SOrry for not updating in a while... I was actually confused whether I should continue this or not, because I think it's utter crap, anyway enjoy!

French

I noticed….

I noticed how you no longer smile around me.

I noticed how you no longer laugh around me.

I noticed how you're slowly… but surely being distant to me.

I noticed how you always "smile" in front of me, being perfectly confident in your acting skills, just like the old days…

Did you forget?

No matter what, I'll always know when you're lying or not….

Because right now, your smiling face in front of me looks like a crying face to me, ready to break down at any minute, but you hold it in, trying to be strong…

And finally, I noticed… how slowly, ices start surrounding your heart yet once again…

"Rimaaaa!" I yelled out her name while running, catching up to her.

She turned around and 'smiled' at me, "What is it Fujisaki-san?"

My heart died inside a little, 'Fujisaki-san'…

But nevertheless, I smiled back at her, "Let's go to class together, since our classes are near each other.

I saw her think for a while, debating on whether she should take my offer or not, I guess she's worried about Lulu. I don't blame her I guess.

Then she answered, "Sure, why not?"

And with that, we walked to class together.

Every day, it's always like this, she never smiles at me anymore.

She is certainly bad at acting… you need more than that… to lie to Nagihiko Fujisaki.

I was spacing out in a café with Lulu in front of me; we decided to spend some quality time together that afternoon.

"What's wrong Nagi?" She asked me.

"It's nothing…" I answered with a smile plastered on my face.

"Oh, c'mon, you and I both know that when you say it's nothing, it's always something. Come on tell me, I am your fiancé, after all." She retorted doing a quotation gesture on the word fiancé.

"She calls me Fujisaki-san… I think you took it too far Lulu." I said a bit ticked off.

She just shrugged at my comment.

"And she… seems distant as well… She acts around us, you know that right?"

"Well of course, I am an amazing actress after all." She said with a wink.

"The result of being too close to the Fujisaki household." She ended with a sigh.

"Yes, and that pains me… I mean, we used to be such close friend, she would never act around me… Only me, she even acts around Amu sometimes, but not me…"

"It's just… frustrating I guess…" I put my hands over my head to stress the frustrating part.

She just sighed.

"Nagi, you know this is bound to happen right? These are the consequences of your own decisions… you decided, it was you who decided, not me, not anyone else, but you… I already told you it'd be like this..."

"I know! I know! I know, I know… But I just pains me to see her like this." I yelled out of frustration.

She gives me a sympathetic look, and spoke, "Well? Do you want to continue? Or stop?"

"I just don't know… I don't know what to do anymore."

She sighed for the umpteenth time that afternoon.

"It's actually really simple, let me ask you one thing, do you love her?"

The world became silent around me… and I though hard, do I love her?

The question struck me.

I pictured her smiling face in my head, her laughter in my ears, and my thoughts to never ever want to let that face be drenched in tears.

And the answer is clear. Yes…

I, Nagihiko Fujisaki, am in love with Mashiro Rima, was, and will always be.

Lulu smirked at me, "You know, even I can see it clearly."

I smiled sadly at her, "But I can't… and you know why Lulu…"

"That's why I'm telling you this Nagihiko! Get this through your thick skull immediately! It is exactly because of that; that you should hurry tell her your feelings!"

I was about to snap back at her when I see Rima in the corner of my eyes, she was in front of the café, and she was staring at us, it's not until moments later until she realized that I already noticed her.

And she ran, it wasn't clear, but I think… I saw tear running down her cheeks, the tears she couldn't show me…

I was debating with myself, whether I want to chase after her or not.

It was a hard decision, but I didn't move an inch from the chair.

"So you're still hanging onto that decision?" She sighed.

I didn't answer her; I just gritted my teeth, trying not to scream out loud, trying hard not to chase after her, and just hug her and tell her I love her the most. But I couldn't.

Because I, had made a decision.

"It will be very appreciated if you continue to support me with my lies..."

Because I am one hell of an actor…

Hey Nagihiko, do you know that I also noticed?

Your every lie….

Because I am one hell of an actress as well.

What I'm disappointed about is…

That you didn't notice that what makes me sad… is your very lies themselves.

I am a way better actress than you…

Because I noticed, that beneath your smiling face, is a crying face…