1Chapter 3
Steph's POV
Shit, I felt like I was going to faint in the next minute. "Oh...um I can't really remember!" Great, just fucking great. He was holding a pregnancy test. I thought I was going to throw up again. I ran for the toilet. I was just bending over the toilet when he was behind me(at my. I couldn't hold it back.. I heaved until I didn't have anything left in me and then slumped against the wall. I was done. Finally. But I felt better . "Steph you take the test and after that we are visiting a doctor."
Denial was my best friend and if the test showed what I feared I wouldn't be able to ignore it. "Les, I think I'm late."
"Well you have been under a shit load of stress lately. The breakup with Joe, then moving in with me. That can affect that sort of thing." I sighed "You mean I should take the test?" Lester obviously thought it was the thing to do, but I'm scared about a little pink stick. "Come on, it will be ok I love you. It doesn't matter what happens in the next five minutes." I asked him if he ever thought about it a family and his future.
"Not in the past but lately I have to admit yes, I have thought about it."
"OK I need a minute and then I will be back in the living room." Lester gave me my privacy and left.
Two minutes later we were sitting on the couch and looking at the little pink stick. "Steph, the description says if there are two lines in the window it's positive. I'm going to be a daddy." and he hugged me and gave me a passionate kiss on the lips. He left the room and was back a minute later playing on his guitar.
If I would tell you how much you mean to me
I think you wouldn't understand it
so I wait, I wait until this day comes when you will understand me
But I can't help myself, I can't stop myself, I am going crazy
and I can't stop myself, cannot control myself, I am going crazy
and I love you, I want you, I wanna talk to you, I wanna be with you
and I love you I want you I wanna talk to you I wanna be with you
I cannot change it I'm sure not making it one big hell of a fuss
I cannot turn my back I've got to face the fact life without you is hazy
And I love you I want you I wanna talk to you I wanna be with you
and I love you I want you I wanna talk to you I wanna be with you
Kiss me, thrill me, don't say goodbye, hold me, love me, don't say goodbye
oh, oh, oh don't say goodbye
But I can't help myself and I can't stop myself I am going crazy
I cannot turn my back, I've got to face the fact, life without you is hazy
and I love you, I want you, I wanna talk to you, I wanna be with you
and I love you, I want you, I wanna talk to you, I wanna be with you
oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, don't kiss me goodbye
(I Cant help myself by The Kelly Familiy)
He sank to his knees. "Marry me Stephanie; you and the baby are my life and all I'll ever want" I couldn't help it, I cried. "Yes I will". I couldn't believe that I was going to be Mrs. Lester Santos. "I think we should celebrate." He carried me to the bedroom.