This chapter is… yeah, it's pretty smutty. It's all shiny and new, too! Completely improved from the old version. :3 I hope you like it!
Yosuke and I sat around the table in front of the TV in the living room and watched the news. The woman reading the headlines looked to be half asleep as she spoke, and when she was through, she unenthusiastically introduced the weatherman. The weather began uninterestingly and the forecast was supposed to be sunny all week long. I flicked off the TV and looked over at Yosuke, who was staring into the blank TV screen, looking to be somewhat distracted.
"Yosuke?" I said, trying to get his attention.
"Oh…" he said in a tired voice, but his tone became more serious suddenly. "Souji… promise me that… you won't ever fall in love with a girl." It was a bit out of the blue and I jumped a bit at the words. He looked at me with a desperate expression.
"What are you talking about?" I asked slowly, giving him a confused look. After that day at Samegawa River—the day he'd told me he liked me—I'd told him that I was bisexual, not gay. He told me he was gay, but my sexuality had never seemed to be a problem before. Why did it seem to suddenly be an issue?
"I guess it's nothing, but… I just have this weird feeling that one of the girls has her eye on you…" He looked at me and I was surprised. "I figured that if we had sex it would mean we were really in love… and I wouldn't have to worry about losing you to a girl." Yosuke was close to tears, I could tell, and it wasn't like him at all. He was choking on his words and beginning to sniffle. I was worried; I didn't know what to do about crying.
"I love you, Yosuke," I told him. "I don't want to make any promises because I don't want to break them… but if we're being honest, I love you more than I could ever love a girl. Or anybody else, for that matter." I wiped the first tear to flee from his eye and looked into at him seriously to show him I meant it. I scooted around the table and turned Yosuke's head to mine with my hand. He looked at me sadly, tears running down from both eyes.
"Souji, I don't want to lose you," he cried, grabbing me and burying his face in my chest. I kissed the top of his head lovingly.
I put my arm under his back and my other arm under his legs, supporting him, and I stood up slowly. I was pretty strong and Yosuke wasn't heavy at all.
"I think it's time for bed," I said softly, starting the journey up the stairs while carrying my boyfriend bridal style.
When we reached my room, I didn't bother turning on the lights. My window provided just enough moonlight to see each other dimly. I set Yosuke down on my bed and lay down next to him, leaning on my elbow and putting my face over his. I pecked his lips sweetly. Despite the innocence of the kiss, it sparked something inside of me and I suddenly found myself wanted him quite badly.
"I love you, Yosuke," I said, and added in a seductive tone, "I want you." I licked a tear from his cheek.
"Souji! What are you—" he gasped as my tongue ran over his face. I ran my tongue over his lips next, and he opened his mouth quickly. "Kiss me," he commanded as I fondled his quickly hardening cock through the pajama pants I'd lent him. "Please."
That was all I needed to hear. I pressed my open mouth to his waiting lips and our tongues were battling at once. We both were moaning into the kiss, and I was getting extremely hot from Yosuke's noises. I nimbly pulled the elastic over Yosuke's member with one hand and began stroking him gently, prompting a desperate groan from him and I smiled, pulling away from our kiss and continuing to stroke his erection. I stopped for a moment and Yosuke sighed, and I pulled his pants off completely, tossing them onto the floor. By now I was sitting on my knees on my bed next to Yosuke, who was laying down, touching him once again and slipping my other hand underneath the elastic of my own pajama pants to play with my dick. I stopped myself before I went too far and stopped stroking Yosuke as well. He sighed again, and I bent forward and licked the head of Yosuke's manhood.
"Mmm, Souji…" he purred, gripping the blankets underneath him.
I took Yosuke's dick in my mouth and, god, he tasted good. I wanted more. I sucked on him hard and fast, bobbing my head up and down in a rhythm. I slurped up every ounce of precum that came from his dick, enjoying the salty flavor before I took my mouth off Yosuke's manhood slowly. He moaned disappointedly as I stopped. I reached for the lubricant in my desk drawer—when had I acquired this?—and brought it to my lap, squirting some onto my fingers and spreading it carefully over them. I snaked my hand beneath him where his ass laid waiting to be penetrated and I placed my middle finger at his entrance. I poked in gently.
"Tell me if it hurts," I said softly, giving Yosuke words of warning and comfort as I felt him tense up a little from the intrusion.
"I'm okay," he breathed.
"You're so tight," I grumbled, my erection driving me up the wall. I sighed and slipped my finger in further, then added another finger and he inhaled sharply. I stroked him a little to make up for the pain and he sighed.
"Is it bad?" I asked, and he shook his head quickly.
"It's fine," he said firmly, brushing his hand over my cheek. "Just keep going."
"You're being so tough, Yosuke," I told him affectionately.
"It… feels good," he breathed and my heart raced. "I think I'm ready." I had begun a scissoring motion with my fingers when he said that, and I stopped my motions.
"Are you sure?" A nod. "Okay." I pulled my fingers from his entrance and we both sighed. I grabbed the lubricant again and pulled my pants over my erection. I spread the slippery substance over my throbbing member, sighing as the cool oil covered my warmness. "Turn over," I said lightly and he complied, getting on all fours to wait patiently for me.
"Are you ready?" I asked, positioning myself at Yosuke's entrance, the head of my cock touching his delicate hole.
"Yes…" he sighed. "Souji, I'm so happy." He smiled beneath me sincerely.
I smiled back and nodded. "Okay, here I go." I grabbed Yosuke's hips and began to push lightly. I could feel that he was still tight from being so tense.
"Go quickly," he said, his voice breaking a bit and I was worried that I was hurting him. I pushed in a bit faster until I was buried as far as I could go and I remained there for a matter of seconds.
He throbbed around me in pain for a few moments before I felt him relax. "Stay still for a little while…" he groaned.
"Yeah, I will," I told him, my breathing heavy. "I'm sorry if it hurts." I took a deep breath, restraining myself carefully. "I'll be as gentle as I can. I promise."
"Thank you," Yosuke said, a slight laugh in his voice. After a few more seconds he sighed and told me, "You can move now."
"It doesn't hurt too much?" I asked cautiously, trying to avoid hurting him at all costs. I didn't want things to go bad for him the first time and turn him off from sex forever.
"I love having you inside me," he breathed. "Move."
I leaned over his back and kissed his neck appreciatively before I began to thrust gently and slowly. He wasn't as tense as before and it felt amazing to be connected in such a way. I'd pull out a little then push myself back in over and over again. I sped up slowly until one particular thrust made my boyfriend cry out.
"Aah, Souji!" he moaned loudly.
At first I thought I'd done something wrong. "What is it?" I asked nervously.
"That… felt good," he said quietly. "Amazing."
I was ecstatic that I'd done something right and I tried to imitate my previous movement, thrusting carefully but at a decent pace, and Yosuke moaned again. After my experimentation was complete I decided to get serious. I pulled back as far as I could and pumped myself into him quickly, pulled out, and repeated it in a pattern. I was beginning to feel beyond amazing myself, and I began to thrust harder and faster each time. I breathed his name softly.
"S…Souji," he whimpered. "It feels so good! I'm going to come…"
I thrust harder and harder with each passing moment, feeling pent up and on the edge like my boyfriend.
"Souji!" he called out suddenly, and I could feel him tensing up around my dick as I thrust. I could tell he was coming.
"Yosuke…" I breathed loudly as I felt myself begin to fall over the edge. I called his name loudly as I came inside him and he moaned softly as well. It was a feeling different than anything I'd ever felt before—it was almost unreal.
When the extremity of our climaxes was over I pulled out of Yosuke slowly, and he sighed. I pulled my pajama pants back up and Yosuke climbed off the bed to put on the pajamas I'd lent him. I stood up and peeled the top blanket off of the bed and threw it onto the floor; it was covered in both our releases and was sticky. We both laid back down, this time under the blankets, and I wrapped my arms around him from behind.
"I'm never going to let you go," I whispered in his ear gently. "I love you."
"I love you too, Souji. So much."
We fell asleep and I was lost beyond any definition of the word "happy."
D'aw. Cute. Let me know if you think so, too.~ :D