Chapter 4

Sebastian's POV

Sebastian sat down in a circle next to Santana. They had been together, like really together for almost a month. He felt full with joy, and she was happy at least he liked to think she was.

"We're playing spin the bottle!" Rachel announced, he could she was already drunk. He and Santana agreed to play.

"I only want to be kissing my husband Nick" Jeff said with a smile on his face. Jeff sat on the couch with Nick leaning his head on his shoulder.

"As you please" Blaine chuckled and sat down next to Sebastian.

"What about Kurt?" Sebastian raised his eyebrow with a smirk.

"He doesn't mind. He's just happy you're not after me anymore" Sebastian rolled his eyes as he said that. Yet the only reason he went after him was to give him an excuse to get him closer to Santana.

Santana's POV

Santana looked at Sebastian "I'll be right back" She smiled lightly and walked to the kitchen. She let out a sigh, she still didn't know what was happening and everything was so confusing.

"Here to escape meerkat?" Santana turned around as she heard Rachel's voice and she raised her eyebrows crossing her arms.

"Why do you care?" Santana asked.

Rachel gave her a smirk. "I don't"

Santana rolled her eyes and grabbed a beer opening it quickly. "You make no sense" She took a long sip of her beer.

"I make sense." Rachel said getting closer and grabbing Santana's beer. "And I also want something"

Santana groaned and took her beer back. "I'm not stealing a trophy that you don't deserve"

"No, not that" She grinned and wrapped her arms around Santana's neck. Santana could feel her heart beat faster, this felt wrong but it might be just what she needed. Someone to hook up with in order to forget feelings she might have for Sebastian.

"Rachel, what are you doing?" She raised her eyebrows not pulling away from her arms.

"I'm trying to hit on you" Rachel giggled, and Santana was able to smell her drunk breath.

"Ugh, in case you didn't know I am married" She rolled her eyes and pulled away starting to walk away.

"Oh, Is Santana Lopez scared?" Santana froze turning around a minute later. "Excuse me?" She scoffed crossing her arms again. "I am not scared"

Rachel grinned. "Liar, if you weren't you would kiss me right now"

"Keep on dreaming Berry" She rolled her eyes again.

"Then just let me kiss you" She smirked and got close to Santana pressing her lips against hers.

****************2 months later*****************************************

Sebastian's POV

Sebastian handed Santana some papers trying to seem strong.

"What's this?" Santana asked him confused.

"I'm divorcing you, like you wanted." He looked at her trying not to cry.

"But, Sebastian"

"You cheated on me, I gave you a chance and you decided to cheat on me again. I already put my signature in there, it just needs yours" He sighed.

"No." She placed the papers on the table. "I… I really like you" She frowned.

"It's too late now." He got the papers from the table and placed them back in her hands. "I'm leaving now Santana" He told her somberly.

"Please" Sebastian could hear the weakness in Santana's voice now, but he wouldn't let her trick him again. It was too much and he needed to move on. He kissed her forehead and whispered softly "I'm leaving" He then got his coat and headed out the door letting the tears fall down his cheeks now.

He sniffled and wiped his tears away as he walked into the Lima Bean. He ordered his usual coffee order and bit his lip bumping into someone. "Shit, I'm sorry" He looked up to see a familiar face.

"It's fine." He responded with the same dejection in his voice as Sebastian's.

"You're Cooper Anderson right?" Sebastian smiled lightly.

"The one and only, do you want an autograph?" Cooper raised his eyebrow as if this was a normal thing, everyone wanting his autograph and a picture.

"Uh, no I'm Sebastian Smythe, Blaine's friend" Sebastian nodded.

"Nice to meet you, a friend of Blaine's is a friend of mine." Cooper showed him a smile and Sebastian smiled back.

"Would you like to talk and drink some coffee?" Sebastian asked with a smirk.

"I'd love to" Cooper nodded walking to a table and taking a seat across Sebastian.

Santana's POV

Santana sat down on her bed looking at the divorce papers on it Sebastian's signature was neatly written. This was it, this is what she had wanted to be back with Brittany again but the truth was she didn't want that anymore. She wanted Sebastian, but now he was gone and he didn't want her anymore. She let more tears roll down her cheeks and threw the papers across the room mad, and sad. Santana then lay down on her bed crying herself to sleep.

The next few days Santana felt broken and tried what she could to get him back but everyday their conversation turned into an argument. She was even more broken when Sebastian and Cooper became a thing. It tore her apart that she settled for friendship that wasn't friendship.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~1 month later~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~`

Santana moaned in pain, her stomach was killing her but she ignored it and got out of bed. She then walked to her car sending Sebastian a text before starting it.

"Hey"

"Hey Santana"

"Can we meet somewhere?"

"Will you try to kiss me or argue with me again?"

"No."

"I'll meet you at the park then."

Santana sighed and drove to the park quickly, after that she parked her car and waited for Sebastian sitting on a bench.