A/N- Screw exams I'm updating! Today is my birthday therefore I deserve a break :P I'm taking Team M's approach and just going to fail my legal and American History exam tomorrow :)

Chapter 5

Miley POV

I'd been in heaps of awkward situations, they were always occurring in this business from strange questions to being at rather peculiar parties and weird photo shoots, I'd grown used to it. But I was not used to this, I had no idea how to feel...

I was 7th wheel today and that was just beyond awkward,

I gazed at Selena really jealous, her hand entwined with my fiance while they made small talk at lunch. I mean I liked Sel, and I felt bad about what we were doing to her, but he was my fiance not hers! I wanted to be the one sitting along side him, sharing his lunch and kissing Nick. Instead I had to watch the disgusting and disturbing scene before me, without even showing how pissed I truly was.

"You know, you're killing that croissant Miley" Joe whispered to me,

I looked down to see I had indeed cut every single possible angle into the croissant. I gazed up to see the other four of them just staring at me, what was I supposed to do? I didn't want to be here, while Selena Nick made kissy faces at each other. I was alone, I didn't even have Liam to distract me!

"I shouldn't have come today…" I muttered stabbing the croissant again, I saw how Demi was just staring at me unsure what to do; this was her fault after all. Dani, Kevin and Joe all looked upon me apologetic though, they thought I was just mad because of the fight we'd had. "I really should have just stayed home, and done absolutely nothing all freaken day"

"Miley," Demi whispered,

"Shut it, this is you're fault" I muttered pushing a bit of croissant into my mouth.

"Nick…go…" I heard Selena whisper,

I looked over at them, Nick shot me a pissed look and stood up. I just glared at him looking away, my glare unlike his was actually serious. I couldn't believe he'd managed to get me into this damn situation, I ignored him moving over to me instead eating more of the mutilated croissant before me.

"Miley…" I heard Nick say as I turned looking at him, "Can I please have a private word with you" He continued,

"No,"

"Miley come on," He whispered,

I turned and stared at him, it only took one look for me to give in. I gave a small nod pushing my seat out and standing up, I saw Demi shoot me a warning look as we walked towards the back of the restaurant.

"This is awkward…I'm sorry, you okay?" He asked quietly,

"Oh you think Nick? This is awkward? Really?"

"Miley I'm sorry okay,"

I gazed back to see they were still all watching us. I just nodded knowing it was going to be a little hard to give him a kiss right now, which I so desperately wanted to do.

"Yeah I'm fine, it's just hard watching you with her, and the way you act. It's like the same with me" I whispered a little upset and he sighed looking at me apologetic, "But Miley it is all an act, everything I do with her is just pretend! But with you it's real, what's between us is something no one could ever understand" He whispered taking my hand giving me a smile, "I love you and that's the biggest difference of all, I don't love her"

He very carefully pulled me into a hug, and we both purposely made it look awkward just for the gazing eyes.

"I love you too, but I'm not enjoying this lunch at all! I just want to go home" I pleaded and he sighed letting me go, we exchanged another look over at the table to see them all chatting away."Please, you got any idea of how I could subtly just leave? So you six can go make out together,"

"I'm sorry, but it's shopping, plus I'm here…even if I am with Selena, this is still you and me time" He stated,

That was it, I rolled my eyes walking off…how the hell was this him and me time? This was not fucking us time!

"Sorted everything out?" Dani asked hopeful as I sat down,

I gazed to see Nick looking at me apologetic again and I just shrugged. "But you hugged, doesn't that mean you're okay?"

"Were fine…" I hissed,

"Doesn't sound like it," Joe mumbled,

"Shut up Joe" I replied pissed off, "We just see things totally differently" I stated looking at Nick, his hand already back in hers…of course it was, I picked up my coke and sculled it down with one mouthful.

"I think I am going to-"

"Go shopping, yes we are!" Demi stated interrupting my attempt to escape,

Selena instantly grinned with Demi and I sighed nodding with the girls, well so much for getting away. I saw the three brothers instantly all groan at the idea, but right now Nick needed punishment and if that meant shopping then so be it. We all stood up and moved out of the restaurant as Nick paid…I didn't even bother offering to put my money in.

"Right let's go this way first?" Dani asked,

She pointed out the direction of travel before we left because of the amount of paparazzi outside, which were only making things even worse. We all nodded and walked out into the yelling and cameras in our faces. I being the 7th wheel was left alone at the back of the pack, I sighed gazing around and spotted a shop I wanted to go in. All of them had continued to keep walking…maybe I could escape; yeah they'd be pissed at me for ditching them…then again would they even notice?

I walked into the store and got away from the yelling, looking for some cheap t-shirts. I gazed through the shop just looking around trying to find clothes suitable for Liam or myself. I finished in the store and bought a couple of things turning around to see Demi and Nick standing just inside the door looking unimpressed…

"You look mad…" Nick stated apologetic,

"I wonder why?" I hissed,

"Miley I'm sorry, I should never have suggested you come" Demi whispered as Nick nodded, "Do you want to go home, because if you want I'll take you?" Demi continued,

"I'm fine" I mumbled, "I'm just feeling a little excluded…not to mention the fact, you two are all over each other" I walked past them as Demi grabbed my arm. I looked at her confused as a weak smile came to her face.

"I think you and me need to ditch this shopping trip…" She suggested, "And maybe do something else,"

"Like bitch about Selena? Because I'm up for that?"

"Miley" Nick warned as I sighed,

I looked at her confused waiting for her idea, "I think maybe we should think about looking at some wedding dresses? Well Nick thinks so?" Demi whispered giving me a grin,

Nick moved over to me and slipped his credit card into my hand, I looked at him a little unsure. Well this certainly made up for lunch,

"Really?" I whispered excited and he nodded, I looked at Demi and nodded…that sounded like a really good idea!

Nick POV

I stood gazing at Selena standing in a dress, she wanted my opinion on. I gazed uncertain, I mean it looked good on her but it wasn't really her type, it was something Miley would wear. I shook my head and she huffed walking back into the change room. It was about the fourth time she'd walked out, and every time I'd said no because I just kept imagining Miley in it and looking so much better then Sel did.

"What's going on between Sel and you?" Joe whispered to me,he was pretty pissed that Miley had got "sick" and Demi had to take her home…I looked at him nervously and shrugged. "Something is going on, I can see it"

"Umm nothing, were fine why?" I asked him confused, he just nodded looking away quickly,

"Wait why do you think that?"

Had Demi told him? He turned looking back at me and shrugged…

"You've just been acting really weird lately, so has Demi actually and Miley…" He stated thinking about it;

I was actually surprised by this…to think Joe had noticed it and no one else had yet.

"I don't know, I'm normal...well I think I am?" I muttered "Why do you think that…?"

"I don't know Nick!"

Dani waked over giving us both a smile. It ended our conversation pretty quickly as Selena walked out again…"I like that one better" I stated staring at what she was wearing, she instantly smiled and turned around heading back into the room. I sighed rolling my eyes and gazed up to see both Dani and Joe staring at me. What the hell was up with all the staring?

"Is something going on between you and Sel?" Dani asked,

I gave a huff, why did everyone think something was going on? I shook my head annoyed looking at both of them. "There's nothing going on okay…both of you just drop it…" I hissed at them and turned gazing blankly at the wall. God did I want to be with Miley right now. I heard them begin to whisper to each other as I sighed standing up…

"Hey man…you right there?" Kevin asked me holding a bunch of shirts,

I gazed at him and shook my head, no I wasn't damn okay! I couldn't deal with this right now, I sighed moving towards the shop door and pushed it open. I was instantly hit by the paparazzi but continued through finding a Starbucks next door. I climbed through it's door into safety, I smiled seeing the quiet atmosphere…perfect. I moved over and ordered a coffee before retreating to a corner to drink it in peace…times like this I just wanted to be alone on a couch at home with my fiancé in my arms and not just pretending.

"Hey…mind if I have a seat?" I heard a voice ask,

I looked up to see Dani staring at me. I gave her a nod as she took a seat along side at me. I didn't really want to talk at the moment "Maybe I asked the wrong question in there, what's happening between you and Miley, might be a better question?" She asked seriously, I felt a little panicked and turned looking at her.

"Nothing is going on between us…it's more Sel…" I stated with a sigh,

I wanted to get all the attention off Miley now, even if I had to tell Dani the problem I had with Selena.

"What's wrong with Selena?" She asked,

I felt instantly nervous, I knew what Sel wanted I did, but I couldn't be that guy for her. I sighed pushing my hand through my hair.

"She wants to have sex…" I stated seriously,

I knew she did and that was the good thing with Miles, we'd always been pretty open about the fact we wanted to wait. "I mean it's not that that's a problem…it's more…"

"You don't think she is the girl you want to marry?" Dani asked seriously,

I turned and looked at her and nodded…it was more I was certain that I didn't want to marry her.

"Well Kevin and me broke his promise way before we got married" Dani whispered giving a small laugh, I instantly tilted my head and stared at her, they had?

"Don't look so shocked Nick, it's not like you're promise rings were deadly serious. I mean just because you don't think you are going to marry Selena doesn't mean you don't want to or can't have sex with her…because maybe if you did, the feeling might get stronger" She stated seriously as I bit down on the coffee cup.

"I doubt that…" I stated with a sigh, "I really doubt that actually, I don't reckon it will plus I could never do that to…" I started and stopped, I would never do that to Miley, no way…I mean our fake relationships were just kissing…there was nothing else involved, well maybe a little more but not that extreme.

"To who Nick?" Dani questioned,

I turned and looked at her nervously, I couldn't blow this…but now I was stuck in an awkward situation and I had to be careful how I worded this.

"Selena of course, when I don't really love her…" I muttered, "I never will truly love Selena,"

I heard an instant gasp and gazed up to see none other then Selena and my brothers. I gazed at her mouth hanging a little open and the instant look of absolute heartbreak across her face. This was the moment I'd wanted to avoid, but now I'd said it there was no way to take it back. I saw her instantly shake her head and turn towards the door…

"Good one Nick…" Joe hissed at me,

I jumped up and pushed past him, thankfully grabbing Selena's arm before she headed out the door. She looked at me like I'd murdered her…god…this wasn't good.

"Get away from me…don't, just don't Nick okay," She stated, "That's it, our relationship is over for good this time!"

And with that she just turned and walked out of Starbucks…and our relationship.

A/N- One fake relationship down, one to go :D Pretty please review :D

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