A Brother's Obsession Chapter 4, a twilight fanfic

Disclaimer: I DO NOT own Twilight Stephenie Meyer does. I DO NOT own the song "Don't blame the world it's the DJ's fault" It belongs to the singer Cobra Starship.

Bella pov:

I can't freaking believe Edward did that! What's worse about it is I can't tell anyone. I always knew there was something wrong with him but I didn't think he would do that. It was so sick, disgusting, nausiating, his my half brother for goodness sake but no he just had to almost rape me. I was shaking so badly when I got to school that some students and teachers thought I was having a seizure. And then Alice almost tackled me to the ground asking me what was wrong; I just told her I saw a gigantic rat at home she still didn't believe me. Since Edward almost raped me in my room I have had trouble with people bumping and touching me, when ever they do bump or touch I would flinch away from that person. I'm so afraid of what Edward will do next, I want to cry in sadness for not being able to tell anyone about what Edward did and I want to scream in frustration to why Edward just can't have a normal girlfriend so he wouldn't have to do those things to me.

When Alice, Jasper, and I walked to our first period class everyone was looking at me like they know what Edward did to me, at that moment I felt like crying right then and there not caring anymore but I refrain from doing so. All through the periods I didn't pay any attention to the teacher I just kept thinking of why Edward could possibly want me when there so many girls throwing themselve at him where ever he goes, what could he possibly see in me? I'm the plainest girl ever, I have a long dark brown wavy hair, very pale skin, dark brown eyes, everything about me is so boring that it's not even funny.

My 4th period teacher Mr. Owens anounced before starting class that we were having a new student from Italy. His name is Caius Volturi, he speak fluent Italian and English, that was all Mr. Owens shared with us. Girls were already talking about who can go out with Caius first, it's so ridiculous! They haven't even seen him yet they make bets to who can seduce him first. Honestly though I really do feel bad for him already because once Jessica and her friends set thier eyes on someone they will bug them until they gives up. When 4th period ended Alice was leaning againts the door frame with Jasper at her side give me a 'I'm sorry I did everything thing I can to stop her' look, I nod indicating it was ok.

"Bella!" Alice whined shaking my shoulder slightly"please tell me what's wrong so I can help you" she begged. Why can't she just let it go? I'm doing everything I can not to breakdown right in front of her and spill the beans. I'm doing everything so that Alice or anyone on that matter woudn't get hurt.

I'm doing the right thing. I'm doing the right thing. I'm doing the right thing. I chanted over and over again in my head.

" Alice will you please listen to me on this one, just let it go" I pleaded taking both of her hands of my shoulder and placing them between my hands.

She sigh in defeat nodding her head " Bella if you need anything and I mean anything then just call me or Jasper, we'll be there for you no matter what" she smiled hugging me" and if you don't feel comfortable with me or Jasper then just call Rose you know she wouldn't mind" Alice added looking at me with serious look on her face.

"Ok" I agreed " but I assure you there is nothing you should be worrying about, it's not important" I persuaded.

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After we paid for lunch we headed to our regular table near the back exit. Jasper sits next to Alice, he angle his chair so that thier legs is crossing one another. Jasper and Alice go way back to kinder garten, Jasper had his eyes on Alice the minute she walked into classroom door. He was lovesick! His friend teased him constantly but he didn't mind as long as they don't do it to Alice. Jasper did everything to impress Alice from jumping the jungle jim playground to letting her dress him up, that didn't go unnoticed to Alice She'd always give him a wet kiss on the cheek making him blush and rub his cheek afterwards. By the end of first grade Alice and Jasper were together they thought nothing could ever come between them until the new girl named Maria started to have feeling for Jasper. But they eventually worked everything out.

I took a big bite of the peperoni pizza wiping my lips with the napkin. Alice and Jasper is in thier own little world completely lost. After I ate half of my pizza I break the silence by clearing my throat.

"So Alice do you have any plans this afternoon?" I asked droping the pizza on the paper plate.

"I was thinking we call Rose and head over to your place" she answered sounding really exited.

"NO!" I screamed. I can't let Alice and Rose near that crazy man I call a brother, I know he won't hurt them since I didn't tell anyone about his secret, but I can't just sit here and let them near the man who almost raped me his sister. The whole cafeteria turned thier heads and looked at me with a curious look, my face quickly heats up I look down at my plate.

"I mean, my house is really grose there's moled on the walls there's a giant rat runing around the house, it's really embarresing" I mumbled still looking down at the plate.

"Bella" Alice laughed" look at me, it's ok I don't care if there is moled on the walls or if there is a giant rat running around, its ok that's not going to stop me from going to your house you" she smiled rubbing my left shoulder "we are going to your house no matter what so don't even argue with me on this" she responded determination in her eyes.

"Dammit" I cursed in a low voice so Alice wouldn't hear, I really hope Edward doesn't stay home.

"Yay" Alice clapped her hands, huh how did Alice hear that?.

"Its ok darlin' " Jasper drawled using his Texan accent that Alice loved "I'll protect you from the giant rat" he gave a croaked smile; I give him a weak smile.

"Ohhh yeah Jasper is coming with us by the way"Alice anounced leaning into his chest giving him a kiss.

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5th period went by then 6th before I knew it was time to go home I was dreading for this time to come. I walked to the parking lot, I instantly spot Edward's volvo since it's the nicest car out of all the cars. Edward is wearing a really dark sun glasses. I take a deep breath and then procede to walk over to his car when Alice calls my name.

"Uh what?" I asked turning around.

" Rose and I will come in maybe half un hour?" she asked

"O-" I answered but was cut off with Edward calling my name"ok Ally, I'll see you then. Bye" I waved goodbye to Alice. Edward doesn't awknowledge my presence when I sat down on the backseat. The drive was silent only our breathing and the runble of the engene was the only sound you can hear. I rest my head on the window watching as the trees go by.

"Rose, Jasper, and Alice is coming over" I anounced as he parked the car in the drive way.

"I'm drunk" he blurted out laughing. When he finally calmed down he looked at me, his piercing green eyes were bloodshot and they were very glassy, he was smilng at me like a fool.

Wait... did he say he was drunk? I thought WE could've crashed and died. He knows better than to drive drunk; our dad is the police chief for god sakes!

"What the hell is wrong with you!" I demanded " WE could have crashed"

"Theres nothing wrong with me kitten" he said pulling down the shades from his eyes to wink at me" I'm just drunk and high... but don't tell Charlie his going to have a heart attack if he hear this so shhh" he put his pointer finger to his lips shushing me.

At the mention of 'kitten' images of Edward making me sit on his lap, Edward kissing my neck, Edward touching my stomach Flashes in my head going million miles a minute. My breathing hitches I hold the door handle ready to leave the car but Edward locked all the doors I start to panic.

"Bella, don't be afraid I'm not going to hurt you" he whispered running his long pale fingers through my hair" I'm just drunk and high I would never hurt you, you are the love of my life; you are the reason of my existance" he murmured, odly I feel comforted by his action I relaxed my body clossing my eyes enjoying the moment. I open my eyes when a car behind us starts honking, I turn around seeing a red M3 parked at the back of Edward's volvo.

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"This isn't so bad Bella" Alice stated a she finished painting my toe. Edward is watching us like a hawk with Jasper next to him.

"Uh... yeah Charlie must've done something about the moled while I was at school" I lied rubbing the back of my neck looking at the wall.

"You're a really bad liar, you know that right Bella?" Rose looked at me with questioning eyes.

I nervuosly laugh still rubbing my neck.

"hm... you guys wanna listen to some music?" I asked trying to make them forget about the moled problem.

"Yes!" Jasper cheered getting of the couch"I don't know how you girls can do this" he faked sobbed. Alice giggled pulling Jasper into a kiss.

"Uck... how can you stand this Bella? They can't go un hour without kissing" Rose complained.

"Your just jealous 'cuz Emmett isn't here to makeout with you" Alice replied grinning "where is he anyway?"

"Football practice" Rose said shruging her shoulder.

" what do you want to listen to?" I asked taking out my ipod.

"Um what about 'Don't blame the world it's the DJ's fault'" Rose suggested"That's my new favourite by the way"

I understand what you're going through
I know exactly what you need, just take my hand
I'll help you understand
It doesn't matter what you're going through
Just let it go 'cause it don't mean nothing now
Hear me now just
Get, get, get on the beat now, beat now
Your troubles will stop when the DJ drops it
Get, get, get on the beat
You'll see your troubles fade when the lights go low so

Don't blame the world it's the DJ's fault
Don't blame the world it's the DJ's fault
Don't blame the world it's the DJ's fault
I'll save your soul, get on the floor, baby
Don't blame the world it's the DJ's fault
Don't blame the world it's the DJ's fault
I'll save your soul, get on the floor

That's how it goes, so stop, stop looking for answers
'Cause it don't mean nothing now
You don't know, know where to go when the world is turning upside down
It doesn't matter what you're going through
Just let it go 'cause it don't mean nothing now
Gotta get down
Get, get, get on the beat now, beat now
Your troubles will stop when the DJ drops it
Get, get, get on the beat
You'll see your troubles fade when the lights go low so

You sold your soul to rock and roll
I finally realized I don't have to pay the price
To save my soul, I'm on the floor
Get your body moving, get your body right
Get your body moving, rock you all night

It doesn't matter what you're going through
Just let it go 'cause it don't mean nothing now.

Rose sings the whole thing while me, Alice, and Jasper sing the 'Don't blame the world it's the DJ's fault' part.

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Rose, Jasper, and Alice left around six the same time Charlie arrived. During dinner Charlie and Edward had thier first biggest fight ever.

A/N: I might not be able to update every friday anymore 'cause school starts next week but I WILL try. And this is my first long chapter I made. Please don't forget to review.