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The day of Lissa and Christian's wedding was absolutely perfect. It rained early in the morning with rainbows peeking out from all the puddles when the sun came out just in time for some prewedding pictures. My hair had grown out long enough for me to cut it in an angled bob. The dress and accessories that Lissa had picked out were perfect. I felt like Aphrodite herself.
When I had made my decent down the stairs early that morning Dimitri and Adrian had been so impressed with my appearance I was only able to get one word answers from them. I had gone into the kitchen and done a little twirl. Adrian choked on his coffee spitting it out all over Dimitri who didn't appear to notice or care. Dimitri had stared at me for a few moments and slowly his mouth had turned up into a smile. When I finally met his eyes he only uttered one word.
"Flawless" I had blushed at that. I knew I looked good but flawless? No not quite. Thankfully Adrian had healed all the marks on my face and arms and the one he wasn't able to on my stomach didn't show through the lace. I felt amazing.
The wedding was held at this beautiful old gothic cathedral. Lissa walked in to the traditional wedding march and most of their vows were traditional as well. Christian had surprised everyone by adding some of his own vows and the stupid sap made us all cry. We all got to throw rice at the bride and groom as they made their way out of the church. It was a beautiful service if you like that romantic sappy kind of thing. That was exactly what I told Dimitri when he asked me I enjoyed it later on. Of course by than since I was here as an official guest and Adrian had brought plenty of other guardians I was two sheets to the wind.
" Yeah Comrade it was beautiful if you like that sappy romance kind of thing." I tossed my hand in the air to indicate that kind of thing was dismissive. He took my hand and pulled me out onto the dance floor. The reception hall was huge. After the dinner was finished the live band had moved from the center of the floor to a balcony stage and the dance floor had opened up. The dancing had just started but as I said I was already gone open bar and all.
" Roza. You know you don't really believe this is all just sappy stuff. I know your happy for Lissa and for Christian." He pulled me closer as a slow song started playing.
" Yes I do believe this is just sappy stuff and anyone who believes in it is a fool. Lissa is a fool. One of these days her happy little world will come crashing down and all I can hope is that I am there to catch her when it does. Someday she will learn that love is nothing more than pain ." My voice was growing louder now and people were starting to stare. Dimitri must not have noticed. He gave me sad look and pulled me tightly against him hugging me more than dancing with me.
" Baby I'm so so sorry. I will show you love is great. It doesn't have to be pain. Please look at me." He began to plead with me. " Roza please baby. Just let me try to show you how great it can be. I don't expect you to forgive me but just let me in a little bit." I pulled back at his words.
"Love is great? Seriously you expect me to buy that. You want me to let you in? Your crazy I will never let anyone in again. You want to know what part of love is great is fun? I think it comes down to sex, just sex. Your basic run of the mill one night stand. Fuck them and leave them. You know what since Adrian was generous enough to fix my appearance I think I might be ready to get back in the game. Why sit around and mope about something I never had to begin with." I started to walk away but in true Dimitri fashion he grabbed me and pulled me back. We really had the crowds attention now. Dimitri took my face in both hands.
" Shut up Rose. You sound like an idiot and I am not going to let you hurt your self even more by going off to fuck the first available guy you can find. I won't let you do that you or us." He was roaring so loud that you could hear him over the music.
" You are throwing things in my face as if I was off having fun with out you. You were never a one night stand. There has been no one since you. For a year I have touched no one else and I haven't wanted to. I love you with everything I have and come hell or heaven I am going to prove it to you tonight. You think I am going to let you walk away in that dress and those fuck me shoes and go home with someone else? You Rosemarie Hathaway are mine and only mine and I am yours . I have waited patiently for you to open up to me for the last two months and you won't budge. Well now the choice is out of your hands. I'm leaving and taking you with me." With one last don't fuck with me look Dimitri picked me up in his arms and turned and faced the crowd.
" ladies and gentlemen , Princess, Lord Ozera, I apologize . We are leaving please excuse this interruption."
He turned to leave and walked towards the exit. I was too stunned to put up any kind of a fight. He really was a Russian God and he really was mine. I felt Dimitri chuckle as Christian called out.
"About time Belikov. Give her hell!"
Dimitri walked with me in his arms not saying anything until we reached the house. He unlocked the door and paused looking down at me.
"Roza. Adrian has already said the house is ours for the night. I meant everything I said back there. I love you more than anything and I want to prove it to you. I want to try to show you what you mean to me . I however won't force myself on you. If you want to just go bed I will put you bed and just keep watch over you all night." He looked worried now that I was going to be afraid of him. Something had come undone in my heart when he made his very dominant display of affection on the dance floor. I suddenly knew that even though we had a lot of issues to work through I wanted him. I needed him and I needed the physical release of love not pain this time.
I reached up and gently curved my hand around his face. He leaned into my palm and turned placing a kiss on it. That little innocent gesture sent me over.
"Dimitri." It came out almost like a moan or a prayer. " Take me bed. Teach me to love again." Now I was pleading with him. He moaned and kissed me like a man deprived of air. He opened the door and kicked it closed pausing only briefly to lock it again. He carried me upstairs and took me to his room.
He sat me on the bed and without ever taking his eyes off of me he removed his tie and jacket. Tossing them over a desk chair he came and kneeled before me . He gently picked up one of my feet in his hands and began to undo my strappy shoes.
"I know I said these were fuck me shoes but I want to make it clear that tonight is all about my love for you. Tonight is not just sex Roza. Tonight is so much more." He leaned down and kissed my bare ankle. I couldn't stop the shiver that ran through my body. He obviously noticed because even as he moved to take off the other shoe I saw a grin twitch on his lips. He tossed my shoes over near his coat and then slowly ran his hands up my calf's. He pulled himself up on to the bed and placing both hands on my arms pulled me into his embrace as he started covering my face with gentle kisses.
"Roza. Do you remember weeks ago when I said I was going to kiss every place that you had marked on your body?" He paused long enough to look me in the eyes. I gulped and nodded.
"I meant it Roza. Every single mark I will find and place a kiss as the start of my apology." I shook my head.
"Dimitri. It has taken me a long time but I realize now you didn't do those things. I did them. I did it to myself. You have nothing to atone for. This one is all me Comrade." I took a deep breath fighting the tears.
"I want to." He said with such feeling that I couldn't deny him. I nodded in consent. He move his hands behind my back to the zipper on the dress.
"May I?" Even now he was giving me a chance to back out. I was too far gone to say no.
"Please." He slowly slid the zipper down and started to pull open my dress. He began to kiss my shoulders and then my neck when I threw my head back and moaned. I gripped his shoulders pulling him closer to me. I felt him slide my dress down and pull it out from under me leaving me in nothing but my bra and panties. I suddenly felt over exposed. I pulled my arms down and crossed them in front of me trying to curl up into a ball. Dimitri pulled back a little and tipped up my chin with one finger.
" You're the most beautiful creature I have ever seen. Look into my eyes Rose. I'm right here with you. I will never leave you again. Take this first step with me." He kissed my lips never closing his eyes. Trying desperately to show me everything was fine.
With my hands shaking I slowly moved them up to the collar of his shirt. The buttons gave way easily. I splayed my fingers and slowly ran them down his chiseled chest and stomach. I heard him gasp when I leaned forward and pressed my lips to the hollow just below his collar bone.
"Oh Roza its been too long since I held you in my arms. Too long since I kissed your body and moved inside you." His words made my insides quiver. A pit of heat was growing low inside me. His hands roamed my body skimming their way over my arms up my thighs and over my chest. I felt my nipples harden in anticipation. I moved my hands to his buckle and he shivered in response. As I dragged his pants down over his hips I let my thumbs graze over his hardened penis. He moaned in response and pulled me tighter to his body. With a quick flick of his fingers he undid my bra and it fell away leaving my bare flesh against his. He looked in my eyes again and smiled before he began his long journey kissing down from my lips until he finally reached my exposed breast. Gently he swirled his tongue around the pink peak causing my body to drip with excitement. The heat between my legs was gaining a life of it's own. I reached down to take him in my hand but he stopped me.
"Please Roza. As much as I would enjoy you touching me I need to show you how much I love you. Lay back and let me see you." I did as he asked and lay back on the bed. He took hold of the strings of my panties and pulled them down over my hips and tossed them off to the side. He just looked at me for a moment. He touched my thorn tattoo for a moment seeming lost in thought. I watched him not sure what I should do when he bent down and placed his tongue on the bottom part of the tattoo and licked his way all up my leg following my tattoo until it ended up in my inner thigh. Gently parting my legs he spread my folds and kissed my clit. He swiped it twice with his tongue and when I moaned in pleasure he smiled up at me.
"Sounds like it's all healed." He purred at me. I was in too much pleasure to ask him how he even knew I had done anything there. I felt him slide up my body and dig his hands into my hair.
"Roza are you ready? I want you to look into my eyes as we do this. Look deep into my eyes and try to see how much you mean to me." I opened my eyes and pressed my lips hungrily into his. He exhaled roughly and pushed himself inside me. I gasped and arched my back. I had forgotten how good that full feeling was. He didn't move just tucked his chin and place a kiss on the swell of my breast and moaned.
"Oh god Roza your so tight and warm." He moved slowly at first letting the pleasure build until neither of us could bare standing on the edge of the abyss any longer.
"Dimitri!" I cried out. " Please baby now." He growled low in response and slammed into me with such force had he not been holding on to me I felt sure I would go off the bed. My orgasm came quickly and as he followed after moaning my name like a prayer I was lost in the glowing aftershock.
We lay there spent for what seemed like ages, neither one wanting to spoil the moment. His head was resting in between my breasts with one arm helping support his weight the other tangled in my hair still.
"Your heart beat might be my second most favorite sound in the world." He finally spoke breaking the silence. He looked up at me grinning. I raised my eyes brows.
"Second, Comrade?" I pouted. " What's the first?" he pushed up off my chest and brought his face up to mine.
"Your voice, moaning my name." He placed a hungry kiss on my lips. I blushed furiously. He smirked at me and sat up pulling me with him. He suddenly grew serious and opened his mouth as if he wanted to say something but changed his mind.
"Say it Dimitri. I can't stand anything but absolute honesty from you." I crossed my arms in front of me suddenly feeling vulnerable. He took my hands in his and took a deep breath.
"I meant what I said when I told you there has been no one else since you. I know I have no right to care but I am hoping you'll tell me. Was there anyone else for you?" He looked like he was trying to appear as if it didn't matter but he failed miserably. I was glad I could tell him the truth without fear.
"Comrade there has only ever been you." I kissed his nose and tweaked it telling him how silly his fears were.
Suddenly he jumped off the bed.
"Come on Roza." he called holding out his hand for me. " lets put you in the tub. If it's been a year for you too than you might get a little sore. Lets put you to soak in the tub." He led me into the bathroom and began to fill up the large tub. I decided he seemed entirely to smug about the whole bath thing however I decided to play along. It wasn't every day a girl got great sex that felt like the first time all over again. He did have a point anyway. I probably would be sore tomorrow.