He's going out more too. He just leaves the Hub for hours on end and won't say where he's going. It's scaring me now, I'm so worried he's the only family I have left, and he's not even family, but it's not like dad's going to appear out of nowhere and be like 'hi hope, I'm so sorry for what I did, I love you hope, please forgive me' or something soppy like that. I stopped believing in that fairy-tale a long, long time ago, he's the dad that never came back, and I hold him to that every day. I know it's not fair, but Jacks been here for me ever since he hasn't and I'm lucky for that and I love Jack with all my heart but he's not my dad. And he never will be.
Jack's gone again, I tried to tail him this time, but he's quick and I'm out of practice. I ran straight into a brick wall (literally), I was running at full pelt and boom a wall appeared out of nowhere. I now have a lovely bruise on my forehead and I huge headache. But worse than all of that I lost Jack, but he knew I was after him, he sensed it straight away he didn't even turn round he just disappeared in central Cardiff, straight into a crowd and was gone. So I obviously went straight to his office and the check of him, locking his door, did he really think that would stop me in any way at all? Just a simple jimmy of the handle and click the door sprung open, it was like 'duhh think you could outsmart me?' but that got me thinking, he was, why would he lock his door in the first place? He never locks his door, and if it was so obvious that all it would do was make me want to get in there more why do it? Unless he wants me to go in there, wants me to see what he's doing, wants me to help, or worse it's a trap, and I'll be caught red handed with whatever information its being passed, that is if it's as small as just information, what if it's a weapon, or a communicator, it could be anything and I just wouldn't know because he didn't tell me. Maybe it's for the best that I don't know, or maybe not. I think now he's got to answer a lot of questions when he gets back, that is after I have a poke around his office, if I die then at least it was in the interest of the human safety or maybe it was just in the interest of me being way too nosey.
heyy just wondering what everyone thinks so far :) xxx