Hi guys I just wanted to let you know that if you have a problem with my story or the spelling or the grammar then don't read it. It's funny how anytime someone has something mean to say it's done in a guest review...like seriously I'm only 15 so lay off because some of you people are really starting to piss me off. It's not your story I don't care what you don't like but other than that the story is coming along great I have alot of ideas about what I want to do with it. HERE IS CHAPTER 5 FOR "CAN I TAKE IT BACK?"

Jane had finally come down about 20 minutes later and Maura couldn't help but wonder what had taken her so long.

" Hey I was starting to get worried about you up there" Maura joked.

"Uh yeah I had to take care of something" Jane told Maura quickly knowing she could never tell Maura what had taken her so long.

"Ok" Maura said looking at Jane like she three heads.

Jane and Maura sat through dinner chatting away like they were best friends again and when dinner and Maura couldn't help but think back to the old times, when they were best friend. Maura was so caught up in her own thoughts that she had missed Jane's question.

"I'm sorry what did you say" Maura asked.

"I asked if you wanted to watch a movie before heading to bed" Jane asked her again. "But if you aren't up to it I understand" Jane told her still looking at Maura as if she was crazy.

Maura had heard what Jane said and quickly snapped out of it. "No" Maura quickly yelled and as soon as she said it she saw a look of complete hurt on Jane's face and she quickly tried to explain herself. " I didn't mean No like I wouldn't watch the movie with you...what I meant to say was..was..what did I mean to say" Maura yelled at herself starting to get frustrated.

"Maura calm down, take a deep breath" Jane told her. Maura took one big deep breath in and then blew it back out.

"Why don't you go lay down and we can watch a movie tomorrow if you want" Jane told her.

"No I don't want to go to bed just let me start over, Jane I would love to watch a movie with you, your pick" Maura said with a bright smile on her face.

"Ok" Jane said as she started walking towards the couch still looking back at her friend to make sure she was okay. Jane stopped dead in her tracks "Could you really still think of her as a friend, after all that she put you through could you really go back to being her friend let alone her best friend" Jane thought to herself. "Could you really go back to being friends who broke your heart and put you through so much pain without giving it a second thought" Jane kept thinking as she turned around and looked at Maura who now was looking back at her face full of concern. Jane knew that no matter what Maura did, the doctor cared for her and she could never cut her out of her life, she loved her too much.

"JANE" Maura yelled after the fifth time of calling the detective.

"Yeah" Jane said softly as she started to cry.

"Oh god Jane, what's wrong" Maura asked her. After hearing this Jane cried harder, she could hear the concern and care in the doctor's voice. Jane knew she was hurting Maura by not forgiving her and giving her the cold shoulder and she never wanted to hurt Maura but every time she tried to bring herself to forgive Maura she went back to that day where she had thought she actually felt her heart-break at Maura's cold words. Jane had never felt so much pain before in her life but to think that Maura did that purposely is what killed her, she never wanted to feel that pain again.

Jane's thoughts were interrupted when she felt an arm guiding her to sit down on the couch. Jane had sat on the couch crying for about 5 minutes and when she looked up to explain herself she saw Maura staring intently at her.

"Sorry, must be the hormones" Jane said shortly. Just as Jane was about to grab the remote Maura stepped in front of her.

"Hormones my ass" Maura said to her.

Jane looked down, "For a person who doesn't like profanity she sure has been using it a lot these days" Jane thought to herself. Just as Jane looked back up she saw Maura inches away from her face and before she could even think let alone do something about it she felt Maura's lips on hers, it took Jane a couple of seconds but she finally came to her senses and kissed Maura back. The two kissed for about a minute or two when Jane felt Maura licking her lips asking for entrance and that's when Jane knew it was time to pull back. After pulling back from the kiss Jane heard Maura whimper and she couldn't help but smile but that smile quickly came to an end when Jane remembered what they had just done.

"Maura what are you doing" Jane asked her.

"I'm trying to kiss away your pain" Maura told her with a sad smile.

Jane pulled Maura in for a much deserved hug as she kissed the top of her head. These were the things that Maura said and did that made Jane fall in love with her all over again.

"Maura honey, I'm sorry if this sounds harsh but I don't think you can kiss away the pain you caused" Jane told Maura as she let her go and stood up to go to bed.

Jane looked back once she had made it to the hallway, she saw Maura with her head down and her shoulders shaking and she knew that the doctor was crying and it was breaking her heart but she couldn't bring herself to forgive Maura right now so she decided she would do the next best thing, she would be nice to her because she could see that Maura was really trying.

"Goodnight Maura" Jane told her.

"Goodnight Jane" Maura whimpered in reply.

Ok guys so that's the end of this chapter, again sorry for the delay but I have lots of things to do and about what I put before, I don't want that to stop you guys from giving me guys your opinions...I just think that some people are really rude about it and that's just not acceptable. will try to update soon...UNTIL NEXT TIME

ps. sorry about not explaining Jane's pregnancy but that will most definitely be in the next chapter so continue reading to find out.