(Lauren's POV)

I've been in this locker room for the past hour and a half, crying my eyes out. I hear someone open the door so I wipe my eyes and I rub my face so the red is all even out. "Lauren you in here?" Is that

Rachel Berry? Keep quite maybe she wont hear you. "There you are. We were worried about you when you or Puck didn't come back together." I start crying again when I hear his name. Rachel comes over

quickly and starts to comfort me. "Lauren we're friends, you can tell me anything. What happened with you guys?" Rachel is actually really nice I don't understand why everyone picks on her. "He likes me

and I-I-." stuttering again? Why do I stutter when I talk about him? or think about him for the matter. "Well ya he likes you, It's completely obvious we all see it, but what we can't figure out is that why

you aren't falling for him just as fast?" Rachel said it more as a statement more then a question. Should I tell her? Like her I really don't have any girlfriends. Maybe this could start a new friendship. "Well

there was this guy last year, we were on the wrestling team together. We both fell hard. And one day I was being a idiot, let my walls down told him I loved him." I start crying after that, Rachel pats me on

the back, to comfort me. "It's okay Lauren to hurt, it's part of life? Trust me I've had my fair share. You don't have to tell me what he did." Rachel is sounding sincere and it makes me want to tell her, I

trust her that she will not tell anyone. "Promise me you wont tell anyone in Glee espically Puck." I say with a stern Voice. "Lauren I promise I wont tell anyone." I start to tear up again. "He told me, that

I'm to fat for someone like him to say love to, and he broke up with me in front of the whole wrestling team."

I am now balling my eyes out, Rachel looks like she is on the verge of tears. "Lauren that guy was a complete jerk, he shouldn't have treated you like that. You know Puck would never say that to you…

well to your face, he is immature, but you already know that. All I'm trying to say is give him a chance you don't have to let him in completely just enough that he knows he wont loose you." I'm looking at

Rachel in awe. She may have solved my problem but there is no way I can let him, even being friends would be to hard, for my self esteem. I know I may look confident but I'm hearting inside I put on a

mask and hide everything I'm feeling. "Do you mind me asking, who is this guy that broke your heart?" My heart skips a beat should I tell her? I think I should, I already shared with her everything else

that is personal, what the heck why not? "His name is, Toby." She looks at me knowingly, hopefully she doesn't know who he is, like the Glee club, wrestling team hardly ever gets notice here at Mckinley.

"Thanks for sharing Lauren. I think me and you could become really good friends." She says while looking at her phone. "look like my dads are here. You need a ride home? I'm sure they wont mind

dropping you off." I think about her offer it sounds tempting but not what I need. I need to walk to blow some steem. " No thank you Rachel, but thanks for the offer, and the chat." I say all syempathetic

and friend like. She gets up and walks away, I feel ten times better now that I've got that off my chest. I get up and walk out of the locker room, and I walk out of Micknely better then I walked into Glee

practice. It's Friday and nothing could be better.

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