Alright so this is my first fanfic so readers bare with me....I accept all constructive criticism.

Disclaimer: I do not own Twilight....unfortunately.

This story plot does not belong to me credit goes to "Linnac"

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Chapter 4

The drive back to Forks from Seattle was a long and quiet one. It was times like these where I wish that I had been driving with one of my vampires, this three and a half hour car ride would have been reduced to just under an hour long.

I was very eager to get home and settle in. The sooner this was to happen, the sooner it would be my first official day at Forks High school. And the sooner i would be able to officially meet the love of my life Edward Cullen.

Thinking back to my "dream", I realized that I would only be dealing with two of the Cullen clan this year as the rest of them would have graduated from Forks High last spring. Alice and Edward. I was silently thanking the gods that I would not have to deal with Rosalie, right away at least. I knew I would have to face her someday.

I started to think about what I would say to Edward when I saw him. Just thinking about him made my heart ping with sadness. Knowing that I could not yet call him mine and had about as much claim to him as Jessica Stanley was I going to say to him at school tomorrow. I needed to find a way for him to get used to my scent. the quicker that happens the easier this will be for me.

But what if he takes off after he realizes how strong my scent is to him? I will also need to let him know that I trust him and that he will not hurt me. I know that this fact is true. Technically I have never met him, but I would already trust him with my life and that is just what I am going to do.

But to let him know this he will have to be aware that I know what he is. How will he react to me knowing what his secret is.

I can't let him know too much right away. I don't want him to up and leave. How would I even explain it anyways. I chose to believe that what happened in this "dream" was just the universe showing me what would have happened if I had not been involved in that accident. What was supposed to happen to both of us. But what would he see it as?

I could always enlist help from Alice. I'm sure that by now she has already had some sort of vision of what is going to happen in the near future. Right now she's my best ally.

"Here we are" Charlie said as we pulled into the driveway of the small two bedroom house that Charlie and Renee had bought together when they were still married. It looks just the same as i remember it on the outside and I am sure that not much has changed on the inside either.

Charlie grabbed my suitcases out of the back of the cruiser and brought them in the house. I was right, nothing had changed. There was the same old mangy old couch and chair sitting in the same position they had been in three years ago. My school pictures still hung on the wall, from before I had gone into the coma. The only thing that had changed was the newish flat screen television that im sure Charlie bought just to watch baseball on.

I grabbed one of the suitcases from Charlie and we both carried them up to where my room was so that I could get unpacked. As soon as He has put my suitcase on the floor he mumbled something about ordering in something to eat and wondered off downstairs. I just nodded at him and started to unpack my things.

Thirty minutes later I was called downstairs with the promise of pizza. I was sure that if we were ever going to have another home cooked meal that it would be up to me to do the shopping and preparing each night. I quickly made a mental note to go tomorrow after school.

I was a relatively quiet dinner. Charlie told me about the truck that he had bought for me off of Billy and I suddenly was very upset. As much as i had loved that truck in my "dream", I remembered what going fast had felt like and that truck wouldn't be able to push past 50.

I smiled and thanked him anyways. the truck wouldn't be here until tomorrow night so I could either risk being dropped off by Charlie in his cruiser or just walk myself to school and back. I chose the latter.

After eating, i quickly washed up the plates used for pizza and excused myself to go set up my stuff in the bathroom and take a shower. After showering a changed into sweats and a tank, dried my hair and hollered down a goodnight to Charlie.