Torn Between Chapter 4, a mai hime fanfic

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So without any further delay....The 4 chapter!!!

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Both girls started eating discussing their new operation…

"So do you know what kind of movie you'll see?" asked the busty orange-haired girl.

"Not really….I told Shizuru to pick, so…Knowing Shizuru, it will probably be a romance or something…But she might pick something to match my likes," the navy-blue-haired girl sighed.

"Hmm…Well, we'll go for the romance. So! We need candles," Natsuki choked on her food and a blush rose to her cheeks.

"C-Candles!? What the heck? I-I thought only making the food would be enough!"

"It's a date isn't it? So, why don't make it a little more romantic?" Natuski looked at her plate in silence. Mai rose from the table, taking her dish to the kitchen. Natsuki did the same and she went ahead and sat at the bed hugging her legs and burying her face in her knees. Shortly after, Mai followed her and sat on the bed too, leaning back on Natsuki.

"You know, it won't be that easy tonight, Mai…" the biker said in a low whisper, but it was loud enough for Mai to hear it.

"Look, Natsuki. We already talked about this. You're doing this to find out your feelings. We agreed to go on date with Nao, too, right? So, when you are with one, don't think about the other at all. Just focus on how you feel."

"That isn't the only problem Mai..." a light blush painted her cheeks red. "T-tonight, Shizuru…S-She may-" Several knocks at the door stopped Natsuki and made the both of them look at the door. Mai rose from the bed and went over the door. She opened it...and stood there, looking.

Natsuki tried to peep to see who was at the door when she heard Mai speaking.

"Oh, Nao-chan. Can I help you with something?" Natuski froze. Her first thought was 'RUN!'...but the girl would obviously see her, so she decided to stay put.

"Is Natsuki still here? I want to talk to her about something," said the red-head with a calm and determined voice. Natsuki wished with all her strength for Mai to say that she left. She didn't have the courage to face her now…

This day was for Shizuru. Meeting with both girls in the same day...was just too much for her.

"Yeah, she's still here. Wait here if you please," Mai closed the door enough for Nao not to be able to see or hear anything. She ran to the bedroom and found a shocked Natsuki looking at her. Then she whispered with a strict voice...

"Why did you do this?! I-I can't face her yet!!" her emerald eyes showed fear.

"Eh, what's that? Are you afraid? The Natsuki I knew wasn't afraid of anything," she said and a smirk appeared on her face.

"I-I guess that Natsuki died a lot time ago…" the "current" Natsuki said and sighted. "Okay! I'll go...but prepare for a painful death," Mai chuckled.

"And why should I do that?" She raised an eyebrow.

"I-If something happens, I WILL tell Shizuru that it's YOUR fault I lost my virginity!" Mai gulped.

"V-V-Virginity?!" Her eyes widened with shock. "I don't believe Nao wou-" Mai stopped. She looked Natsuki from head to toe and she started laughing. "Haha! I KNEW you're still a virgin!!" Natsuki's face went through all shades of red. She turned her back to Mai and headed for the door.

"Wait here…After I am finished with Nao, you're dead for sure. By my hands!" She said and head to the door. Mai continue to laugh even after the door closed. She eventually stopped and looked in the direction Natsuki headed to.

"Really Natsuki, you're stupid. Can't you see?" she said, knowning no-one was there to listen.

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Once outside Natsuki looked at Nao. She was leaning back on the opposite wall, looking at her intensively. She tried to look perfectly composed but her blush deepened on her cheeks because of the way Nao was looking at her. 'Damn it! Just act cool and nothing bad will happen! Err...I hope…'

"So, Nao. What do you want to talk about?" she said, seriously pushing herself to stay cool. Nao sighted and headed towards to her room.

"Come on, puppy. It's better to talk inside where no-one can listen," Natsuki froze and a blush painted her whole face red. 'Shit! This is not good at all!' Nao pulled her keys out of her pocket and opened the door. As she entered, not sensing Natsuki close she turned and saw the bluenette staring at where she left her.

"What's the matter Natsuki?"

"U-Um…N-Nothing!" She urged her body to move. With slow steps she reached Nao's door. The green-eyed girl smiled and gently took the biker's hand. They went inside and Nao closed the door behind them.

Natsuki looked around the room. It wasn't so different from Mai's. It had a little kitchen and a door that lead to the bathroom…Then, one bed caught her attention.

It had teddy bears on it and pink sheets.

'No...freaking way THAT would be Nao's bed! It must be Aoi's,' she thought and rolled her eyes. She then looked at the second bed. It was simple, much to her liking. She spotted a picture on the nightstand beside the bed. A red haired woman was in a beach with a little girl in her arms, which Natsuki assumed was Nao. The red-haired girl noticed that Natsuki was looking at the picture.

"She is my mother," she said with a sad voice before looking down at the floor. The pain of all those years still wouldn't go away so easy.

"H-How is s-she? Y-You know…After all that happened?"

"She is fine, I guess…After the Director revived her, she wasn't in a comma anymore. But still…" she sighed and she raised her head to look at Natsuki. She had a smile on her face. A fake smile, if Natsuki wasn't guessing wrong.

"Now's not the time to talk about those things. I said I wanted to talk, so why don't you sit on the couch? I'll bring you something to drink. Anything you'd like?" she said and turned to the kitchen leaving Natsuki's hand.

"N-No, it's okay, I don't want anything…" she said and sat down on the couch.

"Okay then, wait for me," The redhead vanished from Natsuki's sight and into the kitchen.

Moments later, Nao appeared. The look in her eyeshad changed.

'I...I know THAT look! It's...it's GOT to be...L-Lust!' Natuski blushed and pulled back even more on the couch. Approaching her without breaking their eye contact, Nao started to undoing her blouse's top buttons. Natsuki gulped.

"O-Oi N-Nao…I-I t-though you w-wanted to t-talk?!" She kept backing until she reached the couch's arm. With a loud THUD! Natsuki fell to the floor and Nao swiftly covered the distance between them, hopping atop of Natsuki; her arms on both sides of the bluenette's head.

She quickly leaned down and touched her lips to Natsuki's in a chaste kiss.

"Puppy, do you remember what I said at the glare?" She raised her hand from the floor and brushed away a stray lock of hair from her goddess' face. She then started caressing her cheek, which was warm from the constant blushing. She spoke again.

"I said you didn't need to rush it...I-I thought I could wait for you, but...but it's just too hard for me! Knowning you live with Fujino...and...I-" Nao bit her lower lip and looked deep into Natsuki's emerald eyes. Said girl tried to speak but her brain had downright stopped.

She was helpless; her heart beating hard against her ribcage. Nao saw that lost look in Natsuki's eyes. Without thinking she captured Natsuki's lips with her own in a passionate kiss. Nasuki, like it was totally natural, kissed the younger girl back. She put her hands behind Nao's back and pulled her body closer to hers.

Their tongues battled for dominance, tasting each others mouth like their lives depended on it. Nao broke their passionate lip-lock and trailed hot kisses to the biker's neck. Natsuki couldn't stop a loud moan from coming out when Nao kissed a certain spot in her neck. She started to nibble and suck the same spot, sending a wave of pleasure through Natsuki's whole body. Her hand moved downward from the shoulder and cupped the left breast of the older girl. She started massaging it, making Natsuki gasp and throw her head back with a squeal. Nao continued to trail a path of hot kisses, reaching Natsuki's collarbone.

Deciding that Natsuki's blouse was very much in the way, she left Natsuki's breast and moved her hand to remove the blouse. The blunette raised her body a little to help Nao. When it was off, a big seductive smile appeared on Nao's face as she saw the black lacy bra Natsuki was wearing. Without wasting any time she leaned down and she started sucking the nipple thought the fabric. Natsuki groaned but she felt frustrated.

"N-Nao...!" she looked down at the red-haired girl. The lime-green-eyed girl understood immediately and moved her hands to Natsuki's back to unclip the bra. When it was off the perfectly-shaped breast of the navy-blue-haired biker came into view, causing Nao's jaw to drop. She admired the fleshy mound for a moment before moving up to give the girl beneath her a full kiss. She cupped Natsuki's breasts with her hands.

She moaned into Nao's mouth from the pleasure the younger girl was giving her. She broke the kiss and carefully removed her right hand from Natsuki's breast and lowered her head, which soon was hovering over the unoccupied breast. She gave one last look at Natsuki's face and leaned forward, taking the luscious nipple in her mouth, making Natsuki yelp. Hearing that made her even more excited and she started sucking the nipple in her mouth

For the first time in her life, Natsuki had those sensations taking over her body. The pleasure the younger girl was giving her was too great. The only thing she could do was to just moan and say some words believed to be Nao's name. She felt the girl's free hand going down reaching her jeans' zipper.

She gasped when they started to undo it.

Nao got up and pulled Natsuki's jean off. The only thing in her way were the matching black panties. A trickle of blood made its way out of Nao's right nostril.

'I BET she KNEW this was coming! She wore those to please me! I bet!' the redhead thought excitedly.

She couldn't wait any longer.

She started rubbing Natsuki's crotch with her index finger. She could feel the moisture seeping through the silky fabric. She kept rubbing steadily, making Natsuki's moans get even louder. She reached for her mouth and gave Natsuki a rough, dominant kiss, not stopping rubbing her. She pulled back and trailed kisses down along Natsuki's body. When she was at her breast, she stopped rubbing and started pulling the other girl's panties off. When she reached the biker's stomach the panties were already off, and she raised her head.

When Natsuki felt Nao stop, she opened her tightly-closed eyes and looked at the redhead. Some tears had left the eyes from the pleasure she got.

She kept looking at the younger girl, who hovered above her crotch. Natsuki couldn't understand what lay beneath Nao's emerald eyes. The red-haired girl embraced the navy-blue-haired girl's legs and lifted them above her, leaning forward Nao's tongue reached Natsuki's slit and started licking all around.

Natsuki screamed with the sudden feeling. Even more loud moans escaped her lips as Nao continued licking. She began thrusting with her tongue, reaching as far as she could inside Natsuki's core. She removed her tongue from the slit and went to the girl's clit and started licking and sucking, sending chills down Natsuki's spine.

"N-Nao! I-I'm g-gon-!" Natsuki cried out, her body going out of control. She yelped one last time and then...sweet relief came. Nao stopped and looked at her with a wide smile.

Nao crawled up to Natsuki's face and watched contently the girl's cute, sweaty face. Nao let the bluenette come off her high and gave her a small kiss on the nose. Natsuki's eyes opened and watched Nao lick her lips.

"Puppy, you taste SO good," she purred. Natsuki's mind was still foggy with the aftermath of her orgasm, but she still managed to blush. She looked at the sweet face of the girl above her. Nothing else was in her mind.

She weakly raised her arms to the back of Nao's head and pulled her down into a kiss. Nao blushed from the older girl's eagerness, but she gladly returned the kiss.

Technically speaking, this was the first time ever that NATSUKI was the one kissing her.

Nao pulled back slowly but Natsuki tried to follow, supporting her body with her elbows, Nao smiled.

"Do you love me, puppy?" she asked in a low, sweet whisper.

"I-" a ringtone was heard and both girls looked toward the source of the sound. It was Natsuki's phone inside the pocket of her jeans, which lay on a random spot on the floor, along with Natsuki's other clothes. Someone had sent her a message.

Natsuki snapped out of her dream-like state; She remembered everything...including the date Shizuru was expecting. She quickly looked back at Nao, but Nao's gaze didn't leave her jeans.

"Nao," she said to get her attention.

"Aren't you going to see who send you a message? It may be something important."

"N-Not really…It's nothing, loo-"

"Well, I'll see it for you," said the redhead and without getting off Natsuki, she grabbed the jeans and took the phone from inside the pocket.

"No Nao, don't!" But it was too late. She saw Nao's curious eyes turn to blood-thirsty. She knew...

"Nao?" she said in a trembling whisper. The girl above her looked back at her and got up. She put the phone back in the pocket and tossed the jeans at Natsuki's naked body.

"Just put your clothes back on and leave. Or else...you'll be late to your date," she said coldly and sat down on her bed, a few feet away from where Natsuki lay.

"But Nao-!" she got up without putting any of her clothes back on and started walking toward Nao.

"I said leave!" she shouted. "God! Why did I even bother bringing you here? Why did I even fall for YOU?!? Giving myself high hopes like this! Love is a good thing, huh? Love is just bullshit!" despite her cruel words and attitude, a tear escaped her eye.

"Nao please…" Natsuki pleaded.

"What? You want to say something different?!" she yelled back at her.

"Just try to understand…I-It's difficult for me, too!" Natsuki herself began to cry.

"Leave…" Nao whispered and turned away. Natsuki wiped her tears away and started to put her clothes back on. When she was finished, she took a last look back at Nao, who was looking out the window. Natsuki walked silently towards the girl and placed her hands carefully on Nao's head. She turned it and saw the younger girl's tear-streaked face. She wiped them away with her thumbs and leaned forward, giving her a small kiss on forehead.

"I'm sorry Nao. But choosing who you really love is difficult. Very difficult. Especially for me," she turned around and headed our the door, leaving Nao staring at her. Retreating form.

Once she was outside, she headed for Mai's door. She knocked and before she realized the door was open reveling the busty oranged-haired girl.

"Natsuki…?" The navy-blue-haired biker gave her a weak smile and walked inside. Mai closed the door and followed Natsuki to the bedroom, wondering what happened.

"Natsuki are you alright?" She said, giving her a worried look. Natsuki sat down and looked back at her. Some tears were rebelliously escaping her eyes.

"Mai...why do we fall in love?" Mai, sensing that something bad happened, sat down on the bed too and hugged Natsuki tightly. The bluenette buried her face in her neck and started crying.

"Shhhhh…Natsuki, calm down…it's okay..." she said, patting Natsuki's back. After minutes of crying, Natsuki stopped and pulled back from Mai's embrace, wiping her tears away. She took her phone out to see the message.

Natsuki, I finished sooner so I am already home. I'll prepare everything for our little date, so you have to come earlier so we can spend more time together. And I have a little surprise for you.

So, I'll be waiting for my Natsuki. ^o^

When she finished reading she gave her phone to Mai to read the message too.

"You can stay here if you want…" she said as she finished reading it.

"No…I'll go….You said that I have to face her sooner or later," she took the phone back and put it in her pocket.

"Yeah, but I don't think that today's the right moment…I shouldn't have told Nao that you were here. You were right…"

"It's okay, I'm the idiot here. I'll just leave now…" She rose from her position and headed toward the door.

"Thank you Mai, for hearing me out today. The next time I see you I'll tell you what happened. And sorry if I've been a bother…" she said and grabbed the doorknob.

"Don't be stupid Natsuki, I didn't do anything unusual. I want you to be happy," she said with a smile. Natsuki smiled back and opened the door.

"Goodnight, Mai…" she said and headed for the stairs.

"Goodnight, Natsuki."

Natsuki left the building and walked through the campus. The sun was setting on the horizon and the wind blew wild through the leafs of the trees, messing Natsuki's hair. As she exited the campus she saw two figures coming toward her. The one was much taller than the other. When they were close enough she saw that it was Kanzaki along with Mikoto. When she saw her, the little girl ran up to her.

"Natsuki!! Were you with Mai?" she said with a big smile in her face.

"Yeah, I was here all day," replied the bluenette. Natsuki looked at Mikoto and Kanzaki. "So you two had fun?"

"Yeah, a lot!" Said Kanzaki with a big smile and patted Mikoto's head. "Are you going back to Shizuru-san?"

"Yes," was her simple reply. Reito smiled and turned to Mikoto.

"Okay then, let's go to Mai. She'll be waiting for you," he turned to Natsuki again. "I'm glad I saw you, Natsuki," he bowed, turned to the gate and started walking. Mikoto was looking at Natsuki with a smile.

"Will you come tomorrow to play?" she asked the little cat-girl.

"Maybe, I'll come after my classes." She said and smiled to the little girl.

"Hm! I'll be waiting then!"

"Okay then. Goodnight, brat."

"G'night!" Natsuki turned and the wind blew her hair back. Mikoto left there looking at Natsuki confused.

"Mikoto!" Kanzaki shouted at the little girl.

"I'm coming!" She turned around and ran over to her brother.

Natsuki was riding the bus to the apartment. The traffic wasn't bad, so she arrived soon. She looked at the apartment building.

She decided: It was now or never. She sprinted inside the building and ran up the stairs. When she reached the second floor, she stood outside the apartment's door. She had her hand in her pocket, holding the keys. She just stood there, looking at the bare door.

Mikoto entered the room and gave Mai a Mikoto-Hug. They both said goodnight to Reito and Mai closed the door. Mikoto sprinted to the bed and sat. Mai went to the kitchen to prepare their lunch. After a while Mikoto remembered what she wanted to ask Mai.

"Hey Mai, we saw Natsuki when we were coming. Did you two have a fight or anything?" Mai stopped and looked her in confusion.

"No. Why are you asking?" Mikoto looked even more confused and scratched her head.

"Then who hit her? She had a bruise on her neck…" Mai's eyes widened.

"B-Bruise?" 'Could it be a h-hickey?!?' "Shit!!" she turned off the stove and started searching for her phone under Mikoto's curious gaze. 'This is SO not good!'

Determined, Natsuki pulled out her keys and opened the door.

"I'm hom-" she stopped when she saw Shizuru, clad in a light purple dress, looking at her with two lit candles in her hands. She smiled and left the two candles on the table.

"Welcome back, Na-tsu-ki."

To be continued...

Well that was Chapter 4....I hope you like it....Please review to tell me your opinion. :D

Until next time....

(oh here an Omake for a special friend of mine :D )

Omake

Mikoto: Mai, I saw a strange man following Natsuki…Do you know who he was?

Mai: What?! Why didn't you tell Natsuki?

Mikoto: Well she was far and I wanted to eat so I ran here.

Mai: Mou Mikoto!! She may be in danger!! 'searching for her phone'

Meanwhile…

Natsuki looked at the building where the apartment was. She decided: It was now or never. She sprinted inside the building and ran up the stairs. When she reached the second floor she stood outside the apartment's door. She had her hand in her pocket holding the keys. For a moment, she just stood there looking at the bare door. Then the man that was following her appeared from the stairs. Natsuki, sensing someone she turned and looked the guy. He had a military uniform and a smile on his face.

Natsuki: What the…? Who are you?

Stranger: Hello soldier! I'm Major Mike Powell III.

Natsuki: And what exactly do you want here?

M.M.P: Well, I was in an island off the coast of Japan on a secret mission, but! I'm here for a different reason. He smiled and walked over to Natsuki, giving her a full hug.

Natsuki: What the FUCK!?! 'Door opening'

Shizuru: Natsuki are yo-. 'looking at the two of them.'

Natsuki: Oh crap… L-Look Shizuru, it's SO not what you think!

M.M.P: 'Releasing Natsuki from his embrace and bowing to the two girls.' Well ladies, unfortunately I have to go now. So, you two play nicely! Semper-Fi! Carry On! 'Runs to the window smashing it and jumping grabbing a rope hanging from a helicopter'

Natsuki: What was that?

Shizuru: I don't know but you hugged a complete stranger. So, you have to be punished! Come inside. 'pulls Natsuki inside'

Natsuki: NO! Shizuru, please! You don't UNDERSTAND!!!SOMEONE HELP ME!!!!!