Chapter 16
Sweet in Public ?
Everyone is on the Green House now, and Doojoon, KiKwang, and Yoseob is with their partners. They introduced them to us as their friends, but we keep on saying that it's their girlfriend. But they totally want to denied it to us, so we just let them and continued chatting.
"Ne, why you guys are not participating in arranging our school for the party ?", Yoon Leader asked.
"Party ? When ? Where ?", I asked happily.
"As I know, we will be having an acquaintance party this coming saturday night", Kwangie-oppa said.
"Aquaintance party ? Wow ! That would be great", I said.
"What so great about that ?", Junhyung said and smirked.
"Wae ?", I pouted.
"Well, Junhyung hate that kind of parties. Because a lot of girls will surely going to pulled him back and forward to ask him as their partner", Seungie-oppa explained.
"Eh how about you guys ?", I asked.
"We were able to attend to any parties, because we can manage iit", Kwangie said.
"Then that's great. But I want Junhgyung to be there too", I said.
"But if he will show himself outside, the girls will surely approached to him and ask him again and again", Seobie-oppa said.
YOUR POV :
That was really a big problem, and I need to solved it by myself. So I left them at the Green House without noticing anyone. I start walking through the corridors, and I keep hearing the girls murmuring about Junhyung as their partners. Then someone suddenly tapped me at my shoulder while I was thinking.
"Hey ! Why did you left us ?", Junhyung followed me. 'Hmm, he is really too caring now', I thought.
"Mian-", I was cut off by the girls who appraoched to Junhyung-oppa.
They are all shouting, "Oppa be my parner", " No not her, be mine oppa", and it makes me irrittaete. So I start pushing them one-by-one to make my own way to Junhyung. Then I step closer to him and hold his hand, show it to everyone and face them.
"Sorry girls, but Oppa already asked me to be his partner", I said and gave them an evil smile, "Right, oppa ?", I added and look at Junhyung.
"Y-Yeah ! _-ah is right. She is my partner on the party, so don't ask me anymore", he said and pulled me out on the crowded girls while still holding my hand.
- END OF POV -
JUNHYUNG's POV :
I can't still erased on my mind what just happened. I can't imagine that _-ah will going to hold my hands in fron of many girls. And she called me oppa too that made me more happy. But someone change my happy moments with her.
"Annyeong _-ah !", Hongki greeted her.
"Annyeong Hongki-oppa", she greeted back. 'Wah ! She's calling him this guy oppa now ?' I thought.
"Are you guy's going to attend to the party ?", he asked.
"Yeah ! Wae ?", I answered him.
"Really ? I thought you're not attending to any parties here", he said and smirked.
"That was true, before not now. Especially now that I have my girls friend as my partner", I said and pulled _-ah closer to me.
"J-Junhyung-oppa", she suddenly said shyly, but I just wink at her.
"Arasseo ! I guess I really don't have the chance to be her partner", Hongki said.
"Um, Hongki-oppa want to come with us ?", she suddenly invited.
'Wah ! Why she need to invite him ?', I thought and just walk along with them.
- END OF POV -
Hyunseung & HaeIn ...
We saw Junhyung-oppa and _-unnie with Hongki and the other Ft Island. And when Jaejin-oppa saw me, he already approached to me. While me is just sitting next to Hyunseung.
"Annyeong HaeIn-ah", he greeted. "Do you already have a partner for the party ?", he asked.
"Um, Actual-", I was cut off by that bossy Hyunseung.
"Yeah she have, and that's me", he said and smile. 'What ? He did not even intend to ask me', I thought.
"Jaejin-oppa, that's not -", I was cut off by him for the second time.
"So you should find your own partner now", he said, so I gave him a bad look, but he had a more bad look at me.
"H-Hyunseung is right, oppa. Mianhae !", I said and thought, 'Why I can't refused him'.
Dongwoon & Minhyun ...
Minhwan-oppa suddenly approached to me. Feels like he want to ask something about the party, and I guess I know what it is. When he was about to speak, Dongwoon-oppa suddenly shout, and of course everyone heard it.
"Minhyun-ah, be my partner okay", he shout, I blushed.
"A-Are you sure oppa ?", I asked.
"Woah ! Oppa", Yoon Leader said and start teasing him.
"Of course I am", he said.
"Arasseo oppa", I said and face Minhwan-oppa. "Annyeong oppa", I greeted but he just smiled at me.
Back to you & Junhyung ...
Poor Jaejin and Minhwan, they did not became my best friends partner, well that's fine for me. When Hongki and other left us at the Green House, we just spend a little time there to chat along. After an hour, we decided to help our schoolmates.
While walking through the corridors, me and Junhyung is at the back of the others. I was happy chatting with him that time, because he can also be a joker. And feels like we have our own world too and no one can interrup us.
Other B2ST ... (Haein is the speaker)
Everyone stopped for a while because the two on our back is too noisy behind us. They look so sweet with each other and really happy with their own world. Yeah they have their own world because they did not even notice us.
"Wow ! This is the second time to see Hyung happy again", Kwangie-oppa said.
"Gikwang is right. Guess he is in love now", Yoon Leader said.
"What do you mean by that guys ?", Minhyun-ah asked confusely, even me.
*FLASH BACK*
Last year, Junhyung had a girlfriend, and he really love this girl with all his heart. His girlfriend really means a lot to him. But one day, the girl talk to him about break up.
"Oppa, Mianhae !", she bowed. "But I really need to break up with you, so let me go now", she added and start crying.
"Wae ? I thought you love me ? Why are you breaking up with me ?", he asked.
"Because I can't stand on fighting to my parents. I do really love you, but I can't live without my parents", she said.
"Please don't do this me. You know how much I love you, please", he pleased but the girl leaved him alone and crying by himself.
*END OF FLASH BACK*
"You mean, the girl parents is not agreed to their relationship ?", I asked.
"Exactly !", Yoseob said. "And that's the reason why he became too cold to girls", he added.
"But it seems _-ah changed it", Doojoon-oppa said.
"But I was just wondering why that girl parents don't like Junhyung-oppa", I said, and when Hyunseung is about to explained why _-unnie suddenly shout.
"Hey guys ! What are you doing there ?", she shout.
"Okay seems they really did not notice us", I told to everyone. "We're coming unnie", I added and we start walking through them.
Back to you ...
When we were already helping at the school, me and Junhyung is not with the other. That time, it seems that everyone is looking at me and that was really scary. I guess it's because Junhyung-oppa is with me and too caring to me. I feel that time, that he is really my boyfriend because of what he's doing.
"Ne, Junhyung-ah why you are too caring to me now ?", I asked and smirked.
"Heh ! You are wrong. I'm just trying to be nice", he said and wiped my sweat.
"Oh really ? Come on", I said and wiped his sweat too. "I don't feel that you are just trying Junhyung-ah", I added.
"Maybe you are just in love with me. Yeah that's right", he said.
"And maybe I'm not but you", I said and smirked, then he left me for a moment.
YOUR POV :
"What a stupid cool guy ! He didn't even feel that I'm already in love with hime", I whispered and continued working. Then Hongki-oppa approached to me and chat with me.
"_-ah ! By the way, how's your relation with Junhyung ?", he asked.
"Well, it's getting okay, no problems. Wae ?", I said.
"I just noticed something weird about your relation with him", he suddenly said and I panicked.
'Wah ! Did he find out the truth ? What Am I going to do ?', I thought and asked him, "What do you mean by that ?".
"What I mean is -", he was speaking but Junhyung suddenly cut off him.
"There's nothing strange about us", he said and look at me, and feels like his eyes is telling me to be calm.
"Oh its you ! Really ? Then prooved it to me", Hongki-oppa said and smirked. "Kiss her on her lips" he said and look at me. "Mianhae _-ah".
"What ? No Hongki, I won't let him do it to me", I said and feels so nervouse because there's a many students that can see us.
"Then, there something you are h-", Hongki-oppa being cut off because Junhyung suddenly step closer to me and smocked a kissed on my lips.
- END OF POV -
JUNHYUNG's POV :
I was very shocked to what I've done to her too. But I don't want that Hongki to find out what she did to her parents. That's the reason why I'm still pretending, because I want her the one to tell the truth to her parents.
"J-Junhyung-oppa, w -", I cut off her by hugging her to cover her face, because it seems that her tears is going to fall down.
"Now you see ! There's nothing strange about us, you can go now", I said and start walking while still hugging her.
We went to the Green House, and there I finally get off to her. I was right, she is crying because of what I've done to her. Hopefully she is not mad at me.
"Mianhae _-ah ! I didn't mean to do it. Mianhamnida !", I said and hug her for the second time.
"I-It's okay Junhyung-ah.", she said and get off of me. "I understand why you did it. So don't be sorry", she added and tried to erase the tears in her face.
I can't manage to see her crying and that really hurt me. So I hug her tightly and thought, 'I hope I'm not just your fake boyfriend, so I can fight for you to anyone and to anywhere. So we also don't need to hide to everyone like this'.
- END OF POV -
Junhyung decided to not back on helping the other, so we spend our time at the Green house. Then when we were going to hom, I was too uncomfortable to look at Junhyung, so I was walking too far from him. But he made a way to step closer to me, and put his one hand around my shoulder.
"Ne, I'll pick you on saturday night. Be the most beautiful girl that day", he said and smile at me. 'What a cute smile Junhyung-oppa' I thought and nodded at him.
While walking now beside him, I suddenly thought about this, 'Hope you are really mine, so I don't need to keep my feelings for you here in my heart. It's really hard to pretend, that the guys I really love is the one I don't like but the truth is you are the most guy I love the best.
Chapter 17
Aquaintance Party
At my room, I was just laying at my bed and what happened yesterday is keep on flashing back on my mind. I really can't explained what will I feel that time. Should I be mad ? Or it makes my heart feels a little happiness. Then my phone suddenly rang, and it's HaeIn-ah who's calling me.
"Yobosaeyo", I said with a low voice.
"Yobosayo unnie", she said and I can feel that she is excited with something. "Unnie, are you excited for the party tonight ?", she asked.
'Party ? Wah ! I forgot about it', I thought and said, "A-Actually I forgot about it", I said and scratched my head.
"What ?", she shout. "But you don't have enough time, unnie", she added.
"Yeah ! What Am I going to do ?", I asked.
"I'll go ahead there to help you", she said and hung up.
When HaeIn-ah came to my house, it was already 3:30 in the afternoon. I let her come inside and I was amazed to her beautiful dress and make up. Then she rushed me to went upstair, and start putting a make up in my face. After the make up, she let me pick the cock tail dress I want to wear and tada ^^
"Great job HaeIn-ah", I said and thank her.
"Did we made it on time ?", she asked and looks so tired."
I guess so", I said, smiled and look at my watch. "The time now is 5:30", I added.
"Ah thank god", she said and start dialling Minhyun-ah's phone. "Bye unnie, see you later", she suddenly said and waved.
"Wae ? Can't we go there together ?", I asked confusely.
"No unnie, Minhyun-ah said Hyunseung is there", she whispered and gave me a big smile.
"Arasseo ! Take care and see you later", I said.
HaeIn-ah finally left me alone, so I decided to went down the stair to wait my partner (JH) at the leaving room. But I was shock when I suddenly saw him sitting on a sofa and looking at me while walking downstair.
JUNHYUNG's POV :
While I was waiting for her to went down, I decided to look up and it was a good timing because she is already walking down the stair. Guess my eyes glued at her that time because she is really beautiful.
"Wow ! My fake girlfriend always made me amazed to her outit. Can't she be really mine ?", I wisphered until she finally reached me.
"Junhyung-ah your been here too early ?", she asked.
"Um, not really", I said and asked, "Are you ready ?", then she simply nodded.
- END OF POV -
YOUR POV :
He stand up from where he was sitting when I approached to him. I was impressed to his outfit. It was just a simple outfit, but the way he wear it, it looks really cool.
'He is really cool ... and handsome', I thought and asked him, "Junhyung-ah your been here too early ?".
"Um, not really", he said and asked me, "Are you ready ?", then I simply nodded.
We went outside and he is escorting me through his car, he opened the door for me and let me sit to the passenger sit. He start driving his car, and I was just looking at him and thought, 'My cool and handsome prince charming. I hope he is really mine and not just a dream'. Then he suddenly look at me.
"Wae ?", he said.
"N-Nothing !", I said and smile at him. Then he just continued droving.
- END OF POV -
Hyunseung & Haein (DW & MH)
When I went back at my house, I saw there my bossy Hyunseung and Dongwoon-ah with Minhyun-ah. I walk towards them and greet them.
"Hey you are late", my bossy Hyunseung said.
"I don't care", I said and rolled my eyes on him. Then he suddenly put his one arm around my shoulder.
"Hyung let's go now", Dongwoon invited., and we left all together.
HYUNSEUNG's POV :
When I was droving my car, HaeIn-ah is sitting beside me while Dongwoon and Minhyun-ah is at the back. HaeIn-ah is really beautiful that time, and feels like I was falling deeply for her. Then I decided to talk to her.
"Ne HaeIn-ah, I already courting you, right ?", I said. "All I need now is to know If you will accept me as your boyfriend", I added.
"You did not even asked me to be yours", sh said and smirked.
"Okay ! Okay !", I said and took a deep breath. "Will you be my girlfriend ?", I asked without doubt.
It takes too long for her to answer me, so I already think is she don't want. Minhyun and Dongwoon is keep on telling to her to answer me yes, but she really don't want. So I just let it and remained silent, but she suddenly speak.
"Ne, don't be so look down. I'm only thinking about it. I can't answer that question now", she said, but II still remained silent. "Hey, I said I am only thinking", she said and pinched my cheecks tightly.
"Ouch ! That hurts. Okay I understand", I pouted and we start chatting inside until we reached the venue.
HAEIN's POV :
I was really happy when Hyunseung asked me to be his girlfriend. But as a girl, I still need to think about it so I won't get hurt. Then we start chatting inside until we reached the venue. He opened the door for me and escorted me.
"HaeIn-ah you are the prettiest of all", he said, I blushed.
"Oh come on ! Don't make me laugh", I said and look at him. "And you are the handsomiest too", I added and smile.
"Really ? Komawoyo HaeIn-ah", he said.
- END OF POV -
Back to you ...
When we arrived, I saw HaeIn-ah with Hyunseung-oppa, Woonie-ah and Minhyun-ah. We walk towards them and wait for the others to come.
"Yoon leader is there", Woonie-ah suddenly said and pointed them, then we walk towards them.
"Ne, oppa your partners are the girls before", HaeIn-ah noticed.
"HaeIn-unnie is right. Gikwang-oppa and Yoseob-oppa's partner too", Minhyun said.
"I thought they are not your girlfriend huh", I said, Yoon Leader-oppa is about to teased me and Junhyung. But someone suddenly speak behind me.
"Hi boys !", the girl said, and all B2ST looks really surprised, especially Junhyung.
"H-Hello ! EunAh noona", Gikwang said and look at Junhyung. And I feel really confused because they were acting really weird.
"Um, excuse me guys. But who is she ?", I asked.
"Mianhae Miss. Shin Eun Ah imnida", she said and smile.
"Okay nice to meet you", I said and was about to shake my hands to her, but she suddenly approached to Junhyung.
"Excuse me boys, but can I talk to Junhyung-oppa for a while", she said and they just simply nodded.
That was the first time I saw Junhyung eye are really sad. I don't know who really she is to make Junhyung like that. And I was shock when he go along to that girl and went to a place that too far from us. I want to ask his friends but I can't because I don't have the right. Then the time for the party was about to begin but he is still not coming back. So excuse to everyone to search for him.
YOUR POV :
When I was looking around for him, I reached our meeeting place, the Green House (actually the party is on the school). When I went inside, I hear some voice there, so I tried to listen first even thought I know its bad thing.
"What are you doing here ?", the guy said, and I am sure that its Junhyung, so I tried to look for and I was right.
"Oppa mianhae for breaking up with you", EunAh said and I feel a little pain to my heart. "Can we back our relationship ? Be my boyfriend oppa", she added.
"Why are you doing this to me ? It's been 1 year since you left me", he said, paused and hold the girls arms tightly, "And now I learn to forgot you. Then you are asking me to be your boyfriend. Are you playing with my feelings ?", he said and I feel that he is in a painful that time.
"Mianhae oppa !", she said and hug Junhyung. "I only realized how much I love you when I am too far from you" she said and Junhyung is trying to let go off. "Oppa, please be mine again", she added.
By standing in the dark place, I can see all the happenings. And I was shocked when the girl suddenly kissed Junhyung on his lips. Feels like it breaks my heart into pieces when Junhyung kissed back to that girl. That was the first time I felt that my heart is hurting so bad. I don't know why but my tears start flowing and feels not it will never stop. I was about to went outside, but my phone suddenly rang, and HaeIn-ah is calling for me. And I guess Junhyung heard it.
"Who's there ?", he shout, then I first wiped my tears and decided to show myself to them.
"Mianhae !", I bowed and my tears is keep on flowing that time. "I didn't mean to listen to your conversation. Forgive me Junhyung", I said and run towards anywhere.
- END OF POV -
JUNHYUNG's POV :
I was shocked when my ex-girlfriend suddenly kissed me. I don't know why but feels like my love for her is also back and I kissed back to her too. Then I suddenly heard a phone ringing and it really made me nervous.
"Who's there ?", I shout, then _-ah showed herself.
"Mianhae !", she bow and feels like she was crying. "I didn't mean to listen to your conversation. Forgive me Junhyung", she added and suddenly run. I decided to run towards but EunAh stopped me.
"Ne, where are you going ? Are you going to follow that girl ?", she asked.
"Yeah !", I answered.
"Wae ? Who is she ? Is she too important to you ? Is she your new girlsfriend ?" she asked.
"Yeah she is. The only girl who healed my heart when you broke it so let me go", I said and pulled my arms on her. I left her alone and start searching for _-ah.
First, I start searching for her around the campus, but I failed because I can't see her anywhere. So I decided to went to the venue of the party.
"Where's _-ah ?", Yoon Leader asked.
"That's what I'm going to ask too. Where is she ?", I said and I was really panicking.
"Is something bad happened ? She excuse to us because she want to search for you. And now you are the one who is searching for her", Yoon Leader said.
"Okay ! I'll go outside to search for her again", I said and left them alone.
While searching for her, I was trying to call her at her phone, but looks like she switch it off. I called her mom too, but she said that _-ah is not on their house. I keep searching for her but I can't really find her. Then Gikwang suddenlt called me, saying that _-ah is already with them. So I went back to the party and I saw her sitting with them.
- END OF POV -
Chapter 18
Aquaintance Party [part 2]
When I run away, I don't know where to go, until I found myself is already at the park. I sat at the swing and there, I cried a lot. Feels like my heart is going to explode anytime because of the hurt I feel.
"Wah ! Why it hurts me so much !", I cried out loud. "I don't want this kind of feelings", I added and keep on crying.
After crying a lot, I made myself looks fine and nothings bad happened. I retouched my make up and happily back at the party.
"_-ah where have you been ?", Hyunseung asked.
"Junhyung is trying to look for you outside. You saw him ?", Yoseob asked me and Gikwang start calling Junhyung.
A few seconds, he finally went back to the party and sweating too much. When I saw him, feels like my heart is beginning to break again into pieces. I can say that he really tried his best to searched for me. But I don't know what will I feel for him that time. Then he approached to us and sat beside me.
"Ne, Junhyung-ah where have you been ? Why are you looking for me ? You are sweating too much", I said and its really hard for me to pretend.
"What are you saying ? Don't you -", I cut off him and wiped his sweat.
"Mianhae Junhyung. I am just walking along outside because I can't find you anywhere", I said and the more I pretend the more I feel the pain.
"You are a -", I cut off him again, and thank god Hongki-oppa suddenly approached to me.
"Excuse me _-ah ! But may I dance with you ?", he asked me.
I fist look at Junhyung and look back to Hongki-oppa, "Sure !", I said and added, "Excuse me oppas".
At the other side ...
While unnie is with Hongki, I suddenly opened a topic about that girl EunAh. But it seems that everyone don't want to talk about it. So I keep my mouth silent, but Junhyung suddenly start speaking.
"She is my ex-girlfriend", he said and was really shocked.
"W-What ? Ex-girlfriend ?", I said with a wide eye.
"That's the truth HaeIn-ah", Yoon Leader said, so I decided to stopped talking about it, because it seems that Junhyung is in a painful mood now.
Back to you ...
Being with Hongki-oppa is really good, he can make me laugh and smile and I thank him for that. But having a happy conversation and sweet dance with him is still not good enough for me to heal my heart. He can make me laugh, but deep inside I can still feel the pain. And because what just happened is keep on flashing back on my mind.
"Ne Hongki-oppa, being in love with someone is really happy, right ?", I asked. "But can also made your heart break into pieces", I added.
"Yeah ! Especially if that someone hurt you so much", he said.
"Then what if that someone you love doesn't love you ? What will you do ?", I asked again.
"Let see !" he said and start thinking. "Then I will set her free. And let her to someone she really love", he ended and feels like he is talking about me.
"Yeah I guess you are right", I said and thought, 'Hope I first tried to learn to love you Hongki-oppa'. Then we finally went back to our tables.
Then one-by-one, B2ST asked me to dance with them. Then the last who dance me is Junhyung, I was about to reject him, but everyone is pushing me dance with him. So I gave what they want, and the song is "THOUGH I CALL YOU".
"You lied to everyone", he suddenly speak.
"What ? Do you want me too tell to them what I saw ?", I said and that was really hurt me.
"Are you crying that time ?" he asked and I feel nervous.
"No ! That's not true. Why do I need to cry ? I am not even your -", I was cut off when he suddenly hug me.
"Mianhae _-ah ! Please let me explain", he said, so I tried to let go off of him.
"Let's go back to our table now Junhyung-ah", I said and left him alone.
That moment is really painful for me. I didn't even feel that I enjoyed that party because of what happened. After an hour the party finally ended. When we went outside, I already saw EunAh waiting beside Junhyung's car. Right timing, I saw Hongki-oppa was about to leaved too, so I called his name and he approached to me.
"Wae ?" he asked.
"Can you drive me home ?", I asked and nodded at me really happy.
JUNHYUNG's POV :
"Can you drive me home ?", she asked Hongki.
"Wait ! I am the one who need to drive you home", I said.
"It's okay ! I know you are too tired now. You can go home now", she said and simply pointed EunAh.
"No ! I am the one who will drive you home", I said and hold her hands.
"I said you can go home now. Hongki can drive me home", she said and get off of her hands on mine and finally leaved.
"It's okay Junhyung. Let's go home now", Yoon Leader said and start driving his car with his partner.
Then they finally left me alone with EunAh. I don't even want to drive her home, but she is already sitting on the passenger sit. Since I know where she was living, I decided to drive her home.
"You really want my heart to break into pieces and make it like an ashes", I said while driving my car.
"That's not true. I love you, so I don't want you to get hurt", she said.
"That's the truth EunAh !", I said. "First you break it by breaking up with me. And now your trying to break it by making a way to let the girl I like to let go off me".
"The girl you like ? Are you talking about the girl who saw us ?", she asked.
"Yeah the girl I like and really love. I admit it now ! I more feel loving her deeply, than you", I said without a doubt, Then she suddenly remained silent and I just continued driving until we reached their house
- END OF POV -
YOUR POV :
It was already late at night when we arrived at my house. I thank Hongki-oppa for drving me home. Then he already leaved, so I went inside and went upstair. I just change my clothes, and lay on my bed. Then my mind start thinking about Junhyung and EunAh again.
"The first time I felt in love. And the first time I felt my heart aching too much. I guess for me L.O.V.E is"
1. Happy to feel it.
2. Makes you feel jealous, angry & lots of emotions.
3. Happy to have a happy memories with your love.
4. And the worst thing is, it can make your heart break into pieces.
"It's the first time I feel it, and its really killing me. It hurts me really bad, but I can still feel my love for him and I don't know why", I said, crying and remained awake until the sunset comes out.
- END OF POV -
It is now sunday morning. I already went outside the house to walk along. The street is too peceful and no one's around. I keep walking to calm my mind, and find a place to sit and rest for awhile. After a few moments, some is offering me an ice cream.
"Want an ice cream for this early in the morning ?", he said and I look to that guy.
"Oh Hongki-oppa ! Annyeong", I said.
"Good morning _-ah", he said and smile, "Want my ice cream ?", he added and I accepted the ice cream.
While eating the ice cream, I suddenly remember my first date to Junhyung. The first time I felt his sweetness to me. Then I also remember my engagement to Hongki-oppa and my fake relationship with Junhyung. I suddenly think about ending it up, because feels like the pain he made is the one who commanding me.
"Ne, _-ah ! Why did you reject the engagement with me ?", he asked seriously. "I just want to know", he suddenly added and smile.
""I-It's because I don't want an engagement to someone I didn't know and I didn't like", I said and I feel sorry for him.
"So If you already know me, is there a possible for you to accept it ?" he asked again.
"I-I'm not sure about it too Hongki-oppa. Mianhae !", I said and bow.
"It's okay. Don't be sorry. I understand you", he said and gave me a sweet smile, then he invited me to walk along with him.
Just like at the party, being with him is really great. I can laugh, smile, and joke around. But I feel annoyed to myself because I can say that I am just pretending. But I still thanking Hongki-oppa to be always at my side everytime I am sad. So I decided to invite him to my house for lunch. And when we arrived at the house, B2ST and my best friends are there waiting for me.
JUNHYUNG's POV :
The weather is really fine this early in sunday. Then HaeIn and Minhyun went to our dorm just to invite us to walk along with them. I was just wondering why _-ah is not with them. Then after walking along to the street, they decided to go to _-ah's house. When we went there, their servant said that _-ah is just walking along, so we decided to wait for her come back. After an hour, she finally came and it made me smile, but it already change when I saw Hongki beside her.
"Ne, what are you guys doing here ?", she asked.
"Ne, unnie why you and Hongki is already together this early in the morning ?", HaeIn is trying to teased her and it made me irritate.
"We just saw each other at the street. Don't give a meaning for that", she said and invited us to come inside their house.
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I let them went inside, then I ordered our chief to prepared foods for our lunch. While waiting for the food, we start chatting.
"Ne, HaeIn-ah did you already think about your answer ?", Hyunseung-oppa suddenly asked.
"Not yet. Just wait more months", HaeIn-ah said and giggled."
"What ? More month ?", Seungie-oppa said.
"What are you guys talking about ?", I asked confusely.
"HaeIn-unnie, you are still not answering Hyunseung-oppa ? Poor oppa !", Minhyun-ah said and trying to teased Hyunseung.
"Wae ? Are you and Dongwoon already have a special relation ?", Yoon Leader asked.
"Yeah !", Minhyun-ah said proudly.
"Minhyun-ah", Dongwoon pouted and blushed.
"Is that true ?", Hyunseung asked.
"Haha. That's a big lie ! I'm just kidding", she said and start laughing.
"You got us Minhyun-ah", Gikwang said.
"Ne Hongki-oppa, are you not feeling being out of place ?", I asked.
"Nope ! Just continue what you guys doing", he said.
Then the foods finally done cooking. We ate happily and too noisy. After eating, they just spend their time to hangout with us. When it's already getting dark outside, they decided to went home. And me, I already fall asleep when they leaved.
Chapter 19
I Hate This Feelings
Time to go to school now, I can't still feel any happiness. I do my daily routine and tada ...
I start walking along the street and the birds is humming happily and the weather seems not too good like me. Then I suddenly bumped to someone.
"Mianhae, I did not watced my way", I said and bowed.
"Ne, are you okay ?", the guy said and that voice sounds familiar, so I look up.
"J-Junhyung-ah", I mumble.
"What happened to you last saturday ? Did you - ", I cut off him.
"I-It's nothing. Wae ?", I simply asked.
JUNHYUNG's POV :
I can feel that she was is untruthful to me when I asked her. But I don't want to ask her anymore too. I don't want even to know if she really saw everything, because she will not going to tell the truth. So I just tried to forget about it and walk along with her.
"Ne, Junhyung-ah, who is she ?", she suddenly asked and walking along beside me. "I mean the girl that night", she added.
"She is my ex-girlfriend," I siad. "Wae ?", I added.
"N-Nothing", she said and added, "I guess you still love each othe, andyou are a perfect couple", she ended and it makes me realy irritate. And feels like she was in a pain but I can't do anything to ease that pain.
- END OF POV -
YOUR POV :
When I heard it from his lips that the girl is really his ex-girlfriend, I feel that it's added a pain in my heart. And I can say that they still love each other because that night, I saw the girl kissing him. I can feel that time that Junhyung-oppa is still in love with her.
"Wae ? How can yu say that I still love her ?", he suddenly asked.
"It's because, I saw -", that's too close, but I already cut off myself to change the topic. "Where are the others ?", I asked.
"They went first in th school and waiting for us there", he said and took a deep breath.
This time, walking with him is really not comfortable. So we just remained silent until we reach our school.
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"Hi-yeom !", Gikwang greeted us.
"Good morning", I said and look up the sky. "Do you guys think its going to rain now ?", I asked because the clouds seems going darker.
"Let's check the weather news", Yoon Leader oppa said and check it at his phone. "Yeah I guess. So let's go inside now", he added.
We finally parted to go to our own rooms. I sat between Junhyung and Hongki and tried myself to be happy. So I start chatting around with Hongki-oppa, Woonie-ah and Yoseob-oppa.
"Ne, cool noona, you know what I saw Hyunseungie kissing HaeIn-noona at her cheeks", Woonie-ah said and my eye widen.
"What ? He kiss HaeIn-ah ? When ? Where ?", I asked a lot of question and remembered the kissed I saw too.
"At the aqauintance party", Yoseobie-oppa said. "I saw it too", he added.
"Really hyung ?", Woonie-ah asked him and he just nodded.
Then Hongki-oppa suddenly speak, "Ne _-ah, it's raining now".
"Ah you are right." I said and look outside from my chair.
"Do you want to switch with me for a while ?", he asked and I nodded happily.
"Komawoyo Hongki-oppa", I said and he let me sat on his chair beside the window.
YOUR POV :
It is raining now, feels like the weather is also agree to what I feel now. I keep my eyes busy watching the rain while I can hear Woonie-ah and Yoseobie-oppa laughing around. And I don't understand myself, because the happenings that night is keep on flashing back in my mind.
'Why it keeps on flashing back in my head ?' I thought and beaten my head a little.
"Noona, why are you beating your head ?", Yoseobie-oppa asked.
"Ahaha, N-Nothing oppa", I smirked.
"Ne _-ah, you really like rain, right ?", Hongki-oppa suddenly asked and I was confused why he know about it.
I fisrt nodded at him ad thought, 'Yeah I like rain so much. Especially if I want to cry a lot ... like now', then I breath in a loose.
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The time had passed to me that feels like nothing happened. Woonie-ah and Yoseobie-oppa, invited me to go with them to meep up with the other. Of course Junhyung is one of us. But that time, I just still remained silent.
"Unnie !", HaeIn-ah yelled.
"Cool unnie", Minhyun-ah said and approached to me to hug me. But Woonie-ah block me that cause for her to hug the maknae.
"How do it feels little brat ?", he smirked.
"You're a bad oppa", she pouted and everyone start laughing.
The rain is still falling really hard. While chatting around with them, I suddenly noticed that Junhyung is missing. I tried to look around first but I really can't see him. So I decided to ask Doojoon-oppa.
"Oppa, where's Junhyung ?", I asked.
"He said he was going outside to meet someone", he said and it made a strange feeling to me.
"While raining really hard ?", I said and start thinking about his ex-girlfriend.
YOUR POV :
Done eating and chatting around, everyone decided to parted and went back to our own rooms. But I told to Woonie-ah and Yoseob-oppa to go first. I feel annoyed to myself, because I am trying to look around the corridor to look for Junhyung. But I can't see him inside the corridors, then I suddenly remember his dying hard fans.
"You guys", I yelled pointed them and look at me. "Do you see Junhyung around ?", I asked.
"Why are you asking ?", the girl said.
"Don't ask me. Answer me", I said and raised my eyebrows.
"I guess I saw him earlier walking towards the green house", she answered.
"By himself ?", I asked again.
"Well, I'm not sure about that", she said.
"Okay ! Komawoyo !", I said and was about to leaved but I suddenly remember that it was raining. "Hey you", I pointed the girl holding an umbrella, "Lend me your umbrella first. I'll back it to you later", I ended and she lend it to me and I start walking towards the green house.
- END OF POV -
The rain is still falling really hard that makes the drooping of my dress too wet. And while walking towards the green house, I really feel a strange feeling, my heart is beating too fast. But I will assure that if I saw him together with her again, I'll make sure not to show myself now.
JUNHYUNG's POV :
I left my friends without any words. I only told it to Yoon Leader because I don't want _-ah to know. I did not even think that she will going to search for me. So I went outside by myslef to meet up with EunAh, to talk to her and to have a farewell too. I let her and me to talk again at the Green house.
"Oppa, do you not really love me now ?", she asked.
"I admit that you have still a place in my heart", I started. "But I guess it's not like how much I love you before", I added.
"But oppa I still love you. And I am really regretful on the time I left you", she said.
"It's okay now EunAh. And thank you for telling me that you still love me", I said. "But mianhae because someone already stole my heart from me", I added.
"So you really don't want to back our relation. Mianhamnida oppa", she said and start crying.
"Mianhae too EunAh", I said and step closer to her to hug her.
- END OF POV -
YOUR POV :
I finally reached the green house now. I put down the umbrella in the ground and entered into the green house nervously. When I found him, I saw him stepping forward to someone. I tried to look at the other side, and there I saw his ex-girlfriend and he was hugging her.
'Ouch ! My heart', I thought and touch my heart that feels like going to explode. "Why it is hurting me badly !", I wisphered, and I can't stand anymore to watch the scene because Junhyung is hugging her for too long. 'Why do it's me and making me cry ! Do I love him that much ?', I thought and run away from the Green House without my umbrella.
- END OF POV -
JUNHYUNG's POV :
I let go off first to EunAh, I wiped her tears and smiled at her.
"Oppa, why you love that girl so much ? I can feel how much you love her and it seems she surpass your love for me", she said.
"Yeah I'm loving her so much and guess you are right. I don't even know why I love her. All I know is I don't want to loose her", I said and smiled.
"Do you already told to her your feelings ?", she asked and I look down. "Wae ?", she added.
"Actually I don;t have the courage to tell what I feel for her. And I know that she did not like me because we're an enemy when we first met", I explained.
"Hey you should ask her first. Don't judge her ! And being her enemy is nothing matter about that", she added.
"Yeah I guess you are right", I said.
"You should confess to her okay. Bye ! I gotta go now oppa", she said and start walking away from me.
"Wait ! Where are you going ?", I asked.
"Because you really rejected me now. I guess I need to accept the fact that you are not really mine now. So I'm letting you free", she said and smile.
"It's raining really hard. Let me drive you home", I said and she nodded.
When we were too closer to the exit, EunAh suddenly saw an umbrella laying in the ground. And seems that someone saw us there, then _-ah already comes in my mined.
"EunAh ! Mianhae but I guess I can't drive you home now", I said and panicking.
"Arasseo ! Go find her now. I told you, don't judge her. For sure she have the same feeling as you", she said and I just escorted her towards the parkig lot because her driving is waiting there.
- END OF POV -
When I went outside the Green House, I already run away to anywhere to find a place where I can calm myself and my mind. I let myself wet and walking in the rain. I was crying hard that time and my heart is really aching too much.
"Wah ! I hate him, I hate this kind of feelings. I hate how much I love him and I hate everything about him", I said while walking. Then I found a bench where I can rest for even though it's raining. I continued crying by myself until the rain finally stop, then someone approached to me.
"Um miss are you okay ?", a voice of a girl asked me. I just look up at her ad nodded as my answer. While sitting on a bench, I suddenly decided to go straight ahead through the bar. I start drinking there to released the pain and the madness in my heart. But its too hard to do, so I just keep on drinking.
JUNHYUNG's POV :
I search all over the campus and along the street. I check her at their house too, but she wasn't there. This time, I tried to ask the other to help me, even Hongki. We change number and I gave to him the phone number of _-ah.
"Call me if you find her", I said. "Guys, don't forget to call me", I remind them and leave.
I search for her everywhere, and always keep on touch on asking others but they also can't still find her. I tried to call her for 100 times too but she's not picking up her phone.
"_-ah come on. Answer your phne", I said. "Why do you always causing a big trouble to me", I added while still walking, running and dialling her.
- END OF POV -
HONGKI's POV :
I tried to search for her at her favorite place when we were child. But I didn't see her there too. Then I tried to dialled her phone again, and she finally pick it.
"Yobosaeyo ?", she said and her voice sounds like she is drinking.
"Yobosaeyo _-ah !", I said really worried.
"Ne, Who are you ? Is that you Yong Jun Hyung ? I won't tell to you where I am", she said.
"No, it me Lee Hong Ki-oppa ! Where are you ? Please tell me", I said.
Then she already told to me where she is. I first went there and ot tried to call Junhyung because I just want to make sure that she is telling the truth t me. When I reach the club, there I saw her drinking by herself. She looks really sad and she was really wet. Then I approached to her.
- END OF POV -
Chapter 20
Accidentally Confession
HONGKI's POV :
When I walk towards her and sat beside her, she faced me first and a tears start flowing in her face. Then she finally start speaking.
"Ne Junhyung-ah", she said, and she really drank too much to caused her to look at me as him.
"I'm not Junhyung. It's me Hongki", I said.
"Heh ! Are you joking around with me ?", she smirked.
"But I'm not really him", I said and asked, "Is there a problem _-ah ?", she particularly weep to what I asked.
"Hongki-oppa", she said. "You know, I really love Junhyung-ah, and I don't know why I love that boasful", she added.
"Then what's the problem about that ? Did he not love you the same way ?", I asked and really confuse.
"Yeah I love him", she started, "But I don't know how to show it to him and to everyone", she first wipe her tears and added, "And I don't even know if he really loves me", she ended.
"W-What do you mean by that ?", a big question comes to my mind and made me more confuse.
"Mianhae Hongki-oppa, but I lied to you and to my mom. We don't really have a relation, because I just asked him to pretend as my boyfriend because I don't want the engagement that my parents arrange for me", she explained and that hurts me too bad.
"And you are telling me that you are falling deep in love with Junhyung ?", I asked and she just nodded that cause my heart to hurt more. Then I decided to call Junhyung. I left her without excuse to her and wait Junhyung outside the bar.
- END OF POV -
I can't help myself to stand anymore, my vision is darkened as well and feels like my world is going round and round. Even though I can't drink anymore and my head is aching too much, I still continued drinking by myself. Then someone suddenly come closer to me, and think it is Hongki-oppa.
JUNHYUNG's POV :
When Hongki called me and tell where they are, I already went rush to the bar he said. I met up him outside the bar and he looks so upset.
"Ne, what's happen to you ? Where's _-ah ?", I asked and breathless with fatigue.
"Nothing happened to me. Go inside and drive her home. After that let's meet again at the park", he said and I was wondering why. I just let it first and step inside the bar.
When I was searching for her, I finally found her lying in a long bench by herself. So I already walk towards her, I help her to sit down first. I thought she was already sleeping that time, but she suddenly speak.
"Oh Hongki-oppa your back", she said, and I can feel that she is in a pain. "You know how much Junhyung-oppa now. So you better keep it as a secret okay", she said and made me axcited.
'What ? Did she said that she love me ?', I thought and said, "Let's go now", so I help her to stand up.
"No Hongki-oppa, I want to draw another resentment to that boastul Junhyung. And I still want to drink", she said and a tears flow on her eye.
"What do you want to draw _-ah ?", I simply asked.
"Hongki-oppa", she started. "That Junhyung", and hardly speak because of crying but still tried to continue. "Hongki-oppa, he's hurting my feelings and that's the first time I feel this way", she ended.
"Then why ? How do he hurt you ?", I said and feel angry to myself because of hurting her.
"I-I saw him and her ex-girlfriend kissing each other. And the most painful thing is, feels like he is still in love to that girl", she said and drank her soju.
"T-That's not true !", I said and pulled the glass on her hand. "Let's go now", I said and carry her through the car and put her at the passenger sit.
- END OF POV -
JH is the speaker ...
I start driving my car and simply looking at her. I can see in her face that she is really in painful and I feel sorry for that. And even though she is sleeping the tears on her face is keep on flowing in her face and that hurt me too. If I just know her feelings before, I will make sure that this will never be happned. But it happened at a wrong time and I know that she is really mad at me.
"Mianhae _-ah for hurting your feelings", I said when we finally arrived at their house. I also kissed her on her forehead and added. "I hope you can also know how much I love you", then she suddenly speak when I was about to carry her through their house.
"Junhyung-oppa, saranghae", she said and looks like she was dreaming.
"Nado danshin-eul sarang", I said and walk to come inside their house.
When we were already inside the house, I called her personal servant and asked them to change her clothes. I was waiting at her servant outside her room, and when she finally exit she look worried too.
"Exucse me sir, but can you tell me why Ms. _-ah drank that much ?", she asked and I don't know how to answer her.
"Mianhae !", I apologized. "I promise to take good care of her from now on", I added.
"Komawoyo !", she said and smiled then she left me alone.
Inside the room, I can feel the sadness inside the room. I step closer to her bed and look at her face. It really hurts me watching her like that, and I know it's my fault.
"_-ah I promise not to hurt you anymore", I said and hold her hands. "And I promise to confess my feelings for you too", I added and gave her a goodbye kiss, and decide to go ahead the park.
HONGKI's POV :
When I told to Junhyung to meet me at the Park, I already went there to wait for him. It takes too long before he come. Then a car suddenly stopped in front of me and it was him.
"What do you want to talk about ?", he asked and I already punched him at his face. "What's that for ?", he asked angrily and wipe a blood in the edge of his lips.
"That's my punishment for hurting _-ah and for lying with me and her mom", I said and he look surprised that time.
"W-What did you say ? You know about that ?", he asked and I nodded.
"So tell me ? Do you love _-ah now ? or still not ?", I asked and was hoping he is not but I was wrong.
"Yeah I love her and was planning to confess too", he said and it made me annoyed.
"Why did you not tell to her that you already love her ? Why do you need to hurt her feelings first ? I already told you not to hurt her but you still did", I said madly.
"M-Mianhae ! I did not meant to do that", he said.
Because I can't stand to talk to him I already decided to leaved first. And I feel really mad that time to him and to myself. I wish I fought my feeling for _-ah so I don't have to suffer like this.
- END OF POV -
Back to you ..
In the morning, I awake late in the morning and my head is aching badly. I can't even remember how I returned in my house. I went down the stair to ask my maid.
"Unnie, where are you ?", I yelled.
"I'm here Ms. _-ah", she yelled back and approached to me. "Wae Ms. _-ah ?", she asked.
"Who send me home here ?", I asked.
"I guess he is your boyfriend", she said, I sat down at the sofa to think first.
While thinking about what happened yesterday, I finally analyze the happenings when I was about with Hongki-oppa and telling everything to him. But there's still something bothering me but I can't hardly remember it.
'Wah ! Hongki-oppa ?' I suddenly panicked by myself. 'Is he the one who send me home ? Wah ! I also told everything to him. What will I do ?', I added and yelled "Unnie".
"W-What's happening Ms. _-ah ?", she said and look afraid.
"U-Unnie, describe the boy who sent me home", I said.
"Um, let see", she said and start thinking. "He looks like a bad guys, cool, handsome, very charismatic and about 179 cm tall", she ended.
'Wah ! Confirmed ! It's Junhyung-oppa. Did he heard or know everything too ?', I thought and think hardly. Then my phone suddenly ring that made me feel nervous, and it's Hongki-oppa who's calling me. So I answered the call.
"Yobosaeyo", I said shyly. "C-Can I ask you Hongki-oppa ?", I asked first.
"Yeah ! What is it ?", he said.
"Are you with me at the bar last night ?", I asked.
"Yeah ! And I know everything now", he said and his voice sounds sad. "By the way. how you feel now ?" he suddenly asked.
"My head is still aching, but I guess I am fine now", I answered.
"Then that's good. Bye now _-ah", he said.
"A-Arasseo ! Mianhae", I said and hang up the call.
YOUR POV :
I was glad that Hongki-oppa is the one who heard all the thing I told about Junhyung. But I feel sorry for him too, because it seems that I hurt his feelings too. I still pushing myself to remember eveything, but I can't really remember.
"Hongki-oppa know the truth now", I wisphered. "I have the reason to tell the truth now to my mom", I added and thought. 'I guess I need to invite my mom and Junhyung-oppa for dinner on saturday night'. "I will surely going to tell iy", I said and start crying again. "I will let go him now even though it really hurts me", I ended.
- END OF POV -
And because it is only Thursday, I still need to attedn class tomorrow and try to face him with a presentable face expression. I will also need to prepare myself for the things that I decided to start and now to ended up.
"Wah ! Why am I crying ?" I said and trying to ease the tears in my face but still keep flowing. "Why it is hard for me to stop crying ! It's just nothing", I added. "I just need to remember how we first met, and that's it, I can feel hateness for him again", I ended up crying.
It still hurting me, I don't want to let hom go, but he is not mine. Right ! He is not mine so I don't have the right to make him mine. Hwuah ! I keep on thinking and my heart is keep on sinking and hurting badly.
"Junhyung-oppa", I cried out loud at my room. "If you just love me, I know you wont let me hurt like this", I said.
"Oppa, oppa, oppa", I said for many times. "I hope I am the girl you love the most and not your ex, but ... bgut", hwuah I can't speak anymore because of crying too much.
While lying at my bed and crying thinking about him. I finally suddenly fall asleep hugging all of his picture that I secretely developed.
Chapter 21
A Lover Quarrel ?
When I wake up early in the morning, I first check my eye and it seems good now. Then I start doing my daily routine without energy and excitement to attend the school. Here's my outfit :') :
After fising myself, I went down the stair, and there I saw my bestfriends waiting for me. So I walk towards to them with a fake cheerfullness.
"Good morning girls", I said happily that feels like I don't have a problem.
"Good morning unnie, what happened to you last day ?", HaeIn-ah asked me.
"Cool unnie, you made everyone too worried. Are you okay ? Do you have a problem ?", Minhyun-ah said.
"Mianhamnida HaeIn-ah and Minhyun-ah", I said and hug them both. Thenk god I made it not to explained to them anymore. "Let's go", I added and walk towards.
While walking towards our school, Minhyun-ah suddenly saw B2ST. They seemed waiting for us, and when they saw us they already approached to us. Seeing Junhyung is really awkward, I can even look at him directly. And I suddenly felt again the pain he and his ex made.
"Good morning B2ST oppas", I greeted them and gave them a fake sweet smile.
"Good morning", they unite.
"Ne, how are you now ?", Junhyung asked me and I can't look to him.
"I-I'm fine as always. W-Wae ?", I said awkwardly.
"_-ah are you sure ?", Kwangie-oopa asked.
"Of course I am oppa", I said and smile at him. "Let's go", I said and it seems that they just let what I answered to Junhyung and Gikwang.
YOUR POV :
That's right ! The pain seems start devouring my heart now. I am too confused for what I feel for him. I can feel how much he made a pain to me, but I can't feel that I hate him, instead I can still feel my love fr him and that's really annoying.
"Can we talk later ?", Junhyung speak beside me.
"Wae ? Are you going to ask me to ending up being my fake boyfriend ?" I wisphered and smirked. Then he did not answer me that time. And HaeIn-ah approached to me.
"Ne unie I have to talk to you later", she said and I was wondering why.
"Okay ! Where ?", I asked.
"It is private so meet me at the roof top on lunch time", she said and I just nodded to her. Then I look back to Junhyung.
"Hey !", I tapped him. "Let's have a dinner date on saturday", I invitd him and he looks confused. I did not wait for his answer anymore, so I already run towards our room and sat down at my chair.
- END OF POV -
JUNHYUNG's POV :
The moment _-ah invited me to have a dinner with her made me confused and I feel a starnge thing about it. It made me happy too because of planning to confess to her that time is maybe great too. I was about to ask her why, but she suddenly run away to us.
'I really need to confess to her before she will planned to ending up our fake relationship', I thought and keep walking through.
"Hyung", Dongwoon called me. "I know you like cool noona, right ?", he said. "But it seems that cool noona is unhappy now. Do you know why ?", he added.
"Woonie-ah is right, and I guess its because of you and EunAh", Yoseob agreed.
"But don't worry hyung. We will try to help you to explained everything to her", Dongwoon said before we entered our room.
Then I suddely received a text message from EunAh.
EunAh : Oppa I'm here in front of your school. I will wait you here in your break time.
Me : Okay. But what are you doing here ?
EunAh : This will be my last meeting with you. I just want to say good bye to you ^^ !
Me : Arasseo ! See you later.
- END OF POV -
When Junhyung sat beside me, I always simply looking at him. I can him doodling again but I can't see clearly what it is. When I was about to capture a picture of it, Hongki-oppa suddenly speak beside me.
"Ne _-ah, you remember everything now ?", he asked.
"Not really Hongki-oppa !", I said and asked, "Wae ?"
"Then you don't know that Junhyung is the one who sent you home ?", he asked again.
"I know about it. But all I can remember clearly is I was with you and telling how much I like him. Then you left me and came back, then I just keep on telling more about him", I explained.
"Then you are wrong _-ah. Because I left you, Junhyung is the one who went inside to pick you", he said and I was shocked about it.
'Wah ! Does it means he knows my feeling for him ?' I thought and panicked. 'But I can feel and sensed that he know it already', I sigh as I look at him. "I guess I need to talk to him later", I wisphered. "Hongki-oppa Komawoyo for telling it", I said and the class started.
While the teacher is teching in front, I can't really concentrate on our lesson because of thinking that Junhyung know what I feel for him. And because of thinking about it much, I did not even noticed that the class is already done. Then I look around the room because Junhyung already gone to his chair.
"Woonie-ah where's Junhyung ?", I asked.
"I guess he was going outside to the front gate", he said.
"Komawoyo", I said and already left to look for him.
YOUR POV :
When I was already closer to the front gate, I saw his ex-girlfriend standing there and seems waiting for someone. And I was surprised when I saw Junhyung approaching to her, and makes me irrittate.
"Wah ! Junhyung", I said while standing from the place where I stopped. I keep my eye from them for a moment. But my heart can't resist watching them anymore. So I decided to turn away and back inside.
- END OF POV -
JUNHYUNG's POV :
I was having a conversation to the first girl who broke my heart. And it's now a goodbye moment so I am free to have a new girlfriend now. While talking to her, she suddenly told me that _-ah is watching closer to us. When I look back, I saw her walking back inside the building.
"You can go now oppa, bye", she said.
"Mianhae and Komawoyo", I said and run towards the girl I love the most now.
"Ne _-ah, are you looking for me ? Do you see us ?", I asked and she just nodded. "For how many times you saw me together with her ?" I asked again.
"Three times, first the aquaintance party, second is when its raining too hard and now", she said and counting it in her fingers.
"Did you see everything ?", I asked, then she smiled and nodded to me. "Let me explain please", I said.
"No need Junhyung-ah", she said and start walking away from me. But I already followed her and blocked her way.
"Please let me explain", I said.
"You don't have to explain Junhyung-ah. There's no reason to explain because I am not your girlfriend. We don't even have a special relation", she said that hurt me too bad.
"But ...", I was cut off by her.
"No more BUT Junhyung-ah. I understand everything", she said, smiled and left me standing in the corridor.
'Wah ! How can I confess to her ? I don't know what to do now ? I really hate myself !, I thought and leaved at the school.
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While walking through the corridor, I can't control my emotion to cry. So I first went to the comfortroom to wash up my face. I look myself at the mirror and I feel pitiness that time. 'What a pity stupid girl ! Why do I have to fall in love with him so much', I thought.
At the lunch time, I texted HaeIn-ah that Iam already at the rooftop. After a few minutes, HaeIn-ah went there by herself.
"What do you want to talk about ?", I asked.
"Unnie, did you cry ?", she asked.
"No I'm not. So tell me now", I said.
"Don't lie to me. And by the way, I just wasnt to say that last day, when you were missing Junhyung-oppa tried hard just to fin dyou", she said.
"So ?", I said and raised my eyebrow.
"I guess he really care for you now unnie. And there's one thing I noticed too", she said.
"W-What is it ?", I asked.
"Tell me", she started and it made me feel nervous. "Are you in love with him ?", she asked, and my tears start flowing again.
"HaeIn-ah", I said. "I admit I really like him now, but -", I can continue anymore.
"I know unnie. You are in pain now because of her ex-girlfriend, right. But unnie, I can feel that he more love you now", she xplained.
"But I dn't feel the same way HaeIn-ah", I cried out loud.
"Stop crying unnie. You are brave girl/ Yu should make sure first their relationship status", she suggested.
"HaeIn-ah how do you know I'm in love with him ?", I asked trying to ease the tears in my face.
"I'm your bestfriend unnie. I know you for a long time. And also it's the first time I saw you really happy when you are with him", she explained and wiped my tears.
JUNHYUNG's POV :
When I meet others at the Green House, _-ah and her bestfriends are not there. I sat down on a bench with a big problem in my face expression, then Yoon Leader approached to me.
"You are thinking about _-ah right ?", he asked.
"Yeah !", I said. "Yoon Leader, I guess I need your help", I added.
"Wae Hyung ? Is cool noona still mad at you ?", Dongwoon asked.
"Yeah I guess. And it's because EunAh", I said.
"Do you really love her ?", Yoon Leader asked.
"That's for sure", Yoseob answered him.
"Hyung you really to explained to her first", Gikwang said.
"But she don't want to listen to me", I said.
"Wae Hyung ?", Dongwoon asked.
"It's because for her there's no reason to explain anymore. And because for her we don't have any special relation with each other", I explained. 'But I am her fake boyfriend, and hope that I am the real one', I thought and sigh.
"She has a point by that", Hyunseung said. "You did not even tried to make her sense that you like her", he added.
'Yeah Hyunseung is right ! I already like her since the first I pretend as her boyfriend. Ad that feelings became more stronger when we were already too close with each other', I thought and received a text message from her.
MY FAKE GiRLFRiEND : Junhyung-ah don't forget our dinner date tomorrow at my house.
ME : Arasseo ! Komawoyo for reminding me.
When I text her back, I already left the others and went to anywhere.
- END OF POV -
Chapter 22
Time To Tell The Truth
In friday night, I spend my time with my mom. We talk so many things and that was really happy. Until our topic suddenly went to my relation with Junhyung-oppa. She asked me evrything she want and I just tried to answer her with a pain for every answer.
"Ne _-ah, how do you meet Junhyung dear ?", my mom asked.
"I met him in the first day of school. And we were enemy that time", I answered.
"Enemy ?", she asked confusely.
"Yeah enemy", I said. "Because I slap him at his face that time", I added and laugh at myself.
"What ? Why did you do that ?", she said with a wide eye.
"Because he was too boasful and no respect with the girls. He also pulled my hand", I said. "And it hurts mom", I pouted.
"Then, how you become his girlfriend ?", she asked and certainly, I don't know how to answer her question so I tried to change the topic.
"Mom do you want to know how much I like him ?", I asked and smile, then she just smile back at me as her answer. "Well, I like him so much mom. Feels like I don't know how to live without him. I don't know when I start loving him, but I really fall deep in love with hi,", I said.
"And what's the reason for loving him that much _-ah ? Did he love you that much too", she asked.
'Did he love me that much too ?', I thought, sigh and answered my mom, "Because he maybe boastful and sometimes have a bad attitude, he can still be really sweet, caring and gentle. He is the type of person that if you look from the outside he looks like a bad boy. But if you already know a lot about him, you will know that he has a big kind heart", I ended.
"That's why I like him for you so much. I want him to be your future husband and want your relationship to be more getting stronger", my mom said and my heart ache that time. She approached to me and hugged me.
'Mianhae mom ! But I need to tell the truth tomorrow', I thought and said, "Mom don't forget our dinner date with Junhyung, okay", then I kissed her on her cheeks as my good night sign.
YOUR POV :
Tomorrow is the day, hopefully my mom can forgive me, but for sure that's the opposite thing that will going to happen. I really need to prepare myself for what will going to happen. I went upstair while thinking about it. I lay at my bed and look at my Junhyung's teddy bear.
That's my Junhyung teddy bear. He is the one who I always trying to talk to when I feel angry to Junhyung and it makes me feel better again.
"Why I love you so much ? How do you make me to fall in love with you ? Wae ? Wae ? Wae ?", I was talking to him.
"I really hope you feel the same way oppa", I sigh and hug the teddy bear. "Tomorrow will be the ending", I added.
While lying down and talking to my Junhyung teddy bear. I really can't imagine how painful what I am going to do. It cause a painful to me and to my mom too. Then I decided to sleep already to prepared all things tomorrow.
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The day has come, time to tell everything tonight. I awake early in the morning and decided to prepare all things. Because my mom is not there, I decided to have a dinner date at the pool area.I first fix the table, and asked our cooker to cook all good foods for our dinner. I ask one of the servant to help me too to put a candle as a way through the table, and put a flower in the middle of the table. I really make sure that it is look like a romantic date.
JUNHYUNG's POV :
In the afternoon, I was just sitting on a bench in the park and thinking about confessing to _-ah. I was planning to tell it in front of her mom to proove how much I like her too. I want to do it as soon as possible before she can tell the truth to her mom. But there's a nervous inside me that I can't explained. Then I suddenly received a text message.
MY FAKE GiRLFRiEND : Junhyung-ah I will wait you in front of our house okay ! See you later ^^
ME : Arasseo ! See you later ^^
"I really feel that something bad is going to happen", I sigh. "I hope its just nothing", I added. I decided to went back to our dorm to take a shower and to change my clothes. Then I just wait a right time to go to their house.
- END OF POV -
Done preparing for our dinner date, need to make myself beautiful and prepared for the night. So I went upstair to take a shower and to change my clothes and tada. Here's my outfit :
Adter making myself ready for the night. I already went down the stair to wait Junhyung outside the house. And I already saw him waiting there too.
YOUR POV :
He was really handsome and cool in any side and angle. I just watch him for a while and feels how much I love him. Then I finally approached to him when he noticed me.
"Good evening Junhyung-ah. Let's go inside now", I said and walk beside him.
"Is your mom there now ?", he asked.
"Nope ! But she's on her way home now", I said and remained silent when we were already at the pool area.
- END OF POV -
JUNHYUNG's POV :
I observed her silently while sitting and facing her. She was really beautiful on the dress she was wearing. I can't understand what am I going to do when she sat next to me. Feels like my voice suddenly gone, then she suddenly broke the silence.
"Are you already in love with me ? Don't look at me like that oppa ?", she said and my heart start acting so weird.
"Me ? I-In love with you ? Ah ! Ah ! Ah !", I denied again waah.
"Haha I know right. I'm just kidding", she said and laugh, but the laugh seems fake.
'Babo ! Why I can't tell the truth ? Am I too afraid to get hurt again ? But it will be more hurt if I loose her', I thought and aging and offer encouragement. "_-ah, honestly I lo-", I was cut off.
"Oh mom you're here", she suddenly speak. 'Wah ! Wrong timing', I thought.
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My mom finally came, it is really time to tell the truth, there's no need to regret. I approached to my mom and addressed her. I let her sit facing me and Junhyung.
"_-ah, why it is too romantic ?", my mom asked.
"Nothing mom. Don't you like it ?", I said and raised my eyebrow. "Let's eat first mom", I said and smirked.
"Junhyung dear, how are you ? It's been a long time since you visit us here", my mom said and added, "Komawoyo jal bosalpyeo jusyeoseo _-ah".
"I'm fine Achumonim and you are always welcome", he said and cutely smile at my mom. "Achumonim I want to tell you something", he added and I feel nervous.
YOUR POV :
"Achumonim I want to tell you something", he said and that made me feel nervous.
"Eh Junhyung-oppa, you was talking to me earlier right ? What is it ?", I interruped them.
"Hey _-ah let him speak first" my mom said.
"Achumonim, I want to tell that -", I cut off him.
"Mom I have to tell you something. So listen to me first", I said.
"Okay ! Okay ! What is it ?", she said.
I took a deep breth first and look back to my mom. I look at Junhyung-oppa too and finally speak.
"Mom mianhae", I started and she look really confused why. "Mianhae because I lie to you. Because me and Junhyung is nothing really ties", I said witout doubt.
- END OF POV -
JUNHYUNG's POV :
_-ah suddenly break my conversation with Achumonim. Then the strange feling of mine went back to me. I was about to tell how much I love her but she made to tell the truth first. I am really shocked that she did that without telling me. And I don't know how to face Achumonim too because she means really shocked and mad too.
"W-What ?", her mom said and look at me. "I-Is that true Junhyung dear ?", she asked.
"Yeah ! Mianhae Achumonim", I said.
"But Junhyung don't you tell me that you loike her too ? Is that a lie too ?", she asked and feels like its my chance to tell it in front of her.
"No Achumonim", I said and look at _-ah. "Telling that I to you how much I like her is true. But Mianhae if we lied to you", I said and bow.
"You !", pointing me. "I can't accept you now for being dishonest to me. You can get out here now", she said. "And you _-ah, go inside and we have to talk", she added.
"Wait Achumonim. I do really love _-ah, so please let me proove it to you", I yelled.
"No need Junhyung, because I will continue her engagement to Hongki", she said and that hurt if its really happened.
"Please Achumonim don't do that", I pleased her but she did not listen to me anymore and found myself outside their house.
- END OF POV -
YOUR POV :
I was shocked when Junhyung -oppa told to my mom that he like me too. It makes my heart happy, but at the same time sad. I went back inside the house and keep on crying. Then my mom pick my phone and grounded me.
"Mom ! Mianhae !", I said cry out loud.
"_-ah ! Wae ? Why do you need to lie on me ?", my mom asked.
"Because if I not lied on you, you will pushed me to accept that engagement. And because you know me well, you can assure that I will followed you", I explained.
"But you still have no rights to lied on your own parents", she said and I admit that I am wrong.
"No mom, you are wrong. I have ! I have the right to depend on myself", I yelled at her and cause for her to slap me on my face.
"Ho-How dare you to lied at me like that. I finally decided to announce your engagement", she said and me crying.
- END OF POV -
JUNHYUNG's POV :
When I was in the outside, I was looking up to _-ah's room. I can't really imagine how coward and fooled I am. Feels like I lost my love ones but not because of her parents but because of me. But this time, I promise not to give up her.
"Waaaaah !", I yelled out loud and punched the wall and went somewhere.
- END OF POV -
I went back to my room crying. I am grounded now, no phone, no computer and for sure no one can visit me too. That's my mom punishement, and now, my engagement to Hongki-oppa is going to continued. Then I suddenly remembered Junhyung.
"You fooled YONG JUN HYUNG", I shout at my room and crying really hard, "Why did you tell it at a wrong time !", I said and keep on crying.
I cried for the whole night and did not even take a little rest. I was really crying for having wrong decision in my life. That's really painful and feels like he is the only one who can heal it. I can't even imagine that the first boy I love the most is gone now. And my mom is really mad at me too and I know I made a pain in her heart too. It's really getting worst now and really hurts me.
Chapter 23
Other Confession
HaeIn is the speaker :P
I the school I was with Minhyun-ah only and was wondering why unnie is not around. I tried to call her at her phone but it was off. I asked her adviser too, and she said that unnie will not going to attend this day so I just let it and went to our room with Minhyun-ah.
"Good morning my HaeIn-ah", Hyunseung greeted me with a big smile , and I feel scared that time because of his dying hard fans.
"Hey don't shout that I'm like yours", I said shyly.
"But HaeIn-ah", he pouted. "When will you accept me as you boyfriend ?", he asked.
"I-I don't know roo. Don't ask me now", I answered.
"It's been a month since I start courting you", he said and look down.
"Are you tired of courting me now ?", I asked and hopefully he is not. "Then you can stop now if you want", I added and look at him.
HYUNSEUNG's POV :
'Am I tired of courting her ?', I thought the question she asked to me. Then I look at her face and think hardly about it, and a smile form in my lips.
"No HaeIn-ah. I told you, I wont give up on you !", I said and saw that she is simply smiling.
"Really ? Then wait for my answer", she said and left me.
Then I suddenly think a way to make her accept me as soon as possible. 'Maybe a date with her is enough', I thought and walk towards her with a smile in my lips.
- END OF POV -
HAEIN's POV :
Hopefully he never think about giving me up. I really can't accept that fact if that's happen. Well I do really like him as you know since the first time. But I still want to make sure that he is not playing around with me so I won't get hurt.
"Annyeong", someone greeted me, so I look who it is.
"Oh JaeJin-oppa, good morning", I said.
"Glad that Hyunseung is not around", he said and that words made me irrittate.
"Oh you are wrong. I'm always next to her", Hyunseung said behind JaeJin-oppa.
"Hyunseung where's Minhyun-ah ?", I asked.
"She's having a conversation with maknae", Gikwang-oppa is the one who answered me.
"Ah really ?", I said as I really forgot JaeJin-oppa.
"Gotta go HaeIn-ah", he suddenly speak and I feel guilty.
"A-Arasseo ! Mianhae JaeJin-oppa", I said & Hyunseung already sit next to me.
- END OF POV -
MiNHYUN's POV :
I let Doojoon-oppa and Gikwang-oppa leave first so I can talk to Dongwoonie one-on-one. I know that what I am going to do is not good in the eye of the other. But I am too confident now to myself, so I don't care about them and continued my plan to talk to him.
"Um Yoseob-oppa and Junhyung-oppa, can I talk to Dongwoonie first ?", I asked.
"Yeah ! And its up to him too", Yoseob-oppa said while Junhyung-oppa seems not in itself.
"Komawoyo !", I said and look to Dongwoon.
"M-Me ? Wae Minhyun-ah ?", he asked and I just pulled him.
We're now in the rooftop. I breath deeply first and prepared myself. I was really nervouse while Dongwoon is just staring and smiling at me. I already decided to ask him before someone can stole him from me, so I start the conversation.
"What is it Minhyun-ah ?", he asked.
"Dongwoon-oppa, please don't think that I'm just playing around with you. But ..", I paused for awhile to look at his smiling face. I can't explaine his face expression, so I breath deeply again and was about to continue my confession.
- END OF POV -
DONGWOON's POV :
Minhyun-ah pulled me with her through the rooftop. And I was thinking about asking her that time. Yeah that's right ! It seems that she made me love her. When she was talking to me, she suddenly stop and I guess that's my chance to continue what she's trying to say.
"But ? Can you be my girlfriend ?", I said without doubt and gave her the sweetiest smile I have.
"W-What ? she asked and look really shock.
"I said can you be my girlfriend", I said for the second time.
"B-But ...", I cut off her.
"Don't worry Minhyun-ah", I said, approached to her and hug her. "I leraned to love since we became close and since you said to me that you like me", I said.
"Dongwoon-oppa", she said and hug back.
"Again, for the third time. Can you be my girlfriend ?", I asked and shyly kiss her on her cheeks when she nodded her head happily.
- END OF POV -
When Minhyun-ah came in the room, she looks really happy and I was wondering why. She sat beside Gikwang-oppa and keep on smiling at herself.
"Hey Minhyun-ah what's happening to you ?", Yoon Leader-oppa asked.
"Guys ! I have something to tell you", she said.
"What is it ?", I asked.
"Dongwoon-oppa is my boyfriend now", she said happily.
"What ?", we unite.
"That's true HaeIn-unnie. I'm not lying", she said and raised her right arm.
"Wah ! That maknae, he has a girlfriend now", Hyunseung pouted.
"Wae ? Is HaeIn-ah still not yours ?", Yoon Leader-oppa asked And he just nodded.
After class, me and Minhyun-ah decided to go to _-unnie's house. But their servant even the one who close to us did not allowed us to come inside and we don;t know why. Then I start to feel something strange happened to her. We just let it this time and decided to went home to our own house.
At the B2ST dorm...
When we were at the dorm, everyone is celebrating for Dongwoon relationship with Minhyun-ah. While me is just sitting on a bench and feel envy about them. Then I think about a plan again for me and for HaeIn-ah.
"Why you are just sitting here ?", Junhyung suddenly asked and sit next to me and look upset.
"I was thinking a plan to make HaeIn-ah acept me as her boyfriend as soon as possible", I asnwered.
"Then asked her on a date", Yoseob suddenly speak. "Everyone come here", he called them.
"Wae ?", Yoon Leader asked.
"Hyunseung has a problem, let us help him", Yoseob said, babo.
"What is your problem Hyunseung ? Is it about HaeIn-ah ?", Yoon Leader asked and I just nodded.
"Why don't you ask her on a romantic date ?", Gikwang suggest.
"Don't like that ! Our only free day is on weekend", I said.
"Then let us make a plan for you. You will be having a date with her tomorrow", Yoon LEader said and smile like an evil.
The party is over now and everyone is really happy. But there's one I noticed that seems always want to be by himself. He was just sitting on a balcony, so I walk towards him and sat next to him.
"You have a problme too right ?", I asked and he nodded. "It's about _-ah ?", I asked.
"Yeah ! And that's really complicated.", he said. "Can you live me alone first !", he pleased me.
"Arasseo ! But if you need help, you can count on me okay", I said and went to my room to sleep early in the evening.
In the school...
In the morning, I only saw is Hyunseung together with Junhyung-oppa. And now, I am too worried about _-unnie because she's still not attending the class today.
"Annyeong Hyunseung and Junhyung-oppa", I greeted them.
"Good morning my HaeIn-ah", Hyunseung greeted while Junhyung-oppa is not and he look so upset.
"Um Junhyung-oppa are you okay ?", I asked because seems not really fine.
"HaeIn-ah let's go now", Hyunseung said and trying to push me away. "See you later Junhyung", he added and wave.
HAEIN's POV :
"Hey ! What ?", I asked.
"He has a problem so let him alone first", he said. "Where's Minhyun-ah by the way ?", he asked.
"She said that Dongwoon-ah text her to wait him at the Park", I said. "And where are the other ?", I asked.
"I don't know too. When I woke up, they are all not there", he said as he scratched his head and we both confused but we just let it and go to our room.
- END OF POV -
HYUNSEUNG"s POV :
When we went to our room, the other is still not there and I was really thinking that they're doing something now. Then I suddenly remember what they said last night. 'Are they really going to do it ?', I thought and suddenly received a text message.
YOON LEADER : We're here at the Green House now and preparing a romantic date for you and HaeIn-ah. So don't let her come here okay.
ME : What ? But I'm not ready about that Yoon Leader.
YOON LEADER : Don't worry ! Your date with her is a dinner date, so you still have time ^^
ME : But what Am I going to invite her ?
YOON LEADER : We have a plan for that too. So just relax there and wait for you dinner date with her.
ME : Arasse ! Komawoyo Yoon Leader.
I took a breath first then HaeIn-ah suddenly speak, "Who's that ? Is that Yoon LEader-oppa ? Where they are ?", she asked and keep on asking.
"Stop ! It's not them. So let's just wait for them to come okay", I said and she just nodded at me.
- END OF POV -
At last they are already coming with a glimpse on their eyes and a smile in their face. Dongwoon-ah went there too just too escort Minhyun-ah and to greet me too. I can feel that they are acting really weird and I was wondering why. Then the class finally ended. Me and Minhyun-ah already home because we are not allowed again to visit _-unnie.
HAEIN's POV :
When I was sitting on a sofa and watching T.V, I suddenly received a text message from Minhyun-ah and other B2ST member.
MiNHYUN : Unnie, can you please go to the Green House now ?
ME : Wae ? Are you gonna be there too ?
MiNHYUN : OF course unnie. So please go there and make sure to wear a beautiful dress.
ME : Okay ! Bye and take care .. :D
I followed what Minhyun-ah said. I take a shower first and finally pick a beautiful dress for me. Here's my outfit kekeke :D
Then I asked my driver to drive me through our school.
- END OF POV -
HYUNSEUNG's POV :
Yoon Leader told me to go to the Green House already before HaeIn-ah come first. So I went home already to take shower and to change my clothes. Then I already went ahead to our school. When I already inside the Green House, I was really amazed to what they did.
That's the Green House that we're always spending our time together with each othe ^^. Well, they really made the Green House so romantic :D.
"Nice job Yoon Leader", I said and smirked. I sat on a chair where I first stole a kiss to HaeIn-ah's cheeks. Then I received a text message from Minhyun-ah.
MiNHYUN : Hyunseung-oppa, unnie is already arrived. She is walking ahead through the Green House now. GOOD LUCK ! FiGHTiNG ! ^^
ME : Komawoyo !
Then I just wait HaeIn-ah to come, and I was really nervouse and too annoyed to myself because of what I feel.
- END OF POV -