Chapter 4 "I like you"
Hi! These past few days I realized that I want to have a person that will make me smile without doing anyhing.. I am a bit questionable of what does it feel to be inlove with someone and to be loved by someone. My friend has admirer and this admirer ask a help from me to win my friends heart and she did they are in a relationship and they are so happy. But me my own lovelife went sad. I like my bestfriend and she like another she didn't like me back so.. we remained as friends even she know that I like her. I saw some pictures of her and her boyfriend, it hurts me like crazy but instead of saying to her that it hurts I just congratulate them and I wish them to be happy. Because its true I don't want her to be sad. Anyways I just want to feel to be loved back and to be happy and saying I love you's but I guess I'll never have that one.
Sorry for drama I just want a listener. To remove some of the aches that I feel and can I have a friend from my readers? :) because I would need some of that the one that is ready to listen from my awful things and yeah. Sorry again for drama I just really need to take out some of it :) So let's start another chapter. Please leave some reviews for your comments and suggestions :* love you guys ^_^
Sorry for english errors :)
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Santana's POV
Brittany called 911 for help because actually I really needed it. I arrived at the hospital and I felt really weak, the nurse said that I lost a lot amount of blood so I need to get stitches immediately and have some blood transfer to my body and especially a surgery to remove the bullet at my shoulder.
When I'm in the surgery room a nurse walked near me. "I'll inject some anesthesia and this will cause you dizziness and you'll fell asleep so you'll not going to feel anything" then the nurse inject it to me after minutes I felt my eyes became heavy and everything went black.
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Emily's POV
I was released in the hospital since 7pm now I'm just here at my bed in my condo unit. I was about to sleep when my phone ring. I looked at the screen and saw brittany's name. "yeah?" I answered "Emily you need to go here in the hospital" brittany said while panicking "why?" I ask calmly "santana was.. shot" my eyes go wide when I heard the news "alright I'll be there in a minute" I said and I immediately hung up and change my clothes.
I arrived at the hospital withing 15 mins. I walk straight the front desk "can I ask where is santana lopez?" the nurse looked over the computer monitor and typed something "she is in operating area. you can wait in the waiting area" the nurse said and pointing to her right "thanks" I ran straight to the waiting room and I saw brittany.
I walked towards her "hey" I said softly and when she look up at me she had puffy red eyes "she got shot" brittany looks so sad and her face a bit pale because of crying "don't cry she's tough she can get through this" I soothe brittany "you think so" she asks with a sniff "yeah" I replied softly. Then I heard footsteps I look up and see it was alison. "hey what happened?" alison asks the both of us softly "I don't know I was in the house" I replied and we both look to brittany.
"she was shot by woman.." my heart starts to get nervous "what is her name?" I ask "her name was lily. That's what santana called her and they both argue because of you" I looked at her stunned "what did they talked about?" I felt a hand on my shoulder and I look up to see it was Alison's hand and I felt my self comforted.
"they talked about how this girl will going to win your heart and when santana said that maybe you already like someone she got mad and shoot santana. Then before she walked away she said that she'll kill anybody that will going between the two of you and she promised that she'll get you back" I looked over brittany and she just drop her head down.
"sorry for giving you some problems but I promise santana will be okay. She's strong" and brittany let out a sigh. After hours of waiting the doctor walked out. "are you the patients family?" the doctor asks "No she doesn't have a family anymore but I stand as her sister" My heart starts beating fast "oh. okay so the patient lost a lot of blood but we replaced it already and her wound we successfully stitched it and she is doing fine now all she need to do is to rest, no extra movements because stitches might be remove. She will be out of the operating rooms and will be brought to one of the recovery rooms" the doctor finished "thank you" I reach for his hand to give him a hand shake.
A nurse walked towards us "so for who is the patients family or guardian you need to fill up some form" the doctor and nurse walked away and I started following the nurse.
After filling up the form I head straight to the recovery room. I saw brittany sleeping in the small couch near the window and alison was just sitting on the edge of it and santana was laying on the hospital bed unconscious. Alison stand up and let brittany sleep, she walked towards me "hey you look stressed. you could go home and bring some stuff for santana I'll just look for the both of them for a while" she offered softly and smiling "you know how to comfort me" I looked at her in the eye and I felt myself getting lost to it.
I saw her face becoming red "why.. why are you staring at me like that?" she stuttered shyly "because you look so.. beatiful and your eyes just attracts me so much" I replied honestly not breaking our eye contact. "uhh-" she was cut in her sentence when I leaned up to kiss her softly.
I don't know what I was doing I just really want to feel her lips on mine. I was really attracted to her and the way she say those words, she knows how to comfort me. I don't know I was just push by my conscience to leaned up and kiss her. It was soft kiss and when I felt she kissed me back I feel butterflies in my tummy, actually not butterflies it was fireworks "I'm sorry" I muttered quietly when I pulled away.
Her cheeks was flushed "I-I.. I'm sorry too" she looked away but I can feel her blushing so hard. But before I can say something to alison again I heard the door closed. I walked over and open it I look at the corridor to see who it was but I didn't saw anyone. "that's strange" I mumbled to myself then something triggered in my mind. It was lily I thought to myself.
I closed the door and looked over to alison then I caught her staring back at me with a smile. When she realized I caught her she looked away and started blushing again. "is that what a kiss cause to you?" someone piped up and I tilt my head towards the bed and saw santana smirking at us "shut up" I fired back playfully. "oh come on man" she replied and we both chuckle.
Brittany sits up and when she saw santana was wide awake she walk towards her "I'm happy you're fine. Do you need anything or somethi-" she was cut in her sentence when santana placed a soft kiss in her lips. "I'm fine don't worry and thank you" santana said to brittany softly and brittany starts blushing. "is that what a kiss cause to you?" I piped up ruining their moment.
"you ruined our moment!" santana growled and I laughed "come on you're the first one who ruin our moment" I replied. "you better go rest for a while. you guys better go home" I instructed to alison and brittany "can we stay here for a while? Maybe an hour then we'll go home" brittany plead. "okay but after an hour you need to go home and rest okay? You still have a night shift tomorrow" I walked towards the door but someone stopped me.
"where are you going?" alison ask quietly "getting coffee for all of us" I replied "and give them some moment so.. are you going to come with me?" I looked over to santana and she just give me a thank you look and I nod in reply.
I pulled alison's hand so we could leave the two of them. "where are we going?" alison asks. "coffee" I answered firmly and we walked out of the hospital to grab some coffee in a cafe.
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Brittany's POV
Santana and I was left in the room. I was busy thinking of something when santana spoked up "I don't know if this is too fast but I think.. I uh.. I-uh.. I like.. you" I snapped my head towards her and look at her "what?" not believing what I heard. "after I got shot and feeling my blood spill out around me. I realized that since I saw you that day I want to know you much better, I don't know what is it but I want to be friends with you. I always think about asking you to go out with me or something.. I.. I want to get to know you" she just look straight to my eyes and I can see hope, I stared back at her.
Then I felt her hands holds mine. "will you allow me to get to know you? And will you allow me to take you out sometime" she just keep on looking at me "yeah.. Sure" I answered happily. "really?!" she can't believe "do you want me to take my answer back?" I replied playfully. "ofcourse not!" she replied and we both burst into laughter.
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Alison's POV
Emily and I walk to her car and she drive towards a cafe 10 mins away the hospital. When we arrive at the cafe we grab a seat near the window and before I could pull it out she pulled it out for me. "thank you" saying it to her with a smile. "my pleasure" she replied simply while flashing a smile.
She takes her seat and speaks "did you already eat dinner?" I looked at her "No.. I was busy at work, you?" she looked out at the window then face back at me "No.. I was about to sleep" then a waitress walks near us and asks about our order. "what can I get you honey?" the waitress asks and I was surprised I looked up to see a brunette with white skin and blue eyes. What the heck is she saying?! I thought to myself
But when I looked over to emily she was stunned "Emily?" I ask softly bringing her to reality. I put my hands on top of hers that was resting in the table but she pulled it away immediately "what are you doing here?" emily asks the waitress with an annoyed tone. "so.. this is the girl that replaced me" she said I look up and I became nervous when she looked at me like a she's about to kill me.
"what is your name?" she asks me changing her mood. "Don't answer her.. please" emily plead to me softly then she grab my hand and standing up. "be thankful that I can't kill you here because there are so many people around here" emily quietly said to her. Then emily gripped on my hand tightly and we started running out of the cafe.
"get in the car!" she commanded me, I look over at the back of us if there's someone following us and I saw the waitress chasing us. I immediately got inside emily's car then emily opened the driver seat. Emily opened the drawer then she pushed a button then the drawer flips it self and then there's a gun and knife.
Emily picked up the gun "stay here.. please stay here no matter what happen okay?" I look at her with worry "yes and please promise me you'll going to be okay" she looked at me. "I promise" then she closed the door and clicked something on her phone then she open the hood of the car and close it.
I was trying to open the door but it was locked. Then I looked out to see emily and I saw the waitress was already there too.
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Emily's POV
Since we're in the hospital I can feel her presence and now she's in front of me. I make sure that alison was inside the car and locked to make sure that lily is not able to hurt her because I will never forgive myself if something bad happens to her. My car is a bullet proof and has its own 50% armor to itself it is customized by the best scientists of UNSI, and it can only be opened through my phone so I hide my phone in the place that lily would not think it would be placed.
Lily came walking calmly and she stopped when she saw I was already facing her. "baby.. why do you need to keep that cheap girl will you just let me finish her? After that no one will ever come between us" she said to me with a sincere smile but the truth is I don't know if she's being sincere or if she is just making face. "don't call me baby you have no rights to call me that and I will not going to let you touch even a single hair of her"
"you should keep your defense up" after saying those words she smirk. She pulled out a knife "don't worry babe I'm not going to hurt you so bad" she runs towards me then I aim the gun towards her but before I could shoot her she pushed me against the car door. "don't make it hard baby" I kicked her feet so she'll be out of balance and it will give me a short time to move away from her.
I successfully did my plan "why'd you hurt santana?" I ask lily "she's the reason why you found me in that kind of situation!" she growled angrily "I need to get rid of her!" she added "if she didn't help me what would I think?! you're too busy enjoying australia with your friends?! I will look like a shit to myself! Hoping that you'll go home one day! Hoping that you'll not going to leave me again! Hoping that you love me! But the truth is not! The whole time we're together was just some sick of joke to you! Our whole relationship was just an act for you! AND FOR ME IT WAS EVERYTHING! I WAS FUCKED UP AFTER I SAW YOU THAT NIGHT!" I yelled at her and my eyes was in tears. "I always think about you! This fucking head can't get over to you! Even you fooled me! Even you slap it in my face that you don't love me! After that night I waited for you at our home hoping that you'll say sorry for everything and we'll live happily ever after.. But you never came.. You left me with a broken heart and a friend of mine taught me how to make my head busy by having a one night stand, by having a sex with a stripper! It was good, it helped me build my new confidence and developed my sex appeal. I did that because strippers and my other one night stand are much better to be with rather than staying with you" I finished my speech and she just looked at me with a blank expression.
She just looked away then after minutes she faced me "I did that because money is my blood I need it to live. And you are my oxygen to be able to breath so I need you too" anger starts boiling to me again. "stop it! You don't need me because if you do you will not going to do everything you have done!" I aim my gun but before I could fire it she throw a smoke bomb. It causes my breath to hitch in my throat and I can't breath.
After 2 mins the smoke was gone the same as lily. I stood up and walk towards the car. I opened the car hood and grab my phone I unlocked the door car and sigh a relief. Before I opened the driver seat I looked around feeling her presence if she's still around but nothing. I sigh deeply "I really need to take my pills again" I drop my head feeling tired "I'm tired of her" I muttered to myself again.
"who is she?" someone spoked I turn my head to look at alison "why did you got out of the car? I told you to just stay in" I just looked at her "I ask first" she answered firmly "okay. okay. sorry for snapping at you. I'm just really tired" dropping my head once again because of shame "its okay but can I ask you again?.. Who is she?" I looked up again at her eyes and all I can see was curiosity.
"I'll tell you in our way back to the hospital" I said she tried to protest but I just nod to say later.
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We arrived in the hospital and we head straight to santana's room. Alison stumped her feet while getting inside the room she walks straight the couch and sits with a pout on her face I just smiled, realizing that she's so adorable.
We saw santana and brittany cuddling in the hospital bed. "you always ruin our moment" santana mumbled "sorry but this adorable blonde that is currently pouting needs something from us" I replied back. "they're both pouting" santana said. I looked over the two blondes and they were both pouting I chuckled softly "the one that is not cuddling with you" I confirmed and santana nod playfully.
"so who is she?" I just sigh and I looked over to santana asking for help "look.. who are you talking about?" I shot santana a glare asking what kind of help was that? "the waitress" alison replied still disappointed. "maybe it was one of her one nig-" I cut santana in the middle of her sentence. "it was an old friend" alison was not convinced then brittany joined "what was she looked like?" brittany asks "she is as tall as me, she has brunette hair, blue eyes like me and she looks pretty" alison replied mumbling the last part quietly.
"... Maybe she's Lily" brittany confirmed I snap my head towards brittany "how'd you know her?" I was a bit surprised "she was the one that shot santana. I told you that when you arrived here earlier" I totally forgot about that. She already told it to me.. Damn it emily I thought to myself. "yeah it was her" I replied quietly.
"who is she in your life emily?" brittany asks "she's an old friend" santana piped up helping me. "a friend? She's not just a simple friend because she say that she should win emily's heart again and she will kill anyone that will get in her way" then alison added "that's why she look at me like she's going to kill me when I touch emily's hand" santana snapped her head towards me.
"what?! she went to see you?!" santana growled "I thought you already stopped seeing her?!" she added. "No! I didn't went to see her.. Alison and I were in the cafe then she pretended to be a waitress that's why alison thought she's a waitress" I replied explaining myself to my bestfriend. "It's getting hard to understand will you explain everything to me. From why she's part of your past up to why she wanted to kill me?" alison said looking so disappointed at me and a bit pissed. "okay.. I'm going to tell you but can we sit first?" calming her.
I walked to the chair near santana's bed while brittany and alison sits in the couch. "it all went start from our work" alison just looked at me puzzled. "what kind of work are we talking about here?" alison asks "you need to promise us that this will stay secret" santana replied to her "why?" brittany piped up "because it needs to be and you should not know about this you just need to know about this because of that crazy woman" santana replied back.
"we are agents" brittany look stupid like she can't figure it out if I was kidding or not while alison just raise her right eyebrow, the same as what bitch queen bees does in highschool. "you're kidding" alison replied not changing her facial expression. "I hope I was" I replied seriously "even ask cece" I added, alison arched her eyebrow a little bit higher "you know that cece knows me?" she asks.
"well yeah.. I know that you thought she never had a background of taking criminology course or even the slightest course that connects about legal things or being an FBI but.. She did, you just don't know" I look at the two blondes and now they're focusing on me. "Cece Drake is our supervisor but ofcourse my position is higher than her. I'm one of the Big Four Biggest Spy's of America" I stopped and look to santana to let her continue for me while she speaks I grab a water to obey my thirst.
"And while she is the spy and cece is the supervisor, I'm one of the professional computer hackers of UNSI. UNSI is the united nations secret organizations we are the one that take cares of the biggest mafia lords and gangs in the whole world that cannot be taken care of their own government, we are the one that takes the first step from stopping the people that will start another world war. We prevent many things that can't be handle by many countries." santana finished.
"then who is this Lily?" alison asks while looking straight into my eyes. "as I say I'm part of the big four and I'm just one so we still have three. Those three were Christine Jacks, Axel Young and Lily West.." brittany was a bit shocked and alison speaks "so this lily is an agent just like you?" I nod as an answer "Christine and Axel was our close friends they both retired early because they want to get married and have a normal and quiet life."
"when they got married most of the assignments were given to me and to lily and instead of working in seperate ways we are combined by the higher positions in the organization. We used to enjoy each others company, we used to be together always but after that... I fell inlove with her, both of us.. I thought"
"but one day we decided to live together. We take a leave in our work to focus on our relationship. We've been together for one year but on the first months of that year she always at home taking care of me. But when the fifth month came she became busy she said that she has a friend that needs her help. Every month she needs to spend a week in australia, she needs to visit her friend because she is asking a favor to her. Lily always came home with a good news saying that she received a half million dollars from her friend because she help her."
"after our 11th month she flied back to australia. Then... Then... She.. Never came back when our anniversary came I waited for her at our house the whole day hoping that she'll come back but.. She didn't, I was panicking and I felt so broken, thinking that something might bad happen to her. I search to all news report in australia but there's nothing that matches hers. I was about to lose hope then one day after months from hoping that she'll come home I received a call from santana."
"saying that she had found something about lily then ofcourse I grab a plane ticket heading to australia. I find clues everywhere when santana got her track one night. I followed the track and it leads me to a big mansion. A mansion of one of the biggest mafia lord in australia at first I thought she was caught but when it leads me to the masters bedroom I got nervous"
"I climbed up to the window to look at her but I saw... a happening that really breaked my heart... She was fucking with a guy, moaning like she did when we make love with me. Screaming his name, enjoying every single pleasure she receives while I.. I'm wondering everyday what bad thing could have happen to her. I thought she love me, but I was just dreaming"
"that day I killed the guy and that day is the last time I saw her and last day I saw her again after 2 long years.. I thought I'll never see her again"
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After telling my whole story and everything.. After they ask questions after questions we ended up here "so you better stick with me okay? I can't let you live in your own apartment its too dangerous" I said to alison "and where will I live?" she fired back "stay with me.. Stay at my house.. I can't just let you she can kill you everywhere even in our headquarters" I replied. "what?! I-I.. I can't.. Brittany can't stay alone" she protested "then she'll stay at mine.. I have the best security, I developed my own house" santana offered. "but.. but-" I sigh "no buts. you're staying with me" I commanded firmly.
"we can be fine.." alison protested still "no" I answered simply. "why don't you just go back to your ex so he could give us some of his bodyguards?" brittany recommended then I arched my eyebrow looking at alison. Alison shot brittany a death glare "how rich your ex is?" I ask curiously "we don't know" brittany piped up.
"how come that you didn't know?" alison just drop her head and look at the floor so brittany answered for her "he is very mysterious even alison ask him he don't answer but if he will going to answer he'll going to say that he is a business man and that's everything we know about his job but if about his money he has millions of dollars in his bank account" I was a bit surprised to hear that alison's ex is kinda richer than me.
I looked over to santana and she just give me a shrug "can I ask who is this guy?.. You know maybe he's a bad guy" I recommended not looking at brittany and alison "are you... jealous?" brittany suspected. My face heated up and I can feel myself turning into a red shade of tomato. "nope.. I'm definitely not" I tried to hide my feelings "oh.. I thought you are" brittany replied slightly frustrated.
"going back to the topic. who is this guy again?" I ask changing our topic "he is known by his friends as Mr. K" alison answered "do you know him santana?" I looked over at santana "no.. maybe he is just a simple business man you know?" santana answered. "maybe you know him by his true name he used to say he's famous" brittany said "what?" santana asks.
"his name is Max.." brittany said with a smile then santana raised her eyebrows "I guess he is famous because many people are using that kind of name" santana replied and she laughed. "I'm not finish" brittany pouted "okay continue" I said shooting santana a glare "his name is Max Kid" she said.
"nice name" I replied then suddenly it hit my head "WHATT?!" santana and I said in unison.