CHAPTER 6
Days past, but Andrea makes no attempts to find me. I thought she come to me, but she didn't. She is still angry about the biter fights, I thought. It must have really bothered her. I went to her apartment carrying a her a bottle of wine.
Noone is there. Has she left Woodbury?
I started searching everywhere until Martinez informed me she was staying at Rowan's apartment. I rushed over there knocking on the door. After several minutes Rowan opens it.
"I know she is here," I said my voice darkening.
"Andrea is not interested in you," Rowan replies coldly.
"Well, I am very interested in her. And I going to see her," I said forcefully walking into her living room.
"Why don't you leave her alone?" Rowan said as I continued to look for her.
"Andrea," I yelled walking through each room. My heart was pounding, I had to see her.
I wanted to make our relationship the way it was before.
I enter the bedroom and see Andrea laying down on Rowan's small bed. Being in this room reminds me of the few times I had intercourse with Rowan, but I knew it meant nothing. Not to me atleast.
Andrea was an another story.
"May I?" I asked getting on the bed with her.
Her face looks pale and her eyes are sad. I start to run my fingers through her blonde hair. She makes no attempts to stop me, and I think for a minute she is over our fight now.
"No. You know how I feel about you and those fights," Andrea said not moving.
"I know how much the fights bothered you, but I don't think it changed how you feel about me," I whispered.
"You have no idea what my feelings are," Andrea said lifting her body up. Once she moves my hands are no longer touching her anymore. She is clearly pushing me away.
" I know you are afriad of getting hurt. After what happened with Shane. But I would never chose anyone over you," I promised her.
"You have no idea what happened between Shane and I," she says defensively.
"I know he hurt you. I know you loved him. I can see it in your eyes. That is what this is really about. You want to hold out for him. But you can't anymore. Because of me. And that scares you. You are afriad you'll lose me too," I said moving toward her and wrapping my arms around her waist.
"I have lost so many people. My sister Amy, Shane, and Dale. But I am not afriad to be with you. I just don't want too," she says giving me an intense look.
After those words, I feel anger taking over my body. Did Andrea think she was too good for me? I was appointed to leadership and being with me would be an honor for any woman. I thought about putting her in place then and there. But something stopped me. I didn't want our relationship to be that way. I needed to prove myself to her, I thought.
"I am going to change your mind," I said placing my hands on her face. I press my lips against hers.
Kissing her forcelly, letting her know she was mine now.
I can feel her body trembling at my touch and I know she wants me as much as I want her.