Disclaimer: The standard disclaimer applies for this as with the past too ficlets/chapters.
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Colors
The colors of Shizuru's love of Natsuki.
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Green
Of Which color is love?
The color of the moon which is reflected on the autumn sea?
The color of pure white snow which decorates our heart?
The color of the cherry flowers which falls in memory of a girl?
Then I will plunge everything in your color.
- Excerpt from Katakoi Enka (shizuru's Image Song)
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Your eyes are a passionate shade of green. An emerald green color. Standing out brightly from your pale white skin and your navy blue hair. Eyes that show great agitation when you are annoyed. Eyes that glimmer as you focus on something. Eyes that are hiding something from us all.
I want to stare into those eyes all day. Just gaze within those pools of green. To read them, to day dream in them. I drown in your eyes, I find myself walking down the forest of your world. Your eyes are my entrance to your world.
They are different from everyone Else's. Different from Tokiha-san's maternal purple eyes, Minagi-sans feral and protective gold eyes, Yuuki-sans malicious green eyes. Suigira-sensei's bright and cheerful eyes; Different from my own eyes. Mine are red, the colors of garnets, the color of blood. They are not like yours.
When I stare into your eyes as you stare into mine. I think of the time when you were sick, and we had to use the leek. You try to read mine, but I don't let you. I want to let you, but I fear to. Fear your reaction when you find what mine say.
Even for you, I will not let you see into my eyes, into my mind. It will only break you.
Ara now then the leek. Luckily Tokiha-san had brought some leek with the food she made. The cry you released as it was stuck up your, pardon me my sweet, backside. I will not stoop down to use lewd language. That is your department. I did it though, maybe we could try it out one time, when you are not sick.
As I now look down upon your sleeping face, a once cool, wet towel now warm, was placed on your head. Beads of sweat dripping down your face, your hair matted to your sweaty face. My pale cool hand brushes it away.
I make sure that you are tucked in tightly, using lots of blankets to sweat out your sickness. Driving in the rain was not smart my dear especially when you are sad and emotionless.
You need not worry, I will take care of you. No one will get in my way as I take care of you. I will not touch you as I take care of you. I would never touch my sweet Natsuki inappropriately when she is down. I prefer to do so with you being vibrant and alive. Being stubborn and feisty, fighting back my wandering hands. My teases stopping as I flatter you. Your blushing face and your stuttering, and your green eyes unsure of what you want as I do that to you.
I like doing that to my Natsuki, you, when you are well and awake. I will never do that to you when you are down as you are now. I promise you my dear, I will take care of you and protect you.
I have seen how Yuuki-sans eyes stare at you and me. Green with envy as I have tease you and hug you.
She wants you Nat-su-ki. She is envious of what we have. She wants what we have with you.
But I won't let her have you. You are mine and mine alone, no one can have you but me.
So rest assured and get well my summer child, as I eliminate those who are threats to yours and mine relationship. As I eliminate those that get in the way of our happiness. As I eliminate those that hurt you on purpose, and took what you needed and wanted when you were little. They will all die.
I kiss your forehead and lay beside you, also using my body heat to help you sweat this fever off. You curl into my arms automatically, snuggling up close to me. It makes my heart flutter with this action.
I watch as your eyes flutter open weakly, the green eyes dull and exhausted. They close and I hold you close to me.
This is what I wish, to hold you close to me, to gaze into your eyes of green. To be whisked away by my knight riding a silver wolf with green eyes to your world.
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There we go Green is finished.
Again with the leek I am referring to the Drama CD when Natsuki was sick.
Also most of this really takes place after Natsuki was attacked by Nao, and Shizuru leaves the school to take care of Natsuki.
Now then on the couples.
I am not picky on who is with who, but I prefer Shizuru x Natsuki.
I willl read Nao x Natsuki if it is well written.
I am not fond of Shizuru x Nao, because obviously they hate each other. And Shizuru wants Nao dead.
Again I am not picky on it, just make sure it is well written and I will read it.
There are some metaphors in here, see if you can find them. Anyways Shizuru is not hating herself or anything, she is just stating what her eyes are to her. Though I think they are very, very pretty. Apologize for any bad grammar and tenses.
And if it is confusing.