Sorry for not writing in a while. My computer broke and then I kept having all these kind of panic attacks. I hope you can forgive. And I hope this chapter is longer than the rest cuz I wrote a lot but the pages get smaller on the download.

I've been into yaoi a lot lately and check my profile for fav couples

( I don't own Inuyasha.)

Inu P.O.V

It had been weeks since we talked. Weeks since we last meet in the court and laughed. Hell, we couldn't even look each other in the eye anymore all because of that one kiss. Damn. If it wasn't so good a memory I would wish it had never happened, but it did and now it's tearing us apart. I know I haven't been myself lately and people have begun to notice and worry. I still go out in the fields and help, and make new plans for the harvest but you can tall my hearts not into it. It got so bad that Sango came to talk to me.

"Ok Inu. I've known you longer than anyone and I know when something's wrong so spill it." She said

I sighed. I had yet to tell her about the kiss so I suppose I had to start there. "Sango, you remember how Kikyo was giving me a hard time. "

She nodded

"Well, a few weeks ago she almost got me. When I went up to her room she kept trying to seduce me and when I told her no she tried to grab me and I ran. The next thing I knew I was in someone's arms. I was so scared because i thought a guard had been called by her yelling and was going to punish me. But it wasn't a guard …"

"Well who was it "she stated

"Don't interrupt Sango I'm getting to that. It was Kouga. "

"KOUGA!" she yelled

"Shh not so loud" I whispered as I glared at her. "Yea, Kouga. He had come to rescue me and calmed me down. Then the next second we're kissing and it felt so right, so perfect. I can't begin to describe his wonderful taste. But now it's like we're avoiding each other. It's so frustrating."

Sango seemed to ponder over this for a second then she turned to me and said "So you want to get this resolved right?"

I nodded

"Ok well I have the perfect idea" Sango grabbed me by the hand and led me through the halls into the inner chambers of the abode. I swear she was trying to hit me against a wall and I had to shout apologizes over my shoulder to the cook, a solider, a inner chamber maid, a field worker, … well you get the idea. Suddenly she stopped and pulled me against a wall.

"Thank gods we stopped. What is wrong with you and where are we…"

"Shh. Look you wanted to talk to Kouga to get this thing all figured out. Right "she says

I nodded

"Well here's your chance" she whispers and points over her shoulder. I move to the edge of the wall and look around the corner and there he is. Kouga; the guy I've been haunted about this entire time, talking to one of his commanders. I turn back to find Sango just to see that she has already disappeared.

"What are you doing here" said a strong deep and caring voice behind me. I whirled around and came face to face with Kouga, smirking in his oh-so-gentle way. Now all of a sudden I was nervous. Not "crush" nervous but "I'm going to throw up dizzy spells" nervous. What if he forgot? What if it was just a heat of the moment type thing? What if he decided to throw me in the dungeon for even mentioning it in public?

"Umm well I … I wanted to…"

He looked at me funny "Well spit it out, your more nervous than a spring chicken"

I took a deep breath and answered "Well I wanted to talk to you. Alone; you know in private". Kouga took a long look at me, then glazed around and pulled me into an empty room.

"Ok then" he said "You want to talk so talk"

"Oh I'll talk but not here" I replied still a bit miffed at the uncaring way he spoke to me "If you want to know what's going on then you need to come to the garden tonight, the garden in the west wing"

I turned to leave but was stopped by a hand on my arm

"And what, may I ask, makes you think I will come to this midnight rendezvous with my overseer". Kouga asked.

I turned my back toward him and replied "Well it's about what happened…. I just want to know were we stand"

"Oh come on. It was a mistake ok. You were almost molested and in a nervous panic. I comforted you and we accidentally kissed ok, I don't see why you have to make something of one little instant, like some love-sick women"

At that I turned around forgetting my nervousness in exchange for anger. "You are the most stubborn, idiotic jerk I have ever seen. I know I was in a panic and I know what happened; and you know it too. I want you to look at me, right now, look me in the eye and tell me everything I feel right now isn't real; "

Kouga, whose gaze had previously been on the door, then turned and looked at me before lowering his gaze and sighing. "I'll be there tonight around midnight, and then we can talk this over."

I nodded and turned to leave through the golden archway, before turning and replying "Thank you"

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