Alice was a happy person, no not just a happy person which merged into the joy of living. She could make anyone smile just by being. And every time I walked with her to class while she was wearing her famous smile I was overwhelmed with pride. Because she was with me and none else.

Today was my first week-end with Alice, she called me yesterday to make sure I was free. I'm glad she called, I'm always happy when I get to talk to her. She asked me to meet her outside the house. When her car arrived, my heart was beating hard, I guess being with Alice is really good for my cardiac exercises.

"Hello" she smiled

"Hi"

She didn't start the engine, and kept looking at me.

"You're not forgetting anything, are you?" she asked licking her lips.

"Nope, pretty sure I didn't" I teased.

Alice wants her kisses, and I love making her work for them.

"Well, I..am pretty sure you did" she said leaning closer to me

"What would that be?"

"Kiss me now" she whispered

"All you had to do is-"

I didn't get to finish that sentence, her lips were on mine. Her kisses had something I've never experienced with anyone. It's not so much about the soft cold vampire thing, nor was it the delicious lipstick she used, it was more the fact that they made my mind imagine our future. It is a weird thing to say I think, but every time she kissed me, I tried to imagine every other kiss we'll share.

"Don't tease me with kisses" she whispered in my ear.

"I won't" I manage to say

"Yeah, because next time I might do it too" she warned

"No, you can't"

"I can" she said falsely outraged.

"Okay, you can, but you won't"

"You're probably right" she laughed

She started driving, with her I never know the destination. It's like a habit now, I don't even bother asking where we are going. I let her do it because I'm never disappointed when we reach her goal.

"Bells, can you talk to me about yourself?" she asked with an adorable sheepish look.

"Okay, yes well, my mum's name is Renée, she recently married Paul, a baseball player, and is now following him around the country. My best friend is Jacob Black he lives in the reservation and well you know Charlie"

She laughed "Bella, I asked you to talk about yourself not everyone else"

I blushed. True.

"It's just that it's a weird question"

"Why is that?"

"I don't know"

"It's okay, Actually I wanted to talk to you about something"

"What is it?" I asked curious

"Wait we'll be there in a few minutes, we'll be more comfortable to talk"

"It's nothing bad?" I asked my heart quickening

"I hope not"

"You're not helping the rising panic here Alice" I tried to smile

"It's okay, we're almost there"

"Where?"

"The clairiere"

"I like that we always go there to be together" I feel like nothing can get to us there.

Like on our date, she pulled on the side of the road.

"Aren't you going to make that kind of jokes?"

"No, I just want to hear what you have to say"

"Relax Bella"

She wrapped her arms to carry me. When my face was in the crook of her neck nothing could trouble me.

"Here we are" she said putting me back on the ground.

"Yes, So what is it that you wanted to talk about?"

"Well, ermm.. the thing is Vampires are different from humans on many points" I nodded "Some of them have what you could call gifts"

"Gifts?"

"Yeah, for example Edward can read minds"

"What?" no no! No way! If he heard what I thought about his sister, what I still think when I am around him.

"Yes, he can't read yours though. It's part of why he likes you so much"

Okay, so Edward can't read my mind, thanks god.

" Jasper can control other people emotions and feel them too"

"what can you do?"

"I can see the future, well, not exactly i can see the future based on people's decisions"

"You can see the future" i said shocked

"Yes, that's what i wanted to talk about"

"the fact that you can see the future"

"Bella, i saw you way before you came here, actually i saw you coming way before you were born"

"What do you mean?"

She looked really nervous, i didn't know what to do, whatever she'll tell me i am sure I'll love her anyway.

"Well, i saw you in a vision, that's part of why i was so weird around you in the beginning."

"Why what did i do, i mean what will i do in the future that caused you that weirdness?"

"Bella what i am going to tell you is weird, Edward said i should tell you, that you have to know, but Rose said it's too much for a human to handle"

"Alice just say it, please" i said

"Okay, vampires don't fall in love"

"you mean you can't fall in love with me" i said tears coming to my eyes

"No, no that's not what i meant. we can't fall out of love, we love one person forever"

"I don't understand"

"We can recognize our soul mates"

What was she trying to tell me? did she find her soul mate and is going to break up with me? or maybe she just wants to be with me until she finds her soul mate?

"Bella, you are my mate"

"i am your mate"

"Yes , but you don't have to if you don't want me, i will never-"

My lips were on hers, i am her mate, of all the people i could've been destined to be with there was no better one than Alice Cullen, my Alice Cullen.

"So you're not angry at me?"

"Why would I be?"

"Rosalie said that humans fall out of love"

"They do, but I will never" i said convinced "there is no way I'll love anyone else"

"you love me?" she looked so adorable and unsure. How could she doubt that?

"Yes, i do. that wasn't the way i imagined telling you but Alice Cullen i love you"

Within a second my feet left the floor, and her lips crashed on mine, this kiss wasn't like any other she ever gave me, it was deep, she didn't let go, or pulled back, my need for air was completely secondary, my whole body was on fire just after that kiss. But I did have to pull back to gasp for air.

"I've never been this happy, in my entire life" she said

"Neither have I"

Forks isn't Hell, Forks is paradise... Forks is my paradise...mine and Alice's paradise.

The whole day was spent in the clairiere, i was Alice's mate. I was Alice's mate, I actually was an angel's Mate.

"Tomorrow i want you to meet my parents, Esme is dying to know you"

"Erm Okay" i said "But what if they don't like me"

"of course they will like silly, is there anything not to like"

"I love you, Bella"

"I've never loved before i met you Alice"

Saturday ended quickly, too quickly for my liking, Alice dropped me home.

"Hi Bells, how was your day with Alice?"

"Great, dad I need to talk to you"

I finally mustered the courage to come out to Charlie.

"okay, what's up? is everything alright"

"I am gay" was that was blunt " and Alice is my girlfriend"

"Okay"

"You are okay with it"

"Bella i am a cop, my job is to read people,and every time you talked about Alice your eyes lit up like a Christmas tree, i figured and of course i am okay with it love is love kiddo"

"Thanks, it means the world to me." i said honestly

"Look i know you and i aren't as close as you and your mother but you can talk to me. I'll always be there for you"

"Thank you" i said hugging him tightly

"Although I would like meeting this little girlfriend of yours"

"Yes, okay, she's coming tomorrow to take me to her house"

"Fine, then tomorrow it'll be"

I kissed him goodnight and started heading to my room

"hey Bells"

"Yes?"

"I don't need to give you the talk about... you know"

"No, no need no!"

We were both red as tomatoes. why in the world would he ask that!

Here for this chapter, first "i love you" between Alice and Bella

Next chapter will be Bella meeting Carlistle and Esme

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