I didn't get much feedback last chapter, but thank you so much to the people who took the time to review! It means so much, enjoy chapter 6! This is the chapter that addresses the rape issue brought up a few chapters ago.

Chapter 6

8 Weeks Pregnant

It was the next morning, and Blair felt like crap. She was freezing and sweaty at the same time. She would just miss school today; one day wouldn't hurt her attendance record. She sent Serena a quick text letting her know she wasn't showing today. She lie back down and fell asleep.

Blair woke a few hours later sweaty, with the need to vomit. Groaning, she ran for the bathroom and emptied her stomach. By the time she was done, her entire body felt sore. She washed her mouth out and sat on the floor, leaning back against the wall. This was all way too much for her to handle.

There was a knock on the door and her Grandmother's voice followed, "Blair is everything okay in there?"

"Yeah Gram, I'm fine. Be out in a second," she said, her voice shaky. She fixed her hair and opened the door, surprised to see her grandma still standing there. She put her hand to Blair's forehead and shook her head.

"You got a fever, better go lay down. Must have the bug or something, dear."

Blair followed her Grandmother's orders and went back to her room to rest. She was flipping through the latest issue of her fashion magazine when her Grandma walked in with a bowl of soup. "Chicken soup," she explained. Blair took one smell and felt her stomach twisting again.

"I'm not hungry," she tried holding her breath.

"Nonsense, eat honey," Roxy pushed the bowl closer to Blair.

"Please Grandma," she took slow breaths with her eyes closed. "I'll eat later, I promise."

"What's wrong with you," She stood up and took the soup with her out of the room. Blair sighed, this damn pregnancy and morning sickness. She closed her eyes and decided more sleep was what she needed at this point.

They reached the top of the stairs and Blair grabbed Chuck's hand. She moved closer to him and leaned in to kiss him. She felt her stomach flip at the feeling and smiled. Chuck took her bottom lip between his and pulled gently. "You've got amazing lips."

"So do you," she reached up to kiss him again but he had other plans. His lips found her neck and he moved her back against the wall. She groaned and pulled at his hair.

"Tell me to stop," he told her.

She shook her head, "I don't want you too, please." Her eyes rolled back at the feeling shooting through her.

"Don't say things like that," he whispered. He shifted and Blair felt how hard he was against her thigh.

"I want you."

Chuck shook her head, "I don't know if this is a good idea." Blair found his lips to shut him up and found the nearest room, opening the door and stepping in. Chuck walked her over to the bed and stared down at her. "You're so damn hot like that."

"Like what?" she smirked.

"Messy hair, swollen lips…" he bit his lip as he continued to stare down at her.

"I can't wait any longer, I want you," she said seductively, standing up and wrapping her arms around Chuck's neck.

A loud knock on Blair's door awoke her. "Blair?" her Grandmother asked. Blair was in a cold sweat, her mind still swirling around her dream. No, that was a part of that night. The fact that another piece of the puzzle was found mind-boggled her. "Blair," her Grandma repeated. "Oh honey, your fever broke."

She was too busy remembering what just happened to acknowledge her Grandma's presence. She had been the one who instigated that night? Here she was, pissed at Chuck for taking something so precious from her, and she had been the one who begged him too. She needed to speak to him, soon. She sent him a text, knowing he wouldn't mind ditching the rest of the day at school.

Can we meet? -B

"We need to talk," Roxy said seriously.

"And we will, I just have to get changed." She went to her closet and grabbed a plaid skirt and black top. She threw it on and went to her Grandma to zip the skirt for her.

"I think you need a bigger size," Roxy said, struggling to get the zipper up. Blair's heart dropped, had she really already started gaining baby weight? What about the rest of her clothing, none of it would fit soon. After some effort, Roxy got the zipper up and turned Blair around to face her. "I know, Blair."

"Know what?" About her? Her mother's drinking? Roxy looked at Blair's stomach then back up to meet Blair's eyes. Instinctively, Blair put her hands to her stomach in an effort to hide whatever was there.

"I'm not dumb honey. You're mother was the same way when she was pregnant with you, nausea, you're fever, the weight. Hell, even I was that way when I tried to hide my pregnancy, I know firsthand."

Blair remained silent; she shook her head trying to deny it, "It's just a common cold Gram."

"Alright, how about we go out for some seafood? I'm feeling sushi." Just the though of fish made Blair's stomach queasy, she scrunched up her face and shook her head, then realized she just gave it all away.

"Does you're mother know?"

"No."

When & where –C

Blair looked at the phone in her hand and read the text, replying quickly.

Now, your place? –B

See u in 10 –C

"You need to tell her Blair, I won't interfere, but she needs to know," Roxy said then left Blair in her bedroom alone. This whole situation sucked. She got in her Honda and drove to Chuck's, a million questions swirling in her mind. What was she going to say? How would he respond? What would his mood be? She was surprised to see his car out front, how did he get here so fast? He was leaning against his car waiting for her.

"Ready for round two?"

"Chuck, this is serious," she walked past him and to the front door, opening it and letting herself inside. "And you're disgusting," she added. He let out a small laugh from behind her and followed Blair into the living room.

"So what do you want?"

She turned to face him, "I need to know – everything. Every detail you can remember from that night."

"I didn't write that shit down, how am-"

"Please Chuck, just think, really hard. What if I tell you what I remember?" She asked and he nodded, sitting on the couch. "Well, I remember sitting on the couch, talking, then we walked upstairs, I kissed you, I remember you kissing me, and locking the door. It ends there."

"I would imagine."

"What do you mean?"

"Well, with what you took, it doesn't surprise me that you can't remember. The pill from Georgina? I don't know what it was, but you were all taking them."

He had to be lying, never had Blair done a drug. Why would she? She tried to rack her brain for more information for the night, she briefly remembered Serena getting something for Georgina, and then sharing with Blair. So it was true. "And then?"

"We went upstairs and you asked me to fuck you."

"Can you not be so vulgar?"

"Sorry," he rolled his eyes. "You asked me to… get into bed with you, better?"

"No, it's not. I shouldn't have asked for that. Especially for my first time, I had it all planned, it would be-"

"You're first time?" he interrupted her. "You were a freaking virgin?" he said the word as if it were a sin to. "I don't do virgins."

"Well, apparently you did. And I hate that I can't remember it. It was my first time you know? It should have been gentle, passionate. I should remember it, it should have…"

"Been with someone you loved," he finished.

"Yeah," she nodded and said softly. "It should have. And I shouldn't have gotten pregnant. This wasn't supposed to happen for another 10 years."

He laughed, "You have it planned out?"

"This situation is not funny," she reprimanded. "And yes, I did. Why wouldn't I have my future planned out? That's how people succeed Chuck."

"Why'd you leave?"

"What?" she asked confused, leave what?

"The other night, I woke and you were gone," he explained.

She felt her cheeks flush, "I-I don't know. I was drunk and didn't know why I did it so I left when I woke up." The both sat there in silence; she got the answers she wanted after their talk. Why was she still here?

"I apologize for not knowing you were a virgin when I slept with you, if I had known I wouldn't have done it. I was as drunk as you Blair, I didn't know."

"It's okay, nothing we can do about it now," she shrugged. But honestly, it was a big deal to her, because now she was pregnant, and it wasn't even with someone who cared for her. She got up and grabbed her purse to leave. She gave him a quick nod goodbye and walked to his front door.

"How are you feeling?"

"Uh, good," she said, surprised by his curiosity. "I'll see you Chuck."