Next chapter, sorry its been a while since I put one up. Please reveiw when your done reading :)

Blair stood infront of her bathroom mirror, admiring her slender shape. She couldn't believe that in a few months she wouldn't look like this anymore, rounding out like a balloon being inflated "Such a waste" She said under her breathe. Every night before she went to sleep, she would neal beside her bed and pray, pray that this baby would find another teenager to destroy. It didn't quite feel real to her yet, especially since she wasn't sure how far along she was. Serena had tried to convince her to see a doctor, to atleast find out if the baby was okay. As long as her body cooperated, Blair wanted to keep this her situation secret, atleast until her mind was made up about what she wanted to do. Blair still could not bring herself to tell Chuck. It wasn't that she didn't want him to know, she had tried to explain to Serena, it was that she was afraid of what his solution would be. She was sure Chuck wouldn't be the type of guy to smile and tell her everything will be okay. She could imagine him getting angry, telling her that she was the one who had gotten them into this, and that it probably wasn't even his for all he knew.

"Blair!" Her mom yelled from downstairs. She had been home for almost two weeks, which was more than usual. Blair closed her eyes and took a deep breath.

"Coming!" She yelled back, opening her eyes. Her mom was sitting on the couch, legs crossed and hands in her lap. The man from the Christmas party was sitting beside her, showing off the biggest smile ever.

"Sweetheart, I wanted you to meet Jack...officially. I know it hasn't been long but, we feel like this could really turn into something" She smiled and squeezed his hand "We're getting married"

Jack kissed her mother on the cheek and got up from the couch, sticking his hand out stiffly "I hope you'll welcome me into the family"

She was hesitant to shake his hand, afraid of the types of diseases this strange man could infect her with. But after seeing the glaring face of her mother out of the corner of her eye, she too stuck out her hand and shook his "Of course, our family always seems to be growing" She smiled, then walking back up the stairs, without saying another word.

She felt onto her bed and growned as she curled up into a tiny ball A few seconds later, her phone buzzed in her pocket. It was a text message. As Blair read it, she began miss her past, even though she had hated it at times. She smiled and texted back. There were lessons she was begining to learn, as she learned who in her life was really there for her, through good times and bad. Some people, even when you try your best to get rid of them, stick around becuase they trully do love you.

"Anything new with you B?" Jenny said sitting down beside her on the steps of the Met. Jenny's hair was pulled up into a pony tail, bring out the fact that she was just as pretty as Blair. The fact that another girl was making her way up to the top made Blair cringe, but she had to tolerate it.

"Nope, same old" She took a sip of her coffee and smiled at Jenny "What about you, little J?"

"Well, I was thinking. You know how you hold a sleepover every year?" She laughed a little, trying to act as if it wasn't the single most important night of her life, the night Blair had let her into the group "I thought maybe I would throw one too"

Blair felt her stomach churne and the urge to gag came back to her. Not again. She told the baby "That sounds like a wonderful idea. But your little Brooklyn mansion is barely bigger than my bathroom. How do you expect to hold a party in there?"

Jenny paused for a second before talking. It a quite voice, she said "Its not that small Blair. And did you hear me say the words 'your invited'?" She got up and walked down the steps.

Blairs friends raised their eye brows and smirked "Nice one B" Kati said checking her hair in her compact.

"She's like a little bug buzzing in my ear. I just got sick of it" Blair said getting up to leave. She knew she was taking out her own anger on the fact that her life was falling apart around her.

Chuck smiled as he saw Blair coming closer to him. He opened his arms up and let her sink into him, taking in his musky boy smell "I hate my life" She felt like crying and crying until she was dried up like a raison.

"Last time I checked, your life was going pretty well" Chuck pulled her away from him and kissed her "Even if you lost everything, you'd still have me"

"Aww, how lucky can a girl get!" She said sarcasticaly and smiled "I know"

"How about we go out for dinner tonight?" He ran his hands up and down her back as he continued "Official date number one"

"How about we just stay in, watch a movie and eat chinese food?" She wasn't sure if she wanted people knowing about her and Chuck. Especially if rumors about her being with child started up. Chuck frowned and shook his head.

"Are you really that afraid of people finding out about us Blair?" He stopped rubbing her hand and took a step back " Afraid girls might take this as their chance to hook up with the brooding Nate"

"I am not afraid. I don't care how many girls Nate decides to screw from now on" She could picture Nate, making out new girls in all their old spots.

"Prove it" Chuck said taking a step forward again "Go on a date with me tonight"

"Fine" She smiled and took a deep breathe. She could do this. Not caring about what people thought about you was easy...right?

It seems we have a new a couple on the Upper East Side. Blair Waldorf and Chuck Bass were spotted on an oh-so-romantic dinner date last night. The couple was seen holding hands, whispering in each others ears, and then later on in the night climbing into the back of Chuck's limo. Oh B, what happened to saving yourself for Nate? We thought you two were perfect for each other. Guess everything isn't always as it seems. Well you don't have to worry, we'll be watching much more carefully from now on.

You know you love me,

XOXO Gossip Girl