I thought I'd surprise Alex by buying some sexy Victoria Secret lingerie while he's at work. A phone is ringing and it's not mine. I look on my passenger seat and realize that Alex left his phone in my car. I decided to take a message for him. "Hello." I answer in a sweet voice. "Hi ummm... Is Alex there?" A girl on the other line sounds hesitant. "Not at the moment. May I ask who's calling?" "My name is Audrina. I'm his girlfriend." She says very pleased with herself. That horny bastard is cheating on me. I remain calm but I could blow in seconds. What does she have that I don't? Why cheat? If you're bored, why not just break up with me? I'd be heartbroken but that's always better than betrayal in my book. "What's yours?" She's too nice. I can't speak, and tears begin to fall. "HELLO?! Maham are you still there?" I'm frozen. She finally hangs up. Now that I'm home I see he's still at work." I pull out my journal. "It's just hard to comprehend that the boy that took my V-Card is a cheater, and I never saw it coming. It's just another hurt, betrayal, heartbreak, scar, tears. Just another boy that used me, another night I'll cry myself to sleep. I'm once again broken, let my guard down and it's just another regret. Story of my life." I skipped my period this month, so I'm going to the doctor tomorrow. Alex is home. I'm crying again, when he walks in. "Oh baby, what's wrong?" He says sympathetically. "Who's Audrina?" I ask while my tears begin strolling more. He freezes, then says. "I don't know what you're talking about." He's not gonna lie his way out of this one. But I play along. "On my way to buying you a little something for what I had planned tonight. Your phone rang. You left your phone in my car. I answered, thinking I could take a message for you. But when I did, someone named Audrina called and said she was your girlfriend. Explain that jackass." He looks stunned. But still attempts to speak. Nothing comes out, but stuttered nothingness. "I.. I.. But.. She's... It's not what it looks like.." He struggles to find the words. You can see the fear in his eyes. Fear that he's been caught red-handedly, fear that we're over. "Once I got home. I started thinking, about how you were hiding another partner from me, and began wondering what else you could be hiding." A very realistic fear I think. I continue. "You'll never guess what I found.. Or maybe you will.." I press a few buttons and turn the phone screen to where he can clearly see the nude pictures Audrina sent him. I'm not talking swimsuit... I wish that was all, my eyes and his both saw. They were tit pics along with (neatly shaven I might add) pussy pics. He tries, but fails again. When he's nervous or is lying he stutters, one of the things I used to think was adorable about him, but now is just annoying to look at his face and hear a broken record of the same god-damn word! Bethany calm down, you're gonna punch something. NO - the other part of me argues, I have every fucking right to be mad at that cheating bastard. He did this to me, he lead me on for God knows how long. Oh shit, what if I have an STD or even worse, a kid! Don't get me wrong I love kids, and want them but not with this ass hole. What will I do with a kid? I'm only 15 (almost 16). I have to stop thinking about kids, I can feel myself literally getting heated. "I just... She only.. But I... But us... I'm sorry." Unfinished words, then finally spits out a meaningless overly used apology. "YOU'RE SORRY?! WHAT THE FUCK AM I SUPPOSED TO DO WITH SORRY?" I press another button and find a nude picture of... It can't be... ALEX?! I'm crying again. God, I really need to stop that - I hate crying infront of people; it shows a sign of weakness. Last thing I need is for him to feel a power over me. He is below me, way below.