So this chapter is really short and just kind of for the purpose of getting to know Cas and Dean better. Thank you to my awesome girl Julia for giving me the Firebird and Larkafree for the idea of the Camaro. I want to know where you guys would like this story to go because I love feed back and your reviews help me write so please! Review! Enjoy :)
Chapter 6
"Come on Cas! It is a beautiful car!" Dean exclaims pointing at the 1970 black Camaro with white racing stripes down it. For such a small town, this place sure had quite the collection of classic cars and they were all in pretty good shape, so of course this would be where Dean takes Cas.
Castiel just gives Dean a look shaking his head, although he couldn't help but feel a smile tug at his lips. It was so funny watching Dean as he walked around looking at all the cars and talking about random things that Cas knew nothing about. He didn't mind though because he enjoyed listening to Dean and watching him walk from one car to the next. The look in Dean's eyes was like a little kid in a candy store, classic cars were a passion of Dean's and he was determined to get Cas into one. No way was he going to have a boyfriend driving around some fancy ass, overpriced, and spoofed up new car. So now here they were arguing over a 1970 black Camaro or a black 1968 Pontiac Firebird.
"Alright Cas, it's either the Firebird or the Camaro! They are both beautiful classic cars. Trust me babe you will look awesome in them and probably make ten times more friends. Plus it is so easy for me to fix these guys up when something goes wrong. All those new cars are all electric and shit and are impossible to fix."
Castiel listens to Dean urge him on as he walks over to the firebird and gently trails his hand up the hood. All his life Cas had stood in the background, never doing anything that made him stand out. He liked to just be by himself, it always seemed easier that way. Society and he didn't go well together because his people skills sucked, which tended to lead to him getting strange looks and rude side comments. So Cas tried to keep to himself most of the time. Even now as an adult, he followed the same routine everyday and hardly ever went out except to the little diner or to buy groceries. Now that he had met Dean though he felt that all changing and honestly it kind of scared him. If he picked one of these cars instead of the plain old typical car that he was planning on he would be getting a lot more notice and Cas wasn't sure he could handle that. Yet, at the same time he wanted to, he wanted to put his past behind him, maybe start living a little, do something fun with his life.
Taking a deep breath, Castiel glances over at Dean who has now gone silent once he realized Cas was lost in his own thought. The sun shown down perfectly on Dean's bear arms, his green eyes sparkled like emeralds and his freckles out lined his beautiful face. It all seemed too much to Castiel. How the hell had he landed himself such a sexy yet wonderful guy. Shaking his head, Castiel looks back down at the car under his fingertips, he was going to do it, he was going to change his life and start living for once. The corners of his mouth lifted up and his blue eyes sparkled brightly as he looks back over at Dean.
"Okay, I'll take it."
Dean's entire face just lights up with joy and he runs over and wraps Castiel into a giant hug.
"Oh my god, yes! You won't regret this I promise, it will be amazing." Castiel laughs at Dean's excitement and hugs the taller man back. Dean's arms feel perfect around him, they make him feel safe which isn't something he typically felt. After their little kiss outside the restaurant, the two hadn't really said anything to each other besides talking about cars. It seemed neither were sure how to react to the amazing kiss that they had shared. Cas was afraid Dean hadn't enjoyed the kiss, while Dean was terrified of his growing feelings for Cas and what would happen if Cas said he really didn't want to do this again.
For now though all these thoughts were forgotten as Dean grabbed Cas's hand and dragged him over to the car dealer. They haggled over a price for awhile, Castiel mostly just stood in the background, before finally deciding on a price. Wiping out his check book, Castiel paid for the entire thing out front, shocking Dean a little. Dean never knew how it was to have enough money to do just do things like that. He found himself wondering just how much more there was to Castiel behind the whole English teacher façade.
Once Cas is handed the keys, the two man make their way back over to the car.
"So," Dean says looking down at the ground awkwardly standing in front of Cas, "Today was fun, I really enjoyed it."
Castiel smiles at Dean's awkwardness, "So did I, we should really do it again." At those words, Dean's whole demeanor changes and he relaxes instantly. Dating wasn't something he was used to, but he found that he really wanted things to work between Cas and him.
"We should, here let me give you my number and you can text or call me whenever," Dean smiles as he pulls a pen from his pocket and takes Castiel's wrist in his hand. Cas tries to ignore the warm feeling he gets from Dean touching him and watches as Dean proceeds to write a number down on the inside of his wrist.
Cas blushes a little, "Thanks Dean, I'll call you later." Turning slowly away, Cas goes to get in the car but Dean stops him and grabs his hand yanking Cas to him. Castiel squeaks when his hand is suddenly yanked and he finds himself wrapped in Dean's arms.
Dean leans down and kisses Cas softly, he didn't know what possessed him to but he just had to taste the blue eyed man again. Their lips move together in a soft, blissful kiss. Castiel feels himself melting into Dean as his arms find their way around Dean's neck. The two stand there for awhile just exploring each other's mouths until they finally have to break away. Panting comes from their now swollen red lips as the two look at each other. Dean swallows thickly wishing he could just take Cas right here and now. Trying to ignore his arousal, Dean leans in and pecks Cas on the lips one more time before turning and walking away leaving a gaping and flushed Castiel standing in a car dealership.
Dean hurries to his Baby and climbs in. Like a bullet, Dean rushes home and bolts into the apartment straight to his bedroom where he takes care of his oh so painful erection. Afterwards, he lays there in his post orgasm and thinks about the day. Things just kept getting better and better, Cas was amazing, everything Dean could have ever wanted. Lisa hadn't even triggered this much of a reaction out of him. The problem was, Dean was scared, truly scared. Committed relationships just weren't his thing. He had tried it with Lisa but it didn't work out, mostly because she was asking too much of him. Sam will always come first and nothing will change that. The only person allowed into his already broken heart is Sam. Dean knows not to let people in because when you do you just get hurt. Why then did he slowly feel all his walls and rules slowly start to disappear as he thinks of Cas. Those blue eyes, dark sexy hair, and smile that just dazzled Dean, had him head over heels for Castiel and Dean knew it.
"No! No…" Dean thinks to himself, "I can't let him in, I can't let someone in when I'll probably be leaving eventually again anyway. I can't let Cas get mixed in with the craziness that is the Winchesters life."Dean resolved right then and there that he wouldn't let Cas get to him. Yes, he will still continue to see him, just to see where things go but he will refuse to let him go more than skin deep. Yet, deep down in the back of Dean's heart he knew this wasn't true, he knew things with Cas were just getting started and were about to get a hell of a lot more complicated.
