When I woke up the next morning Ikuto was sleeping peacefully beside me...but there was one small problem. HE WAS SHIRTLESS! Wait..we didn't...do anything did we? Ah...I can't remember...Anyways, that's the not the issue..right now.

He still had his arms wrapped around me and to make matters worse I fell asleep facing him so I could feel his breath hitting my face. Maybe I should just gently wake him?

"umm..Master?" I say quietly and shake his shoulder.

"Mm..." He groans quietly and pulls me flush against him. Oh this is definitely not good..I think my heart is going to explode! My face is pressed directly into his chest. He smells...kinda... nice...wait! what am I thinking? I shake my head to rid myself of those thoughts.

"M-master...please wake up.." I can feel my face heating up at are closeness.

"Utau..." Ikuto just whispered a girl's name? What is this pang in my chest? It hurts.

"Utau...I'm sorry..so, so sorry..." Ikuto is shaking..could he be crying?

"Master?" I say with concern and try to look up at his face, but his hand lands on my head to keep it down.

"I'm awake now...no need to worry." He says but his voice is filled with sadness.

"but.." I say and try to look up again, but he keeps my head down pressed to his chest so I can't see his face.

"I said I'm fine." He says a edge of coldness in his voice as he stands up and walks out of the room, slamming the door behind him.

"Definitely not fine.." I whisper softly and then get up and walk to my room. After I'm dressed I go look for Ikuto...I have nothing else to do so why not? Plus after that encounter with Mr. Tsukiyomi I don't feel very safe without Ikuto.

"Excuse me?" I call to a maid who is down the hall, I have been looking for Ikuto for almost a hour and now and still no sign of him.

"Yes?" The maid replies; a hint of annoyance in her voice.

"Um..have you seen Iku- um...Master Tsukiyomis' son?" That was close..I wonder what would have happen if I had used his name?

"Oh you mean Ikuto-sama? He went out to the backyard...now if that is all..excuse me..I have work to do." The maid says rather rudely and fast walks down the hall. Well then.

At least she told me the truth, I found Ikuto outside his back turned to me and he was kneeling. I was about to call out to him when-

"Please!" He seems to be talking to someone... I walk closer and see his is kneeling in front of...a tomb stone!?

"I'm so tired of this...I've tried everything to get out. I-I just don't know what do do anymore...Mother...is this my eternal punishment for not saving Utau? Are you punishing me!? Huh!?" He is screaming and I'm pretty sure he is crying.

"I tried everything I could! But..this is just to cruel...all those girls...dead...because of me...they haunt me in my dreams...but, the one who haunts me the most is Utau...the look of betrayal on her face...Its all my fault. But...I feel like there is still hope for me to redeem myself. Mother, He has given me another girl..but she is just like Utau was. The same endurance as her. That's why..." Ah damn it...I stepped on a twig by accident.

"Amu.." His voice is dangerously low as he says my name.

"M-master.." I stutter and walk slowly over him

"Amu..How long have you been standing there?" He asks as he slowly turns toward me. The look in his eyes leave me speechless. His eyes are red from crying and they hold a look of a mixture of Guilt, Despair and Anger.. He stands up and grabs my shoulder tightly,

"I asked you a question!" He shouts at me causing me to flinch

"U-umm..l-long enough...I'm really sorry Master!" I say quickly, praying that he will go easy on me.

"Oh. is that so." He says and squeezes my shoulders tighter.

"M-master...please that hurts..." I squeeze my eyes tightly in pain...Is he seriously going to hurt me?...I'm scared.

IKUTO'S P.O.V

She heard everything...everything...She knows to much...What do I do?...Maybe I should just...do it? wait, no I can't..then I would be just like him...

I look down at her and gasp as I meet her tear-filled gaze. This brings back memories...Utau...I can't do this to her...but, it's not just that. It's because it's Amu. I can't hurt her... But, I'm not ready..to discus this yet...

I lean down in her until our nose are almost touching.

"If you ever bring up what you just saw or heard I will kill you..got it?" I say as menacing as I can. She lets out a squeak as I let go of her shoulders and nods.

"Now, when we get to back inside...you will behave like nothing happened." I say and walk past her signaling for her to follow me. As I have already said I would never hurt her...more than I already have anyways. I was right...I seriously can't do anything to her against her will...it's always been like this...but, I will not let father kill her or sell her...No matter what I have to do.

"Hey Amu, I need to tell you something..." We were sitting at the a ice cream parlor a couple blocks away from my house. Her eating a vanilla cone and me eating chocolate.

"What?" She says taking a bite on of her ice cream and getting ice cream on her nose. I don't think she noticed and she is staring at me expectantly. I'm going to tell her about everything...but I can't do it anywhere where father could possibly hear. but first...I leaned forward and licked the excess ice cream on her nose. Her face immediately turned red...she is so cute.

"W-what was that for!?" she says covering her nose, okay now for the plan.

"Amu..." I whisper her name slowly whilst leaning across the table

"W-what?" She asks leaning backwards.

"Your so adorable..I don't think I can hold back anymore.." I say in my best seductive voice.

"E-eh!? W-wha-" She tries to say but I jump up and grab her hand, I pull some money out of my pocket and place it on the table and then pull her out the door. I run down the street with her protesting behind me trying to find some sort of alley..or something. Ha! found one. I turn down it and pin her to one of the walls.

"Master!? What are you doing!?" She asks... I glance up for a few seconds and I see them..there are two men sitting on the roof. As I figured. I smirk at her

"What does it look like I'm doing?.." I say and bury face in her neck closes to her ear

"what!? Sto-"

"Calm down..we are being watched...just play along." I whisper as quietly as possible, and slowly let go of her hands. She slowly nods and hesitantly grabs my face gently and brings it to hers.

"I don't understand..but, okay." She says and kisses me. It surprises me for a second she has never kissed me first...and I have to say it's one hell of a turn on. I kiss down her jaw slowly.

"Okay so..here's..the thing.." I whisper in between kisses.

"My father..says that..if I..don't...make you mine.." I stop to kiss her lips again then take a quick peek at the roof. Damn there still there.

"Amu...I'm going to..kick it up a notch..I'll tell you the rest when they are gone k?" I say looking at her, she nods and wraps her arms around my neck. I press my lips hard against hers and push my tongue ast her lips, she lets out a small moan as I rub my tongue against hers and suck on her bottom lip. This still won't be enough... I press her harder against the wall and grab her right leg and wrap it around my waist. Shit...maybe that was a bad idea.. Now I can fill every inch of her against me... I run my hand up her legs under her skirt and start to massage her inner thighs, I feel her tense up against me.

"Just relax..trust me..."

AMUTO P.O.V.

Trust him? After all he's done...part of me, the part that I don't understand wants to trust him. But, part of me can't forgive him for everything that he has done. I force myself to relax even though...I don't want to trust him..my heart is telling me to.

"Okay, I trust you..." I whisper and as these words slip out of my mouth the part that doesn't forgive him disappears. I do trust him...or like I said maybe it's Stockholm syndrome..please don't let me be gaining feelings for this Sadist, Bi polar guy!

"Amu focus!" Ikuto's whisper brings me out of my thoughts. Ikuto pulls back still pinning me to the wall by his hips and start to unbutton my shirt slowly one by one, then slowly slides it down my arms. Ikuto curses and stops, looking up at the roof.

"Hey! You perverts! Enjoying the peep show!?" He says and I look up at the roof top and see two men sitting up there.

"Ah!" I scream out and cover myself with my shirt.

"I-Ikuto-sama...s-sorry...We'll leave you now!" They say and quickly leave...Did they just jump off the roof?

"Sorry, Amu..I thought that would work..."

"What were you going to tell me Ma-" He stops me with his hand

"Call me Ikuto when we are away from the mansion." He says with a smile. See, definitely bi-polar.

"O-okay..Ikuto, what were you going to tell me?" I ask him.

"My father gave me 1 month to make you mine; Meaning, take your virginity and some other things that I would rather not mention right now...but, I can't do it... not against your will...I've tried and I just can't bring myself to do it... I don't want to become my father. But, if I don't he said he will kill you..or sell you..." I gasp at his words...how can someone be so cruel?

"S-sell me...seriously I am not a puppy that your father can give away to someone...I'm a person!"

"To him your not...and if you refused that he would kill you. But I have a plan...I've been thinking about it for a while now."

"What is it?" She asks skeptical.

"Well if you willingly give me your virginity it will keep my father happy for a little bit..and during that time I'll help you escape." W-what!? No way...thats the only way I can escape? and what if he is just lying so he can sleep with me? No, he wouldn't do that..right? Well, its the only chance I have. I have to take it.

"Are you sure this will work?"

"There is no way to no for sure..but, it is the only plan I have." I take in a deep breath

"Okay, I'll do it." I say confidently

"Okay, lets go." His eyes darkened a bit as he grabbed my hand

"Wait! right now?"

"Yes."

"But, I'm pretty tired.." I pretend to yawn and only earn a smirk in return

"Don't worry...you won't be to much longer...I plan to keep you up for a while so can't have you falling asleep."

"Eh..do you have to say it so bluntly!?"

"I'm sorry...would you prefer something like..."'I'll fuck you so hard you won't be able to walk tomorrow.'?"

"So vulgar! That's not what I meant at all!" There is no way I can get out of this now... Oh god have mercy on my soul!