A/N: This chapter is more or less about Kai, just so you know, and both thoughts and dreams are written like this. You'll probably find out what's what.


Disclaimer: Same as always, don't own beyblade bla bla bla o_O
Warnings: Angst, Yaoi
Pairing: TyKa (one-sided in this chapter o-o)

A nightmare in the dark

Kai is sleeping and he's dreaming about a certain bluenette. But it's not a good dream. Kai is standing in front of Tyson, but the bluenette is behaving very strange.

"Why are you bothering me, Kai? Can't you see I have other things to do than talking to you? I'm very busy at the moment." The bluenette cries. "But Tyson," Kai says and he's almost panicking. Tyson has always been nice to him. Why has he changed?

"But what? I'm tired of your behaviour against me, so I moved on from you and my other friends. Kai, listen to me. I don't think I'll be able to have you as my friend anymore."

"Tyson, I can explain! It was wrong of me to leave you. I should have realized it sooner and I'm so sorry for moving away. But I do care about you and I always have.

So please, don't push me away even if I deserve it. I need you Tyson. You're the sun in my life, without you I won't survive." Kai says. His words sound so unsure.

"Kai…" Tyson sighs and looks down. "Tyson, I love you." The taller teen whispers into the air. He looks at the bluenette, and his eyes go wide open when he sees the expression on Tyson's face. It's anger.

"You could never have loved me, Kai. If that's so, why haven't you actually been nice to me? I don't love a guy like you. I'm not even sure if I'm into guys. I…" Tyson stops.

Kai doesn't listen anymore. He's so confused, sad and angry at the same time. How could Tyson say something like this? Yeah, he has been mean to Tyson before, but hasn't he changed?

He's so lost in his own thoughts that he doesn't notice the tears that are running down his cheeks. It's tears of pain and anger, but Tyson doesn't react. He just stares blankly at Kai.

"I think it's best if we don't talk to each other again. You'll notice that the pain you now feel will go away eventually. It worked for me." The bluenette says. He speaks in a harsh tone. The dual-haired blader falls down on his knees.

"No, you can't do this to me. I… I need you!" "You don't need anyone, Kai. You just need yourself, like you've always have." A silence fills the space between the two teens. And then Tyson walks away and leaves Kai to his thoughts, but Kai cries out after Tyson. But the only answer he gets is the silence…


"Tyson!" Kai yells and wakes up. Tears are streaming down his face and he's breathing heavily. Spencer and Tala are running into Kai's bedroom.

They heard a scream from Kai, and wondered what's wrong with him. "Hey Kai, are you alright?" Spencer asks concerned. "Yeah, Kai. It sounded like you were having a bad dream or something." Tala says and looks at the blader who lies in the bed.

"Is that what I think it is?" the redhead asks surprised and walks toward the bed. Then he slowly reaches out his arm and wipes of a tear on Kai's face. "Kai?" he whispers. "Go away, leave me alone," the dual-haired teen cries out.

"Kai, did the nightmare have anything to do with Tyson?" Spencer asks calmly. He looks sadly at Kai, and then he notices Tala's confused face. "Why do you mention Tyson, Spencer? What's going on?" the redhead asks.

"Tala, this isn't the time. I'm sure Kai will tell you when he's ready, but for now is this nothing but my concern." The redhead looks a bit angry, but then he calms down and walks out of the room while he says: "Alright, but if it has any bad effects on his blading during the Championship, he'll has to tell me!"

Spencer nods and turns toward Kai. "Kai… are you sure you don't want to go to Japan and see Tyson again? I'll think it would be good for you."

"No, Spencer," Kai whispers. "He hates me, I'm sure of it. In my dream he told me that I never could love him and it felt so real. I've a feeling that Tyson wouldn't be so happy too see me if I visit him."

The tears have stopped, but it seems like Kai is on the edge of a breakdown. "Just relax Kai. Everything is gonna be okay."


Kai's P.O.V

The dream I had, it felt so real. It was like I really was talking to Tyson, and the pain is still killing me. Why isn't it gone? It was just a dream so it should have disappeared by now. My thoughts are all mixed up. Do Tyson hate me that much? No, he can't. I... If he does, it will break my heart. Tyson, do you even realize how you make me feel? The happiness you gave me when you smiled and the loneliness that disappeared when we were hanging out, just the two of us. It seems like it was ages ago… I miss it.

Spencer is so nice to me. I hadn't expected him to understand my feelings, but he does. And he helps me a lot, but there is some things he will never understand, and that's the bond Tyson and I used to have. Maybe it's still there. At least I hope so… It's a bond created by our great rivalry, friendship and teamwork. I got some bonds with my other friends too, but it's not as deep as the one I have with Tyson. It goes much deeper into our souls. My soul was healed because of it, but now that the bond is gone, I'm slowly starting to lose myself. That can't happen; I must resist the shadow and the darkness. I must show Tyson my true love for him even though he hates me. Tyson, I will not give up; not yet.

A/N: Well, that was the end of that chapter. I think this was kind of sad, and maybe Kai's a bit OOC, but it fits well into this fic so hope you don't mind. And thanks for the reviews!