A/N: ok so im pretty sure this gets a little longer than the others. so ya. heres chapter 4.

BPOV

It had been over a couple of weeks since the incident with Jacob, and I kept think that maybe, just maybe, I did want more. I thought about how good his lips felt up against mine, how my fingers twisted into his thick hair, how he kissed me like he needed me. It felt good. It felt safe.

The more I thought about him the more I realized that I was madly in love with him. I tried to shake the thoughts from my head. I belonged to Edward. But he had left me here, alone. What did he expect? That I was never going to move on? Well, I was. And I needed Jacob to help me.

I picked up the phone and repluctantly dialed his number.

"Black residence," said a familiar voice.

"Oh, hey, Billy. Can I, uh, talk to Jake?" I was already feeling myself start to blush.

"Sure thing, Bella," he began. "He'll be happy to hear from you." After a few moments of silence, Jacob picked up.

"Bella?" he asked.

"Of course, Jake. Who else would it be?" I answerd.

"Oh, good," he laughed. "I was starting to think you were mad at me or someting."

"Or something," I muttered under my breath. "Do you mind if I came down, to visit?"

"Yeah, no problem. Billy's on his way out, anyway," he told me.

"Cool, thanks. I'll be there in like, five minutes," I said with a smile, and hung up.

I yelled to Charlie that I'd be home before dinner, and walked to my truck. Within three minutes, I was pulling into Jacob's drive-way. Billy's car was gone, so we were alone.

"Jake!" I called out, thinking maybe he had falen asleep when he wasn't outside to greet me like usual, but then he came out the front door, looking as amazing as ever.

"Hey, Bells. Long time, no see, huh," he said jokingly as he pulled me into the biggest bear hug possible.

"Yeah, uhm, sorry about that," I quickly apologized.

"Nah, Bella, it's fine. It was all me. Not you"

"Let's go inside, I'm getting kinda cold," I told him.

"Oh, sorry, I didn't notice. I am kinda 108 degrees," he said with a smile, opening the door for me. When we walked inside, he flopped down on the couch. So I did the same, resting my head on his hard, warm, chest. He turned on the TV, and we started watching a re-run of Glee (a/n: my fave show). During a commercial break, I spoke up.

"Jacob, you know, he, is never coming back," I started, looking into his deep, brown eyes. "And I do want to move on."

"Yeah, Bells. I tottaly get it," he replied, obviously not getting my hint.

"Well," I started, breaking mid-sentence to give him a light peck on the lips. "I want to move on to you. No more boundaries." That made Jacob sit up.

"You mean..." His voice trailed off, but I knew what he was thinking. You mean you want to have sex with me? Right now?

"Yes," was all I had to say before he as on top me, crushing my lips with his. I kissed him back, with as much force as possible. His tounge begged for entrance to my mouth, and I allowed it. I had twisted my fingers into his dark, thick, hair, and he had done the same to me.

"Mmm... Jake... More..." was all I could get out inbetween kissed. He detached from me, sprinting down the hall. At first I thought he had left me, untill he ran back, with something in his hand. He set it down next to the couch, and got back on me before I had time to ask what it was. He started trying to undo the buttons on my shirt, and couldn't get it. He then swiftly just tore it off, then took off his shirt. But I was okay with it, I didn't really like that shirt anyway. He began kissing me again, and soon his lips trailed down to my collar bone. When his warm, mouth, touched my cool, pale, skin, I let out a tiny moan, which really turned us both on. I un-did the clasp on bra and reached for Jake's zipper.

"Bella, are you really ready for this?" he asked me.

"Yeah, Jake. I'm ready," I replied as I pulled down his pants and boxers. Damn, Jacob Black was huge. I guess I was staring or something because he spoke.

"We don't have to do this," he told me as he started pulling his pants back up.

"No! Sorry, your just, big," I said and stopped him from putting his clothes back on.

"Oh, can you handle it?" He asked me houmorusly.

"God, Jake. You disgust me, sometimes," I answerd. Jake was fully naked now, and he looked amazing.

"Wow. You are one fucking beautiful werewolf," I told him as he laid me back on the couch.

"You're beautiful, too, Bells," he said while removing my jeans and underwear. I was about to enter me when we heard a knock on the door.

A/N: was that longer?? loll. review please!!