KAGEYAMA
None of us from last night feel good. I don't even want to eat breakfast. Poor Hinata was crying when I had to drag him out of bed this morning. I'm just glad that our other roommate didn't hear us last night because it was very difficult to contain myself. I mean Hinata wants to have sex with me. I can see it in his eyes that is not changing his mind. He was drinking and our roommate was there, the timing was not right. I drink once in a while but it is not my go to. It was only to celebrate with my team and nothing more. One of the things about going to a private school is you can be surrounded by rich spoiled people and that was my case.
"Still want to practice?" I ask Hinata. He shakes his head no. We are trying to eat breakfast but failing. Well, Hinata is at least.
"I'm going to lay back down," he says. "I don't feel good."
"I will be there shortly," I tell him. He gets up walking away from the table not eating his food either. I'm not sure if he feels tired or just sick. I look at my friends realizing they're all grinning. "What?"
"So did you get a little lucky last night?" asks Bokuto.
"Lower your voice," I hiss at him looking around. Kuroo waves me off.
"You know most of the guys here have tried it at least once," says Kuroo. "Not my cup of tea but meh."
"Hinata is a good person," I reply. "I'm not trying shit." I don't like that they even hinting at me using at me using Hinata in that way.
"So you guys are dating?" asked Bokuto. I don't know how to respond to that because we have never discussed us dating. I don't think he would mind. I mean don't even know where he lives but it can't be too far. I don't want to tell the guys we are taking it a day at a time. This will lead them to think I am just using him.
"We haven't discussed that," I reply deciding to be honest. "It's not like we planned this. Unlike you guys at least I can give myself to someone I care about." They laugh as if I just told a funny joke. I frown at them. Fucking assholes.
"Sure," says Oikawa. "I cared about Luna last night." I don't even want to remember what I saw them doing last night.
"You do what makes you happy and we will do what makes us happy," says Bokuto.
"How are you guys not tired?" I asked changing the subject. "Oikawa I get because he does this on the regular." I am referring to him partying not the sex.
"Excuse me," says Oikawa offended.
"I'm not judging you," I explain. "I'm just saying I'm exhausted."
"Um hm," says Bokuto. "You never answered my question, did you guys…..you know to hook up." I glare at him as I stand up going to dump my tray. I'm not telling him a damn thing. We're cool but not that cool. I put the tray up and head out the door not saying another word to them.
"Hey!" says Oikawa running up to me. I stop walking and turn to face him shoving my hands in my pockets. I was hoping no one was going to bother. It is clear I don't want to talk about my sex life.
"What," I drone.
"Don't be that way," says Oikawa. "You know you can talk to me." I nod in agreement because Oikawa is like my best friend. "You like him a lot, don't you?"
"You know I do," I replied. Oikawa studies me for a moment.
"So did something happen last night?" he asked.
"Not last night…" I reply. "Nothing too serious though. I mean it's not like I know what I'm doing." Oikawa shakes his head.
"Walk with me," he says as he begins to walk. I wonder what it is he even has to say to me regarding this. "So I will admit I have hooked with a guy hmmm 2-3 times."
"What!" I exclaim. "When? Who?"
"No important," says Oikawa. "The thing you need to know is lubricant and stretching is important as well as cleaning the area. I don't think I need to tell you what could happen if you don't."
"No," I reply as I realize we are heading toward our cabin. "I plan to take my time if we do anything."
"What do you mean if?" asks Oikawa looking at me like I'm nuts. "He wants to have sex with you. I can see it all over his face."
"I don't want to have sex with him here," I reply.
"Who cares," replies Oikawa. "You got a bed in there, fucking use it." I rub my hands over my face not wanting to say this is Hinata's first time.
"I just want the environment to be better," I reply finally. "Besides we do have another roommate you know."
"Oh I can take care of him," says Oikawa. He pulls out his phone looking at it. "You have 5 hours starting now. Take it or leave it." I roll my eyes as the cabin comes into view with Oikawa standing there. "I mean it! 5 hours!" I head into the cabin and I don't see Hinata on his bed. I assume he is in the bathroom but I climb up to my bunk and see he is curled up close to the wall. I can't help it as I begin to smile. I love the fact that he is sleeping in my bed. I lay down behind Hinata curling my body into his. He feels so soft, I can tell he showered when he came back here as I breathe in his freshly shampooed hair. I drift off to sleep because I'm so comfortable being curled into him.
"Mmmm….." mutters Hinata. I blink my eyes wondering is he okay. He begins to shake a little causing me to sit up. I look down at him, he is sweating a little and begins to whimper and not in a sexy way. I begin to shake him. He is not hard to wake up, his eyes open with him looking around quickly before his sight lands on me. He looks so revealed to see me. "D-don't look so worried."
"You were shaking," I tell him as I look down at him. "Just like in…the theater." Hinata's eyes shift before looking back at me. "Oh no, you were having a nightmare…"
"It will wear off after a week," he says softly. "Sometimes it can take a month but since I didn't see a lot of the scary scenes I'm hoping it will be shorter." I reach down running my fingers through his red hair. Hinata eyes close and the look of ecstasy on his face is unmissed. I want to talk with him more but that face can't be ignored. I lean down running my tongue over his bottom lip. "Ahhh….." I slide my tongue into his mouth as it fell open during his moan. This little guy is stealing my heart. Hinata slides his hand into my hair.
"Ohhh…"I moan into his mouth heavily. Hinata pulls away panting hard as he looks up at me. He slides his left hand out of my hair, down my chest, abs, finally grabbing my manhood. "Hahhh…"
"Kageyama," he says softly. "Make love to me…..it's okay. I want to do this." I look at him and he seems pretty sure. I feel like he is putting a lot in my hands. "I even prepped this morning during my shower."
"What…" I mutter. I can't believe he did that… Hinata bites his lip.
"I wanted you to know that I seriously want to have sex with you," he says. "I want my first time to be with you." He didn't stammer, break eye contact. I know he means it.
"Okay," I reply. "We don't have any lubricant but I do have oil." Hinata smiles glad that I agreed. I climb down going to Oikawa draw to grab the oil he has. He likes to use it on his skin, not his face but the rest of his body. He said it makes his skin super smooth or something. I don't know anything about that. I climb back to my bunk and Hinata has already removed his clothes and is in the process of getting under the covers. He looks at me confidently although his cheeks are certainly pink. I climb onto the bunk sitting on my knees removing my shirt. I remove my shorts along with my boxers. I'm blushing but it's not because I'm embarrassed but because I'm nervous. Hinata pulls the blanket back making room for me. I swallow hard seeing that he is already hard with his legs spread, waiting.
"I'm still okay with doing this," he says. I crawl over to him between his legs before pulling the blanket on top of us.
"I know," I say looking at him. "If it makes you feel any better this is technically my first time too. I have only been with a girl previously." Hinata smiles.
"It does," he says softly.
"Normally I would be on my knees for this," I explain. "To you know….finger you but considering the space we have we will have to do it like this."
"All right," said Hinata. I actually have to shift him a bit, thank god he's flexible. I had to push his legs back a little more so I could reach his entrance.
"Are you okay?" I ask. Hinata nods. I finally add oil to my right hand sliding it between Hinata's legs. He now looks a little nervous. "Hinata…..I….." I can't say I love you, we just met. I do feel like I do already. I never had anyone make me feel the way he does. He makes me feel so special, and….and I feel like he loves me. Hinata pulls me to his lips by grabbing the back of my neck. "Mmmpphhh….." I moan into his mouth. I continue to kiss him taking the moment to slide my finger inside him.
"Ahhhh…..ha…." moans Hinata. He's so sensitive and vocal. My dick is throbbing for release, I need just a little more time. I begin to think of how awesome it would be if Hinata and I could get a place together. We can train together, try out together, be together, every day like this.
"Hahhhh….."I moan into his mouth as I continue to stretch him. I'm surprised when I'm finally able to get in a second finger. He was so tight but now he is feeling a little looser.
"Kageyama put it in," he moans. "I'm ready."
"Are you sure?" I ask him. He nods his head yes. "Um, I just realized I don't have a condom, give me a minute because I know Oikawa does." I'm so annoyed that I forgot something that damn important. I climb down awkwardly trying not to fall. I run over to Oikawa draw and sure enough, he has a small box of condoms. I grab one getting back to Hinata quickly. Feels weird being completely naked in this room. I get back under the blankets and inside of Hinata's warmth. I open the condom putting it on. "Are you ready?"
"Yes," says Hinata. I line up with his entrance pushing forward. "Mmm….." God, he is tight as hell despite us stretching. I can't even get the head in. I push again "Aaarrgghhh….." I still didn't get inside of him.
"Maybe I need more oil," I pant. I have no idea but this is a lot harder than I thought. I pull away putting lube on the condom and rubbing some more on Hinata's rim. I get back into position with Hinata leaning up kissing me. "Ahhh….ha…..hahhhh…" His mouth is so hot right now. "Mmm…"I push my hips forward.
"Ahhh….." cries Hinata. "Ha….." My head is finally inside of him. I'm panting hard against his lips. Hinata begins to shake a little as he whimpers. I pull away to look at him. I can see the pain on his face.
"Hinata we don't have to do this," I tell him. He is panting through the pain.
"I want to do this," he says lowly. "It's okay…..uggghhh…." I'm not so sure about this but Hinata reaches his hand down and begins to stroke his soft dick. My dick twitched at the sight. "Ahhh….."
"You felt that?" I ask him. He nods his yes as he continues to stroke himself. I roll my hips slowly with his ass gripping me tightly. "Ha-ahhh…" I wasn't expecting this to feel so good. I have barely gotten started. Hinata groans and I look at him. He nods his head for me to keep going. I lean down taking his mouth. I realized it is easier to move slowly as Hinata is beginning to respond more intimately.
"Ahhh….Kageyama," moans Hinata. Oh shit, he sounds too good. I growl into his mouth trying to keep my hips at an even pace. I focus my mind on kissing Hinata and making sure he is feeling good and taken care of. That is going well until his ass gets tighter.
"Oh fuck….."I moan. Hinata arches his back with his right hand still stroking his dick.
"Ahhh…..ahhh…I'm going to cum….." he moans. I look down at him as his body shakes a little and he mewls into my bunk. My body begins to tingle with a heat building in my groin, my orgasm is building.
"Ha….hahh…."I moan as I continue to stroke Hinata slowly.
"Ohhh….Kageyama….." moans Hinata as his cheeks stained red. "Ahhhh….I'm cumming…arrrggghhh….." I look down watching his cum decorate his abs as his body shakes. His ass because to pulse around my dick causing me to snap.
"Oh, shit…"I moan thrusting my hips forward into Hinata.
"Hahhh….." moans Hinata. I know he is feeling more of my dick because I pushed more inside of him unintentionally. I lean down into Hinata's neck kissing it as I continue to thrust my hips.
"Hinata….."I moan. "You're going to…..nnggghhhh….make me cum….." Hinata is panting although he is coming down from his orgasm.
"You're going to cum inside me…." moans Hinata lowly. Shit that does it for. I thrust into him beginning to growl.
"I'm cumming….ha…..ha…..ahhhhhh…." I moan as I pump my release inside of the condom. Hinata arches his back and I can feel his hands gripping my back tightly as his ass pluses.
"Kageyama….." he moans as I slow my hips down trying to recover from my orgasm. I'm panting hard as I begin to feel light headed. I look at Hinata becoming concerned.
"Did I hurt you?" I ask. "I-I'm so sorry…..I just lost it." Hinata chuckles.
"It's okay," he replied. "You made me cum, I made you cum….it's good." I look down at Hinata realizing he is truly special. I lean down kissing him as I pull out slowly. "Ahhh…" Hinata whimpers before taking a deep breath. He looks at me smiling lazily. "I'm not a virgin anymore." I look at him.
"Me neither," I tell him. "Come on, let's get cleaned up before our roommates get back. I also want to open a window too." Hinata groans as he sits forward. "Are you hurting?"
"No," he replies. "I just wanted to lay for a little bit but I also don't want anyone walking in on us like this."
"I'm in agreeance with that," I reply sitting back on my knees. "I can help you get washed up." Hinata smiles at me and I know I just made him even happier than he already is. I'm so glad we have one more week together, then we can truly enjoy ourselves.
I look at Hinata trying to see how he feels. He looks like he feels conflicted. His face is still flushed as he has started to play with his hands.
"You sound like you were so gentle…" he says softly.
"Of course I was," I reply. "I would never hurt you." Hinata looks at me with his eyes watering a little. "What's the problem?" I ask. "I want to help you if I can."
"I think I love you," he says softly.