It's time for good feelings! Hope you'll like it. Thanks to all your rewievs! Here is a brand-new chapter for you guys.

To Resist Love

Chapter 4: Love instead of hate

"Good-bye, Sakura."

Naruto left his office for the day and closed the glass door behind him. The sun had almost set and coloured the sky orange. Naruto waved to his secretary and walked into the elevator. He pushed a button and the elevator began to move downward. He did the same things as usual; walked out through the glass doors, took a taxi and went home. Naruto checked his mobile if he had any new messages. He didn't do that when he worked because he thought it was wrong. If someone wanted him something they could call him on the "work-phone". But he hadn't any new messages and laid his mobile in his jacket's pocket again. He thought on his job, everything he'd done for others. It hadn't been easy to be a boss over an almost bankrupt company, but he made it after some months on the office. The three first months was the worst and he had tried to understand what he got into. But after those months filled with papers he had finally seen the bottom. The other workers had been worried but then relieved because they hadn't got fired. Naruto had come up with an idea, to make more commercial for the company. He had asked the workers if they knew someone creative. A red-haired man named Gaara had said that he knew someone.

Flashback

"Sai." Naruto took the pale hand and shook it. He saw into the black eyes and the artist named Sai looked into Naruto's.

"I'm Naruto. Nice to meet you." He walked toward his desk and sat down on the chair. Sai sat down in the black armchair in front of the desk. They looked at each other for a long time. It was quiet in the room but they didn't actually care. All they cared about was the person in front of them. A strange feeling was appearing in them both.

All Naruto saw was the black-white person and all Sai saw was the sun. Naruto didn't think, he just saw and did. He stood up and walked toward Sai. The pale man stood up and smiled an amazing smile. Naruto's legs got weak and he began to sweat. Sai looked so calm, the opposite of how Naruto felt.

But Sai wasn't calm; his head was filled with questions. What am I feeling? What is he doing? Does he want to kick me out? What shall I do? The one who took the first step was the blond one. He took the other's hand and felt the smooth skin under his fingertips. His skin was pale as paper and his lips looked like sand. Naruto wanted to kiss them but he didn't dare. Naruto began to blush because of his odd feelings. They should sit down and discuss some things. But then, slowly and beautifully, Sai moved closer to Naruto and their lips met. Sai's lips weren't like sand at all. Instead they were smooth and delicious. Naruto laid Sai's head in his hands and felt the softness of the black hair. He stopped the kiss and breathed, then smiled.

"I'm kind of distracted…we should talk business. But I can send everyone home and then we can go to a restaurant. How's that idea?" Naruto wanted to know who this mysterious man was and he wanted more…kisses.

Naruto hadn't even guessed that Sai's parents got murdered and he had lived with a man that adopted him as a baby. He was learned that feelings weren't good to feel. It felt impossible for Naruto because he knew how Sai was. But he didn't know how he was before they met. He could have been a person that just cared about his work. It was strange for Naruto to think that. He was used to see Sai happy, sad and every else emotions. But he didn't like when Sai was disappointed. It tore him apart. Like the morning for a few days ago.

"So, do you want to go further?"

"You know that we can't."

"Sorry. I didn't think clear."

"It's alright, it's my fault."

Sai did always blame himself for the accident. It was wrong. Naruto knew the whole history and it wasn't even one proof that found Sai guilty. Naruto had told Sai that for at least hundred times but the information hadn't reached the closed ears.

"You can't deny it, Naruto. You miss it as much as I do. This will ruin everything!"

Sai had been angry, both at himself and at Naruto. Naruto was always to kind and forgave everyone. Except…him.

The taxi-car stopped outside the grey house and Naruto paid the driver. He got out from the car and walked toward the house on the asphalt. The sky was dark and the moon shone. It was round and big. Naruto took up his key from his pockets. He locked up the door and walked inside the warm house. He lit some lights and laid the key on the table when he reached the kitchen. Then he went to the bedroom and changed to more comfortable clothes. He hung his suit on a hanger and hung the hanger in the closet. The house was uncomfortably quiet so Naruto turned on the radio. An old, romantic song was heard in the room and the lonely man sat down on the sofa. Or, he lay down with his head resting on the arm. He closed his eyes for a while and tried to stop thinking on the one he missed. He thought instead on tomorrow when he would be home again. Naruto smiled and opened his eyes again. But he didn't see the things that he was used to see. Everything he saw was black like someone had switch off the lights. Someone held a hand in front of his eyes so that's why everything was black. Naruto raised his arm and tried to take it away so he could see who it was. The hand was cold. The cold hand grabbed Naruto's and revealed who was in front of him. The face was as familiar as it always had been. The whiteness was like a paper and the black eyes were like ink. But the face was hard and emotionless; it missed all the good things that had been there before. Naruto didn't say anything.

"It's amazing how anyone can have such perfect eyes." Sasuke smiled a surprising smile. Naruto sat up slowly while he tried to figure out when Sasuke came here. He hadn't heard anything.

"Sasuke…" It should be impossible but it wasn't. Naruto's old feelings weren't gone. They lay deep down in his heart, at the bottom. Naruto saw the person that he had been in loved with. He saw the person that was his first love. Naruto swallowed, Sasuke's eyes sparkled beautifully. Naruto blinked, Sasuke smiled perfectly. Naruto was sweaty, Sasuke moved. He laid a hand on Naruto's knee. Naruto jumped up from the sofa.

"What the fuck?" Naruto looked down at the still smiling face. "Are you totally insane?" Sasuke stood up and met Naruto's eyes. His smile began slowly to disappear but it stayed when it was just a movement in the corner of his mouth. He raised his arm and caressed Naruto's cheek with his hand. Naruto began to shake by the fear he felt. He wanted to run away and hide but he knew that Sasuke would be exactly behind his back. He wanted to punch him unconsciousness but he knew that Sasuke would punch harder.

"Don't you know that you still love me?" Naruto took deep breathes and closed his eyes. He ignored the question and focused on his thoughts instead. He saw Sai smiling in front of him and made the situation better.

Naruto felt the tiredness woke up inside him. It was completely dark outside this warm summer-evening. It must be late. Naruto looked into the black eyes that were similar to the outside. The moon in those eyes sparkled. The cold hand was still caressing Naruto's cheek.

"I see you do."

"No, I don't," was Naruto answer. The pure lie tasted sweet on his lips but it burned his throat like a fire. His face was turned into a poker-face but the inside was like a war when right and wrong battled against each other. Was it right to love him? Was it wrong to not hate him?

"Then explain to me why you're holding my hand?" Naruto's mind returned to his body and he realized what he was doing. He held Sasuke's hand in his, and smoothly caressed it. He blushed when he found out what he did without even knowing that.

"I don't…" Naruto wanted to explain to Sasuke how it really was, but he got interrupted. Sasuke kissed him and held Naruto's head in his hands. And Sasuke got surprised because Naruto kissed him back. The quietness in the room lasted for more than one minute. The only thing that was heard was the breaths. But then one of them began to talk while the other listened.

"It's impossible, this is a dream." The blond one smiled big and showed his perfect teeth. He looked deep into the eyes in front of him and saw the happiness shone in them.

"Yes, it's a dream." The dark-haired one smiled and gazed at the beautiful person in front of him. The golden hair felt like silk in his hands. He had longed for this. This was all he needed to become one piece again.

"I should feel anger or at least fear but all I can feel is love." Naruto tasted the sweet lips again and felt how he became warm inside. He turned around and pushed Sasuke into the sofa. He followed Sasuke that fell easily. He crept slowly toward him and laid as little of his weight on Sasuke as possible. He kissed almost every part of him. Sasuke's eyes were closed and his mouth was still turned into a smile. A smile that was unbeatable. No-one could smile like someone that hasn't smiled for years.

"I'm sorry, Naruto." The eyes were still closed. "I don't know why I did it, I was a fool."

"I don't know why I feel like I do right now. My body should burn because of anger but it burns because I want you so bad." Naruto kissed Sasuke on the neck first but then he swirled his tongue on the skin. He could feel that Sasuke was warm too. That was a good sign.

"The only reason…" Sasuke tried to catch his breath again when Naruto's tongue was behind his ear. "…is love. We belong to each other, Naruto." Naruto heard the words that were the truth. He couldn't escape it. They were meant for each other and nothing could change that. They had been apart for a lot of years and left each other with hate and shame. But when they were at this point, the love came back.

Sasuke took Naruto's wrists into his hands. He opened his eyes and looked into the blue ones. They were filled with love that he hadn't seen before. What had happened? Sasuke kissed the wrists while Naruto laid his head on Sasuke's chest. He could hear the heart.

"But if this is a dream, then why is everything so perfect?" He was still listening on the heart and closed his eyes. Then Sasuke made him sit up and he felt without looking that he was carried. Sasuke held him in his arms and Naruto rested his head on his shoulder. He was happy.

"This is what we feel and not a dream." Naruto sighed and then was laid down on what he thought was a bed. He opened his eyes and found out that he had right. Sasuke stood up but lay down as soon as he took of his shirt. Naruto smiled when he saw Sasuke's muscles. He laid a warm hand on Sasuke's well-trained stomach.

"Someone has trained," Naruto said flattering. Sasuke smiled and turned around. He sat up and moved his legs. He sat up on Naruto when he was still again. This was something Naruto missed. He has not to do all by himself. Sasuke took of Naruto's shirt without any problems. Then he pressed his perfect lips against Naruto's stomach.

"Do you remember the last time?" Sasuke continued his kissed. Naruto thought for a while but then he smiled.

"Yes. But we're going to make it to the end right?" Naruto laid a hand on Sasuke's head. Sasuke nodded. "I will never forget what you did, Moonshine." Naruto laughed when he said the nickname. It was a long time ago, but he remembered it. "But I will never forget the good things you did either. You fought against your own prejudices at the same time as you made resistance against Akatsuki." Moonlight looked up.

"I remember that I was completely confused the day when I understood my feelings. I told my parents that I was gay and I had a boyfriend the day after. My poor parents." Sasuke laughed a little but then continued with his kissed, but now higher up.

The pointer on the clock pointed at the five when they were asleep and they were completely exhausted.

Flashback

Sasuke walked into the school and felt happy. Today was the day when he would do it. No-one could change that. The first thing he saw was the one. He did almost collapse when he saw him.

"So perfect," Sasuke mumbled for himself and gazed at Naruto. He walked toward his locker and he opened it when he reached his goal. He hung his jacket on the hook and took out his math books. Then he turned around and went to the classroom. Sasuke said hello to the teacher and then sat down on his chair. He felt even happier when he remembered who he sat beside. Naruto.

"Hello everyone," Iruka said and smiled. "We're going to work in pairs today." Almost everyone sighed. Sasuke wasn't one of them, neither was Naruto. Sasuke moved forward but was still sitting on the chair.

"Naruto, do you want to work with me?" Sasuke asked and ignored his nervousness. He had to do this. Naruto turned his head around and smiled big.

"Yeah," he answered and showed his perfect teeth. Iruka handed out the instructions. Sasuke read them and understood immediately. He looked at Naruto's confusing face and smiled. Not because Naruto didn't understand but because he looked at the most wonderful person in the world. Sasuke heart did almost jump out from his chest.

"Do you want me to explain for you?" Sasuke asked and saw that Naruto blushed. The others had already begun with the math-problem. Naruto laid the paper on the table and played with the eraser.

"No, that's not necessary." Then Sasuke made a move that just Naruto saw. Sasuke laid a hand on Naruto's thigh. The blue eyes looked confused but the lips were turned into a content smile.

"Alright, then we're doing like this," Sasuke said and wrote some figures on a paper at the same time as he caressed Naruto's thigh. Naruto tried to understand but he was more focused on Sasuke's caressing hand. "Do you get it?" Naruto gazed into the black eyes and searched for an explanation.

"Are you sure it's the right answer?"

"Yes," Sasuke said certainly. The others weren't finished with the problem yet even if they began earlier. Iruka saw that they were finished so he walked toward them.

"You're finished already?" he asked. Naruto and Sasuke nodded at the same time. "Good, just sit down and wait on the others." Iruka walked toward some of the confused students. Sasuke couldn't understand what was hard. This math-problem was easy.

The classmates were soon finished and they went out from the classroom after Iruka's explanation of the problem. Sasuke let his hand go of Naruto but someone took it again when he was outside the classroom. He stopped and looked at the blond boy.

"Come, let's go somewhere else," he said and Sasuke followed him. They went to a more private place where no-one was. Just they. "I'm confused."

"Yeah, me too." Sasuke followed his heart and took a step forward. He laid a hand on Naruto's cheek and felt the warm skin under it. Then he kissed the perfect boy. It was like they went to another world where they were the only ones that existed. But sooner or later they had to return. It wasn't because their lesson started but they had to breathe.

"Will this last or will you leave me like all the others?" Naruto asked. Sasuke didn't understand and raised his eyebrows.

"What are you talking about?"

"No-one wants to be my friend so I don't understand why you kissed me. Everyone seems to think that I'm some kind of a monster."

"A monster? How is it possible to think that about you? You are so perfect a human can be…" Sasuke hugged Naruto and breathed in the perfect smell.

"Really?" Naruto asked sadly. "Then explain to me why I have no friends or why I'm Akatsuki's victim?" Sasuke couldn't explain because he didn't know.

"I guess that they don't know you as well as me," he said and took a hand in his and went to their classroom. "We have always been friends, Naruto. That's what I think." Naruto relaxed a bit and his face turned happy again. They went to left and saw their goal in front of them.

And something else, it was like expected. Akatsuki just had to stand outside their classroom. It was perfect. The people in the coats with clouds on turned around. They looked big and dangerous; no-one had the courage to stand against them. Sasuke did finally understood why Naruto felt the way he felt. He felt stupid that he never understood before. They were nine and he was one.

"So, you got someone on your side?" Sasuke's brother took a few steps closer to them. Both of them felt sweaty. But then one of them made a poker-face and took the other's hand. "Does someone like all your weakness?" Itachi saw that his brother held a hand and he smiled mean. "I didn't now that you were like him." Itachi stared at his brother. Then he moved and raised a hand and slapped Naruto in his face. "Pathetic monster!" But his hand was held in a hard grip when he screamed. Sasuke held his wrist in his hand. His eyes were burning.

"Do not talk like that to Naruto!" Sasuke was angry and Naruto wide-opened his eyes. "He isn't a monster: he is a human with feelings, just like you!" The people around them began to stare because of Sasuke's high voice.

"You should respect me!" Itachi was angry too because he wasn't used with this.

"Then what?" He let the wrist in his hand go and took Naruto's instead. "Are you going to kill me? But, you can't do that, can you? You've always wanted me in your gang. But I will never leave Naruto alone!" Sasuke screamed out the anger. How could someone be so evil? Then he let the rest of his anger go and the result was a punch in Itachi's face. A drip of blood came from his mouth. Sasuke hoped that he hit some of his teeth. The others in coats got surprised. But the one who was most surprised was Naruto. This was all new for him. Someone was on his side. Itachi took a few steps back and returned to his gang.

"I'll give you hell!" he screamed through the corridor and the gang disappeared. Sasuke took a deep breathe and relaxed. His hand ached. He turned around and looked at Naruto. His blue eyes were wide-opened.

"Why..?"

"You are to perfect to resist, Naruto. I did it for you." Sasuke kissed him and played with the golden hair. The people around them stared and got surprised. But all that Sasuke cared about was Naruto and no-one could take him away from him. "You woke me up; I didn't know why I felt so weird around you. But then I realized I was in love. You should have seen my parent's faces." Sasuke laughed. "My parent's are against people like us but I hope that they have changed till they see my boyfriend."

"This was a dream for me before, to feel the feeling that the first kiss gives. But it's the reality now, I guess." Naruto smiled big and Sasuke's legs got weak. He did just think of one thing: how beautiful Naruto was. "But maybe I will wake up."

"No, this is reality. And it'll last forever."

This chaper was really a challenge for me...I mean, from SaiNaru to SasuNaru. But the result was good after all. How do you want the story to end? I can't insure you that it will end happy...