Alina pov
"I don't know what to do, I want to help her but she won't let me do anything. I have to stay back because he is 'the King'" I complained to Tormund.
We were still laying naked in my bed after an very exciting round of mateing. Just thinking about it made me wet again. I was now half laying on Tormunds chest while his hand made circles on my back, no one would think that the big, Bad wildling Tormund Giantsbane liked to cuddel up. I smiled a little at the thought that I was the only one to cherrish that side of him. After he arrived here he found me and took me immediatly back to my room. I had giggled like a little girl at that. But even after this and the wild things we did to each other I couldn't get Raynes worries out of my mind.
"You have to let them solve their problems by themself." He said
"But I can't just sit here and see how he shows of his new conquest and hurt her. She is looking forward to the long night, for the fight and i know that she doesn't care if she comes out of that alive, or not. I don't think she can watch him being with her."
"I don't think he would do that, I don't even think that the Queen and our baby crow are together like that. After what I saw at our Journey here and beyond the wall he will set heaven and hell in motion to get Rayne back." He told me, I looked unbelieving up at him, thinking he was joking but was met with a serious face.
"Do you really think so? I mean I would really like it, just for Rayne. She finally thought she belonged somewhere and then this fuckhead had to ruin it. The worst of all is I encouraged her to be with him because I really thought..."
"Wow wow wow,wait a second. Fuckhead? Jon is not a bad guy, he made a mistake, a stupid one okay. But he never intended to hurt her, he thought he had lost her." He defended Jon.
"So just because she was out of picture he can jump in the next bed? When this is your opinion then I have to question if you did that too. I mean when you love someone you don't just jump to the next conquest available." I stadet.
"No of course I didn't do that, I'm scared of your venegance if I would do something like that." He said while starting to laugh.
"And you should!" I said smiling as I crawled up his chest to steal me a passionate kiss.
Before we could got to lost again I remembered that I had to look for Rayne, she was Training with Dagonet and most likely would overdo it. I slowly broke the kiss and layed my head down on his chest.
"I'm sorry but I have to look after Rayne, she was going to spare with Dago and will most likely not go easy on herself." I said as I got up and began to Dress.
"Yeah I have a concil with Jon, the Dragon Queen and the other Lords." He said as he did the same.

As we were saying our temporarly goodbyes at the door a crying Rayne ran past us.
"What? Rayne! Wait a second! " I called after her, having seen her tears.
"Oh what did the baby crow do now?" Tormund sighed.
"I'm sorry but I have to go after.." I began to say.
"Yeah, Yeah, go we will see each other later." He said and gave me a quick kiss before I ran after Rayne.
Luckily I found her at her room.
"What happened?" I asked as I entered without knocking.
"He...He bend his knee to her. He wouldn't do that without a reason, he will probably marry her soon." She cried.
Rayne, you don't know that. Don't make any assumptions." I tried to calm her and it seemed to work. She took a deep breath and whiped her tears.
"When I survive the long night I will vanish. Let them have their happy ever after." She said cold.
I hadn't ever seen Rayne this cold, my anger rised again.
"Please don't make any rash decisions. You have good and loyal friends here who will always have your back." I told her trying to sound calm when I turned and left the room. Forgotten was my promise to stay out of it, I wouldn't stay out of it any longer. Not when this Rayne, this cold, depressiv Rayne was the result of it.

Luck was on my side and i quickly found the reason why Rayne was like this, Jon. He was walking with this Queen of him on his arm and a Gnom, whom I learned was Thyrion Lanister.

"Jon, can I have a word with you? Alone!" I asked as nicely as I could.
"Of course." He said as he looked rather sceptically.
"My grace, I will be back shortly, you should go ahead." He said to send them away. But the eyes of the Queen bore into mine, like she was trying to intimidate me. I looked straight back at her, not ging in her starring contest, i'm no one to intimidate easily and she should better know that now.
"My Queen, we shouldn't leave the Lords waiting." The gnom said and they left relucantly. I saw how the Queen looked back a few times, worry writen on her face. That behavior of hers only fulled my anger and before Jon could find an excuse I punched him in the face as he turned towards me.
"What the...?" He began.
He really was going to play the innocent little lamb, who didn't know what he did to deserve that.
"Don't play dumb with me, you maybe had the nickname 'baby crow' once but I know you are not that innocent, you cheating little bastard." I exploded.
"Do you even know what you are doing to Rayne, bringing that woman here? When you parade her around? When you touch her?"
"Alina, please wait a second. I know what I did is unforgivable and I also know that I deserve that and more but what are you talking about? Parade who around?" He asked and I really found it hard to controll myself.
"If you don't want me to punch you again I would advice you to use that thing on your shoulders." I threatend him.
"You mean Danny? What? I don't... we don't... Alina please you have to believe me, there is nothing between Danny and me. Please help me to get Rayne to talk to me. I... I.. I want to explain myself, I want to apologize." He begged me, the Nerv of this guy was unbelievable. My range got the best of me again and I slapped him again.
"You've got to be fucking kidding me! When you remember I did helped you once and look what a mess we got because of that. Do you even know what you did to her? What your betrayal did to her? She is like a total different Person each time I see her. Some times its our Rayne, but most times its this depressiv, empty Zombie Rayne. She wants to fight in the first row in the long night, she is looking forward to this. She dosen't care anymore if she comes out of that alive. You know, in all those years I have known her and all these different faces we wore she was never this cold. You could always see a little sparkle of emotions inside her, but now... I don't see it anymore. You killed that sparkle inside her." I told him. I could tell that every word I said hurted him but that was nothing that he didn't bring onto himself.
"If you come near her again and hurt her one more time like that, I will kill you. I don't care who you are or where you come from, you did hurt my sister and no one gets away with that, i promise you that." I told him and wanted to leave when I heard him sank to the floor. When I turned he looked at me with pain filled eyes.
"Then do it now, because I can't stay away from her. I had to live without her for ten years, then I thought she died because of me, I..I don't want to ever live like that again. Please, Alina. Fuck! I beg of you, please help me to get her to listen because everytime I see her she runs from me. I need her in my life like I need air to breath. I know I did bring it onto myself but... I just can't live without her."
"You should have thought about that before you cheated on her." I told him emotionless.
"I thought she was dead! I drank myself into delirium because I couldn't bear the thought of her not in my live. I just kept going because I knew my sibblings would need me, I planed to get myself killed in the long night. Because it would have ment to be with her again, and then I made this stupid mistake. Danny knows that we will never be together like that, because she knows my heart belongs to Rayne. Always." He told me.
I had to say, seeing him like that so devasted, desperate to get her back, sparked a little pity inside me. I battled with myself, should I really help him?