Chapter 4: gap
Just wait right here ok? It will take a sec..."
"Ok. Thanks by the way."
Then natsume run into the rain, went to his condo, picked his car up and drove it back to the restaurant.
While mikan who was left there was feeling nervous who's her heart is pounding, her cheeks blushing in 10 shades of red, and her eyes full of emotions. She then told herself.
"Is this correct? This should be my chance to tell him what I really feel, yet I fell like there is something wrong. What if he doesn't love me anymore? What will happen next? I guess time managed to change his feelings for me..." these are the things she thought while waiting for natsume. "what if he is still hurt and not be able to accept my feelings?" Then natsume arrived calling her then after she heard him she quickly run under the rain and went inside natsume's car and sat beside him. Then natsume gave her a towel and told her to use it to dry herself, the brunette just smiled and said thank you natsume.
After that there was a deafening silence they both just stared on streets, mikan who is sitting comfortably put her hands near the end of her seatbelt's lock (right side) while natsume put his hand above hers then he intertwined his hands to her. Mikan, shocked looked at him then she asked why is he doing that he just smiled then he kissed mikan' s hand and he said…..
"I love you! Can we………."
"huh?! can what?"(mikan is so dense, she didn't wasn't able to hear that properly)
"ne- never mind"he answered blushing hard yet mikan didn't notice it then suddenly a song was played in natsume's radio..
"What Hurts The Most"
I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I'm ok
But that's not what gets me
What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin' to do
It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I'm doin' It
It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin' with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken
What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do
What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do
Not seeing that loving you
That's what I was trying to do
After hearing that song they both stared to each other mikan just smiled while natsume still has her hand then mikan ask if he has someone important to him but he just smiled knowing who dense mikan is she misunderstood it and thought that he has someone important to him then without hesitating mikan started crying natsume who is still driving stop and parked the car then looked at mikan and asked what is the problem mikan just keep quiet then tried not to cry anymore but the tears cant stop flowing and then natsume just brought his handkerchief out from his pocket then he wiped those tears flowing from her silky cheeks then he suddenly put his lips on hers and with shocked mikan widened her eyes and deepened the kiss more after a while mikan broke the kissed and said
"what was that for?"
"for shutting you up, didn't you noticed that you suddenly start crying?"
"uhm…"that's the only thing she was able to answer then she just smiled...
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Chapter 5: I love you too
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