I sat there on my bed. Not moving. I heard myself it the back of my head.
You do like him! Lachlans gone! Zac is really nice and sweet! Give him a chance! You could start a new life with him!
No! I don't! I love Lachlan! He could always come here... If he died! Do you here how selfish you are!? He WILL move on. He gas his whole life to.
But i don't love Zac!
You do! You just don't want to admit it!
Yeah well i only like him because hes the only guy here... Right?
I just sit there. Its true. I do love Zac. But that way? I don't know. Damn my heart.
"Cortana? I...I'm really sorry. I... I just thought you liked me... Please don't hate me. I'm really sorry." Zac said from behind my door. "its okay... I mean its not okay... But i don't hate you. I just don't like you... That way.. I'm not over Lachlan. It feels like i never will be.." well, this isn't awkward.
"okay Cortana, I'm sorry. I made you some dinner... If you want it." "thanks Zac, ill be out in a minute."
With the wool i had i made some clean clothes. I made a red tank top and a black skirt. That's much better.
I saw the food Zac had prepared. Roast chicken with herbs and veggies. "looks so yum!" i say.
"thanks. I don't usually eat chicken because the give you eggs, but i felt like something different."
We ate dinner in silence. It was really yum. I really enjoyed it. Zac finished first. "im going to go to bed now... We might go and chop some wood tomorrow." and with that, he walked into his room. When i finished i did the same.
The next day was quite. We chopped down some trees and that was pretty much it. There was no jokes. No fooling around. When we got back to the house all Zac did was craft stuff in his room. I went out and collected sheep wool. With the wool i made more clothes and some blankets. Then we had dinner and went to bed.
The next day after that was the same, quite. Zac worked on the vegetable patch. I had nothing to do really so i decided to make a cake. I made a chocolate cake and a vanilla. When Zac came back, the sun was setting.
"hey Zac, look what i made!" i said. "oh a cake yum!" his happiness seemed fake. He was still upset about... The incident.
"yeah i was bored so i made two. We have dessert!" "That's grate" he said.
"uhh Zac... Are you okay?" i asked.
"not really. I just.. I really like you... But you don't. Sorry. I.. I'll be in my room" he walks off into his room. Great. What am i supposed to do? I just sigh.
The next morning Zac had all his stuff. "what are you doing?" i asked. "I'm sorry Cortana. I can't live here... I'm so hurt you don't love me. Its really quite and awkward. I need to be alone". I was shocked. I really wasn't expecting this.
"Zac, please! We can talk about this! Don't leave me!" i begged. "Cortana.. I'm sorry. Good bye" "ZAC! NO! PLEASE! I CAN'T LOOSE YOU!" i started to cry. I needed him. Because... Because i loved him.
I run up to Zac. I turned him around and what i did shocked us both. I kissed him. And not just a quick peck. I full on kissed him. " Please don't go. I need you! I love you! Don't leave me." i begged.
"Cortana... Are you sure?" "Yes! I'm sure! Stay with me!"
and then we kissed. And i forgot all about my passed life.