Dear Diary,

Austria has officially ruined everything for me. He's just such an idiot…

So, my little bruder is becoming this dweeb who calls himself the Holy Roman Empire, and is basically in control of a lot of countries right now. And, so, some of those countries have been holed up in Austria's house. One of them is Hungary.

To be honest, I've actually started to like Hungary a little more than a friend recently… I can't believe I'm saying it out loud…or writing it...But I'm awesome! I can do and say whatever I want!

So, I've met some new countries recently. They're pretty cool, and Gilbird likes them well enough. They're Spain and France. And I'm pretty sure their human names are Francis and Antonio. I'm not good with remembering things like that.

Yeah, Spain and France are pretty awesome. Nowhere near as awesome as me, but they're fun to hang out with. And they also know about Hungary…

I don't know what to do about that now! That stupid stuck up rich kid has her now and I haven't seen her in forever! She was just starting to get really pretty, too! Her hair was all long and flowy and, the last time I saw her, she wore a dress…

She's my best friend, though! I can't be thinking of her like this! I've known her since we were both kids…I just need to think of her as a guy again! Yeah, that'll work.

Wait, would that make me gay?

Never mind…

I'm Awesome,
Prussia

Dear Diary,

I've been staying at Austria's house recently and I've been noticing that Prussia's been attacking him a lot recently. More than usual, I mean.

I've decided a while ago that I was going to try to be more feminine. So I've grown out my hair pretty long and I've started wearing dresses and that kind of a thing. Austria says I look pretty, at least.

Another thing I've been doing to be more feminine is I'm taking care of this cute little nation, Italy. Austria recently obtained him and he is the most adorable thing ever! I've even put little dresses on him just because he looked so darn cute!

Being feminine feels weird… I guess it's just because I've been trying to be one of the guys for most of my life. Maybe staying with Austria like this will help me… He was the one that always treated me like a girl…

You know, I can't help but wonder how Prussia's been doing. I haven't seen any of the countries outside of Austria's house in a while. Now that I think about it, Austria and I were his only friends. He only ever really hung out with us or his brother.

I wonder if he's made new friends…

Why do I care so much?

I guess I should be happy I don't have to worry about him being a pervert around me in a dress. Last time I wore a dress around him, he just kept on staring at me like I was some amazing new discovery or something… It made me feel awkward.

Austria doesn't act that way around me. He acts like a refined gentleman. I guess that's nice…

But, I have to say that I do miss Prussia's bluntness. The way he's always honest, even if you don't want him to be…

I don't know why I keep thinking about him, he just keeps coming up in my thoughts. Is that bad?

Sincerely,
Elizaveta

***Author's Note***

Now they're adults! Sort of, I guess. Oh, and i'm one of those people that believes Holy Roman Empire is Germany. Just saying so that doesn't confuse anyone.

Please Reivew. That kind of thing is nice.

I don't own Hetalia. Promise.