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AN: Sorry for the small delay you guys for making you wait this chapter is a little long. Its my longest Chapter to date! Thanks so much you guys for all the hits (over 1400 so far), reviews, PM, favorites and alerts! A special thank you to my beta Midnightquiver for taking the time and looking this over for me. You rock girl! :) I will leave the rest of my notes at the end of this chapter. Enjoy!

Summary:

Seventeen minutes too submit to Hate.

Seventeen minutes to fall into Desire.

Seventeen minutes to find a war.

Seventeen seconds to fall in love.

Some dark themes and a small lemon in this chapter.

"You experience pain yesterday and you discovered that it led you to pleasure. You experience it today and found peace".-Coelho

Sookie POV

Blood.

It was everywhere in my life, my soul and my body. I have lost the good Christian lady my Gran raised me to be in these past few weeks. Feeling the water spray down on me as I stand here in the shower, doesn't feel like I am being cleansed. It feels like more blood is covering me, drowning me in the color red. I wish Gran was here, she would know what to do. Because I am lost and have no idea what I am doing, why I am doing it and where I go from here.

I had never witnessed the type of fight I did at Godric's just last night. Sure Jason has been in a few bar fights and I seen them even when I'm didn't witness it, because of my disability or so it was called. I've seen plenty of cruel and violent things in people's mind. Even witnessing my own Gran's death in Rene's mind. Large tears start to fall down my face when I think back to losing Gran.

What happened in Godric's office was something I never want to see again, but knew I would. But the blood isn't what is affecting me the most, but what I found out about myself is.

Flashback

I was leaning into this vampire's chest crying my heart out after Bill left when I heard a cold chilling growl. It was able to make all my tears cease for a moment in time. I turned around to witness Eric flash towards this new vampire who just arrived in the room with Isabel.

Everything happened in a matter of seconds. Eric grabbed this new vampire and slammed her into the wall next to me and the vampire holding me, Victor. She ranked her nails down Eric's back, drawing heavy streams of blood while growling back into his face with her fangs free. Eric quickly pushed her head to the side and bite savagely into her neck, earning a terrible cry to release from her throat. It reminded me of the time me and Jason were watching this snake attack the rabbit that would come into a backyard sometimes when Gran would be messin' about in her garden. The snake moved so fast and wrapped itself around the rabbit and bit into its neck and blood spilled on the ground. I remember cryin' for a week, while Jason thought it was cool.

I could see Eric was trying to drain her as fast as he could, but then Godric flash towards them. He ripped Eric off her neck and since Eric had a good grip with his fangs on her neck, when Godric ripped Eric away his fangs tore a chuck of meat from her throat. I watched as blood poured down her body and some spray on me since I was so close. To my shock she tried to sink her fangs into Eric's neck once Godric pulled him away. It was almost like she didn't even feel a piece of her neck was gone.

My eyes couldn't leave the battle taking place in-front of me as I was covered in blood. I felt the vampire I was leaning on tighten his grip on me and pull me back, while Jessica let out a growl and released her fangs while looking at the fight. I had no idea why Jessica was gettin' angry, but then I remembered there was blood everywhere in the room now- and on me.

Godric was holding Eric back while trying to push the female vampire away from them. That was when Isabel and Stan jumped in and held onto the female vampire while Godric turned to try and calm Eric. I could see Godric say something, but couldn't understand it because it was in some weird language.

The female vampire Stan and Isabel were holding back suddenly started to fall towards the ground. I watch Godric rush to her side and catch her and I guess he told Isabel and Stan to hold Eric back because next thing I know they are both gripping his arms. I don't know much about vampires, but I have a feeling Eric would be able to get out their holds without any trouble.

I knew I was correct when Godric turned his head towards Eric suddenly, while still holding the bleeding vampire and said quickly as his maker commanded Eric to stop attacking at once.

The entire room went into shock when he said that to Eric. Even Eric looked at him with wide-eyes and a broken look on his face. I couldn't help but to ache a little for him.

I watch Godric pull the vampire towards him and turn her face into his neck and said something that through the entire room into shock once more, "Drink from me, my child you must heal". I felt my eyes widen because I was under the impression Eric was his only child. I think Eric was as well since he growled and let out a small cry when Godric said those words and let the female vampire feed from him.

Everyone in the room stood as still as a dead bird, while watching Godric feed his "child". I could see her drinking deeply from him while glaring at Eric over Godric's shoulder. I couldn't help, but to glare at her for what she was doing. I wasn't the only one because, I could feel Jessica glaring and hear her release another growl towards the fallen vampire in Godric's arms.

We all watched as her neck began to grow back rapidly and heal while she was drinking Godric's blood. I then watched vampire Elena rush in the room - I didn't even notice she left - with a human and dragged her towards Godric and the other vampire. The human fell to her knees and then bared her neck and the new vampire released Godric and sank her fangs into the humans' neck.

I shivered while watching her drink deeply from the human who looked like she was in heaven. Fangbangers! Then suddenly her eyes widen with panic when the new vampire drove her fangs even more into the humans neck. She was going to drain her!

I went to step forward when the vampire's arms that were still around me tighten even more and I felt him shake his head. I was about to protest we had to do something when Godric commanded her to stop.

She dropped the fangbanger to the floor and snarled a little then turned towards Eric fully. Eric still had his fangs out and they were dripping with her blood. Everyone just stood still again not knowing what to say or do until-

"Well, this wasn't the greeting I was hoping for from my big brother. You're over one-thousand years old and still don't have control". The new vampire teased towards Eric.

Godric flash between the two of them again. "Enough! Trinity, you are a guest within my nest next time you disturb the peace here I will allow Eric to rip you entire head off, and there will be no saving you."

The new vampire who I know to call Trinity step forward towards Godric while still glaring at Eric. "Funny, how you would kill your own child. Haven't changed much at all Master, not at all, and to think I came here to help."

Eric growled out quickly, "We don't need your help".

"Oh, I assure you that you do. If you want to defeat the Fae and keep the Fellowship from killing thousands of vampires, and opening something you don't want to be open."

That was able to get every person's attention right away even my own. I couldn't help to ask, "What's a Fae?"

Her eyes shifted towards me and Victor, Jessica, Godric and Eric all growled loudly. She smirked a little, "You."

I went completely still and then glared at her. "I don't know nothin' about Fae and I'm sure as not one, I'm human." I couldn't help but to not like this - lord forgive me - bitch right away.

She turned towards me fully with a surprise and confused look, which quickly turned into a small smile. "Oh you don't know, now this is interesting. Blondie, if you haven't figured it out your pa-"

Godric cut her off very fast, "She doesn't have anything to do with this and it's not our place to tell her."

Replying quickly "Oh I think we should it will be -"Godric once again cut her off, "No, I think we shouldn't."

"I think we should."

"I'm telling you not too."

"I hope, it's a command because I won't listen to you, Master."

"It's a threat Trinity; do not put yourself in something you don't belong in."

"My, you are protective of her. Besides, I'm sure she can handle it." Trinity eyes continue to stare coldly at me.

"Trinity this is the last warning. Do not make me comman-".

Okay, now I was getting pissed off! They know something that has something to do with me and no one will tell me. That will not fly with me standing right here in the room. I cut Godric off before he could continue.

"What does that mean? I'm part what? I deserve to know what is goin' on here. I demand to know what is going on! Every single vampire in my life seems to always be hidin' somethin' from me. So will you just tell me now!"

I was shakin' in a small amount of rage when I was done because, I was just tired of everything, but then I notice everyone was staring at me. I thought it maybe the blood all over me or from me shouting until, I saw my refection in the mirror on the wall from the corner of my eye.

I was glowing! I gasp and stumble back a little and Victor caught me and I felt him shiver. All the vampires in the room seemed to be ready to attack me at any time. I started to get scared when I saw the glow around my body slowly disappear.

"Now you know what I meant when I said 'You'." The vampire Trinity said carelessly towards me.

I started to cry once again because, it was all too much I didn't know how I did that, or what was going on. I quickly turned my full attention back to Godric and Trinity, "Explain, please".

I saw Eric step forward to say something along with Godric when they were both interrupted by Trinity. "Your part Fae. I can smell it on you; I recognize the scent now since I dealt with them a few decades ago. They have magic on their side and their - or should I say your - kind is what is causing all the trouble lately. I vote to drain you so no one can wonder if you're working with them or not. Your kind are delicious anyways."

My mind couldn't process this, "Wait..you..me..and to tell me I'm not human?" She smiled coldly at me, "Yes, and it's why vampires want you so bad and can almost never resist your scent. A fairy's blood is the best tasting blood a vampire can get their fangs in next to baby's blood. I can guess that is why my master has kept you here. They're only sexually attracted towards you because of your blood, they only want you because of what your blood can do. No one would even bother or glance twice at you sin -".

Godric stepped in, "Trinity, I command you to return to your resting place here until I come to you". She snarled and screamed in rage for being cut off, but the magical force from the command Godric said to her made her leave the room.

After she left, you could cut the tension in the room with a knife. I finally pushed myself away from Victor, who let me go towards Godric and I was inches from his face. "Did you know what I was this entire time? Don't lie to me and don't tell me it's complicated."

Me and Godric's "relationship" has been nothing but a pain in my you know what. But I needed answers and I demanded for them now. I turned to Eric, "Did you know? Is that why wanted me on this trip to keep an eye on me? You didn't really need my help did you? DID YOU?"

Godric stopped me before I could continue, "Don't talk to Eric that way. He didn't know, but I knew from the moment we met in the basement. I could smell it on you right away. Eric knew you were different, but didn't know how or what."

I was about to ask him why he didn't tell me.

"Before you ask why I didn't tell you, it's because I thought it's your kin's duty to tell you of your heritage. I also thought Compton would tell you since he has tasted you before."

"What? Bill would have known all this time? He never mentioned it to me, he never told m-". But when I think about it Bill never told me much of anything. I felt like my entire world was fallin' apart.

Victor walked towards Godric's desk and picked up some papers. "We should discuss this along with everything else once we have cooler heads. The blood lust in this room is even making me, a king have a hard time with my control."

Eric looked at Victor then glared at Godric, "I agree, we all have much to discuss, but not right now. Jessica come with me, you're going to be near my room now since your "maker" has left for now."

I looked at Jessica and saw her nod, but her fangs were still out and she looked ready to kill anything at any moment. I thought once the fight was over she would calm down, but I guess all the blood Trinity lost around the room was still affecting her. I watched Eric take Jessica out the room, but not before looking at me and nodding. I nodded back knowing what he was asking.

Godric dismissed everyone else and Victor touched my arm and led me back to the room I was sharing with Bill.

I just know nothin' was goin' to be the same again.

End Of Flashback

I shook my head of the thoughts of what just happened to focus on finishing my shower. I am part Fae! I already had a mind problem and now I'm not even human, well part human. There is only so much a girl can take. Now that I think about it, I don't even know what exactly a Fae was, that vampire Trinity didn't explain what a Fae was, only that I was part of it, or them.

I suddenly felt a cold hand travel down my back and a tongue tracing my ear and I knew it was him. Shivering I tried to turn around but he held me in place facing the shower head. He trailed his hands down towards my most intimate place and push two long fingers inside. Gran would turn in her grave if she knew what I was doing.

Feeling his coldness surround me, it was strangely comforting. He pushed me towards the wall and reached around to grab one of my girls with his other hand - I silently thank God for blessing me in that area. I felt him pull my nipple hard and rub his cock between my bottom. He was harder then I could imagine and when I felt him move his fingers steady and slowly inside me, I couldn't help but to cry out. Sweet Jesus did it feel good!

He took the hand that was tugging on my nipple around my mouth to keep me silent. I forgot he didn't like me making too much noise. He started to kiss along my neck and then I felt him pull back from me a little. I was about to protest when he shoved himself inside me.

My mouth open in a silent cry and I fell against the shower wall as I felt him quickly pound inside me. Then suddenly I felt his fangs enter the side of my neck and him drink deeply. My head was faced towards the shower floor and I watched my blood, water and my tears go down the drain. I felt numb and it was glorious.

Eric POV

Her pussy will forever be the tightest thing I ever encountered - and I have fucked plenty of women in my thousand of years. I just walked out the shower where I just finished using my pet for release of my blood lust and my rage.

I felt a pain in my chest thinking of what happened in the other room. Godric lied to me. My maker. My brother. My lover. My everything. He has been lying to me for centuries and he broke his promise. That cold bitch Trinity is fucking with everything! Godric should have let me finish her off so the world could be rid of her.

But I knew now, he wouldn't let me since she is his child. I clenched my fist tightly until blood started to run down my hands from the rage I started to feel thinking about how she is his child. I released my hands and felt the wounds heal quickly as I reached for some new clothes for me to put on.

Once dressed, I sat down to think about this Trinity. I was pissed Godric allowed her to drink from him; I don't care if she did need to fucking heal. We could have gotten more fangbangers for her, instead of him feeding his strong blood to her. Godric was mine and mine alone.

My thoughts were cut off as my pet finally emerged from the shower dressed with her hair still wet. She glanced towards me and I knew she could feel I wasn't in the mood for anything else. She has done her job and could leave, but she did something unexpected.

I watched her come closely to me and I raised my head to meet her beautiful innocent face. She leaned down towards me and wrapped herself around me and gave me a - hug. She was holding me close and trying to comfort me. She must think I am weak to try to comfort me so I shoved her off and watch her fly down towards the floor away from me. I am not weak!

She looked up at me and hurt flashed across her eyes along with understanding. She picked herself up and nodded at me while walking out the door. That is when I felt my maker coming towards me.

I won't have a moment of peace tonight and neither will Godric.

Bill POV

I rushed towards Bon Tempts at full speed trying my best to get back to my resting place to see the damage. I arrive within five minutes after entering Bon tempts and saw nothing but ash left of my ancestral home! Who would do this? The people that were responsible would pay dearly. Now, I had to go see him before dawn would arrive in an hour. I turn to go to the meeting place to see him behind me.

"I thought, I was supposed to meet you at the mee-"

He growled out at me, "You didn't bring anything with you when you left Dallas?"

"I couldn't, I didn't have time to pack and gather anything. I had to leave everything behind after I received the anonymous text with a picture of my home burning. I panicked and came back right away."

He was in-front of me before I could see even with my vampire vision. "You fucking idiot! I was the one who sent you the text message. You needed an excuse to come back to Bon Tempts with my two keys and I gave it to you. Now you tell me you left everything back in Dallas where it's useless to me?"

My eyes open in shock and then my fangs released. "You set my resting place, my home that's been in my family for generations on fire? Why didn't you just tell me the plan? I would have went along with it and made sure to bring everything with me. You fuc-"

I was slammed into the tree near my home faster than I could imagine and his face inches from mine. I had forgotten he is much stronger than me.

"Watch how you talk to me Compton! You're alive or should I say undead because of me. You would have been a pile of blood if it wasn't for me or did you forget the trouble you were in with your Authority?"

I lowered my eyes from his knowing he was correct. "Where will I rest now that you burned my home to the ground?"

"You will not be resting. You're going to return back to Dallas to your fellow vampires and get my two keys and return them to me by the next full moon."

"That is in two weeks! Eric won't allow me to leave again if he must stay in Dallas, he doesn't trust me now."

"Then I suggest you think of a good idea because my patience with you is almost gone. You had a simple task to retrieve my two keys. You had them and was foolish enough to take them with you to Dallas in the territory of one of the few on this Earth that could get in my way."

I started to feel my chest start to burn where he had one of his hands at that he was using to pin me to the tree. His hand was glowing and giving off strong power "Or should I just burn you here and now, and then find someone else who can get the job done?"

"I can get you want you need it's not a problem!" I shouted louder then I planned.

He suddenly dropped me and step back. "Good, I will see you in two weeks but keep in touch with your progress."

I left my head up and saw that he was already gone. How the fuck was I going to get those two keys back here? I looked across the graveyard and saw Sookie's home and suddenly had an idea. I smirked and raced off to find me a resting place because dawn was starting to peak over the horizon.

Godric POV

I knew Eric may never forgive me, but I must try to get him to understand. I will not lose him, not because of this. He is my eternal child and losing him by his own choice would leave me in a great despair.

Walking down the hallway towards his resting place in my house, I notice the little fae walking down the hall towards me looking like she is in a daze and was fresh from a shower. The closer I came towards her, I was able to catch his scent on her right away and couldn't help but be a little upset, but it was her choice. She isn't mine.

The words slipped out before I could stop them, "You deserve to be treated better little fae".

She jumped a little and left the daze she was in and looked at me, "Excuse me?"

I smirked, "It doesn't matter. You shouldn't walk around with your head in the clouds little fae. Not during these dangerous times."

"I'm in your house shouldn't I be safe here? Or am I going to be attacked once again? It seems to be the story of my life lately."

I narrowed my eyes towards her, "You are safe here little fae. I would rip the arms off of anyone who dares to hurt you without your permission."

"Well you're doing a crappy job since that Trinity vampire, your "child" hurt me today with what she told me."

I couldn't help but flinch when she called Trinity my child, no matter how true it was.

"Her methods are questionable, but she was speaking the truth. You are who you are and nothing you can say now can change the fact you are part Fae. I do apologize on how you found out, but I will not apologize for you finding out because it's something you needed to know."

She bowed her head and that is when I smelled her tears. I watched her start to shake and weep silently right before me in the hallway.

She started to whisper so low I almost didn't hear her even with my vampire hearing. "Why is this happening to me? A few weeks ago I was a normal southern girl from Bon Tempts and didn't even know any vampires. I was happy."

"Sookie yo-"

I watch her start to giggle, "You just called me Sookie. I haven't heard you call me that since meeting me, always one of your silly nicknames."

I smirked slightly, "It is your name am I wrong?"

She suddenly lets out even more tears. "I don't think I can take this anymore. I wish I could be glamoured into forgetting the time I met Bill up till now. My entire world has been turned upside down. I have lost my Gran, my virginity, everything I held dear to my heart. It's not fair and I just want to go home."

She started to cry even harder and break down right here in the middle of the hallway. I couldn't have that and it made me angry that she was about to give up.

"I didn't know you were weak."

I watched her raise her head towards me in shock. "What did you say?"

I glared at her and closed the distance between us faster then she could see. Then grabbed her face and leaned in closely. "I said, I didn't know you were weak. If you want to run home like a child be my guest I can find more about the Fellowship without you. You can go home and do what you "humans" do when you want to hide from the world. I don't waste time on cowards."

The glow that surrounded her earlier tonight during the confrontation with Trinity started around her body and her eyes started to glow as well.

"How dare you! You fuckin' dead piece of shit have no clue what I've been through. I lost my Gran because I was associated with vampires. I was almost raped in a basement because of vampires. I was almost drained in a fuckin' vampire bar because of, you guessed it, VAMPIRES! I have faced everything head on no questions asked. My own brother will barely talk to me because of my involvement with vampires. I found out am some kind of fae whatever that is because of vampires. Excuse me for breaking down just a little because of all that has happened to me these past weeks. I haven't had the time to even begin to understand why this is all happening. So don't you fuckin' dare call me a coward!"

I step back from her and watch her glow a few seconds before smirking again. "Good."

The little fae blinks and the glow around her disappears and she looks surprised at me. "Good? That is it?"

I felt myself smirk at her"Yes, Good. That anger you're just felt towards me, hold on to it as tightly as you can. It will keep you alive longer, and maybe one day entertain me in bed."

"Ugh men, you would switch to thinking about sex in a few seconds."

I watched her stomp off towards the kitchen and I turned back towards the hallway and walk towards Eric's room. I took an unnecessary breath and open the door and walked in.

Eric POV

I watched Godric enter my room and stand before me. I didn't want to see him or talk to him any time soon.

"Get out." I all but whispered towards him.

Godric stepped forward to stand even closer to me.

"You can't order me around Eric that is not how it works, and you can't run away from this"

I smiled coldly towards him. "You would know since you seem to enjoy ordering me around lately, since your other "child" arrived. Why don't you go order her around and leave me the fuck alone Godric."

"Eric, I understand if your upset you have no idea how much I regre-"

I pushed him back into the wall and I know he let me, because I was no match for his strength.

"You regret what Godric? Lying to me for centuries? Breaking your promise? Playing me for a fool? Making me your child? What do you regret Godric, because you were the one to teach me to never regret anything in this life."

I was suddenly on the floor with him on top of me with his fangs in my face. "Don't you ever tell me I regret making you my child. You are the best thing I have in this life. I wish I could change what I have done, but I can't. It is done and all you can do is deal with it Eric. You will always be my child."

"For weeks you played with our bond, something you have never done since I was created. You broke your promise to me and made another child, and you had the nerve to lie and never tell me. It happen while you were traveling in Spain am I correct? I felt something through our bond then and when I was finally able to contact you, you told me it was nothing. Making another child Godric is not NOTHING. I have never lied or betrayed you, because you're my maker and above all others."

His fangs slowly went back in place and he was no longer on top of me. I watch him walk towards the other side of the room and stare at the painting on the wall. We stood in silence for maybe a few minutes it could even been hours. The agony in me is almost unbearable knowing my maker lied to me.

"I have made a grave mistake, Eric." Godric said softly as he turned towards me. "I made a promise to you before I let you go on your own centuries ago, to never make another child or have another near my heart because you were all I need, you were the only one I loved and it was the truth - at the time. Eric, as time passed and I was no longer with you I grew lonely and cold once again. In a moment of weakness in Spain, I turned Trinity and it was my darkest mistake I could have ever made. I must deal with the pain of my betrayal every day and I can only apologize."

He step closer once more to me and I can feel throughout bond he was suffering. It was cruel of me, but I took some pleasure in his pain because I wanted him to feel what I felt. But then I didn't want to feel anymore and with all the power inside me, I closed the bond to my maker for the first time since he made me his child one-thousand years ago.

I watched Godric's eyes widen and then close in acceptance.

"You are above all others, even if you no longer consider me in the same way. You are my first and in many ways my only child, what I did to you has left you wounded so deeply I don't expect you to fully forgive me. I know you will doubt me for a very long time and I will accept it if you leave to go back to your area."

Shaking my head, I knew I wasn't going to leave him without making sure this new enemy is destroyed.

"Stop apologizing and stop wearing the guilty mask ma-Godric. I made a promise to you that I will help and unlike most I keep my promises and don't make ones I can't keep. But for the remainder of my stay here if it's not business don't approach me until I am ready. I don't know exactly how to deal with everything at this moment but it will be dealt with."

He nods and walks so close to me our chest are touching. I feel him reach up and grab my neck forcing me to lean my forehead against his. We just stared at each other until we both could feel dawn approaching. He nods his head and turned and walked out my door to go take his resting stop and I was finally alone.

I don't know how to deal with these emotions raging inside my chest. I can feel dawn is here and the bleeds start; I could feel it in my ears. Wearily, I crawl into my bed and I automatically reach out to feel my maker, but remembered I blocked the bond. A strong surge of pain, despair and grief wells up inside me and I am glad to be alone resting. No one can witness the downfall of what was once a strong and powerful proud viking be torn apart by emotions his maker has caused. I feel moisture in my eyes and a crimson drop roll down my cheek, and right before the sun takes me completely I know it wasn't part of the bleeds - it was a tear.

Unknown POV

Watching the house of the Dallas sheriff start to glow from the sun, I pull out my cell phone quickly to give my update. I hear him pick up and start to talk quickly.

"Our little "friend" is inside and has already started causing a rift between everyone. It won't be long before the turn on each other and will no longer be a threat. Self destruction has always been my favorite way to concur an enemy."

I paused listening. "Yes. I understand, don't worry it only took a simple seed of doubt to be planted now we can sit back and watch it grow."

I closed the phone and looked at the large house for a few more moments before jumping down from the tree and walking away.

"It won't be long now before we finally get our revenge and the La Nuit du chasseurreturns."

AN2: There you go Chapter 4! Hope you guys enjoyed Sookie POV. I did struggle a little writing from her POV and had to re-write it twice before it finally worked out. Anyone have any clues to who the pet is yet? :)

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