Chapter six-

I woke up to marks huge arms wrapped around me, I sighed thinking of last night, we had talked, we had fought, I had drank and called and told him I guess I didn't need these things, which I regret saying, and he had made love to me all night.

I slipped out from his arm and quickly dressed and brushed my hair walking down stairs, I sighed sitting in a dark corner not wanting to talk any one, I ordered a cup of coffee, and sat back thinking.

In my drunken state I had told him what made him happy, which makes me unhappy, but he seemed so happy telling me that all things would fall into place, I sighed, maybe im being to naggy, maybe I don't need to be married and have babies.

"Here you go sweetie" the waitress said setting my coffee and cream down in front of me and smiled up at her thanking her she nodded, as I sat drinking my coffee I couldn't help but notice a family being sat close to me, I looked over and smiled the women was about to pop, and they had two small ones a boy who seemed hyper but very happy, looked just like his daddy, and a very sweet little girl who looked just like her mama.

I smiled as I watched them sit and look over the menus, the mom snapping her fingers at the little boy to calm down, finally the dad leaning in a whispering something to him that made him instantly calm down.

"Something interesting?" I heard from behind me I turned my head smiling at Brock who was now sitting "Yea normality" I said, he nodded "So you and mark talk?" he asked I sighed rubbing my forehead.

"Uh yea we talked, we fought, he left, I got drunk called him back, gave him what he wanted basically agreeing he doesn't need to make me his wife or mother of his children, and then we had sex, I woke up this morning feeling sick and with a head ache" I said sighing

"So what are you going to do?" he asked I sighed tears burning my eyes as I shrugged, I knew if I kept what I told mark last night, I would be UN happy for ever, I would always wonder, but if I told him I still wanted these things we wouldn't work to much of a difference, before I knew it I felt Brock pulling me into him holding me as I cried.

"Sweetie don't bother her" I heard from my other side I slowly let go of Brock wiping my eyes and turned smiling at the little boy who had big blue eyes "Hi" I said he smiled

"You Samantha from the wwwe huh" he asked making me smiled slight I nodded yes "Can I get a picture with you?" he asked I smiled saying yes as I picked him up in my lap we smiled as his mom snapped a picture with her cell phone.

"How about my baby sister?" he asked,i smiled telling him OK as we walked over there and I bent down between him and his sister taking a picture.

"Thank you im sorry his bothered you" she said I smiled "oh no he didn't bother me" I said I bent down talking to the boy for a minute to find out he loved me, and they were in town just to take him to the paper view tonight, and he promised me he'd be the loudest cheering fan there tonight, I smiled giving high five as he breakfast came.

"Sorry" I said to Brock who had sat and watched the entire thing he smiled shaking his head "No don't worry about it, but I gotta get to the gym and what not I'll see you this after noon, and hey Sam" he said standing up I looked up to him and he smiled.

"Your meant for mother hood, don't let it slip away for some one whose not willing to give it to you" he said and walked away, I sighed sitting back.

Thirty minutes later I headed up to my room, I walked in to see mark was awake and dressed sitting at the table he looked up "Where you been?" he asked, I sighed sitting down staring at him, god his amazing.

"you sure you cant change your mind on this mark?" I asked seriously looking at him he sighed.

"Darlin I just don't believe in marriage, look at my marriage with Jodi, and children just ain't my thing honey, im sorry" he said I sighed nodding my head.

"Me to, im sorry mark, in my drunken state last night I wanted you so bad I'd say anything, but I really want to be married and even if I couldn't get that, I really want children" I said my eyes burning with tears, mark nodded standing up he looked at me for a moment and walked out the door, I closed my eyes as the tears started to fall.

Later that afternoon I walked into the arena, my hair thrown in a messy bun, wearing a pair of baggy white sweats and a black tube top that barely went above my belly button, I wasn't in the mood for any shit today.

Paul couldn't believe it when mark came in and told him him and Sam were done, and over something so simple, why couldn't mark give her that security? He looked up and sighed Sam was a mess, her eyes red from crying, her nose as well.

He shook his head knowing not to go near her right now as she sat in the corner by herself, knees brought up to her chest.

Mark sighed walking into the meeting, he wished he could give her those things but he knew he couldn't be a part time dad or husband, if he had kid's he would always feel guilty about being here all the time, and he knew he wasn't leaving this job anytime soon.

He saw her in the corner and felt horrible, her eyes and nose red from crying, hair messy, he started to go to her but shook his head deciding it was for the best if they didn't speak right now.

I vaguely listened to Vince ramble on, I felt him the moment he walked into the room, Vince ended the meeting and I quickly got up and walked out of the room.

"SAM" I heard yelled from behind me I sighed closing my eyes "darlin" he whispered I felt the tears coming again I didn't turn around, I couldn't "Honey please don't do this, I want to be with you why isn't that enough?" he pleaded, I sighed and started walking.

I shook my head in my match I knew I was fucking up, I sighed get your head in the game Sam, I went over to top rope as planed.

"SHIT" I screamed holding my leg, it was burning , jazz and the referee quickly came over to me.

"Sam whats wrong?" he asked I shook my head not knowing "I don't know it burns" I said, I heard him say the match was over and called for the back emt's, the entire arena quiet.

I closed my eyes tightly holding my hurt leg to me "Darlin" I heard from beside me making me snap my eyes open there was mark, his eyes looked scared and concerned "whats wrong?" he asked

"I don't know my thigh it burns and I cant move it" I said he nodded as the ref's tried to help me up I felt mark wrap his arm around me as I tried to walk i kept stopping cause of the pain he bent down.

"want me to carry you" he asked, I shook my head no as we took a couple more steps, mark stooped and scoped me up in his arms caring my up the ramp were the emt's were waiting.

I closed my eyes feeling mark lay me down on the gurney as the loaded me up to take me straight to the er, I looked at mark who climbed in behind me holding my hand.

I laid in a hospital bed waiting for the MRI results to come back, mark hadn't left my side I looked at him "You don't have to be here you know" I said, he looked up from his hands looking worried and tired.

'I know darlin, I want to be here, I do love you" he said, I just nodded closing my eyes UN able to deal with this right now, I felt mark grab my hand and hold it tightly, I gripped it tightly back.

A few moments later I seen Anderson walk in, I sighed knowing if he was here it wasn't good "Hey sweetie" he said putting the pictures up "OK not good news, you tore your quad" he said, I closed my eyes, Paul just came back from that it took him a year! I cant be out for a year! We talked about the surgery and got it set up for tomorrow morning.

"Get some sleep" he said patting my good leg and walking out of the room, I closed my eyes this cant be happing, I really hate today.

"Hey your gonna be OK, you strong willed honey" mark said I nodded closing my eyes the pain killers finally kicking in as I drifted off to sleep holding marks hand in mine.