Yeh I know that I am a total fail when it comes to making sure I upload chapters. Oh well, I only have two weeks of school left so after that I should have plenty of time.

Rachel's POV

The date with Finn went good. It just felt nice to be with someone after I had been alone for so long. It made me realise how much I have been missing while I was sneaking around with Santana. But something still feels missing, I don't feel like I love Finn, not like I did with her.

I try to push the thought of her to the back of my mind. We had both moved on now, for the better. We hadn't spoken in months. On the surface, it looks like she is still the same girl she was before she got pregnant. But for someone like me, someone who knows the truth, you can't help but notice little changes all the time. For example, her cheerleading uniform got slightly tighter ever week and she would snap at the slightest things.

Maybe I hadn't done as good of a job of forgetting her as I had thought. But, maybe I didn't want to forget her just yet. We broke apart so abruptly. I missed the sound of her laugh, when she rolled her eyes at peoples ridiculous comments, the way her cheeks blushed if she embarrassed. Every time I saw her I thought of something different.

Santana's POV

I was sitting in the packman's house like I do most Saturday mornings. He lives fairly near to me, and his mom was fine about me being pregnant. Puck had told her after I had told him, actually that's a lie, she guessed. He suddenly came home, started working more and wasn't buying anything. I suppose it was just a little bit obvious.

Gina was also a teen mom, having Puck when she was only 17. She managed to get on okay.

I did need to tell my parents though, but I was just so terrified that they would be mad at me. I couldn't deal with that. My parents are the one thing that I didn't want to lose because of this baby. I was already going to lose my body, my popularity and probably my education as there is no way we would be able to afford a babysitter to look after the baby when she was born. My parents both work full time as do Pucks as his mom is a single parent.

Today we had decided to go shopping for baby clothes. We had decided that we were going to keep the baby. I wasn't sure how I felt about that, I wanted to of course, but I didn't want to be one of those teen moms that drop out of school and end up staying in town looking after a baby while the husband is never at home. My parents had provided a good life for me and I was determined

To do the same for my daughter.

I also needed some maternity clothes as I was starting to gain weight rapidly. I didn't see the point in hiding it any more. Having already told Quinn and Britney, I doubted that it would stay a secret for very long. Both of them were some of the biggest gossips in the song. I bet that when I turn up to school on Monday most of the school will already know which is why I need to tell my parents before they find out from somebody else.

That evening

"Are you ready to tell my parents I'm with child" I asked Puck casually.

He looked surprised, we had talked about telling the of course, but I don't think he expected me to actually go through with it.

"You sure?" He asked me.

I nodded. I was ready, for the first time since I had got pregnant. My parents love me so hopefully telling them I am pregnant won't change our relationship too much. It is a lot easier to tell them that than to tell them that I am pregnant anyway.

We got in Puck's car which he had finally had repaired. I told him not to bother about it because we needed the money for the baby but he insisted, saying that he didn't want me walking everywhere now he knew that I was 5 months pregnant. I was shaking for the whole journey.
"You nervous?"

"A little" I answered honestly. I had had this conversation planned out in my head for ages, now it was time to face the music.

We pulled up at my house. I could see through the open window that they were just about to serve dinner. Puck opened the car door for me and we walked together into the house.

"Mom… I'm home" I said as I unlocked the door.
"Oh Hi baby" She turned around from where she was putting out the food. "Puck… well this is a surprise. Are you staying for dinner?" She asked.

"I would love to Mrs Lopez, but only if you have enough"

"Of course we do sweetheart, come and sit down"

I looked at Puck anxiously and we both sat down at the table. During dinner we talked about how our day had been. We had purposely left the bags in the car as there was only one shop in the Lima Mall that sold baby and maternity clothes so if she saw them there wouldn't be a chance to even talk about this.

"Can we talk to you mom?" I asked carefully

"Sure sweetheart" she turned from the washing up to face me. "What do you want to talk about?"

"You might want to sit down".

She looked at me questioningly but we followed her to the lounge where my father was already sitting.

"I have wanted to tell you this for a while" I started "But I just haven't found a way how. So before you jump down my throat please can you hear me out?"

"Santana... where is this going?" My father asked me angrily"

"I'm Pregnant" I didn't look them in the eyes; I couldn't look them in the eyes. After a very long silence I looked up. My Mom looked shocked, My Father looked anger, Puck just looked worried. "Please say something…"

My Father faced Puck. "You did this!" He was very angry "My daughter was perfect and then you come along! I told Gloria that you would be no good for her, but Santana insisted that she be able to date you and then this happens!"

"Daddy…." I cried. "This isn't his fault"

"It is definitely his fault" He shouted.

"Puck I think it would be best if you left" My mom said.

He looked at me, kissed my cheek and stood up ready to leave when I stopped him.

"NO! We're going to talk about this, as a family. If he leaves, then so am I!" I didn't know what had gotten over me. Well no, I did know what had happened. They hadn't given the chance to explain and it wasn't fair.

"Fine!" My dad yelled back at me "Go! But don't come crying to me when you have nowhere to stay, when you have no money!"

So I stood up and ran outside. Puck followed me. From the outside of my bedroom, there is an easy way to climb in to get my things. I hadn't used it since I had become pregnant though, and in the state I was in now, it probably wouldn't be the best time to try it. Puck told me he would go up and fetch my things while I waited in the car. I agreed and sat in the car waiting.

Santana's POV {next month}

I was now 6 months pregnant and the whole school knew. Quinn and Britney had told everyone after about of week of them knowing. Well what great friends they had been. I have been staying at Puck's house ever since my parents flipped out about everything. I didn't know what I had expected to happen, but it definitely wasn't that.

It was Monday, and I had English. ON the way to English, everyone was staring at me. You would have thought I would have gotten used to it because people always used to stare at me, but this was different. People used to stare at me with so much admiration but now, I got dirty looks wherever I want. Even some of the teachers gave me dirty looks, either that or sympathetic looks. I didn't want sympathy, I just wanted people to see me as the normal me. Hah, as if that would ever happen.

When I got to English the teacher was putting us in pairs for a class assignment. When I got there, there weren't many people left for him to put me with. But guess who he put me with. Just guess. Yep you got it, Rachel.

I and Rachel hadn't talked since we had broken up; well I guess you can call it that. We both sat down at a desk in silence. This was beyond awkward.

"How have you been" she finally broke the silence by asking me.

"Alright" I smiled at her.

"I have missed you, you know" she smiled but then shrugged "I guess we just weren't meant to be."

I didn't know what to say, I hadn't expected her to say anything about what used to be of us. "I-I miss you too" I avoided her eye contact. "How's it going with you and Finn?"

"It's been going good" She nodded, but I could tell she was lying.

"Really?" I questioned her.

She laughed "No, he's an awful kisser" we both laughed. "I don't feel as good with him as I did with you. I think I'm going to end it with him"

"Well you deserve to be happy Rach, and I'm tired of us not being friends. We should hang out again sometime. I could do with some friends right now."

She looked at me right in the eyes. "Santana….." she stopped. "I can't. You hurt me a lot when you got pregnant, I don't think I can just go back to us being friends."

"Rachel…It's been 6 months, when are you going to forgive me!"

"I have forgiven you, but I just can't hang out with you and pretend I'm okay with you being with him, with a baby and us just being friends. Because I'm not okay with it, I love you and you have feelings for me even if you don't want to admit it to anyone, or yourself."

I made this chapter a little longer than the others. I hope you enjoyed it and I will put the next one up ASAP