-Chapter 6: Night Terrors-
February 15th
Marluxia opened his eyes and was quite surprised to find Vexen sound asleep next to him. Blinking for a moment he was confused then last night flooded into his mind; Xemnas shooting himself of accident, Vexen and him talking briefly, then letting Vexen take his virginity…Marluxia blushed thinking about the last part. Vexen opened his eyes to find a blushing Marluxia looking at him; he smiled "Morning." He whispered kissing Marluxia's nose. Marluxia's blush deepened
"M-m-m-morning…" he whispered, Vexen chuckled and gently pulled Marluxia into a kiss. Once they departed he moved some of Marluxia's hair out of his face
"Hm…so cute when you're blushing." He whispered, Marluxia felt his face burn brightly. Vexen laughed again sitting up, Marluxia sat up as well watching Vexen stretch. Once he finished Marluxia looked away, oh god he had just slept with a man that he was suppose to kill! Feeling very embarrassed Marluxia glanced around the room for where his clothes had landed, he suddenly felt Vexen wrap his arms around him. Gently nuzzling Marluxia's neck Vexen purred happily, Marluxia felt himself tremble under Vexen's touch. Vexen kissed his neck gently "Hm…we probably need to take a shower." He whispered Marluxia nodded slowly. Vexen slowly picked up Marluxia carrying him bridal style. Marluxia gasped
"Ah! What are you doing?" he yelped, Vexen kissed Marluxia's forehead softly
"Carrying you." He laughed. Once in the bathroom Vexen set Marluxia on his shaky legs while he started up the shower. Marluxia normally would have ran from the room and waited until Vexen was done but something kept him in the room.
Was it because they both had seen the other completely exposed? Possibly or maybe it was the fact that Marluxia kind of wanted to see a Vexen doused in water. Once the shower was running it didn't take long to get cleaned up, while Vexen was running his fingers through Marluxia's hair getting out the last of the conditioner Marluxia suddenly turned around and kissed Vexen. He wasn't sure what brought on his sudden kiss just he felt like it suddenly. Vexen blinked surprised but kissed back wrapping his arms around Marluxia's waist bringing him close. Marluxia gently licked Vexen's lips; Vexen opened his mouth to let Marluxia fill it with his tongue. Tasting Vexen's mouth Marluxia felt weak in the knees, it felt so freakin good! Departing longer enough to get a few breaths in Marluxia crushed their mouths together again. After departing again Vexen stroked Marluxia's face breathing deeply.
"I love you." He whispered Marluxia stared at the man for a moment. Marluxia crushed their lips again this time wrapping his arms around Vexen's waist, he loved him! Marluxia had someone who loved him! Vexen taking by surprise ended up getting backed into the wall, he eagerly kissed back. Everything in Marluxia's kiss screamed that he loved him back, once they departed Marluxia kissed along Vexen's neck. Vexen smiled as Marluxia kissed about until he got a moan from Vexen. Licking the spot again Marluxia continued to just kiss that place until he took the spot between his teeth giving him a loving nip. Vexen gasped smiling at Marluxia, continuing down Marluxia took a nipple into his mouth sucking on it. Vexen gasped managing to bury his fingers into Marluxia's hair, Marluxia certainly had learned from a lot last night. Marluxia released the nipple then went to the other one, Vexen let out an airy moan. He felt Marluxia trail his kisses downwards then back up finally kissing Vexen's lips. The moment they departed Vexen panted and set his arms around Marluxia's neck "Take me." He whispered, Marluxia panted for a moment
"You sure?" he asked, Vexen nodded. Setting three fingers against Vexen's mouth the older began to eagerly suck on his fingers, Marluxia pulled them out moving slightly to push one into Vexen's hole. Vexen moaned as Marluxia pushed in the first one moving around in him, as he pushed in the second one Vexen buried his hands into Marluxia's hair. Focused on stretching his hole Marluxia purred lightly as Vexen moved one hand to lightly touch Marluxia's bottom, as Marluxia pushed in the third finger he barely touched Vexen's prostate when he heard a pleased moan come from Vexen's lips. Marluxia looked up surprised, Vexen smiled at the man
"Ah that felt good." He told him. Marluxia went back to moving and stretching his fingers every once in a while touching Vexen's prostate. When he finally pulled his fingers Marluxia leaned close kissing Vexen's cheeks, finally pushing just his head in Vexen gasped clawing at Marluxia's back. Marluxia slowly pushed in taking his time, once the man was fully sheathed Marluxia looked at Vexen. Vexen smiled "You're doing fine. I trust you." He whispered. Marluxia nodded pulling out in a similar way that Vexen had last night before sinking back in, Vexen let out a gasp. He grabbed Marluxia's hands and had them grab his hips, Marluxia looked at the man before claiming Vexen's lips in a passionate kiss. Using his hands Marluxia lifted Vexen's hips to plunge deeper into that warm tightness that belonged to Vexen alone. Vexen moaned as Marluxia made him rock slightly and increased his speed and strength every few thrusts. Getting Vexen to move his hips in time with his Marluxia purred lightly licking Vexen's neck to get the man to moan louder.
Vexen grabbed Marluxia's buttock forcing the man to go move deeper into him, moving his hips in time with the thrusts. Marluxia moved one hand from Vexen's hip to his length pumping him in time with the thrusts, Vexen let out a moan while he clawed at Marluxia's back. Moaning Vexen nipped at Marluxia's soft neck licking at a couple of Marluxia's sweet spots, Marluxia slammed into Vexen's prostate getting the older to scream in pleasure. Marluxia looked up concerned that he was hurting the male but Vexen smiled at the pink haired man meshing their lips together and making Marluxia slam into the spot repeatedly. Vexen came with a scream releasing over Marluxia's hand, Marluxia gasped soon filling the blond afterwards. Both men panted holding the other until Marluxia pulled out gasping. Vexen pulled the man into another kiss before he fumbled about with his hand turning off the water. Once he had the two men dried off along with put on some fresh clothes, Vexen and Marluxia walked to see how Xemnas was doing.
Xemnas was laying in bed staring at the ceiling, Vexen changed the bandages and applied medication. He stood up "Well that's going to heal nicely." Vexen told the mocha colored man, he turned to Marluxia "I'm going to make us breakfast." He told the man. Marluxia nodded with a smile on his face
"I'm going to stay here with Xemnas in case he needs something." He explained. Vexen smiled
"Good plan." He gently pulled Marluxia into a kiss before departing and smiling at him. He left to make food and Marluxia was trying to concentrate of breathing again. Xemnas sighed
"You're too involved with him." He stated. Marluxia blinked then looked at Xemnas
"I know…" he muttered bowing his head a little. Xemnas tilted his head slightly and narrowed his eyes
"Are those…hickies?" he asked. Marluxia quickly covered his neck
"Ah…" Marluxia couldn't think of anything to defend himself with. Xemnas's eyes widened
"No…you had sex with him?" he demanded sitting up. He regretted doing that laying back down "You slept with him?" he screamed. Marluxia blushed a tiny bit
"I…ah…I…" he shuttered, Xemnas looked at Marluxia
"Marluxia…what happened last night? You said that you were going to tell him that you and him couldn't be together!" he demanded. Marluxia rubbed his arm slightly
"Well…I went to his office were he was sitting and when I tried to talk with him…my voice just seem to get lost…then we kissed. He…called me beautiful. He was so honest…I just couldn't help but return his kisses…his embraces…he made me feel so…" Marluxia sat down. He couldn't think of what to say, he could still feel Vexen's touches from last night and this morning. Xemnas sighed covering his eyes
"No…no no no no no no! Marluxia! You can't do this to him!" Xemnas told him. Marluxia looked at the ground
"I know! But…last night he made me feel happy for once in my god damn life!" Marluxia felt like sobbing. Xemnas sighed
"Marluxia! If Sephiroth finds out he might rape Saix again!" Xemnas warned. Marluxia looked at Xemnas his eyes huge
"What?" he asked. Xemnas sighed
"When you didn't return he decided to take it out on Saix. He raped him! He made Axel watch him get rape." Xemnas looked so sad. Marluxia sniffed, his tears rolling down his cheeks rapidly "Marluxia…" Xemnas whispered. Marluxia started to bawling into his hands, he caused his best friend to get rape! The two people he promised that he would never let anyone hurt them he let them get hurt! Sobbing loudly Vexen walked into the room, he stared at Marluxia. Kneeling in front of the man Vexen gently touched Marluxia's arm
"Marluxia? What's wrong?" he asked. Marluxia looked up, Vexen looked frightened. He sniveled and wrapped his arms around the man sobbing into his shoulder. Vexen a little surprised fell on his bottom, he slowly wrapped his arms around the crying man "It's okay. I'm right here…" Vexen whispered into the man's ear lovingly.
February 22
Vexen awoke suddenly to hear screaming, racing out of his room he ran into his guest room to find Xemnas trying to hold down a thrashing Marluxia. Vexen ran over, Xemnas had five thin scratches going across his face. Marluxia's nails had blood under them and there were multiple scratches on his arms, neck and a few on his face. Thrashing about Marluxia continued to scream, Vexen noticed he appeared to be asleep "What's going on?" he asked. Xemnas grunted as Marluxia managed to get one arm free and attempted to claw at himself again, Xemnas yanked the arm away from Marluxia's face and pinned it to the bed
"He's….having a night terror I think!" he gasped. Vexen watched as Marluxia screamed and noticed he had tears streaming down his face. Vexen ran over to Marluxia's side and lightly shook him
"Marluxia wake up." He called, Marluxia arched his back and managed to swing a leg out and kick Xemnas in the stomach making the man let go of his arms in order to grap his stomach. Marluxia managed to dig into his arms more before Vexen pulled his arms away "MARLUXIA! WAKE UP!" he yelled. Marluxia's eyes opened and he panted. Cold sweat running down his body having him shake, tears still streaming down his face. Vexen reached over and gently stroked some of the tears away "Marluxia…" he whispered. Marluxia turned his head towards the voice who called his name, shutting his eyes he let more tears fall. Carefully sittng the man up Vexen embraced him "it's okay…" he whispered. Marluxia sobbed into Vexen's shoulder for a while before he finally calmed down enough to quit crying. But he still held onto the man needing to still his loving embrace, Vexen rubbed his back lightly. Glancing at Xemnas he watched the man climb back onto his feet "You okay Xemnas?" he asked. Marluxia looked at his friend with tears beginning to roll down his cheeks again
"I….I'm sorry." He muttered. It didn't take a genius to figure out that he had hurt Xemnas who had only been trying to help him. Xemnas nodded
"It's fine." He whispered. Vexen continued to hold the man for a while before letting go to clean the wounds of each of the two men.
"This might sting a little." Vexen warned as he placed a cotton ball dipped in hydrogien proxi against one of Xemna's cuts. Xemnas winced a little but allowed Vexen to clean the wounds "Does this happen a lot?" he asked. Xemnas shook his head
"He gets nightmares sometimes but not like this…" Vexen nodded then sighed, he glanced into the guestroom where Marluxia laid sleeping. He didn't appear to be having a repeat of the dream but Vexen was still concerned. Deciding that being dead beat tired wasn't going to help him Vexen climbed back into bed. Shortly afterwards Marluxia let out a whimper in his sleep, the dream was happening again
Dream
Marluxia was walking down along narrow corridor, his breathe coming in short pants and gasps. Shaking slightly he rounded a corner to come face to face with a horrid sight. Saix hung from the ceiling, his mouth slightly open his eyes wide with surprise. Marluxia could see a rope tied securly around his neck, gasping he pulled Saix's cold dead body off the ceiling. A note was held in Saix's hand, taking the note out of Saix's hand Marluxia looked at the word written in fine writing You are to blame. Was all it read. Marluxia gasped and ran through the corridor, he found Axel next. His body laying on the ground covered in blood, huge gashes acrossed his back and neck. A single gunshot wound could be seen on his head, a note laid next to Axel's head You should never be happy it read. Marluxia feeling panicked ran faster only stopping to see Vexen's shiloute in front of him "Vexen!" he cried running to the blond. Vexen didn't move just stood there "Vexen?" Marluxia called, he touched Vexen's shoulder only to have the taller man fall on top of him "Vexen!" Marluxia screamed. Vexen's eyes were open, wide in shock. Blood gushing from his mouth, his chest toren opened and his heart was missing. "NO! Vexen!" Marluxia cried moving out from undereath his heavy body, grabbing a hold of Vexen's shoulder he shook the man "Please….no! You can't die…" he looked Vexen's white wings laid crumpled under his body with blood all over then "No…not my angel." Marluxia whispered. He heard foot steps apporach him.
Turning he saw Sephiroth holding Vexen's heart, it was still beating. He grinned showing off long pointed teeth "You could have saved them…but instead you chose love." He whispered before biting Vexen's heart in half
"NO! Please Sephiroth! I'll do anything but don't hurt them!" he cried. Sephiroth chuckled darkly has he grabbed around Marluxia's throat
"A little late for that don't you think?" he hissed. Marluxia could feel himself choking to death
"Please…don't…" Marluxia choked out.
"Vexen!" Vexen heard someone shout. Opening his eyes he saw Xemnas sitting on the edge of his bed with Marluxia leaning against the wall. He was trembling
"What happened?" Vexen asked concerned. He saw five thin red marks on Marluxia's neck, like someone had been choking him "It came back?" he asked. Xemnas nodded, getting up he shoved Marluxia onto Vexen's bed
"You talk to him!" Xemnas ordered Marluxia then left the room. Marluxia shivered on the edge of the bed with tears threatening to fall from his eyes. Vexen pulled the blankets back
"You want to sleep here for the night?" he asked. Marluxia nodded and scooted over to him wrapping his arms around Vexen's body. Vexen rubbed his back ever so softy "There there. Everything is going to be okay." He whispered lovingly into his ear. Marluxia sniffed and wiped his eyes, Vexen nuzzled Marluxia's cheeks "Shhh…calm down don't cry." Vexen whispered into his ear giving his cheek a light kiss. Marluxia burried his face in his shoulder
"Kind of too late for that." He muttered. Vexen nuzzled Marluxia's cheek again before gently pulling Marluxia into a tender kiss. Marluxia sniffed and eventually calmed down, Vexen rubbed his back before eventually pulling away. Making room for him and adjusting the pillows a little Vexen had Marluxia lay down, snuggling close to him Vexen gently stroked Marluxia's head trying to coax the man into sleep. But Marluxia didn't even attempt to sleep, he was still so afraid "Come on. You need to sleep." He whispered to the pink haired man, Marluxia shook his head
"It will come back." He pleaded. Vexen sighed running his fingers through Marluxia's soft hair. Vexen closed his eyes trying to think of what made him feel better when he was scared, he opened his eyes and smiled looking at Marluxia
"You want me to try singing to you?" he asked. Marluxia lifted his head a little "When I was little my mom used to sing to me in order to calm me down when I was really afraid." He explained. Marluxia nodded
"Alright. If you think it will help." He mumbled. Vexen gently kissed Marluxia's forehead before snuggling close so his mouth was by Marluxia's ear. He didn't sing at first just hummed something that sounded like a gentle melody. He eventually opened his mouth "Fühlen Sie meine Lippen auf Ihre Haut
Fühlen Sie die Wärme, die darin hineilt
Halten Sie mich näher als vorher
Es gibt nichts ich will mehr
Sieh die Sterne schimmern
Moment-Pass. Wir fangen an zu träumen
Ich sinke tiefer in Ihren Armen
Mit jedem Atem nehme ich
Wiegenlied
Und gute Nacht
, gehen Sie mein Baby schlafen
Wiegenlied
Und gute Nacht
Schlaf so, mein Baby
Wiegenlied
Und gute Nacht
, gehen Sie mein Baby schlafen
Wiegenlied
Und gute Nacht
Schlaf so, mein Baby
Heute Abend" he hummed barely loud enough to hear into Marluxia's ear. Marluxia felt his eyelids get heavy, so many questions ran through his head. What was Vexen singing, what language was he speaking, what did his words mean? Marluxia yawned and opened his mouth
"Vexen?" he called sleepily, Vexen smiled at Marluxia's attempt to ask him something
"Yes?" he asked. Marluxia wanted to ask something different but instead snuggled close shutting his eyes
"You have a pretty voice." He murmured then drifted off. Vexen smiled and kissed Marluxia's forehead settling in for the night next to the man.
"Marluxia? Marluxia!" Xemnas hissed. Marluxia moaned and attempted to ignore him, he was comfy! Xemnas reached over and shook Marluxia "Wake up! Sephiroth is on the phone!" Xemnas hissed. Marluxia's eyes shot open
"What?" he whispered. Xemnas frowned slightly
"Sephiroth is on the phone. He has a gun to Axel's head…" he stated. Marluxia tossed the blankets off and ran next to Xemnas who brought him back to the guestroom where Xemnas had his phone laid on the bed. Xemnas pushed the speaker button "Alright I brought him." Xemnas told Sephiroth. There was shifting in the background
"MARLY! PLEASE HELP!" Axel cried, he was terrified! Marluxia had to try and not scream
"Axel I'm right here. Sephiroth what are you doing to him!" Marluxia demanded. Sephiroth chuckled lightly
"Oh nothing…yet. You tried to run away." He stated. Marluxia frowned
"No, I was purchased by a friend of Vexen's. I didn't willingly run away." He replied
"That's not what Xemnas reported. He says you've gotten rather close with Vexen had his pirate friend." Sephiroth stated with a light chuckle. Marluxia looked at Xemnas who mouthed that he was sorry. Marluxia nodded
"What is it that you want?" he asked. Sephiroth chuckled, Marluxia heard him load the gun
"Watch your tone. I am still your boss. Now if you want your cousin and friend to live I suggest you get your ass back here now. You have one hour." He told Marluxia "And Xemnas! You will be punished, You failed me." He stated. Xemnas looked at the bed
"Yes sir." He mumbled. With that Xemnas hung up the phone, he looked at Marluxia "You can't run." He muttered. Marluxia nodded
"I know…but I still want to. I can't lose them through!" he stood up. Xemnas quickly located the few things that they had at Vexen's house then finally grabbed his keys to his motorcycle (A/N: Hey Xemnas would totally drive a motorcycle! I can it now, Xemnas all in leather being bad ass and singing "Get out on the highway! Looking for adventure…"). Marluxia was sitting in Vexen's room, he had left him a note. He stroked Vexen's cheek lightly
"Come on Marluxia." Xemnas called. Marluxia sniffed wiping his eyes
"I'm coming." He leaned forward and kissed Vexen's forehead "I'm so sorry. I wish I could spend forever with you. But sadly…I can't…" he whispered to the sleeping man then stood up. Within minutes Xemnas was driving down the empty streets with Marluxia clinging onto his back. Marluxia felt his tears rolling down his cheeks as he watched the road to Vexen's get smaller and smaller. Marluxia's lip quivered as he finally looked to the street in front of them "Please forgive me…I love you Vexen." He whispered.
Author Note: Don't cry! This is not the end! Anyways I counted how many chapters are left and it looks like three more after the next one. I had to add an extra chapter because the next one is like SUPER LONG! Along with a different chapter (Oh god that's already like twenty six pages and it's not even half way done with it yet!) that one might get spilt into four parts. Anyways again THIS IS NOT THE END!
Thank you for all those who either review, now watching, or fav'ed this story already! I love you all! Keep giving me reviews and faving! I like reviews! Seriously I love them! They make me super happy!
Flamers will be attacked by Axel's flaming chakrams or experimented on by Vexen and Zexion OR stabbed to death by Sephiroth's FREAKIN LONG ASS sword! Or all three! Or even mauled to death by Saix!
Hey guys! Sorry about the long wait! I've had the chapter done by FanFic was being weird then my internet refused to work! Anyways thanks to anyone who has review. The song by the way is originally in english. Sorry if there is a lot of errors in the german version (I ran it through a tranlator and my sister who took german thought it looked okay)! I can't remember what the song is called but I have the original english verison if you want to see what it is just send my a message!
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