AN: Hey just wanted to say a quick thank-you to everyone who has alerted and favourited also a massive big hug to my amazing beta xAppleBloomx, you roock girl and I hope this chapter don't let you down. Darkmother :)
God, why is there a damn fucking beeping noise? I thought I was bloody dead but I guess not. I opened my eyes and groaned at what I saw. I've got fucking tubes in me. Just fucking great. Not.
"Hey sleepy head, finally joined the living or the unliving." Pam said to me.
"Fucking funny Pam, when the fuck do I get out of here?" I asked in a dry and raspy voice.
"When you fill out the discharge form and it was stupid trying to kill yourself cause hello immortal can't die." Pam said in a sarcastic tone. I just rolled my eyes at her and tried to get up but I just hissed in pain and fell back on the bed. I healed the palms of my hands and then I sat up on the bed.
"Pam can you get me some water and the discharge forms please?" I asked her quietly. Pam got up and blurred out to the nurse's station and came back with the forms and some clothes, thank god. After I signed the forms I asked Pam to help me up, give her due she did help me help and she helped me get dress into one of her fangtasia dresses, which looks like it's painted on me, and knee high stiletto heels. Yeah I know I shouldn't go there because I am just leaving the hospital from trying to kill myself but I want to help Pam with the club and of course I can stretch out my body in dancing, which will be fun with Pam and others in the room. Pam hands me a glass of water and I down the whole thing. We dropped off the forms at the station and walked out of that dreadful place. I sighed and Pam looked at me.
"You don't have to do this, you know that right?" Pam told me.
"Yes but what will you do then? Also, can I have my knife back please?" I asked. She just raised her eyebrow with a sceptical look on her face.
"What? I swear I won't cut myself again, promise. Pam please, I feel naked without it." She just sighed and got it out of her purse. I put my knife, or dagger or whatever you call it, in its scabbard which is stitched onto my garter on my right thigh. I felt so much better with it on me.
"Eric is going to fucking kill my when he finds out that you have that back." She said as we reached the car. We got in and I buckled up.
"I will buy you the entire Chanel and Dior collection next with matching jewelery, if you don't tell that fucking cunt." I said with a lot of venom, which didn't sound like me at all.
"Would you like to calm the fuck down, I know what he did ain't right but save your anger for him and not me." Pam said to me. I knew she was right so I just sighed again and closed my eyes.
I felt someone gently shaking my shoulder and I groaned.
"Come on Sook we need to get the club steaming hot tonight and we are the perfect ones to do that. By doing this you get pay back and we get money as well, and of course it will be fun." Pam said to me. Pam pulled me out of the car carefully but still it was too fast for me and I threw up near the ca. Pam handed me a tissue and I wiped my mouth before standing back up. Pam just looked at me.
"I'm fine. God you're mother fucking paranoid, you know that right?" I asked then I let down my shields, which helps with the telepathy but also hides my scent and makes me look otherworldly but drop dead beautiful, as I was once told by a fangbanger.
"Ah that's my girl; always playing the temptress." Pam said in the tone that was filled with pride. I looked at her and gave her my best sexy seductive smile and she purred like a kitten. We linked our arms together and started to walk into the club. Once we were inside, the humans turned to see who it was that came through the doors as the vampires and the weres were staring at us. Pam nodded to the dj and the music, which was Guilt by Nero, started. Pam and I started to do our very sexual dance, moving towards the dance floor. By the time we got there and finished our dance every male pair of eyes were on us.
"Up for round two? Let's turn it up a notch." I asked Pamela. She nodded and a new song started. This one was called Crush On You by Nero. Pam and I were so close and we were interlocking our bodies so tight that you wouldn't know where I ended and Pam started.
"Everyone is staring at you and I mean EVERYONE." Pam says.
"Gee well thanks and all but I think I shall go and sit down for a while. You coming with me?" I asked her as I started walking away from her and going to our booth.
"Yeah might as well, nothing better to do for a while and we have a meeting with Compton after one." She says in a bored tone and I groaned.
"I ain't fucking acting like a fucking Fangbanger and if I have to then I'm going to pin some twat down then kill it and blame it on either Compton or dear old grandpa." I say with a wink and Pam nearly spat out her trueblood which Belinda delivered a minute ago.
"Oh fuck, that is going to be soo fun." She says then her eyes went wide.
"Who let him in?" Pam says. I turned round and screamed at who I saw. I teleported to him.
"Hooker, don't get ya little white pussy in a twist." Lafayette says to me. Lafayette and I have been friends since I was living with my Gran.
"Fucking hell Lafayette, don't mention that! Wait a minute… it ain't white. well depending on what I've done with it…" I said to him after we hugged.
"Baby doll, what have you been doing to ya self? You look like fucking death." He said as we made our way to the booth that Pam had walked away from.
"Awww, I guess pammykins didn't want to see lil black boy." Lafayette states.
"I guess she's finding her tea." I say and Laf scrunches his eyes together like he didn't want to hear about it.
"You gunna tell me what you have been doing to ya self?" Laf asks.
"Oh, just trying to kill myself, apart from that, nothing. What bout you?" I said showing my arm, as if trying to kill myself was an everyday activity.
"Why did a pretty white girl like you cut yourself?" He asks. I gulp and just as I was about to tell him someone said.
"Nothing you need to worry about."
"Master," I bowed my head and grabbed onto Lafs hand tightly. My cuts started to burn badly, like I was on fire.
"Eric." Laf says disdainfully.
"I need Pam, I need Pam, I NEED PAM !" I scream and I feel two cold hands holding on to my shoulders gently as if afraid of reopening my wounds.
"Shush I am here, no need to shout is there?" I heard Pam's voice say. I turned round in her arms and rested my head against her shoulder.
"Pam." I say in recognition. I hugged her fiercely as tears were streaming down my face. I was so scared that I was going to burn the whole place down. Pam knew instantly at what I thought was going to happen.
"Hey now, you have better control then before. I am going to take you back to the house and we will get you your favourite jeans and top before we have Compton round here." Pam said to me and I nodded in agreement.
"Oh look our strong fierce tiger has now been tamed into a weak little kitten." Eric said and I saw red.
"Oh shit." Pam and Laf said together at the same time and oh shit was the understatement of the year. I was on Eric in a flash with my dagger/knife deeply pressed into his flesh. There was blood and the smell of burning flesh. I left the dagger/knife in there so it wouldn't heal for hours and it would still be in there when Compton comes. I jump back off of him and dragging the dagger/knife back leaving a red mark and I put it back in it's scabbard.
"Say that one more time Master and we will find out what happens with my blood everywhere and see what the vamps in here will do when they smell it." I said and I turned on my heel marching out of the club waiting for Pam to turn up.
"That was very immature you know, threatening to spill your blood in there." said Claudine, my fairy godmother.
"Yeah and he can go and drink liquid silver for all I care. So where is the god motherly concern for me?" I asked her.
"Hey don't be like that. I'm having a hard time you know. I'm going through an arranged marriage!" She snaps at me.
"Hey, it's better then the shit that's going in my life." I say.
"Hey, Eric just text me saying thanks for calling him "your shit." Pam says to me.
"Yeah? Tell him to stop listening to my conversation with my godmother causes it's not like he cares about what's going around in my life. He can go and fly a fucking kite for all I care." I told Pam.
"Well, I better be off before Niall gets worried about where I am." Claudine says before popping back.
"Eric says no to the kite flying as there is no wind for him to fly it with." Pam says to me and I scream in frustration. I got into the car and slammed the door shut. Pam got in and started the car up then began to drive madly.
"He does care for you, he is just as mad as you are about what he did." Pam starts to tell me but we were at the house so I got out and ran up the stairs to the doors. I opened them and then teleported to my walk-in closet before picking out some jeans and a t-shirt from juicy couture, with five inch heels and a matching handbag. Then I teleported back to Eric's office in Fangtasia.
He glanced up to see who it is then looked back to the computer screen, I sit down in the couch that is to the side of the office and got out my iphone and text Pam; Hey get ur hairy ass over here ;P the reply to that is; Will do, met u in 2 mins.
"Pam says that she will be here in two minutes." I said out loud. All he did is grunt at me.
"How are you Sookie?" I said to myself.
"Oh I'm good, you?" I said back.
"Oh same old same old. What have you been doing?" I said.
"Oh nothing, just trying to kill myself but that didn't do a fucking thing, I might try and shoot my brains out soon." I say to no one.
"Wouldn't that be messy to clean up?"
"Nah because I wouldn't be there or I have shot that bad that I have damaged my brain too much to be able to do anything."
"Shut the fuck up okay?" I heard Eric say but I carried on rambling.
"Another is that I eat stuff that is soo sugary that I go in a coma and die." I finished saying. Then I sat there, just looking at the wall and thinking of nothing but feeling tired.
"What the fuck is happening? Why is Sookie fading?" I heard Pam say very quietly.
"I don't know, I don't fucking know." I heard Eric shout and then I heard a small pop.
"She is dying." I heard Niall say and then I heard an ear piercing howl and I felt two hands on my shoulders shaking me.
"Hey. Don't fucking leave me with lord grumpy from grumpyville, baby girl." I heard Pam say and I opened my eyes, I touch her face and wipe her bloody tears.
"Don't cry for me be happy, it doesn't hurt. When you took me in Pam that was the happiest moment of my life but know that even after death I love you... forgive...you...Eric." I say.
"If I die young bury me in satin, lay me down on a bed of roses, take me to the river at dawn, send me away to the words of a love song." I sang just before I heard another loud ear piercing howl. Then there was black again.