Rafael Barba the rest of her life.

Fin and Amanda came back to Olivia's office to tell then what they knew about the case.

"Mrs. Larkin says that she was there because the CPS had several complaints on the family." Fin said.

"and CPS had been to the house 4 previous time. This time was s surprise visit after the family's phone was disconnected. Mrs. Larkin said that the family got dangerous after the police officer found a meth lab what appeared to be a large quantity of cocaine." Amanda said.

"Great something Vice will handle, is there any reason we need to be involved?"

"I don't think so Liv." Fin said. "The children are being placed in foster care."

"Let her know Vice will be in contact." Olivia said.

Another 2 children going to foster care, maybe getting to go home with a family. It was like all these children needed someone and no one was there. Olivia knew the way her live was going now she would be neglecting a child if she chose to adopt one now. She could not wait to get some help in the office she was going to lose it if she didn't get some sleep. She was done with the whole day already and wasn't even 3 pm. Olivia locked the door and closed her blinds. She grabbed a stack of paper work she was sure was weeks behind and started reading and signing in the appropriate places.

Olivia was just filed her last piece of paper at 10:15pm. She was exhausted and walked slowly up to the crib. She typed out a text. "Don't worry I'm at the crib." And hit send to Barba's phone.

Rafael was stuck at the office still when he got her text. H knew the crib was probably more like home to her than his home was but still didn't like the fact she, and the other detectives slept where they worked. Rafael quickly texted back "Okay, see you later then."

Rafael looked down at case he was about prosecute it was on a David Hughs. He was 22 and it was going to be a hard case to try. The crime was 1st degree Rape on an Angela Lina. Angela was 20 and claims that she was drunk. Of course David says she wasn't drunk and it was consensual. Angela had bruising and went to the ER the morning after.

Rafael was unsure how it would play out so he went over every detail hoping to find something but nothing was there. He hated to think it but he knew the jury would most likely come back not guilty.

The case came and went of course not guilty came back Rafael knew it would. He was mad but knew he shouldn't be he knew this was how the case would go but the second he walked out of court Olivia was grabbing him out of the court and into the precinct for a new case.

A middle age man was found dead in his home in queens. He was in his computer chair slumped over in a pile of blood. Rafael was unsure how this was an SVU case until Olivia mentioned the large thin vase that was shattered inside his rectum. Man's name was Richard Powers he never had a speeding ticket his finger prints were in the system because he was a liquor seller in the mid 2000's but became disabled in 2008.

They had no leads on who did it the only other person who was in the home was women that claimed to be his wife her name was Tina Powers. She had obvious mental disabilities. She knew Richard was dead and she was morning but she would say nothing of what happened. She thought he was hurt and tried calling 911 but couldn't dial the phone. Finally when her sister called Tina, Tina told her what happened and police came to the home shortly after.

Tina said that there was no one mad at her husband he had become a hermit after becoming disabled and disconnected from everyone. All he would do was go online and play poker. When Tina ask if he was playing real money she said she didn't know. They took the computer and looked at the house for forced entry but nothing.

Tina said that there daughter would no more information about Richard so she was the next place to go. When they arrived at her home in upstate New York she appeared shattered her husband holding her for dear life as she screamed out in pain learning of her father's death. It took over 20 minutes before Sarah would calm down as her Husband rocked her like a child.

Sarah told Olivia and Rafael that her dad was should have more enemies then he really does. He was a good man for the most part but she did admit he had quite a temper and was verbally abusive to her mother for several years. Family knew how he was but said nothing about it. Sarah said that her mother was telling the truth about being a hermit. The only time he would ever go out was to the grocery store or to visit Sarah and her husband.

Sarah said he would play many poker games but never could afford to play for real. He made a lot of friends on social media sights but he was a bit fake about them and didn't think he really knew anyone except for long lost family who lives in Virginia. Sarah was uncomfortable with the details of her father's death and was unsure who did it.

Then all of a sudden Sarah's face lit up. I know this is a long shot and might not have anything to do with anything but, when I was a kid CPS came to my school. Everything was dismissed but the report talked about my mom being disabled and that she couldn't stop my dad from raping me. It wasn't true he never even touched me. I have no idea who would say that or why and it was long ago.

Then Olivia went back to the precinct hoping to work with Fin on the case and letting Rafael to get back to work with the crime scene fresh in his mind.