"I just want to be alone is that so much to ask?" Katie takes a step back and looks at me I can tell by her face I hurt her. But before I could say I'm sorry I was walking out the door.

"What did cam mean he wasn't good for me he was perfect for me". I found myself walking threw the park me and cam used to come here after school so many memories.

I sat down on the park bench and pulled out my phone to the last message from cam

"Sorry I won't be coming its over "

I blinked away the tears from my eyes and played the video of the night before he dumped me "Good morning Maya Maltin". I paused at the sound of his voice. I couldn't watch anymore I broke down in tears.

I layed my head against the cold park bench and drifted off to sleep " Maya you awake " I instantly open my eyes and look up and he's standing right there looking down at me like I'm crazy . "Maya what are you doing here "

'I'm not sure I'm just so glad to see you again I still have so many questions".

"About what Maya "raising one eyebrow.

"Cam how can you be here if you're dead"

Cams looks at me started "Maya what are you talking about "

"I'm talking bout you committing suicide why would you do that to me". Just then cam looks around and calls out Katie's name "Katie I found Maya she's over here". He picks me up and lifts me off the park bench I'm confused cam.

"Shhhh Maya everything will be okay, but what's this bout me committing suicide Maya". "Maya I have no clue what your talking bout I'm not the one who tried to commit suicide you were". We have to get you to a doctor think you might have hit your head. I looked at him hurt and confused.

As Katie runs up to me and cam "oh mi gods Maya are you okay "I looked at both of them what's going on".

"Guys what are you talking about you should be worried bout cam, he committed suicide didn't he". Nothing makes sense but before I could say anything I hear what sounds like sirens and at that moment my eye started feeling heavy and I drifted off to sleep.

Everything is dark in my dream pitch black as I see an image it looks like me, but what am I doing? as I come closer I get farther I finally see what's happening and I run up to myself just for her to disappeared with blood on her hands and cuts going across her wrist .

She looks at me, "look what you've done Maya Maltin, your crazy and cam knows that now ".

What are you talking bout I didn't do that I couldn't have I don't remember anything .maybe this refresh your memories.

All of I sudden I find myself at degressi in front of Tori and Tristan. Tori looks at me can tell she's mad at me bout what did I do. She opens her mouth and the words that flow out her mouth make my mouth drop. "You are a psycho Maya its sad cam is gunna have to deal with that". "IF U REALLY CARED ABOUT CAM YOU WOULD GET OUT HIS LIFE NOW".

Those words made tears stream down her mind, as I think bout what's going on maybe I am crazy.

I wake up in a hospital bed, right next to me is cam what is he doing here where am I. Could my dream be a sign as I try to remember how I got hear seems like so long ago. The flash of sirens, blood and panic did I try to commit suicide.

I decided best way to get answers was from cam but he looks so peaceful sleeping. Cam you awake, he jumps up started and looks at me as if he just saw a ghost. He opens his mouth but not words come out tears stream down his face "thought I almost lost you".