Happy Valentine's Day!
Lyrics: Come What May from the movie Moulin Rouge
Santana sighed happily as she pulled Brittany into her arms. As much as she had enjoyed the concert, she was tired and this little relaxing time she had with her girlfriend felt so good. She wished they had had more time to spend together. They couldn't really act so freely at school, not that she was ashamed of their relationship. But she knew how cruel people could be and how uncomfortable they made Brittany, so she held herself back when they had company. But now it was just the two of them and she could love Brittany with all of her heart.
"Do you think Kurt is okay?" Brittany asked just when Santana started kissing her neck.
"Of course" Santana said.
"I don't know" Brittany said. "Shouldn't we call him?"
"Come on, he's fine" Santana said. "He's enjoying his time with Blaine. We should leave him alone and do the same."
Brittany tried to relax but she couldn't fool Santana. She sat up on the bed and sighed deeply.
"You can't forget about him for a moment, right?" Santana asked.
"I'm sorry" Brittany said. "But you know what men are like. We can't trust them."
"Blaine is not like them" Santana said.
"How do you know?" Brittany asked. "What if he's a serial killer and is torturing Kurt in this moment?"
"Honey" Santana smiled. "Kurt's fine. I can feel it."
"Does it mean your Mexican third eye still works?" Brittany asked.
"Of course" Santana said reassuringly. "Believe me, I tested the guy before I let Kurt go with him. He's okay. You have nothing to worry about."
She smirked as she imagined what Kurt might be doing with Blaine.
"Besides, I think the least he'll do is let Blaine into his pants" she said. "So stop worrying and let me help you relax."
Brittany seemed to believe her. She closed her eyes, took a deep breath and tried not to think about Kurt too much.
~ o ~
Kurt was so nervous. Blaine told him that he had nothing to worry about because they wouldn't do anything Kurt didn't want. He only wanted to talk privately. Kurt wanted to believe him, of course, but then he remembered all the horror stories his father had told him about men and he couldn't not worry about how this night might end. Maybe he should just go home and forget about Blaine...
"Are you alright?" Blaine asked as he returned with their drinks and sat down beside Kurt. "You're so pale."
"I'm fine" Kurt smiled. No, he didn't want to leave. Not now when he was all alone with Blaine and could talk to him as much as he wanted. He shouldn't listen to his father all the time.
He really liked Blaine's room. It was on the second floor but it was nothing like Kurt had imagined it. Room 206 seemed like any other one from the outside but it was a suite as it turned out with at least two rooms, a huge bathroom and a living room that was about twice as large as the one Kurt and his family had. More than enough for one person. They chose to sit on the living room's couch where they could talk without feeling uncomfortable, at least that was what Blaine told him. Kurt didn't mind, although he would have spent some more time in the other rooms, just to memorize every detail. He wouldn't be in such a place anymore, he wanted to enjoy his time here as long as he could. He didn't want to be rude, though, so when Blaine offered him to go back to the other room, he followed him without a word.
"You're nervous. That's cute" Blaine smiled.
Kurt took a deep breath. It was fine. They were just talking, that was what he wanted after all.
"So what happened with you and Sebastian?" Kurt asked before he could stop himself. "I thought you were doing fine."
"Not really" Blaine groaned. "I just… I don't think we were meant to be. I tried to make it work but we kept fighting and then I realized that it wasn't good for any of us."
"Relationships aren't easy" Kurt said.
"You say that as if you have a lot of experience" Blaine smiled.
"I don't" Kurt blushed. "I don't have any experience at all but I still have my opinion."
"Being together with someone can be complicated, especially when you are both famous" Blaine explained. "We both travel a lot, we barely saw each other and even when we managed to have a date, we had to be careful with what we do. There were people watching us all the time."
"That must be hard" Kurt said.
"It was" Blaine nodded. "But that wasn't our problem. Famous couples manage to work together fine, but they both have to want it."
"You didn't want it?" Kurt asked.
"I did" Blaine said. "I tried really hard to make it work between us. It was Sebastian who didn't seem to want that relationship as much as I wanted. Nothing was good enough for him and I got tired of it."
Kurt sighed. It must have been so hard for Blaine.
"I'm sorry" he said.
"Don't be" Blaine said. "I'm fine, really. I should have broken up with him a long time ago. I guess I only stayed with him because it was comfortable. I wasn't in love with him and I know for sure that he didn't love me either. I guess it was convenient, having someone around when I needed it."
"It wasn't really good for any of you then" Kurt said.
"No, it wasn't" Blaine sighed. "But it's over. I don't have to worry about what Sebastian would say anymore, I can finally be myself."
"You mean you can invite random guys to your room?" Kurt asked with a raised eyebrow.
"Do I look like someone who invites anyone to his room?" Blaine asked.
"You could" Kurt pointed out.
"I don't want to fuck random guys if that's what you're worried about" Blaine said. "I asked you to come here with me because I think you're special. More than any other guy."
"Why do you think so?" Kurt asked.
"I have no idea" Blaine smiled. "I feel like I already know you, like we are old friends. Is it weird?"
"I think it is" Kurt nodded. "But I'm glad you feel that way."
"I want to be completely honest with you. I do have thoughts about kissing you but as I said, I won't try anything that makes you feel uncomfortable" Blaine said. "If you only want to talk, that's completely fine. I only want to spend as much time with you as possible."
Kurt watched him for a while in complete silence. He appreciated that Blaine was honest with him but he knew that it wouldn't lead them anywhere. Blaine would leave the next morning and probably never come back. They wouldn't see each other anymore, so thinking about a possible relationship with Blaine was completely insane. And Kurt wasn't that kind who kissed random men. He wasn't, really.
"I want you to kiss me" he said suddenly.
"You do?" Blaine asked in surprise.
"I do" Kurt said, a lot more confidently this time. "I do. God, I can't believe I said that. I mean it, though. I want it, too."
Blaine leaned closer to him, slowly and carefully, giving Kurt time to pull back if he wanted to. But Kurt couldn't make himself move. Being so close to Blaine made his heart beat rapidly and he wanted nothing but to reach out and touch the boy. Oh, he was already doing that. And Blaine seemed to like it.
"Close your eyes and let me lead you" Blaine whispered.
Kurt did as he was told. He closed his eyes and let Blaine guide him down to the couch and climb over him. Blaine gently stroked his cheek before pressing his lips to Kurt's.
Kurt had imagined what his first kiss would be like so many times. He had seen it in the movies so many times but now that he was actually kissing a real person, it seemed so much better. Blaine's lips were warm and soft and he smelled so good. Kurt didn't want to let break contact at all. He wanted to stay here forever and kiss Blaine.
He still jumped as Blaine's hand found his way under his shirt and started to explore his bare skin. Kurt panicked and pushed Blaine away, so he could sit up.
"I'm sorry" he said quickly. "I didn't mean to…"
"It's fine" Blaine said. "I shouldn't have done that. I'm sorry."
Kurt knew he ruined everything. That awkward silence was enough to prove that. He wanted to correct his mistake so badly but he had no idea what to do. Blaine seemed to find a solution, though, saving them from further conversations about Kurt's weird behavior.
"Would you like to watch a movie?" Blaine offered.
"Yes!" Kurt said quickly. A movie, that was innocent. That was what they needed.
"What do you want to watch?" Blaine asked.
"I don't know" Kurt replied. He watched movies all the time but he didn't remember one single title in that moment.
"You said that you liked romantic movies, right?" Blaine asked. "Well, I like them, too, especially when there are singing people in them."
He walked to the TV, turned it on, and a minute later Kurt could see a picture on the screen he knew very well. He saw this movie all the time. It was one of his favorites.
"I love Moulin Rouge" he said excitedly.
"Everyone loved this movie" Blaine smiled.
Kurt sighed happily as he watched the scenes he knew so well. It was one of his favorites movies, the story line was perfect, the songs beautiful, the love of Christian and Satine so strong… He cried every time when he saw Satine die. It was truly heartbreaking. He still watched the movie over and over again because it made him believe that he could be whoever he wanted. And he wanted to be on the stage. He wanted to sing and dance and show the world how talented he was. Yes, he would get there, one day, in the not too far future.
Somehow he ended up in Blaine's arms. The realization was scary at first but he relaxed fast. It seemed so right. And it wasn't that scary anymore when he realized that Blaine didn't want anything but enjoying the movie with him. It was wonderful. Kurt had imagined being with someone like this so many times and it finally happened. He didn't even care that it wouldn't last long anymore. Nothing mattered when he could be with Blaine.
He also didn't realize that he was singing, not until Blaine stopped the movie in the middle of Come What May, the most beautiful song of every time and turned to look at him with wide eyes.
"Oh, I'm sorry" Kurt said quickly. "I didn't mean to. I just…"
"You have a beautiful voice" Blaine said.
"Well, I… thanks" Kurt said awkwardly.
"Seriously, Kurt. You should be a singer" Blaine said. "You sing like an angel. Like…"
Blaine tried to find the right words but they never came. So he shook his head and reached into his pocket for his phone.
"What are you doing?" Kurt asked in confusion.
"Sing with me" Blaine said.
Then he started the song. Kurt smiled as the soft melody started again and Blaine leaned closer to him as he started singing.
Never knew I could feel like this
Like I've never seen the sky before
Want to vanish inside your kiss
Every day I love you more and more
Listen to my heart, can you hear it sing?
Telling me to give you everything
Seasons may change, winter to spring
But I love you until the end of time
Come what may
Come what may
I will love you until my dying dayKurt imagined themselves in a theater at first but the scene quickly changed. No, he wanted a lot more romantic place for this. He wanted to be… on a rooftop. With Blaine and no one else around. He closed his eyes and let himself get lost in the song.
Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place
Suddenly it moves with such a perfect grace
Suddenly my life doesn't seem such a waste
It all revolves around you
Blaine was still there. He was a lot closer than before and he was so handsome and Kurt felt so great with him. He took small steps towards him until there was barely a gap between them.
And there's no mountain too high
No river too wide
Sing out this song and I'll be there by your side
Storm clouds may gather
And stars may collide
But I love you (I love you)
Until the end of time
It was such a powerful song. No wonder Kurt dreamed about singing it on his wedding day so many times. This song was the perfect way to express his feelings. There were no stronger words than these, they were so right, they said enough but didn't say too much.
Come what may
Come what may
I will love you until my dying day
Kurt opened his eyes and realized that Blaine was sitting right beside him, closer than before. The next thing he knew, he wasn't scared of Blaine or what they might do. Nothing mattered in that moment, just the way Blaine made him feel and it seemed so right. So he closed the gap between them.
Blaine was a good kisser. Okay, Kurt didn't have much experience and all he had was with Blaine but it still felt amazing. More than that, kissing Blaine was the most magical thing he had ever done. Blaine was so gentle with him, his lips so soft, and as they touched, Kurt felt warmth all over his body.
"Is it possible to fall in love with someone for the first sight?" Blaine muttered as he slightly pulled away.
"I-I think so" Kurt replied.
"I think I love you, Kurt Hummel" Blaine smiled.
There was no going back from that. Kurt knew that he would do everything for this boy.
"I love you, too" he said.
It was Kurt who made a move this time. Blaine seemed surprised at first as Kurt slowly unbuttoned his shirt but once the teen's chest was naked and he knew that it was really happening, Blaine was lost. He pulled Kurt into his arms again and started pressing kisses all over Kurt's neck and chest.
Kurt fell back onto the couch and closed his eyes. He had read about this but it was nothing like people expressed it. It was a lot more, a lot stronger, and he couldn't stop. He wanted everything. So he got out of the rest of his clothes and waited for Blaine to do the same. Then Blaine grabbed his hand, pulled him up to his feet and led him to his bedroom. They walked to the bed together and sat down. They only kissed for a while, much to Kurt's relief who knew that this might be a little more than what they should do. But he didn't want to stop, he wanted more.
"Are you sure you want this?" Blaine asked.
"Perfectly" Kurt said without hesitation.
"I'll be careful" Blaine promised.
Kurt believed him. He knew he could trust Blaine with this. Since Blaine was the one who knew what they were doing, Kurt let the boy lead him. He pulled up his knees and allowed Blaine to climb between his legs. Blaine reached into the drawer before joining Kurt, to grab a bottle of lube as Kurt realized. Kurt took a deep breath but didn't say anything. He was ready for this. He knew it might hurt at first but he trusted Blaine. He knew that they would both enjoy this.
"Relax" Blaine whispered into his ear. "Let me love you."
Kurt focused on the gentle kisses of Blaine as the boy moved his lips downwards on his body. Blaine distracted him so perfectly that Kurt didn't even notice what he was doing with his hand, not until Blaine pressed the first finger inside him. Kurt jumped at the new feeling but tried to stay still. Blaine's movements were slow and careful and he quickly returned to kissing and sucking on a sensitive spot just under Kurt's ear. The boy moaned in pleasure, everything else forgotten in that second.
The next one hurt a little more but Blaine's talented mouth made it so much easier for Kurt. Blaine moved down to his cock this time to suck on it gently. It was still too much. Kurt was afraid that he would come before they even reached the main part. But then Blaine added another finger and it set him back a little. It wasn't unbearable but it definitely hurt. Blaine must have seen it because he stopped to give Kurt time to get used to the new feeling.
"Are you alright?" Blaine asked.
"Yes" Kurt said. "Keep going."
The pain passed quickly and it was just the two of them again. Kurt couldn't suppress another moan as Blaine touched something inside of him that caused him more pleasure than before.
"I think you're ready" Blaine said after a while. "This might hurt a little, though."
Kurt was prepared for the pain this time but it never came. Blaine moved slowly, he gave Kurt enough time to get used to the feeling of being so full, and when he started moving again, he was still slow, his eyes never leaving Kurt's face. It was easy to read the younger boy. He closed his eyes and took a few deep breaths, but as he started to enjoy, he moaned again and sneaked his arms around Blaine. The other boy smiled and picked up pace.
It was strange. Blaine had been with Sebastian so many times but it was still new for him. Maybe because he was in control and they weren't in rush, they enjoyed every single second, it felt so wonderful this time. Kurt felt wonderful. And he was so beautiful, Blaine couldn't take his eyes off of him. And the noises he made…
Blaine reached between them and grabbed Kurt's cock. He was afraid that he wouldn't last too long but he wanted to give Kurt everything he needed. He wanted to make him come before he cared about himself. Luckily, Kurt seemed to know what to do, he pushed his legs further apart to give Blaine better access. Blaine pulled out of him almost completely before pushing his cock all the way back inside. He repeated it only two more times because then Kurt sneaked his legs around his waist and pulled him as close as possible. Blaine barely had a chance to move before the boy under him cried out in pleasure.
Kurt saw fireworks. No, he felt like there were fireworks all over his body. It was so strong that he had to close his eyes and he couldn't stop the cry that left his lips. It was just too much but it was also so good. Like nothing else before.
Blaine didn't need more than a second to join Kurt. It was so easy to give in and just enjoy what they had. It felt like never before. He had no idea why but what he and Kurt had now was a lot better than anything he had experienced before. He felt exhausted as he pulled back but also so happy. Yes, he was laughing, he couldn't stop it. Not that he wanted to. Life was so wonderful.
"Are you alright?" Kurt asked. He seemed tired, too.
"More than that" Blaine smiled. "I feel so…"
Was there a word for this feeling?
"Me too" Kurt smiled.
Blaine pressed a kiss to his lips, then lay down beside Kurt and pulled him into his arms. He could get used to this so easily. He wished he could take Kurt with him, to have him in his life forever, to make love with him over and over again until they died of exhaustion. Okay, maybe it was a little too much but Blaine felt so crazy in that moment. He didn't want this night to come to an end.
"I love you" Kurt muttered.
Blaine looked down at his face. Kurt was half asleep, his eyes closed, his heart still beating so fast but his breathing steady. Blaine tightened his arms around him and pressed a kiss to his forehead.
"I love you too" he said.
Even if he didn't know what it meant for them.
