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Chapter Four
Molly was pacing as she waited for Nephrite to return to his room. She knew that he would slip away if she didn't get him to see that they were meant to be together. Her pacing quickened as her apprehension increased. This was a big risk to take but he was leaving her with no other option. She knew that he still lover her and that his avoidance of her was his way of protecting her.
Well, she thought with a smug smile, while he was trying to protect her, who was protecting him. It was almost laughable really. The once mighty General Nephrite brought down by a girl. She meant to bring him down alright. He won't stand a chance and with any luck he won't know what hit him until it was too late, way too late.
That thought made her giggle, her eyes with shinning with excitement now. She knew that she was making the right choice. She loved him and he had been through so much as it was. She wanted to make him happy and to see him smile, a real smile.
She sat on his bed, her hand slowly smoothing the covers at her side. Her thoughts were dreamily on what she hoped was their future together. The intensity of her focus was on her own deliberations that she almost didn't hear his approach. She slipped farther back on the bed and waited. She knew that it would be difficult to sway him but once he faltered, she smirked, he is mine, she thought. With a silent humorless chuckle to herself, she prepared for his defeat because the war was lost already. He just didn't know it yet.
Nephrite was a little surprised by the scene that he had interrupted on is way back to his wing of the shrine. He had known that Jedite was drawn to the little priestess but he had thought that he could keep his distance. He knew who and what she was and that alone should have stopped any thoughts or actions of that nature. He was definitely in a fix now.
By the look of things, she had accepted his courtship and doubted that she even knew it. His energy mark would linger for a short time and if he continued with the courtship, it would need to be renewed frequently. The energy mark that was left on him from her would last quite some time due to her status. The mark that was left from her acceptance of his suit would last until he was either accepted as a mate or until another suitor was found to be more worthy.
If she was to accept him as her mate, she would then bond with him and it would designate his rule by her side. It was going to get interesting around here, no doubt about it. Jedite was tenacious and if he had decided that she would be his mate then he would not be deterred. He was a patient stagiest, very persuasive and he could even be a little manipulative. There was a definite sneer and slight chuckle at that thought. Yes, he thought, things were going to get very fascinating. The little priestess was in for quite a surprise.
That thought brought him back to his own issue. He had the same problem with Molly. He knew who and what she was but it didn't matter like it should. It should have made her untouchable and off limits but instead it made her more approachable. It may be because she was a link to the past. It was more comforting than appalling.
His oaths and vows should have come into play to help him keep his distance. They only made it more comfortable to be in her presences. The more he was in her presence the more it affected him. The fierce, possessive, protectiveness that he felt was almost consuming. He tried to keep well away from her but he found it difficult to let any other unmated male around her at the same time. He was in a fix as much as Jedite was and he hadn't even touched her.
Nephrite was lost to his own dilemma as he made his way to his rooms at the end of the shrine. As they are most of the time, his thoughts were of Molly. He was having a hard time keeping her from his thoughts. He knew that he had to keep her safe and distance was the best way to do that. Even though, he thought with a sigh, he looked up to the stars. He wanted her by his side. She had stood up for him when she knew that what he was doing was wrong. She still had faith in him. She protected him from Sailor Moon and tried to save him from the youmas that Zoisite had sent after his crystal.
It was her light that had broken through the darkness that had filled him. Before the war, her spirit was the same. She was statelier but she still possessed the same faith and belief in those around her. He had admired her from afar then and when he had chanced upon her in this time, he was caught before he realized his mistake. He pushed a hand through his hair, it was driving him insane. Most of the time he could keep his guard up but other times he would slip and she would take advantage. It was getting harder and harder to send her away. He needed to get away from the torture that she was putting him through, away from the enticement that she was.
When he slid the door to his chamber open, he realized that he had indeed let his guard slip again. There on his bed, his bed of all places was the one that was the cause of all of his turmoil. He couldn't ignore the pleasure that he felt that she was in his bed though which caused more images to come to mind. He clinched his jaw.
She wouldn't get away with this. She had told him that she wouldn't give up but he had underestimated her and now they were in a precarious situation. She had intruded into his personal space without invitation. He was angry at the fate and angry with himself for letting this happen. He would send her on her way but not until she learned that she had crossed a boundary that she would regret crossing. She needed to heed warnings when they were given.
Jedite was still where he was when Raye left him. Things were definitely taken an odd twist. Exhale noisily, his thoughts wondered to the distant days before all of this began. He had enjoyed his life. He had been a trusted friend and advisor as well as Commander of Earth's armies. He and Darien were the same age. He had been rising in the ranks and Darien was to learn his role of leadership, protector and commander. Jedite had used his cunning, wit, and tenacity to rise early and quickly. His refusal to give up made him earn well deserved respect early on in his career. He was a brilliant strategist and persistent. He held a might temper but not as quick as his little priestess, not noticing his possessiveness call her his.
He and Darien had shared some of the same traits and both had something that they had to prove. Darien strove hard to earn the respect of those around him. He needed to prove his worth in order to command those around him. They had to find the confidence in him to allow his unquestionable leadership. He was not the heir and his little sister would soon take over the reins and rule. His little sister Emiko was the heir to the throne but until she was of age, he was the protector and guardian of Earth.
Princess Emiko, she was perfect child. She was sweet as well as rambunctious. She could sooth a trouble soul with a few words, a soft touch and a smile. She looked so much like Darien. They had the same features and disposition. She trailed after her brother as much as possible and she would always try to sneak away from her tutors, guards, and mentors to be with him. She worshiped him. He was her hero and he loved her dearly. He didn't covet her position as heir as most would have done. All her wanted was for her to be happy and he did all in his power to see that she was.
He tried to spoil her rotten, as everyone did, but her sweet temperament wouldn't allow it. She always thought of others before herself. Everyone loved their princess very much. She was learning her powers even though she had not the strength yet to begin her formal training as ruler. She did what she could for her people. When the Nega Verse sent assassins to Earth, it was to take out Darien. They had not thought that the princess would give them any problems due to her youth. It was a valuable conception, never underestimate your opponent.
In the end however, they lost their princess in an assassination attempt on Darien. They knew that Emiko had not come into her full powers yet and took advantage. When the attacks started on the inner planets, she was to go to the Moon Kingdom with the other princesses. Instead, she hid away and when the take off started, she slowly made her way off the ship.
In the chaos she got away without notice, so was gone only moments before she was missed and the search started for her but she was a long way from the ship by then. She couldn't leave and leave the others behind unsure if they made it to safety or not. She wanted to make sure that all the others had made it to safety first.
It was a fatal mistake. She could see the assassins making their way toward the palace undetected. She knew that Darien, Jedite and the others were in danger and that she held little chance against so many. She didn't know that Darien and taken a different ship to the Moon Kingdom to warn them of the dangers and to inform them of what was happening. He had thought that their ship and left long ago and that she was safely on the Moon. She used what power she had and destroyed ten out of the twelve that were within striking distance.
Jedite made is way to her side after dispatching the two that had taken away their precious princess. Her beautiful blue eyes were full of the same happiness and love as she lay there and her life energy leaving her. She had told him that she was happy that she could do her duty and protect those that she held dear. It was her duty and she was glad that she was able to do it at least once.
The memories of the past held so much pain. He dropped his head, lost to his sorrow. She had only been twelve years old. Twelve! Jedite had failed in his duty to protect their princess. He was shaking with rage at the thought. He had been forced to serve those that had taken every thing from them. His rage knew no bounds. They would pay for it all, his energy whipping around him due to the intensity of the emotions that were stirring within him. Releasing some of his pent up rage and anger, he double over with his exertion, breathing heavily. The drain of his energy had tired him but he felt a little more at ease.
Emiko, the sweet little Emiko, Serena reminded him of Emiko in so many ways. Her eyes were the window to her soul and apparently it was the same with Serena. Serena, he was still a little wary of the situation but he knew that they could be trusted but he could not bring himself to admit it to them just yet.
It had been a long time since he had anyone but himself to rely on. It pained him to be close to Darien as well. He was reminded on Emiko every time that he looked at him. Darien, even if he didn't remember any of it, was still the same. He wasn't as formal but he was still the same. He missed their close camaraderie. He would have someone at least who might understand his situation and maybe have some insight into his relationship with Raye to talk to.
With a groan, thinking of Raye had his thoughts spiraling in all directions. He was still in awe at the position that he found himself currently in. He had not meant to kiss her but in a way, he thought, it was inevitable. He was drawn to her. It was the same as it was then.
She drew him with her fiery temper. She would only respect those that were not hesitant about where they stood. She would disregard those that would try to pamper and cater trying to gain favor. Those that got on her bad side soon learned what it meant to bet burned. She was blunt and brutally honest at times. She was also fiercely loyal to those that were dear to her. Her smiles were rare and true. Those that have seen them fell for the Princess of Mars, fowl temper and all. All because of her beauty that would shine unhindered with a smile.
He could still feel her essence. It was overwhelming and he revealed in it. It was if her touch was still caressing his. Where she had touched, it still tingled with the heat of her touch. He should have kept his distance and Nephrite had done but he thought that he had been capable of keep himself out of this kind of situation. Things had progressed so quickly to where he couldn't keep his distance now even if he had wanted to.
They shared a slight bond and it would prove to be impossible to ignore. Jedite knew that he had only one course of action and began to plan for her surrender. He made his own way to his rooms. They were near the wing were Nephrite was. He paid little heed to his surroundings as he began to go over his strategy.
He was almost to his chambers when he felt an energy way pulse out in a wave (like an electromagnetic pulse). It was barely recognizable but the trace of energy that was with his was one that they had thought perished as well. All of those that could sense energy, whether it be levels or sources, would now know that they had just accepted each other and had competed the bond.
He knew that Nephrite had not meant for that event to happen either. They may have completed the bond but Nephrite would not consummate the bond until the dangers had passed. He loved her enough to know that time was of the essence. He also knew that Nephrite was probably still stunned that he was now bonded to the one that he was desperately trying to push away.
He was also probably contemplating and planning all the changes that would need to be made. She would need to be better protected now. She still may not realize who she is but the Nega Verse would. She would now be in grave danger because of who she is and was. It just goes to show you nothing ever goes as planned. Things were set in motion that was beginning to even the odds. With a derisive smile, he went on to his room to think over the changing roles of all those involved.
Serena got only a couple hours sleep the last few days. Exhaustion was beginning to take its toll on her. Luna was curled up beside of her, fooling Luna was getting harder as well.
After Pluto left, Luna bound in demanding to know what was going on. She had finally put her off by saying that she was exhausted and need to get some sleep. Luna had been getting concerned about her little charge. There was something troubling her and it was getting serious, especially if Pluto was getting involved.
Luna slowly uncurled herself and stretched her slender body, flicking her tail. The sun had barely started rising in the sky casting its glow. She looked over at Serena who was sleeping deeply. Her eyes were full of worry. She tried to come up with the reasons for her distress but the only thing that stood out was her relationship with Darien.
When she got home last night, Serena was already preparing for bed and Pluto had just left. Serena told her about Mina and Darien finally getting together and that she was genuinely happy for them. Luna could tell that she was truly happy for them, but if, so what was going on with her. Luna watched over her as she slept.
This girl meant more to her than just her charge. Her passed connection with the Princess of the Moon was one of respect, loyalty and reverence. She had loved the princess dearly. This girl was different. She was not as sheltered and reserved as before, before she was shy, reserved, and soft spoken. Having lived a normally lift as a teenager until the Nega Verse came she was different. She was not afraid to speak her mind. She also was accident prone and trouble seem to find her no matter where or what she was doing. The experiences that she had gained living as a normal human girl opened her up a bit.
Still, this girl had worked her way into her heart so deeply that if the girl felt hurt or troubled then Luna felt it as well. She loved her as if she were her own daughter. She had taken immense pride in the accomplishment that Serena had made. She still whined and was a bit a cry baby but still, she had come a long ways.
Luna softly padded her way to looked down at her face. Oh Serena, Luna thought. Why can't you come to me? I am here for you. Luna laid her head down on Serena's shoulder and watched her continued sleep. What ever was troubling her was something that she had kept from the others as well. I will be here for you, Luna vowed silently. Whenever you need me, I will be here.
Luna jumped quickly from the bed as the communicator went off. She ran to the dresser to see who was calling. Serena was up in an instant and beat Luna to the communicator which left the cat with her mouth hanging open. It was Ami. Apparently, Malachite had chosen to attack without Zoisite, which of course means that it was a trap. The others were meeting a half mile from the lake.
They always attacked a public place to ensure that they would hear of there presence and come quickly. Serena thought I won't let them endanger themselves for me again. I will protect them this time. I am finished avoiding the fighting and being afraid that I will not be strong enough. I will face this and I will rise above it. I will over come and prevail. I am the Moon Princess and it is my duty. They are like family to me and they are all that I have left. A fierce determination and a strength shown in her eyes that had not been there before as she made her way to the conflict that was awaiting her friends. Serena was gone in a flash with a "Are you coming Luna?" leaving Luna racing to catch up.
Serena was racing to intercept Malachite before the others could get to the scene. She knew that they would be pissed that she had went on her own but she had had enough of being coddled and pushed behind the others. They had taken injury upon injury to make sure that she didn't get hurt. They had scarified their lives for her many times as well.
She couldn't take them getting hurt anymore. She loved them dearly and they meant more to her than anything. It was time that she took her stand and it was time that they were protected. She transformed as soon as she could along the way. Her fuku was now solid white and her tiara was no longer present but her moon symbol shown brightly. The long gloves were gone as well.
She didn't notice the change however; her mind was on the clash to come. She wanted to free Malachite and Zoisite but how was the question. In order to get to them both, she would need to draw out Zoisite while facing Malachite. She continued to puzzle over how to get them close while not endangering anyone else.
She was almost there and no sign of the others. Good, she thought. I won't have to worry about them. An idea come to her, she would play like the accident prone twit that she had once been. She really didn't want to think of herself in that manner but hey it couldn't be helped, sometimes her blond roots shown through (anime sweat drop). Raye would love to hear her say that and Mina would take offense. If they thought that she was easy pray she maybe able to get them close enough to be able to free both at the same time. It would certainly weaken Beryl considerably if all four of the generals were liberated from her tyranny.
She was however concerned that Luna may get hurt in the scuffle. Luna was always there in case that she was alone and need someone. She could hear Luna behind her doing her best to keep up. She called to Luna using her most commanding tone, "Luna, stay here and watch for the others. I don't want you to get hurt and I need to do this alone. It is time that I take my place." When she felt Luna getting ready to argue, she said, "Luna, please, I need to do this. This matter is for me to see to, it is my duty."
When she made this statement, the moon on her forehead again glowed briefly. Luna was astounded. She sounded just like her mother for a moment. All it took was for that moment and Sailor Moon was gone. Luna realized that her charge had grown up and that she was now taking command all on her own. In a way Luna was proud, but she was also dismayed. Her worry had increased ten fold. What should she do now? While Luna was in an intense debate with herself, Sailor Moon was arriving at the location where Malachite was last seen.
She looked around the lake to see where the disturbances had taken place. She vaguely noticed the bench where she had spent so many afternoons with Darien. The same bench that she realized that the future that she thought she was to have with Darien was not to be.
Her hair flowed around her softly with the breeze. Where was he? He was here somewhere watching and Zoisite was here as well waiting. She thought I need to get this over with as soon as possible. The others will be here soon.
Malachite appeared a few feet away about 10 feet above her. "Well, well, looks the moon brat come on her own this time." His arms crossed and his blue eyes cold as ice. He looked down at her with a fierce glower. He needed that crystal. Beryl was getting impatient. She told them that if they fail this time that they were of no use to her. He was angry at being pushed into this corner. He wasn't concerned for himself but for Zoisite. They had had each other through out this forced servitude. He wouldn't let Beryl take Zoisite, not if it was in his power to prevent it. He needed that crystal and the moon brat had better give it up if she knew what was good for her.
"Give me the crystal, if you know what is good for you, moon brat." He held out his hand as if he expected her to obey his command. Sailor Moon tried to play the part, she pretended to look around frantically for the other scouts. He threw a blast of energy in her direction as a warning. He yelled, "Give it here brat." Sailor Moon jumped clumsily out of the way, falling as she did so.
She slowly got to her feet and she looked around for her friends. Malachite said, "What can you do, brat, you are all alone. Do you think that you can stand against me?" She looked down at her feet and pretended to worry and act like she was going to cry. She tried to act demure and afraid. She looked around through her lashes and spotted Zoisite coming from her left side trying to catch her unprepared.
When Zoisite was with a few feet she stood tall and looked Malachite in the eye and she extended her arms asking the crystal to free them of the darkness that had consumed them for so long. She didn't even have time to debate, argue or even tell them that were to be free. The other scouts were almost there and Darien, Nephrite and Jedite had just arrived.
As the light engulfed both of the remaining generals, the other sailor scouts arrived. They all watched in amazement. Some of the scouts were in shock and others were upset. Their princess had gone into a battle without them and they weren't sure how to feel about it. They had also noticed the new transformation but they weren't sure of what it would mean. There was something unusual about it. It wasn't like the other transformations and they were a little concerned.
They knew that something was going on with her and were worried. This new transformation meant that the something that was bothering her and it was big. Each time a new transformation was triggered it meant that something major was going on. Most had been life threatening they thought with a frown.
The power slowly receded back into the crystal. Sailor Moon looked over her shoulder at her friends. Her eyes held sadness for a brief moment and then she looked away. Her attention turned back to the unconscious generals. In a way Serena was fearful that they others would turn away from this new Sailor Moon. She vowed to be independent and protect them but she didn't know how they would react. She loved them with all her heart and if they were to turn away from her, it would destroy her.
They were all she had and she meant to keep them safe. They would find happiness and she would see to it that they got the chance to be free of the burden of being her guardians. They deserve that. A chance to have a future of happiness instead of being on constant guard and living day to day hoping that one day they would be able to be free to love and live a happy life.
They managed to get Zoisite and Malachite settled into rooms at the shrine which was becoming a refugee camp evidently. Serena had left the details up to Darien, the outers and Darien had asked Jedite and Nephrite for their input as well. Serena left them and made her way to the garden to settle her thoughts before she had to face the music. The others were undeniable disturbed by her behavior. She still had two more days. She had wanted to tell them on the last day before she left the next morning but now she may have no choice.
The others were waiting for Serena. All of the scouts including the outers were sitting around the small square table, each deep in their own thoughts. Darien had just left Nephrite and Jedite to watch over the sleeping generals. He saw Serena standing alone in the garden and made his way over to where she stood. He had so many questions. He knew that she held the key to getting the answers.
As he approached, he noticed that she looked a little dejected. He understood her situation. Given the circumstance that she was in, he knew that choice held no part in her decision. When those you love continue to sacrifice themselves for you and you watch time and time again, eventually choice is no longer a consideration. In a way he was surprised that it had taken so long for her take her stand but given the peaceful nature of the Lunarians he shouldn't have been.
They were a peaceful people. They were protectors of peace and although they would hand out justice, they rarely had occasion to take such measures. Most revered the Moon Kingdom and The Silver Alliance respecting their advice and asking their council. During troubling times, the Moon Kingdom became mediators to settle disputes. All knew that they held all consideration for parties.
Serena had transformed back to her usual self and knew that Darien was approaching. She could also sense that she was slightly troubled as well but for a different reason. She waiting as he made his way to where she stood.
Darien spoke first, "Serena is everything okay with you? I mean, you have been keeping to yourself lately and this new transformation has everyone worried." Serena had been looking at the foliage blowing in the wind when he spoke and she had been lost in deliberation with herself with how much she could tell them now when he mentioned a new transformation.
She had been so intent on what was going on that she hadn't really notice. She looked up at him in surprise and he notice as well. His features hardened in response to her surprise. She looked away again as his features set in hard lines. She hadn't even noticed, Darien thought. What ever is bothering her has to be something major.
He knew that she wouldn't talk about it. If she had been going to talk to him about it, she would have already. If she hadn't talked to any of the others or even Luna, it would take some time for her to bring it out in the open. He sighed at looked at the few clouds that were passing over head.
Serena noticed his change in posture. Her shoulders slumped in relief. Relieved that he was not going to press her for answers to questions that she was not ready to give yet, she turned her attention back to his troubles. She noticed that what ever was on his mind was something that he was reluctant to bring up as well.
Serena spoke with a soft tone, "You know, Darien, that I always considered you one of my best friends. I mean, you know me better than just about anyone, right?" She looked back up at him and continued with a smile, "If there is something bothering you, you can talk to me about it. So, you don't have to beat around the bush and stand there like that. I mean, spit it out already, would ya?" Trying to lighten things up a little, she slapped him playfully on the arm.
Darien was grateful that she was trying to lighten the mood. It made it a little easier to ask you about restoring his memories. He needed to know, need to remember. He felt himself growing tense. He didn't feel complete without knowing, without remembering. He needed to be whole in order to take his stand and fight the Nega Verse. Being with the generals were bringing instinctual things back and he keep having dreams about people and things that he felt he should know. Most times when he woke up, he couldn't remember them.
Serena had gotten concerned when Darien didn't speak. She lightly tugged on his upper arm turned him slight to her so that she could see his expression. She looked up at him with concern, "Darien?" He looked down at her, "I am fine." When she raised any eyebrow at that, "Really, Serena, I'm fine." He looked away again, up at the blue sky above.
"Lately, I have been feeling that the missing part of myself becoming more important. Some things are coming back to me in small ways. The dreams are the worst. I can see people that I feel that I should know and events that I should remember but then when I wake, I can't exactly remember what they are." He was getting agitated. He ran a hand through his hair and then jammed it in his pockets. "I know that you can relate, Serena, and I hope that you can help," looking over at her.
Serena was some what surprised. His interaction with the generals must have triggered something. Not sure how to respond, sure she understood. I mean, weren't they all in the same situation. Each of them had a past that they didn't remember. Hers had somewhat been revealed but still most were blurs and vacant spots. Not sure what he expected, "Um, if there is anything that I can do, I would gladly do. But, uh, are you sure about this Darien? I mean, there are some memories that I am sure that you probably don't want to remember. Some of them are bound to be painful." She watched closely to judge his reaction.
His expression did not change. He was very serious about his. It appeared that he considered all the options and this was what he had decided. With sad acceptance she asked, "What do you want me to do?" As she looked up at him again, she noticed the small smile on his lips. It didn't reach his eyes though. He knew that this was going to a painful event for him.
"It appears that when you freed the generals that some how all of the memories and abilities were restored. I would like for you to use the Silver Crystal on me." She gasped, "WHAT?" "But Darien, I don't know if it will work. What if something else happens, I mean, I don't think…" "Serena, I have thought about it a great deal. I know that it will work, you just have to believe in yourself and it will be fine." Serena stuttered, "But, but, but…." Darien took her small hand in his, "I know that you can do this, please, Serena." His pleading look was hard not to give in to.
"Alright, Darien, you win. I am still not sure about this though. I know that you believe that you need your full memory back but know this, it will change you. How much, though, is the question." She looked sad at the thoughts that he would go through so much pain as the memories returned.
"Can you meet me here about ten o'clock tonight?" He nodded his agreement. She dropped her gaze and with nod of her own, turned to make her way back toward the shrine. He had reached out and grasped her elbow, "Serena, you know that what ever is bothering you, you can talk to me about it. It is a two street you know. I still consider you an important part of my life even though we are not together. If there is anything that you need, you can come to me."
She couldn't look at him. She felt guilty for making them worry like this. A stray tear slipped free and fell down her check. "I know Darien, but this is something that I need to work out on my own." She turned and walked away, leaving a stunned Darien staring after her.
Serena made her way through the shrine toward the meeting room with the others. She knew that the others were upset and concerned for her but she didn't want them to know that she was leaving yet. Taking a deep breath she opened the door and prepared for the barrage of questions and ultimatums that she knew were coming.
Serena was taken back. She thought she would walk into yelling and intimidation. Instead they all look either pissed or worried and no one said a word. (Anime sweat drop) This is worse than she thought; Serena looked around at the faces of her friends. Ami looked seriously worried and was fidgeting. Raye looked like she was ready to explode. Lita was sitting with arms crossed and her eyes closed with a pissed off expression. Mina looked worried, confused and upset. Hotaru looked like her usual self. Her expression was blank but she would usually offer a quick small smile but not today. Michelle looked upset but held her poise. Amara, Serena, winced. She looked thunderous. Her arms were crossed, eyes closed and she had twitch over one eye. She was almost shaking with her anger. Luna and Artemis sat by Mina. Luna looked worried but Artemis was angry.
This was really not going to go well. She though it best to sit by Ami. Ami tried to offer a reassuring smile but it faltered. Serena almost lost her composure. She had hurt them and she had not meant to. "I'm sorry that I upset you guys. I know that you are angry with me but I did what I needed to do." Serena spoke softly at first, emotion running high, then with a steady strong voice full of determination.
Raye spoke first, "And what was that, Serena? Getting killed?" She yelled, rising to her knees planting her fists on the table towering over Serena. Serena tried her best to contain herself. Mina tugged Raye back onto down. Mina spoke next, "I not sure that I understand why you felt that you need to go on your own. Is there something you're not telling us?" They all looked at Serena expectantly waiting for answers.
Outside the door, Darien sat waited also trying to get answers. He did not like the way things were going. Jedite and Nephrite had joined him. All waited to see what had caused their princess to change so much. They didn't acknowledge each other just waited in silence to find out what was going on.
Amara stated, "You know that it is our duty to protect the princess. You purposely put her in danger and went in to a potential fatal situation alone. It was reckless, irresponsible..."
She was really getting warmed up when Serena had had enough. She rose of her own knees and slammed her palms against the table. "All I ever hear is your duty. What about my duty. Have any of you really thought about what my duty is, what it means? I have watched each of you die how many times? You are always throwing yourself into danger, taking hits for me. I will not allow you to do it anymore."
She slapped the table with her hand. Tears were starting to fall and she choked back sobs, "You mean too much to me and I will not allow you to get hurt anymore. You sacrifice yourselves every time there is danger, throwing me back. I will not be cuddled anymore, I will not be hidden behind you every again." Her tone had lost some of its fierceness and sobs chocked her as she said, "I love you to much for that. You are like family to me. You're all that I have left and I won't lose you again. Each of you deserves to finally have peace and to find love and live a happy life. Have can you do that if you are always standing in front of me?" Each scout tried to protest and she was having none of it. "My decision has been made. I leave in two days to train elsewhere, alone. I didn't want to tell you like this but it seems that I have no choice."
There was a "WHAT?" "YOU'RE JOKING" "YOU CAN'T BE SERIOUS" and a "NOT ON YOUR LIFE". Serena's tone was hard as her tears dried, "My decision is final. The arrangements have been made and I leave in two days." Her birthright shown brightly for brief moment then disappeared as her determination shown.
She rose to feet with quiet acceptance that they would not forgive her. "I had hoped to spend the last day with you guys." She turned her head away from them, hiding the hurt and tears. "I will miss you more than you know."
She opened the door and left them with murmurs of disapproval and angry shouts. After sliding the door closed, Serena turned and saw Darien, Nephrite and Jedite. "So, you heard." Darien nodded and gave her a somber look. "I knew something was bothering you but not this. I told you before that I would be here for you and I am. If there is anything you need before you leave let me know. For the record, I don't like it but I respect your decision."
She stood there for a moment not knowing what to say. He motioned for her to come to him. He knew how much this had hurt her. She needed comforting and she was one of the few true friends that Darien had. She returned his embraced and fresh tears started to fall. She blinked them back. "I will miss you too, you know." She returned his embraced before stepping back. He held her hands in his larger ones. "Look after them for me."
Her gaze turned to the door that she had just closed. She could still hear them arguing amongst themselves trying to figure out what had happened and who to blame. He knew that she loved them more than life itself. She had given her life as well to protect them but he knew that she would not acknowledge it. "Take care, Darien."
With a small smile at him, she turned to Nephrite and Jedite, "I ask that you watch over them as well. I know that it has been difficult for you and I understand your reluctance. But I ask you, please, keep watch over them. All of them." With a quick glance at Darien for them to know that she meant for them to watch over him as well. Looking back at them with eyes full of sadness and acceptance of the situation, she said, "There all that I have left." She quickly gave each of them a brief hug, which made them uncomfortable. Offering a watery smile, Serena told them "Look out for each other. We just got you back and I don't want to lose you two again." Serena left them standing there befuddled and slowly walked away. Her heart was breaking with each step that she took. She had never really been alone before but she would do this and she would succeed.
Gohan sat at the table in the library again trying his best to study for his next entrance exams that were only a few weeks away. He was getting frustrated. He worry for his dad was one thing that keep flitting across his mind and Videl the other. He would talk to his father tonight. He couldn't put it off anymore. It had been long enough.
The issue with Videl however, was another matter entirely. He almost growled his frustrations. They had ended their relationship last year. He hadn't date since and she took that as a sign that he pined for her. She always managed to find him and tried to flaunt her line of boyfriends in his face. He truly didn't care but she would not believe him.
Their relationship had ended rather badly. He was tired of hearing about her father and she thought that he needed to live up to her father's reputation. Fame didn't mean anything for him. He didn't want to get rich or be a public figure like her father. It caused a lot of friction between them. She had smothered what affection that he had held for her along time ago. He had stayed with her for awhile after that because he had not wanted to hurt her.
He wasn't up to her standards and one day he just couldn't take anymore and just ended it. She was always popping up trying to get him to notice her newest toys or line of admirers. She was getting worse with her constant invasions into his life.
Yesterday, he was here studying and she cornered him. They were the only ones in the library and she found him deep in concentration. She had managed to corner him and she had the nerve to press herself against him and suggest that he had missed her so much that another woman wouldn't do. She didn't get. He wasn't interested and he didn't date because he was busy and he was taken over some things at home as well.
She was driving him insane. He was losing his patience with her and he didn't know what to do to handle the situation. He gathered his things and went to check on his little brother. He spent more and more time at the Brief's with Trunks. He thought that maybe it was his way to escape the tense atmosphere that surrounds their family. Bulma had talked with him about moving over there permanently but he told her to talk with his dad. It was something that she would need to talk to him about. It would be difficult to get him to leave that piece of his life behind.
Goku and Vegeta were still sparring on routine basis. Usually, they were found in the GR before sunrise, after lunch and before dinner. There matches were tamer that they used to be but still it would end with someone get an injury, though they healed quickly.
Bulma still had not gotten to speak with Goku about his moving here. She wanted them closer so that she could keep an eye on them. She worried about Goku more and more. He was not his normal cheerful self, most time he wouldn't join them in conversation and his smiles were getting rarer. It was like he had lost himself somewhere and couldn't find his way back.
She was working on fixing some of the bots that Vegeta kept destroying. The repairs to the GR and bots kept her busy most of the time. She had not worked on any of her projects in weeks. Though she did enjoy spending what free time she did have spoiling her son. He was her pride and joy. Thankfully he didn't act like his father, though he was still his father's son in many ways. He was such a sweet boy which caused his father discomfort.
Feeling her desk shake and then hearing an explosion, she jumped to her feet. VEGETA! She stomped her way to the GR when she notice that they were sitting in the back yard under one of the trees. She was baffled. Curiosity got the better of her.
She slipped to the window and watched them. This was not a normal occurrence. Vegeta never had casual conversation with anyone. After watching them for a while, she saw them talking, which only increased her interest. She watched Vegeta get up and start toward the house the she realized that it was past time for lunch. Stepping away for the window, she raised a hand to her hand, great, she thought. With a half smile, she knew what was coming and in a way, she was excited. She loved to fight with her fierce warrior husband and love even more when he show her the small part of him that he shared with her when they were alone.
Goku and Vegeta had made their way to sit under one of the trees near the GR. Both were happily exhausted from sparring. Vegeta sat with his arms crossed over his chest leaning back against the tree. Goku kept glancing at Vegeta unsure how to start with what was on his mind. Vegeta impatient as always, "Spit it out, Kakkarot. I will not sit here all day. I have more important things to do." It was typical statement for Vegeta but Goku noticed that he was waiting though.
Goku took a deep steadying breath. "It's about ChiChi." Vegeta was not surprised. Goku continued, "When she died…," His voice trailed off. "When we couldn't wish her back…." He leaned forward over the arms that were hanging around his knees. Looking at the ground for several moments before he continued, "I miss her and I love her but, uh…."
Goku was getting upset. Tensing up, he was getting angry at himself again, why was it so hard to talk about this? "I don't feel like I should at her death. I thought that I would feel like a piece of myself, like a piece of my soul was missing but I don't." He looked away; the hurt and guilt behind his confession was so deep that Vegeta could feel it in his voice. Vegeta smirked, the fool, he was ashamed to admit that he wasn't suffering enough at his wife's death. Vegeta thought, Goku is such a simpleton.
"She was not your true mate" With a snort, Vegeta continued, "Kakkarot, some times you amaze me." Vegeta sneered. "You are a Saiyan. You were joined by Earth customs. That is why you don't feel the separation loss." Vegeta looking over at him as if to say, you idiot, "If you had lost a true mate, one that was mated in our customs, you would most definite know what that loss would feel like."
Goku was shocked. He had not considered that. He sometimes forgot that he was not from Earth. Vegeta had had enough of being pushed by Bulma to help. It almost turned his stomach. Deciding that this would be the only time that he would offer information so freely, his frustration with situation showing, he yelled, "Now, if you don't stop brooding and moping around, I am going to personally kick your ass. I have had enough of listening to Bulma going on about it. Get over it you moron." Vegeta didn't want to give Goku the opportunity to ask questions about the differences in the customs. Apparently finished with his speech, he made his way to the house. It was past time for lunch leaving a very confused Goku behind.
Vegeta thought, it will be amusing to see him muddle himself through this. Goku had surpassed him in many things but this was something that only he could help with, IF he chooses to help. With a laugh at the things that he envisioned Goku going through, Vegeta made his way to the kitchen expecting his lunch to be waiting. If it wasn't, then he would have to visit his mate and remind her that he was the Prince of All Saiyans. His needs were to be anticipated and met without question. With a smirk, he couldn't wait.
Serena made her way home and was lost in her hurt. She had today to spend with her family. She had to make plans on how spend time with each of them and decide what to do to make today special. It was difficult for her to concentrate though. She was truly upset that she had to tell the others this way. She was to leave and now she had to leave with them angry at her. It tore at her heart.
She was doing what was right, why couldn't they see that. They worried at about her and took their duty very seriously, especially the outers. Even though it was nearly breaking her heart, she would go through with this. It was the only way to reach her goal quickly. She would not fail again.
Thinking back on her family she came up some ideas on what each of them would appreciate. She would go out with her mother, for a mother and daughter day. They could go shopping, have lunch and spend afternoon together. Then she would prepare dinner for her family. For her father, she would fix his favorite dinner and sit with him after dinner to watch his favorite show on television.
Her little brother, this was an easy one. She would take what was left of her allowance and buy the new video game that he had been saving for. He had just spent his on the newest gaming system so he would have to wait to get the new game that he wanted. Her plans made, she hurried home to surprise her mother. She had wanted to spend time with Serena lately but Serena had been so busy with the Nega Verse that she had little to spend with her mother. It was still kind of early. If they hurried they still might have time for a late breakfast.
As Serena made her way home, the scouts had come to a conclusion. They knew that if the plans had been set that there was nothing that they could do to stop her beside to try physical force. They didn't want that kind of confrontation. In a way, they understood but it still bothered them. They considered what plans she had made and how and where she was to train. There wasn't much information to go on. She had been tight lipped about the details.
Amara and Michelle had a suspicion that Trista was involved. They would have to try to contact her to see if she was indeed involved. It was hard to reach her some times but they would keep trying until they had answers.
Ami thought that it would be best to show her how much they love her by making her last day special. Mina and Lita were quick to agree with Raye grudgingly giving in as well. The outers agreed to make an appearance to show their support as well before taking their leave to keep watch on the two new arrivals. The tension left them somewhat making that decision even though they were still very concerned.
Lita decided to make all of Serena's favorite foods, which most consists of sweets. Mina would come up with recreation. Raye and Ami would gather things that thought Serena may need. They would also include Molly. They knew that it would mean a lot to Serena. Luna and Artemis were proud of the girls for the way that they were handling the situation now. It would make it easier for Serena to go without worrying about them.
Luna left them making their plans and finalizing their ideas. She wanted to check on Serena. She was concerned about how she was handling the reaction that she received. She knew how hard it had been for her to stand against them and hold to her decision. She was proud of her little princess. She was becoming a strong leader and she had begun making decision that only a caring ruler would make for her people.
Serena was excited to spend the entire day with her family. She hadn't done that in a very long time. Now that she thought about it, it has been years. Thinking back, it was before she had found out about her past and began the battle with the evil that threatened the Earth. She had gotten home just as her mother had finished cleaning up the kitchen after breakfast.
Well some much for the late breakfast. Her mother surprised that her daughter had returned home so early offered to fix her something but Serena told that it was okay that they could pick up something on the way out. She ushered her mom upstairs so that she could get ready and told her that she would talk to her dad about their plans.
She found him in the den reading the paper and Sammy was playing his with his new game system. He had only the one game for now but she would take care of that today. She explained to her dad that she wanted to spend the afternoon with her mom since she hadn't gotten to spend that much time with her in a long time. He told her that he would be home to watch Sammy and to have fun.
He asked if she need any money for anything that she would like. He was shocked when she turned him down and said that spend the day with her mother was all that she needed. He was glad that she had taken time to spend with her mother. He knew how hard it had been on her mother letting go. His daughter had grown up on him over night. Emotion overwhelmed him. He felt as if he was losing her for some reason. He looked at her as if he was afraid that she would disappear.
Serena was having a hard time with her dad watching like that. It was harder that she had expected. She threw her arms around him and gave him hug and took off to her room to get ready. Tears were trying to fall. She ran to her room and quietly shut the door. Sobs were trying to break free. She tried to contain them. She slid down her door and laid her head against her knees, curling her arms around herself. Feeling the loss of her family already and she had yet to leave. She sat there and cried quiet tears and let the feelings go. She had been through so much today already. She felt alone for the first time in a long time.
Luna bound in the window onto the bed to find Serena. Her urgency was driving her. She was breathing hard and her small legs were about to give. She saw the small huddled figure against the door. It literally broke her heart to see the dejected form sitting there. It brought tears to her eyes.
Serena didn't deserve to have all of this thrust upon her. She had handled things well though considering. It also seemed that every time that she would get accustomed to what fate had dealt her, some thing new would be forced for her to endure. She was only fourteen when this all began.
It was different when she was the Princess of the Moon Kingdom. She had been born to the life that she was expected to lead. She wouldn't have been forced to fight nor would she have been propelled into since a leading role so early. Even Sailor Moon didn't exist in the Moon Kingdom. The Sailor Senshi didn't either. They were born of the need to defend and were granted the power to protect. It hadn't happened since ancient times.
When the Moon Kingdom and the Silver Alliance fell and the Nega Verse was on the verge of taking them all, Queen Serenity had given Luna and Artemis the knowledge that they would need if the evil threatened them again, the knowledge of how to find and train the Sailor Senshi. They would not remember anything unless the need was there and was forced. It would be better that way. They would have a chance to go back to a normal life.
It had not happened. Even after the first incident with Beryl and their memories taken of the all that had happened, the evil would return again. Since then they had kept the memories and gain more of what their lives had been like. They still remember little. The memories that they had were mostly of the last battle. They could feel things but it was mostly instinct. They had all done well. They were so young and had save the Earth many times.
Luna pulled herself together. She walked silently over the broken girl on the floor. Luna softly nudged her with her nose and rubbed her head against her hand, offering comfort. Luna could feel her trembling. Chocking back sobs, Luna continued to offer her comfort.
Serena reached for the cat. Luna had always been a little rough with her lessons but she knew that Luna loved her. Burying her face in the black fury, Serena just let go and hugged the cat closer. The tears were falling no stop now. Luna just closed her eyes and willed her love to comfort her and shed a few tears of her own, though she would never admit it.
After giving the girl a few minutes to relieve the hurt, Luna raised her head and spoke softly. "Serena, I'm so sorry. Maybe if I had been a better mentor and teacher, you wouldn't feel the need to go." Luna felt like she had failed. Failed her queen, failed the princess and failed this small girl, a girl she loved so dearly.
Serena raised her head quickly. She was angry that Luna thought that she had failed. The black kitty looked as defeated as she had felt. She reached out her hand and lifted her little furry head, "Luna, you have never failed me." She gave her mentor a shaking smile. "It was me. I have failed. If I had been stronger, if I hadn't always avoided the fight and if I hadn't always been hesitate maybe things would have been different."
Serena looked away. She didn't want Luna to see how deeply it affected her that she had always pulled back from her duty. "I failed them then Luna and I have failed them now." Bringing her gaze back to Luna's, "I will not fail them again." The crescent moon on her forehead began to glow a split second before it was gone.
Luna was beginning to suspect that this was a lot deeper that she had realized. At least the tears have stopped, Luna thought. Serena sat Luna down beside her and began to rise. There was a knock on her door. It was her mother. Oh, crap! Serena thought, just how long did I sit there. "Uh, I'll be there in a few minutes, mom. I'm still getting ready." She rushed to the bathroom to check the damage to her face. She didn't want her mom to worry. Luna followed her as she began cleaning up her face.
Darien and the generals had left the other scouts shortly after Serena took her leave. Each of them needed to be alone with their own thoughts. Each also needed to consider what effect that Serena's leaving would cause.
Darien decided that he would wait for Serena at shrine. It would be a long day but he wouldn't change what was to come. In a way, it was a little comforting. He was close to Mina. He found it difficult to keep distance between them now. So he resigned himself to wait for her here.
He had much to consider. Serena told him that she would restore him to his former self. Well, she said that she would try. He had no doubt that she had the ability but getting her to believe that was some thing else. He looked forward to the meeting with anticipation and with dread. He knew that this was what needed to be done but he still had a feeling that it was going to be emotional torture.
Nephrite made his way back to his chambers to check on Molly. When they had made their bond, it had weakened her. She should still be resting, he thought. She didn't have her full potential and the bonding had taken a lot out of her. Even with her limited power, she still managed to create the bond that would bind them forever.
He was still reeling over all that had occurred. He had thought that she wouldn't have stood up to him but was he ever wrong. He had underestimated her again. He kept forgetting that she was one that wouldn't give up. He had just assumed that if he kept his distance that she wouldn't be able to get to him.
With a smile that said more than words ever could, he knew that the love that they had for each other was something that was truly rare. He couldn't wait until this was over to fully claim and acknowledge that she was his mate and no one would ever stand between them again. She would be cherished like none other and he would make up for his failures to protect her. She would know only happiness from now on and those that threat her happiness would pay dearly.
Making those vows to himself, he felt lightness in his heart that he had not felt before. Knowing that Molly had wrought this change in him, he hurried to his chambers to be with his new mate.
Jedite wondered the about the shrine. He had over heard some of Darien and Serena's conversation from earlier that morning. Knowing that Darien wanted all of his former memories returned was troubling him. His heart ached for his long time friend. He could understand why he wanted his memories returned. The fact remained though that he may not be able to handle all of them.
Guilt and grief glazed over his features as he thought of their former lives. The latter part was what would be cause of his torment. The loss of his family, the death of his sister and the destruction that they were unable to stop; this would be the torture of having his memories restored. Reliving them again would be excruciating.
Serena was in a hurry to get ready. She was looking in the mirror and trying to get the red to leave her face from the tears she shed earlier. Luna wanted to tell her that the scouts would support her and stand by her. She hoped up on the vanity and began to tell her what had happened after she left. Serena stopped and stared at Luna shocked. Slowly a smile began to form. With a shriek of happiness that Luna did recognize, Luna grabbed her and spun around. The happiness was back in her eyes and her laugh full of joy. It was a welcome site and sound. It soothed Luna's troubled soul immensely.
Serena placed Luna back on the vanity and went back to getting ready. The communicator went off. Serena spun around and raced to see what had happened. Luna could see the fear on Serena's face. Luna began to think back at how long Serena had hidden her deeper feelings from them. It was true that she had held back before but it was because she didn't feel that she deserved such power or the position. Luna watched as Serena reached the communicator.
It was Ami. Luna could hear the commotion in the background. It appears that things were some what back to normal. Raye and Lita were arguing over something and Mina was a little off about what the argument was about which had Ami grimacing.
Serena couldn't quite make out what was going on but it wasn't a battle, at least not with the Nega Verse. "What's up Ami?" Ami smiled her soft sweet smile even though her eyes held some sadness. She appeared to be acting like herself though.
When Serena had left them earlier, Ami had not spoken and had barely looked at her. "We just wanted to tell you Serena, that we do understand and that even though we were upset, we will stand behind you." There was a loud bang.
Ami turned to see what had caused the noise. Serena could hear Raye yelling about something. It caused her to smile. Ami seeing that smile knew that she had forgiven their outbursts earlier. Mina quickly appeared on the screen. She pushed Ami over, "So are you coming over tomorrow, or what? We have …."
There was a muffling sound and the background was shaking. Serena could guess that they were all trying to get to the communicator. She briefly saw a flickering image of Raye and Lita with her hands over Mina's mouth. Serena could hear Raye, "It's suppose to be a surprise, you ditz." The picture stilled and Ami came back on. "We were going to get together tomorrow morning and spend all day doing whatever you want."
Serena was so touched that it brought the tears back. "You guys." It was all that could say, emotions chocking her that she couldn't get another word out. She was going to miss them so much. Ami could see how such a simple thing would mean so much. It made her tear up as well. She blinked them back and cleared her throat. "We invited Molly as well. We know that it would mean a lot to you to have her with us." Thinking of Molly, Serena realized that she had forgotten to get the answers to her questions.
Raye suddenly appeared, "Try not to be late meatball head." Her voice held none of the condescending tone that she normal did with that statement. Seeing the smile that Raye wore was her way of offer an apology. The priestess was a hard one to figure out if Serena didn't know her so well. Raye was her closest friend. "As if, Raye." Serena trying to do her normal huff at Raye's statement but it came off softly instead.
Each shared a smile of understanding before Lita and Mina were both trying to talk. Serena could see the scuffling as it was ensuing. Lita came on for a brief moment, "I will make your favorite treats and …." The scuffling continued. Mina said, "I have all of our favorite CD's and …." Ami finally appeared back on screen with Artemis on her shoulder.
The white cat had a solemn look, "Serena, we didn't mean to hurt you. I guess that we took ourselves a little too seriously." (Anime sweat drop) He rubbed his head with a white paw and then continued, "We are always with you, you know. We don't like you going alone though but we know that there is nothing that we can do to stop you." His eyes softened some what, "We do care about you and will always be by your side." He gave a slight bow of his head and hopped off Ami's shoulder.
Ami had her serious expression on again and took a serious tone, "We are proud of you and as Artemis said, we will always be here for you. Not matter what happens." Her expression changed then tilting her head to the side in a normal Ami fashion, she said with a smile, "If you can come early enough, Lita was going to make breakfast."
Seeing Serena perk up at that raised Ami spirits. It was heartening to see Serena respond like normal with the mention of food. They talked about a few other minor things and what time to come over to the shrine before they signed off.
Serena's mood was lifted so much that she nearly floated while she finished getting ready. Rushing through her wardrobe, she picked out comfortable jeans and pink tank top with a rhinestone design of a bunny.
Glancing at Luna sitting curled up on the bed watching her struggle with the long pant legs as she hopped around trying to get them on. Serena smiles a mischievous smile. She was about to corner the little feline.
She said, "Luna, there a few things that I am confused about. I don't remember anything about it." She had finally managed to get the jeans up and was pulling the tank top over her head. She continued, "You know more about this stuff than anyone else."
Looking to see how Luna took her praise. She saw that Luna preened at little at her compliment. Serena thought, got ya. Luna uncurled herself and stretched in a very typical cat fashion before sitting up on the bed expectantly. Luna didn't expect anything too serious. Normally the questions were whimsical and not anything that she minded. She wouldn't know what hit her.
Thanks again for your reviews! I have taken the advice and shortened my paragraphs. I will repost them as soon as I can go over them again.