Hello peeps! Just got home from visiting my village in Africa. Gosh, I realized how big and loud my family can be o_o'. Sorry for late update, not much internet in Cameroon. Anyways, here is an updated chapter of Change. Enjoy :).

And FYI, steroids can make your privates smaller. Just a hint for a small part in the chapter :-I

Emilia P.O.V

A week. It has been another week, as long as I know. I just came back from taking a small shower, and I'm in my room on the bed sobbing, and lying face down. The pain in my jaw and rib faded away, but now I keep falling into depression. Sometimes I even think of killing myself with this knife I took from Jack. But I keep reminding myself that other women have been like this, and I can handle it. Also another important reason: Bodie.

He's cared for me, and taken care of me since I've been here. It may sound cliché, but I really love Bodie. Angel never took care of me; he only ignored me like I'm trash. Bodie always makes sure I'm okay, and I'm not hurt. I'm in a different outfit now: Dirty white shorts, and a blue sports bra. Ravi made me where it instead of my other clothes. I really hate that man.

I was about to fall asleep, until another knock came on my door. 'Please don't be Ravi, just please.' I thought. The door slowly came open, and when I saw who it was, I was relieved. Bodie came in.

He sat down on the edge once again. "Hey Emilia." He said.

"Hi." I said quietly.

"Want to talk?" he asked. I didn't want to really say anything about last week. He saw what he saw, I'll just leave it like that.

"No. I don't want to talk about anything." I turned my head, but Bodie turned it back so my eyes were staring directly in his.

"C'mon, Emi. I'm the only one you can talk to, and I'm not letting you waste the opportunity." His eyes glistened with mine, and then I felt a liquid come out of my eyes. I started to cry, and I fell into Bodie's arms. He comforted me, and let my tears fall into his grey shirt.

"I can't take this anymore! They call me ugly, stupid, a whore… I don't know how long I can take this. But you cared for me." I whispered. Bodie kept staring at me; I could feel the sympathy pouring out of him.

"First off, you're not ugly. You're the most beautiful girl I've ever met. And you're not stupid. Hell, your smarter than any of them. Last, you're defiantly not a whore. They forced you, and if we were together, I would never hurt you like that. Never." I brought myself up; looked straight at him.

"Y-You really mean all that…?" He nodded. I looked down, and then looked back into those bright eyes. He really does mean it.

"Of course I do! You're the most perfect person. I love being with you, and talking to you. And who wouldn't call you beautiful? I- Look, I'm sorry if I caught you off guard. I'm just a little nervous-"

I interrupted him with a kiss. He seemed pretty surprised, and I was too. It was like my brain was telling me not to kiss him, but my heart kept saying go for it.

"And my nervousness goes away." He says.

"If you're never going to hurt me if we're together, give me an example." I said seductively.

Bodie and I kissed again. He hugged me while we were kissing. It was the most passionate kiss I ever had, and I kept going and going. I moved my legs so Bodie's torso was in the middle of me. And I kept rubbing my bottom half over Bodie's now morning wood.

Before I knew it, we were in Bodie's room, with the doors locked. I've already been here before, a couple days ago. It was decent: plain white, cement floor, and a full sized bed. Which we were on.

The kissing led to French kissing, which also led to me taking Bodie's shirt off. We both stopped for some air, and I wrapped my arms around his neck. "Are you sure we should be doing this?" he asked.

"If you really love me, and think I'm beautiful, then of course we should be. You're the person I care about most now. It doesn't matter if I've only known you for two weeks Bodie. I love you." It took a lot of courage for me to say that. I know if I tell this story, I may get called a slut for sleeping with a guy after two weeks of knowing him. But this is different. I truly love Bodie.

He just gave that smile of his.

"Now, take of these pesky shorts of yours." I said with a smirk. Bodie sat down, while I got on my knees and pulled down his shorts, revealing his black boxers. I sighed, and pulled down his black boxers, showing his erection. Bodie's size was bigger than the others. I'm guessing the other guys use steroids.

I touched the tip, then massaged. It felt fun seeing him blush, and teasing him. After a few strokes, I started to suck on the erection. Bodie's eyes were closed, and I can see his pleasure. I continued, slowly. In a minute, he ejaculated in my mouth. I heard him sigh. I stopped going and took my mouth off of his member.

I swallowed, because Bodie's been bitter and sour like the others. It tasted sweet. I licked my mouth clean and lay back on the bed. "Okay, my turn." I said.

He smirked and went on top of me. Bodie slowly pulled off my sports bra, and examined my breasts. He seemed fascinated, and sucked on my right nipple. I felt an extreme amount of pleasure. His tongue kept going, and his left hand was squeezing my left breast.

After he was done, he went into… a lower area. He pulled down my shorts, then my lace panties. Bodie opened my legs, and licked my cherry. I arched my back because of the speed he was going. It felt amazing.

He kept sucking… and sucking… and sucking. I just couldn't hold it in any more.

"Gah, Bodie! Just come on, I can't wait any longer!"

He stopped and smiled. "Hey, you were teasing me a few minutes ago."

"Well, this is more agonizing. Please… get in already." Bodie shrugged and positioned himself. Slowly, he entered inside of me. It was hurting badly, because of his bigger size. My fingers were on his back, and when he kept doing, they started pinching him.

"Are you okay? Want me to go slower?" he asked.

"No, no… go faster." I said, and so he did. A couple seconds went by and I said:

"Faster…" He listened. The pain slowly went away, and I felt pure ecstasy. This wasn't like the rape I was feeling last week. I actually want to do this, and it felt great. Bodie respected me, and cared for me. This was my actual first time. I loved it.

He kept doing, so much we started sweating. We started kissing again, and I was even happier.

"Aah… Bodie… this feels amazing." I grunted. He just smirked and kept going.

Until someone tried to open the locked door.

….I regrets nothing. Gosh, I made this too hot didn't I .-. Is it just me or is this too sexy? I don't know. If you think it was rushed, sorry. I'm typing this with family over, and I really don't want them to see I'm typing a lemon xD. Also, It was kind of hard to type this. Dare I say it… I kind of made myself… excited. O_o. If you have crazy hormones like me, you know ( ._. ). Sorry for the short chapter :-(. The next one will be longer, promise.

And I may not update tomorrow. Gathering for Christmas parties :p. Merry pre-Christmas!