AN: Hey guys, I know that I made you wait a little longer for an update this time but I have had a really busy week so all I can say is sorry and hope that this update makes up for it as it is the longest chapter yet. Thank you to everyone who has favorited and/or followed the story it really does mean a lot. Thank you again to everyone who has been reading this story I adore you all! Okay I definitely have an idea of where I want the story go but sometimes I get writing and the plot completely changes... I was writing tonight and for some reason the whole dynamic between Tracy and Anthony changed; after reading this chapter you will understand so please don't get mad! For some reason this is what had to happen in the story. Your reviews and feedback are always appreciated so please feel free to let me know what you think. Thank you all again.
Disclaimer: I do not own SOA or any of the characters from the show.
Well it is now or never. I organized this little meet 'n greet so I need to take control and make sure that this all plays out in a beneficial way. The Sons can still back out of the deal if they think something is wrong and I sure as hell do not want to find myself in the middle of fucking nowhere on a stupid farm in Italy. Tracy looked to her left at Happy who was staring at her curiously. She must have been thinking too long because everyone seemed to be paused waiting for her to start this thing off. She gave Happy a weak smile hoping that he would look at her reassuringly but he just stared back with an unreadable expression on his face.
Well here goes nothing. Tracy plastered on the brightest smile she could manage and confidently marched past the Sons and towards Anthony waving at them to follow her. When she finally was standing next to her guys she began speaking. "Well I guess introductions are in order." She gestured to each man as she spoke their name. "This is Jionni, Angelo, Dino, Gino, Alfredo, Enzo, Frankie, Rocco, Vincenzo, and…" She paused clapping Anthony on the back with a big smile. "This is my right hand man, Anthony."
The Sons gave nothing away by their expressions and Tracy was beginning to worry. No one said a word they just stared obviously assessing the situation. She laughed a little nervously; it was one of her bad habits that had gotten her into trouble many times. Whenever she was anxious or scared she would laugh endlessly and then people would think she was laughing at them and the situation would escalate. They still paid her no attention though they just studied her guys. Tracy still giggling gave Anthony a pleading look. He seemed to understand; he could usually tell what she was thinking without her having to say it.
"So my phone call with Tracy was Brief but she said that you wanted to evaluate us and the venue before we move forward with the deal." Anthony stated nonchalantly; he was always so collected in stressful situations and Tracy admired him for that but then again he didn't have as much riding on this deal going through as she did. "Why don't we take a walk through and we can answer any questions you have along the way."
Tracy silently thanked him. "That sounds great!" She said hoping her enthusiasm didn't sound too fake. "Shall we?" She gestured for them to follow her.
Once they started exploring the vineyard and Tracy was telling them all her plans it had gotten much easier; she didn't feel so tense. Bobby was talking to Vincenzo who had become his friend when he was in New York with his dad and they seemed to be getting along great. Most of the Tracy's guys were quiet unless spoken to; they did not seem to like dealing with the motor cycle club because the club got to call the shots and where they are from they are used to running the show. In New York if you are associated with the Donato family you are untouchable and can follow your own set of rules but down in Charming it had to be different. If they really wanted to have a working relationship they would have to stroke the Son's egos and allow them to be the big men on campus and that did not sit well with some of the guys.
Hell it wasn't just the guys that it didn't sit well with! Throughout her whole life Tracy was taught that she didn't have to take shit from anyone but now she had to play by their rules and she wasn't sure if she could do that one hundred percent. She would like to think that she could do whatever she had to to ensure this deal closed but she knew deep down that if they pushed her far enough they would not like what she would do. Right now the club sees her as an opportunity and they probably think they can take advantage of her but being a woman in this type of life has made Tracy tough. You don't get this high up in an outfit without earning the respect of those beneath you; Tracy was not able to order her men around simply because her father was the boss. She was able to lead them because she earned their loyalty and allegiance. And with a group of men like this one the only way to do that is by being ruthless. Tracy being a woman had to work harder than any man ever would have had to to get to the top and now that she was there she was not going to let a bunch of bikers take her right back down to the bottom. No if they treat her like she had heard they treat most women that were not old ladies she would have to fight back because she has done too much shit for it to have all been for nothing; she could not let them talk down to her or disrespect her because if her guys saw her grin and take it they would think she is weak and an easy target and she would be back at square one with them.
Just thinking about it Tracy was getting livid and if it hadn't of been for Anthony resting his hand on her lower back and leading her through the tour she thought she might have left too cool off. One thing about Tracy is that when she is mad she is unreasonable and sees complete red until she relaxes; she acts before she thinks. It must be her hot Sicilian blood that made her incapable of stifling her emotions to a point of being unmanageable. She was just grateful that Anthony began answering all the questions about the winery; where the weapons would be kept, the drop off location, how they planned on transporting the weapons to the private hangar in the airport. He answered everything.
Sensing how tense Tracy was Anthony excused them saying that they needed a moment to talk in private and that the Sons could feel free to look around anywhere they like and if they had any questions regarding the vineyard to direct them to Gino because besides Tracy and himself he was the most knowledgeable on the subject. Anthony quickly started prodding Tracy forward trying to get her away from the rest of the people as fast as he could; he could tell that something was boiling beneath the surface and that when she got like this there was nothing he could do until she relaxed. This deal meant way too much to let her temper ruin it; he needed to get her under control before it was too late.
At first Tracy didn't even notice herself being led away from the group she was too lost in thought. She hadn't listened to a damn thing that anyone had said since she started thinking about how to make sure that the Sons understood that she was an equal. But now that they were alone in the dim space between the racks of wine she was beginning to try getting her mind back to the task at hand.
"What are you doing?" Anthony asked his deep voice eerily low so that no one else would be able to hear them.
He was standing directly behind her but Tracy did not turn around to face him because she knew if she did she would explode and let her anger go because she was simply not ready to talk yet.
Anthony knew her well enough to know that her silence wasn't meant to be rude and that she wasn't ignoring him. He knew that she was having an internal battle in her head like she always did in situations like this. He took a step closer so his body was lightly brushing up against Tracy's and he ran his hands over her shoulders and down her arms until their fingers were intertwined with his arms wrapped around her abdomen. "You need to relax." He said in a whisper and kissed her neck. He could feel Tracy moan as she leaned herself back pressing against him; he took that as an invitation to continue and he playfully ran his tongue along he collar bone where he knew she couldn't resist. Anthony began to nip at her with his teeth and he could feel her shudder with pleasure.
Tracy was letting herself get caught up in the moment and enjoying the way Anthony teased her. He knew exactly which button to push to rid her mind of stress. She sighed with delight as he once again licked her neck and then she opened her eyes suddenly remembering that this was not the time or the place.
"Anthony! We have been gone too long; someone is going to start looking for us soon." Tracy said matter of factly but even she could even hear the smile in her voice. She made no effort to move away from him though. She wanted to stay and feel his embrace for a moment longer.
"Let them look." She could feel his hot breath on her shoulder as he spoke.
She sighed and stepped out of his arms. "We better get back." She grabbed his hand and started leading him back to where they had left the others. He looked a little disappointed and Tracy felt bad but all she did was give him a smile and keep walking. It wasn't like she and Anthony were 'together' they just had sex sometimes. They were friends but Tracy could always tell that it meant a little bit more to him than it ever did to her. She loved him like family; sometimes she even imagined marrying Anthony and having a couple of kids but she still always wondered if that would be a mistake; she loved him but she knew she was not in love with him. Or was she? Tracy had never been in love so she had nothing to compare it to so maybe this was it; she knew he would always have her back, treat her right, and he would be a good father someday. Maybe this is what being in love feels like? Maybe this is as good as it gets? Having someone I know I can rely on and knows all of me and still loves me. Someone who I can trust with everything and would do anything I ask of him. It all sounded perfect; Anthony was perfect for Tracy but she couldn't shake the feeling that if he really was the one there shouldn't be a single doubt in her mind. But she had a lot of doubts; sure the sex was good and he certainly was attentive when it came to her but the passion wasn't there. When she thought about passion her mind immediately flashed to Happy. She had felt more passion with that biker just from looking into his eyes than she had ever felt with Anthony. Anthony was good looking but every time she saw Happy all Tracy wanted to do was rip his clothes off and have her way with him. She felt a spark with him that she didn't share with Anthony. But Tracy had to push those thoughts out of her mind; they were just silly. It is not like she could act on these feelings. If she did he would treat her like all the other women; use her and discard her.
"So, what are your thoughts gentlemen?" She asked as she rejoined the group of men who seemed to be blending together better than when she left them.
"I think we have ourselves a deal." Jax stated with an easy smile playing at his lips.
"We will continue to check in on you guys and we require updates and our approval on any changes to the operation or your personnel you may consider but other than that I think we officially have a deal." Clay reached his hand out to shake on it.
"That is wonderful news. I am sure we all are looking forward to doing business with you and your club." Tracy said trying to keep herself from seeming to eager as she shook the president's hand. On the inside she was jumping up and down and cheering with excitement. I DID IT! T DID IT! This deal is actually going to happen! Good-bye rural Italy, hello Charming.
Happy had no fucking idea what he had just witnessed. In the beginning Tracy seemed to have an uncontrollable laughter problem then she seemed fine but she shut down moments later and her 'right hand man' as she called him took the lead and was answering all the questions. Tracy seemed to have checked out completely her expression was barely readable; the only thing that gave her away was how tight her mouth was. Happy could tell she was pissed about something but he had no idea what. Nothing had happened from the time she was flirting with him by his bike to now so what could have enraged her so much? Women are fucking crazy. This is why I don't do relationships. Women can get mad over legitimately nothing… It is a fucking joke.
Happy just watched her as he listened to what Anthony and Clay were discussing. She literally was not paying attention at all. But then Happy noticed something that pissed him off more than it should have. That prick Anthony had his hand on Tracy's lower back as he led her around. Happy also noticed that his hand was just a little bit too low to be just a friendly gesture; his fingertips were brushing over Tracy's ass. It took all Happy had in him not to go over there and rip his hand from her body. Why am I getting so possessive? I barely know this bitch; one ride on my motorcycle does not mean that she is mine to claim. I don't care about women. That is not who I am; I am not like Jax or Clay who can find an old lady and settle down. I don`t need the drama in my life. I am doing just fine without a woman. Happy kept trying to tell himself why he shouldn`t be pissed and that he didn`t care that Anthony had his hand on her backside but deep down he knew it bothered him. He just didn`t know why; he had never been jealous before. Especially not of someone he doesn`t even fucking know.
Now this Anthony guy seems to be leading her away after some lame excuse of needing to speak with her in private. No one seemed to find this suspicious but Happy did. He was supposed to protect the club at all costs; he is the enforcer after all. That was the justification he gave himself for following them. He wanted it to really be because of his need to defend the club against any threats and he had to ensure they weren`t up to anything shady but even he couldn`t lie to himself about this one. He knew that he was following them simply because he wanted to know what was going on with Tracy and this asshole. He slipped away from the talking group of men and silently trailed Tracy and Anthony making sure that he stayed hidden. They stopped between two racks of wine and Happy watched to see what would happen. Anthony spoke but Happy was too far away to hear what he said. Tracy gave him no response and he stepped closer wrapping his arms around her and whispered in her ear. He kissed her neck and Happy could see Tracy lean into him. She was enjoying it. What the fuck is he saying to her?! Why is she letting him touch her like that? They can't be together! He is not good enough for her! Happy's mind was racing; he was beyond angry now. He was dangerously close to walking up to Anthony and strangling the life out of him. He kept watching until they separated from each other and he saw Tracy grab his hand and begin to lead him back to the others. She will be mine. Even if I have to kill that guy she will be mine. Happy resolved that he would find a way to make Tracy forget that Anthony ever existed. He figured one night with Happy and she would never be able to look at a guy like Anthony the same; never will he be able to make her moan again. And after he has sex with Tracy she will be out of his system and life can go back to the way it was before she came to town.
Happy inconspicuously rejoined the group just as Clay was shaking Tracy's hand to seal the deal.
"Do I have to ride back with you guys or can I ride back in one of the escalades?" Tracy asked Clay politely and then added with a giggle, "I gotta say I am still pretty sore from earlier and my nether regions would really appreciate it if you didn't make me get on the back of another bike today."
"Nether regions…?" Clay asked with a grin. And the men in the room started to snicker.
Tracy lowered her voice. "You know like down there… My lady parts." She said as a blush spread across her cheeks.
"Yeah I know what you meant." Clay said still grinning. "But did you seriously just refer to it as your nether regions and lady parts? You are some kind of prude aren't ya darling?"
"Well what else am I supposed to call it?" Tracy was exasperated.
"Pretty much anything else!" Tig chimed in. "And Clay I wouldn't alienate that one; experience tells me that the most prudish ones tend to be the freakiest in the sack… It is all an act they put on."
By now all Tracy could hear was hoots and hollering as all the guys made fun of her. Everyone was laughing at her and she felt like she was on display. She could feel her face heat up and she was sure she was completely red… Thank god I remembered to put on concealer today. Maybe they won't be able to see how embarrassed I am. Tracy's nervous laugh began and she played it off like she was laughing with them but she had tears forming in her eyes. She could tell that her guys were trying not to encourage it and join in the laughter but it was hard for them; Jionni, Enzo, and Frankie gave up and were laughing harder than the Sons.
Clay finally got himself under control. "You can ride back with your guys… Tell your nether regions they are welcome." He said starting off another bout of laughter from all the men.
Tracy grabbed Anthony's arm and pulled outside and towards the escalade. "I want to ride back just the two of us." She said hoping he understood that she could not face the other guys at the moment. She was okay with being vulnerable in front of him but the other guys, although they were starting to grow on her; she knew that at any sign of weakness they would pounce.
"Yeah there is enough room in the other cars that we can leave without them." Anthony said as he opened the car door for her. He walked around to the driver's seat and got in. "Besides, this way we can go back to your place alone and I can get reacquainted with your nether regions." He said suggestively as he placed a hand underneath the hem of her dress so high on her thigh that his fingertips skimmed across her lacy underwear.
Tracy glared at him as he began driving but let him continue. He dipped his hand between her legs and was massaging the core of her 'lady parts' as she liked to refer to them. "S-shouldn't you be paying attention to the road?" Tracy asked breathily. But Anthony didn't seem to care he just kept rubbing her until she was on the edge. She gripped the middle console and the handle on the door as she exploded. She shuddered as she rode out her orgasm.
She was breathing heavily and trying to calm her heart rate when he finally answered her question. "Now I can focus on driving." He said sounding pleased with himself but he didn't look away he was still just staring at her hungrily.
Tracy noticed the tightness in Anthony's jeans and looked at him in a flirty way. "How about I take care of you when we get back to my place?" She said biting her lip. He smiled and placed her hand over his bulge and turned his attention back to the road. She rubbed her palm playfully over his crotch still trying to come down off the high of her orgasm. She was picturing Happy when Anthony massaged her and all the things that she wanted him to do to her. That is why she finished so quickly; she could only imagine how good the real thing would be if the fantasy was that intense. No snap out of it. I do not need to be hung up on some guy who probably doesn't like me in that way! Tracy turned her attention back to Anthony and smiled but in her head all she was thinking is how dirty she felt using him knowing that it meant something different to him that it did to her.
Happy was pissed again when he saw Tracy rush out with Anthony but who could blame her. She was the only woman in a room full of men making fun of her and saying sexual things that made her uncomfortable. At first Happy thought it was funny too but then he saw her start that same uncontrollable laughter and she looked like she was going to cry. She was probably mortified. Happy was angry that no one seemed to see that it was bothering her they all thought she was laughing with them but he knew better. He couldn't be pissed at her for wanting to get out of there as fast as she could but he was annoyed that she chose that loser to leave with instead of him. But they were gone now so there was nothing he could do about it except imagine beating the shit out of her 'right hand man' and taking her to be his own.