Chapter 6: Nightmare
A/N small chapter, but lots of the start of Dean/Liana
Liana's POV
I woke up with a silent scream on my lips.
Nightmares. Again. This time much worse. With my heart beating hard in my chest i tried to calm myself down.
It was about my mom and dad, getting tortured. Both of them screaming for me while their skin was being ripped off. Again and again and again.
And i couldn't help them. Just watching. I ran a hand through my hair, and that was there i noticed that i was shaking badly. Taking a deep shaking breath, i tried lay back.
"You did this to us!" I heard my mom scream, remembering the dream. She had looked at me with eyes full of hate. Telling me i was completely worthless.
My pillow was wet from tears, and i clutch to it while i kept shaking.
relax it was just a dream. Nothing else! i told myself, but if i just closed my eyes the images would come after me.
I heard a door shut. I open my eyes fully and sat up, suddenly remembering where i was. Dean, Sam.. And John..
I heard the sound of a car starting, and drive off.
It was probably John, who had found out something or went for the bar to get a drink. Anyway, the fact that he left and i was alone... Wait, Sam and Dean was here still hopefully. I could hear Sam snoring softly.
I laid back, and my shaken had taking of a bit. I tried to take a deep breath to calm myself down. But it was like my body refused to relax. It was like my heart was sitting in my throat and that air couldn't get trough.
I sat up again, taking of my covers. It was clearly that i wasn't going to get some sleep. I looked over to the watch and saw it was only 2 a.m. I frowned. How was i suppose to make it through the night?
I let my bare feet set down on the floor. I just needed to get up-... What was that?
I heard someone speaking and oh- it was the television. Why was that on? I silently walked over to the couch. Some wild west movie was on.
"Liana?"
i quickly looked down seeing Dean looking up at me from the couch he was sitting. Just him, i sighed in relief.
"Yeah?" i said with a small voice, not wanting Sam to wake up. "What are you doing?" he asked in confusing.
I ran a shaking hand through my hair, by the thought about the dream.. Dad..
I cleared my throat "Uhm.. Nothing. I-i'd just couldn't sleep.. Nightmares..." my voice sounded flat, vulnerable in my ears.
"Wanna talk about it?" Dean asked. I looked up at him surprised. Considering he hated chick flicks moments, this was really sweet of him.
I gave him a tight little smile "No. Just keep watching... I will just-.." i didn't know what to say. Dean nodded and laid back again and looked at the television. I could feel my feet shaken a little on the floor as i walked over and sat down beside him.
This nightmare had felt so real this time. And it was worse than ever before. My dad and mom had this time told me that i shouldn't have been born, that i wasn't worth it. That they hope i would die or get hurt because i deserved it. That i was they're disappointment. It was better if i had died with them.
Single tears was streaming down my cheeks and held a hand over my mouth, trying to hold back my the sobbing sound. And now all this crap with fictional characters.. No. No-.. I can't.. I rolled around so Dean couldn't see me.
"You should get some sleep. You can sleep here" I heard Dean say behind me.
I looked straight at him, not caring he saw me crying. "What?!" i asked in disbelieve.
"I mean, if you don't wan't to-.." i cut his nervous fast speech.
"Yeah. I know what you mean..." There was this kinda electrocuted silents between us in a moment. I blushed a little, and i didn't even know why. But. Will i ever get some sleep if i don't?. Sooooo... Dean it was.
"Ok." Dean smirked as he moved, making space for me. I laid my head down at the armrest looking over to him.
"But, don't you try anything...Don't you dare-.." i said pointing at him. He just raised is right eyebrow, still smirking "Yeah, i get it" he said, getting confident again.
I laid down beside him, and he had found a blanket that he laid over me. The warm and smell of him made me shiver. This time of comfort.
I looked over to him. He looked so beautiful. That somehow made me so mad. Like, how can it be most people have to fight for the beauty, while this guy... Those long eyelashes and does lips... Too good to be true.. And that hair-
Get a grip on yourself Liana!
"Night, Dean"
"Night Liana"
But i didn't go to sleep. I just starred straight ahead, listening to Dean's breath slow down and the film's soundtrack. And then at last i looked over to him and surprisingly he was asleep. It was nice to have him by my side, but when he wasn't awake, it was like he wasn't there.
My neck started to hurt, so i had to shift position. Which ended with me falling down from the couch.
But Dean didn't wake thanks fully. So i sneaked over to the kitchen to see if we had anything to eat. I open the fridge and frown when i saw, the only thing that was in there was some beers.
I needed chocolate. Like, seriously, chocolate. Now. Or cookie.
My stomach started to rumble. Great. Then i remembered i had about ten dollars left in my jacket. I could go to the nearest store and-... But John. He would be mad at me for leaving.
But chocolate.
No. I can't... John-..
But Cookies my stomach said rumbeling
Well, I won't get anymore sleep, that was clearly. So, why not? I could take a really quick shop, just for leave 4 minutes...
I took my jacket on and stepped out of the hotel room. It was really cold now, but there was not even a mile to the 7-eleven, so that wasn't a problem.
I ran over the road and started walking down the a very dark alley. Not that i wanted to and i considered to go over to the other sidewalk, but that would cause time that i didn't have. So i walked by the shadows that was so lookalike to a human shape, and expected someone to jump in front me.
Then i heard some footsteps. Coming behind me. Fast.
I fasten my walk and ended up running even known i know that's stupid. But now i knew the person actually was after me. It felt like adrenaline was floating in my veins. I didn't look back to see who.
But i wasn't fast enough.
I felt someone yank down in my jacket and then...
Cliffhanger!
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